• Lazy •

chanbaek

Baekhyun is just a lazy kid.

But after this Will I get rid of my laziness a bit…?

Newbie, decorate for yourself during your free time.

The cover may look a bit cheesy. But after reading it, you may not feel good (maybe).

But thank you for coming to read.

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• Lazy •

When talking about high school life, There is probably nothing more serious than a 6th grade student.

Why must we focus on reading books day and night? Where will we study specially every day? The same goal is to get into the university you want as desired.

Until it got stuck, it was almost excruciating. Because in this battlefield there is no concession to those who are lazy and do not know how to prepare.

But one day there must be a day when the war calms down... In the end, each person must have a way to go. There are people who were successful in getting the faculty and university they wanted. Some may get a faculty that they don't like but try studying first. Some are dissatisfied with something and go to try again next year... There are many paths to choose from, let's just say.

As for me… now I'm in the faculty and university I want. My diligence in reading and reviewing the lessons helped me get into the medical school exam as I had hoped. When I realized that I was addicted, I was very happy to have moved one step closer to my dream. From now on, we must prepare ourselves and continue fighting. Studying medicine is not easy. Passing the exam is considered a minor matter compared to what you will face in the future.

But now I have a question: I'm addicted to the doctor, what next...?

At this time, the university is not open for classes. I could just wait...wait...wait and wait like everyone else. Wait until that day. I don't know if anyone is like me, but I...

descent!! Shit!! Lazy!! at all!! Wow!!

In spite of having planned carefully that after the results were announced that they had passed the exam, they would do this and that. A list of nearly a hundred things I want to do. Will play games all day and all night. Will watch the epic movie until the end, but in the end...

Yes, I just sleep. Wake up and eat, then sleep, then eat. Life just goes in loops like that... If you don't gain weight, let it be known.

Actually, some of the items on the list have already been made. But in the end, like brain cells, it orders the body to be indifferent to everything. Things that I used to be very motivated to do while studying for exams Now it seemed like it was just a stupid activity that my body was resisting. It's like my brain wants to order me to recover fully after nearly dying from studying for exams.

And then slowly die again while studying medicine...

But sometimes time passes surprisingly quickly…

I sit and lie down and complain that I'm lazy every day. Until now, it's the last holiday before tomorrow I go to university. Even though it's not yet the first day of school. But it was reporting day and loading things into the dormitory. That was the day I left home for the first time. Good thing I'm not completely lazy. At least I had already prepared things for the dormitory.

Today I woke up at 5 am. Which was much earlier than I had woken up before. With being lazy and furry Normally I wake up around noon. But today my brain must definitely tell me to wake up and do something worthwhile on the last day or if it's not like that... It would probably wake me up to mourn the list of activities that I wanted to do but were unable to do.

I looked at the gray leather-covered notebook I used to list things I would do after the exams with sadness. Sighed for the tenth time. A list of items with a few checkmarks underscored how much of my free time I was wasting.

Even though I feel sorry... But I have to admit that I did it all myself.

If I could go back in time… I would like to finish these items. But let's be real. If I could really turn back time, at that time I might be as lazy as I am now. Who knows?

'Let's go get bubble tea at a newly opened shop'

Come on...

I looked at a list written in my notebook. I've decided that at least before going to university tomorrow. I'd like to be able to make a list of just one thing in a notebook.

When I saw that this item was probably the most suitable. After taking a shower and getting dressed Come down to eat breakfast of mother's favorite egg fried rice. And lie down and play on the phone a little more. The clock said ten o'clock and I thought the shops should be open. So I immediately grabbed a good helmet and my trusty motorcycle and rode out of the house.

Even after the exam is over I'll just stay home and sleep. But the atmosphere outside was still familiar and unchanged. It doesn't take long. I arrived at my destination, which was a bubble tea shop.

Looking from the outside, the shop looks cute. It's a tall commercial building that's one booth wide. The building was painted cream all over. Looks clean and warm and inviting. There are also many porcelain dolls in the shape of cute dogs placed on the side of the walkway leading into the store door.

"welcome"

The employee's voice rang out as soon as I pushed open the store door. I slowly walked in front of the counter. He glanced at the drink menu written on the wall. I intend to order cold milk with pearls. But the employee spoke up and said...

“Sorry, customers. Today our store's pearls are all gone.”

If Sehun, my close friend, were there He probably teased the shop's sister back like a smart person would say... Oh, the shop doesn't have jokes, so that's not funny. Something like this But for me I just nodded in acknowledgment. And ordered without pearls.

"Already received. Thank you, customer."

I paid and received a pink drink glass with a plastic seal at the mouth from the store employee. Looking at the bottom of the glass, I feel a little disappointed that there aren't the black beads I want.

It's okay... at least you tried the shop.

I think so Before walking with a glass of drink to find a quiet seat in the shop. I plan to stay and drink the whole glass and then leave the shop. Looking outside right now, I don't really want to go out because the sun is too strong. It's better to sit in the cool air conditioner in the shop.

“Ah… sorry.”

Before I could poke the straw through the plastic seal. The voice of the person next to me, who I don't know since when he was sitting, rang out. He should talk to me. Because there is no one near him except me.

“If you don't mind. You can take this glass.”

the person said, handing over a plastic cup with the store's logo printed on it. It was pink cold milk that had not yet been sealed. Moreover, there was the pearl I wanted lying at the bottom of the glass. But even then, I would like to refuse.

"It's better if you don't mind. I'm considerate. Please drink."

"nevermind I still have another glass.”

He said so. which is true On his table, there was another glass of cold milk with pearls that had been drilled. If I had to guess, he would really like this menu. Otherwise, I wouldn't have ordered two glasses like this.

"But...I'm really considerate."

“It's really okay. Please take it.”

In the end, I had to accept the glass and just hold it. I don't want to make him feel bad either. The other part was probably because his eyes looked so determined and wanting to give me something. With sad eyes when I rejected him until I felt guilty.

“Thank you very much, Mr…”

“Park Chanyeol, or you can just call me Chanyeol.”

“Thank you, Mr. Chanyeol. I'm...Baekhyun."

I introduced myself politely. After receiving the glass from Mr. Chanyeol I thought I'd give him my own glass without pearls. But he refused So I changed to paying the difference in price for the pearl. He still refused. In the end, I got a new drink for free.

Then he and I sat and drank our own drinks. There was no further conversation after that. Let the shop's indie music play out in the background. I sat quietly drinking cold milk with pearls. Keep pressing the phone to play like you like to do. As for Mr. Chanyeol sitting next to me I don't know what he did either.

He saw his head bent down and reading a small book in his hand. After a while he looked up and looked out of the shop window. Then after a while he came back and read the book again. It continues like that.

But strangely, there was no conversation between me and him. It didn't make me feel uncomfortable at all.

Finally my drink was gone. I prepared to get up from my seat. But before going, I glanced at Mr. Chanyeol. Surprisingly, his cold milk drank very little, as if he hadn't even drunk it at all. But that is none of my business.

I walked up to the door and prepared to open it. But suddenly Mr. Chanyeol ran in front of me. before speaking

“Uh… I don't know if I'm free after this… Just today I... I want to ask you out on a date.”

I admit that I was a bit shocked that someone suddenly asked me out on a date like this. Isn't it a bit strange for people who just met a few tens of minutes ago? Especially since he and I are both men. It was so strange that I had to ask again, unable to believe my ears. But in the end...

“Yes, I really want to ask you out,” Chanyeol said.

I stood still and looked at him. Even though he is a person who really speaks up. Instead, he stood with his head bent and scratching his own neck to correct his embarrassment. His ears were red. I guess I'm embarrassed to have to do something like this. In my head, I thought of people being ordered to do strange missions in exchange for exorbitant rewards.

“Don't make fun of me. If you are going to tease someone or do something You go invite other people. I don't think I'm suitable." I replied.

“Not at all...me. I really like you Baekhyun…”

I've confessed my love, is that right? From a man I'd only met a few minutes before. It doesn't look like I ever imagined. For me, if I want to express my feelings to someone, I probably start by getting to know each other for a while. And find a more suitable place than in front of the bubble tea shop's door. And in my opinion When confessing my love, I'd probably be more embarrassed.

It's not like this without a colorless face. But now I don't feel disgusted or repulsed by him at all. Instead, I felt more indifferent and shocked.

“Yes, Mr. Baekhyun. I'm just afraid that one day I won't be able to see you again…” Chanyeol said. Suddenly in my head I realized…

I just now understand the feeling of the list of activities I want to do again. It's true what Chanyeol said. He and I may never see each other again because we were just passers-by who stopped by to buy drinks. If I have a list of things I want to do but haven't had the chance to do them. Mr. Chanyeol might have one too. And maybe it's about asking me out on a date.

Even though I don't know since when he liked me. What is your favorite reason? But in the end...

“Yes, I will go on a date with you.”

I already agreed with Mr. Chanyeol.

X-X-X-X-X-X

An amusement park… a place where he would take me on a date.

After coming out of the bubble tea shop Mr. Chanyeol let me ride his white Vespa to the amusement park.

It's actually nice to come here, even though the weather is a bit hot. But there are still fun toys to play with. But wouldn't it be a little strange for two guys to date here? If it is a male and female couple like other couples passing by, then say so.

I looked at Mr. Chanyeol. But when you look at him, he isn't suffering at all. I'm even glad that I followed him all the way here. Because actually I don't need to follow him in the car. But I've come.

“Should we go inside?”

I said because I saw that the two of us were now standing in the middle of a motorcycle parking lot where the sun was very strong. Mr. Chanyeol turned and nodded. So I walked ahead. But then his voice made me stop walking.

“Baekhyun, just a moment.”

he said so before bending down to do something on the ground I tried to look at him suspiciously. But the pulling force on my feet made me know immediately.

Mr. Chanyeol is tying my shoelaces.

“Mr. Chanyeol! I can tie it myself. You don't have to tie it up for me, I'm considerate."

“It's okay… I just… wanted to do it for you.”

If I were a woman I would feel embarrassed and my heart would flutter with the gentle gesture and bright smile of the person in front of me. But I'm a man... I don't understand what the heart palpitations and the burning sensation on my face are right now.

"I'm done."

He looked up and gave me another big smile. before standing up to his full height Mr. Chanyeol was so taller than me that I had to look up. I spoke to Mr. Chanyeol again.

“Let's go inside.”

“Baekhyun...” But he spoke suddenly and I had to turn around and look again. “Can I...may I hold Baekhyun's hand?”

I could feel the excitement in that voice. If it were me, I would be just as excited to be doing something like this.

“Sure…it's our date, right?”

I don't know what inspired me to answer him like that. Moreover, he was the one who grabbed his hand and held it. If my feelings could be transmitted through my senses... Mr. Chanyeol probably knows how fast my heart beats.

The two of us walked into the amusement park. The shady atmosphere of the trees and flowers in the well-arranged garden makes it feel like the weather isn't that hot. Anyway, Mr. Chanyeol and I each carried a glass of soda that we bought from a booth at the amusement park to quench our thirst while walking along the path. During that time, the two of us kept talking.

“When Chanyeol said he liked me. Is that true?”

I asked, actually feeling embarrassed asking something like that. I realized how colorless and bland I was. When I was in high school, I never thought about flirting with anyone. Because I want to focus on studying and pass the medical exam. I glanced at Mr. Chanyeol. He seemed shocked too that I asked so directly.

“True.”

Actually, it's just two syllables. But it has the power to make those who listen like me heart twitch again.

“So how do you like me?”

“I...secretly look at you from afar. You're cute...and nice.”

He answered like that. It means that he must have met me before we met at the bubble tea shop again. It's me who doesn't know when I've ever met him. Maybe it's because I'm the type of person who doesn't pay much attention to my surroundings. Chanyeol's picture is not in the directory.

“That said, I'm peeking here. When do you peek? Probably not just meeting at the store.”

Mr. Chanyeol shook his head and smiled before speaking.

“I've been secretly watching you since you were in school... You might not know. I'm the same age as you. But each school is different.”

Oh... up to now I understand a bit. It means that we must have met each other at least once through school activities. In our province there is a big school, namely my school. Not far away is another school. Normally when there are big activities in the province These two schools almost always send student representatives to participate in activities.

Mr. Chanyeol might be at that school. Then he might see me from one of the activities.

“Then We just call you Chanyeol.”

When I saw that I was a friend So I changed my pronouns to be more friendly after calling me Khun Khun for a long time. At first I thought he was even older than me. Because he was taller and looked more youthful than I, who looked like I was still a kid.

“You can just call me Chan,” he said. before continuing in a soft voice But it made me feel different. “...We want the person we like to call us Chan.”

“Ah… Okay, Si-chan.” Even though I was trying to find my own voice, I was tired too. I picked up the water to quench the hot flashes on my face before asking further.

“And since when did you like it?”

“I don't know... I realized that I liked it. Until I can't stop looking.”

Suddenly I felt like the whole world stopped spinning. Honestly, I didn't think Chanyeol would respond like this at all. I didn't think that someone who looked calm like Chanyeol would be able to say such heart-fluttering sentences.

And when he said he really liked me... he wasn't lying.

“Baek is bright and very independent. It's like there's an aura of happiness and cuteness coming out all the time. Whoever is nearby feels comfortable. The size of the terrace is different from each school. Chan also thinks Baek is very cute. At that time, Chan wanted to go in and greet Baek many times. But Chan didn't dare. Afraid that Baek will walk away or that he will hate Chan first.

Chan kept thinking like that until time kept passing by. Only recently did I realize how much time Chan had wasted. That day, Chan should have gone to greet Baek from the beginning. Shouldn't have let the time come now. When the two of us may have separated and may not see each other again. And Chan...”

Chanyeol's words faltered. Not because of anything, but because I put both hands over his mouth. The reason was because…

“Say a lot of things. Just say that you like it and that's the end of it, right?”

...because I'm shy Chanyeol's words made me so embarrassed that I couldn't stand it. And tears seemed to flow because I was really embarrassed.

“Actually, we weren't that good. Chan talks too much.”

It must be true. If we like someone We can only see the good things in that person. Eliminate all unimportant disadvantages. Probably like Chanyeol, he likes me. And saw some sides of myself that even I had never seen before.

Chanyeol held out my hand before continuing.

“Chan just wanted to let Baek know. Just today Baek Yeom came with Chan. Chan is very happy.”

“Oh, I saw that Chan wanted to invite me, so I came. Thank you too for bringing me here, but… later on, just call me Baekhyun.”

"Why?"

In case the person in front of me doesn't know. But he really didn't know. The word "back" is short like that. Now I have a family that I can only call one thing. Even Sehun, my best friend. I still call him Baekhyun. The reason?

"Let it be. If you want to call Baek, just call him. We don't mind."

I allowed Chanyeol to use it for different people.

X-X-X-X-X-X

Throughout the day, Chanyeol and I spent time in the amusement park. Walking in and out of that attraction is like playing. That's when I learned that Chanyeol really likes to play roller coasters or other thrilling rides. But if it's a haunted house Chanyeol will be especially shocked. I don't think that older people would be shocked by the actors playing ghosts.

It's different from me who likes to watch ghost movies. This matter is very comfortable.

“Do you want water?”

I asked as he sat on an amusement park bench sniffling. The haunted house is a little too toxic. Chanyeol had to come out and rest like this. He shook his head but still smiled.

“Baek, do you want to play anything else?”

“I don't know, what does Chan want to play? We're all gone. But for now, I think Chan should take a break first.”

“Haha, sorry Chan is like this.”

"It's okay. We understand. It was our fault for inviting Chan into the haunted house."

I sat down next to him and waited. Chanyeol's face was better than before. If you resist any longer, you might actually faint. Then I would definitely have to carry his body. If you assume that you really carry it At that time, I might faint as his friend.

“Do you have anything to do this evening?” Chanyeol asked.

“No, if you leave the amusement park, you should probably go home. Why?”

I looked at the time and it was almost 4:00 p.m. It's unbelievable that today I'll be at an amusement park and be able to play on the rides for almost the whole day even though I'm normally a lazy person and get bored easily. Focus more on sleeping and saving energy like this.

“Then Can you stay a little longer and watch the fountain show tonight?” Chanyeol invited me again.

"Already got it." Of course I couldn't deny it. Anyway, come to the amusement park and play to the max. Because at home there is nothing to worry about. The things that were to be taken to the dorm were already stored. At least stay a little longer and consider it a sweet end to this holiday.

Chanyeol and I bought some snacks to eat and waited until the end, so full that we hardly needed to eat dinner. The two of us were sitting next to the lake of the amusement park. Waiting to see the fountain show that will take place in ten minutes. It is already evening. People started to thin out a bit. The weather is starting to get cold. Makes me feel quite good.

“So Chan's heart really won't let us contact him?”

While waiting to see the fountain I turned to talk to Chanyeol. It's a point I've been wanting to know from him for a while now. Because Chanyeol is a fun person to talk to. And he's a friend of the same age as me. Instead of just coming to visit like people you just met. I think we should have a few more channels to communicate with each other in order to talk again in the future. But the answer was that he shook his head slightly like every time I asked.

“Why are you so possessive? Are you afraid you won't be able to talk to the other girls in time?" I pretended to say in a petulant manner. Because we talk more friendlyly How dare I speak in this tone?

“Haha, Chan isn't jealous. But normally Chan doesn't play much. I'm afraid that if I contact you, I won't find anything."

“But you can leave your number here. Promise me you won't call to bother me."

… But Chanyeol shook his head again.

Come on...

“Ah! Take it!” I said, handing him a piece of paper. It was a receipt from a candy store with a blank page written on the back with a pencil that was given at a toy store booth. In it I wrote all my contact information. Including phone number, email, ID or online account.

If Chanyeol doesn't want it I can give it myself...

“Why give it to Chan?”

“Oh! I left it here in case Chan wanted to contact me. Does Chan really like me? Why don't you think about wanting to talk a lot or..."

“Or what?”

Chanyeol moved his face closer to me after I suddenly fell silent. Actually, I just realized that I tend to talk too much. But when I saw Chanyeol giving me a pleading look… I can say that...

"...or like wanting to build a relationship like this."

I saw Chanyeol laugh a little before speaking.

“I want it, because Chan really likes Baek. But Chan is afraid that we won't have time to talk. You know...Chan just looked at Baek from afar. Chan is happy now. Baek doesn't have to give it to Chan."

“Come on, it's okay, just take it.” After saying that, I immediately shoved the piece of paper into his hand. I don't care how many times Chanyeol refuses. At least I gave "But if... contact me a little, it would be good."

“Yes, if there is a chance I will contact you… If there really is a chance.” Chanyeol smiled slightly. before stuffing it into his pocket. It was the same moment that the show started.

A fountain that reflects colorful lights pops out in rhythm with the music. It was so beautiful that I couldn't help but pick up my phone and record a video. But then Chanyeol grabbed my hand before I could take a photo.

“Take care of yourself Baek… Chan likes Baek.”

Pung! Pung! Pung!

Beautiful fireworks were lit in the sky. But it didn't drown out Chanyeol's voice that echoed throughout his senses. I looked at him standing still. His eyes did a great job of conveying my feelings.

Suddenly a strange event occurred. Sparks of fireworks in the sky Now it is falling slowly. before floating around and surrounding the two of us Suddenly, a white light flashed until I couldn't see anything. And finally, it was darkness that swallowed everything.

“Back! Wake up, do you want to eat dinner?!”

I woke up on the sofa of my house after hearing my mother call me. I sat up slowly. Adjust blurred vision to become clear again.

Now I'm home... Even though just now I was watching fireworks in an amusement park or… that's not true. Don't tell me I was dreaming.

“Mom...what time is it? And since when did I fall asleep?”

“Now it's seven o'clock. You're a hard worker and you sleep well. How can you sleep all day since ten o'clock? Wake up early, eat breakfast, finish eating, play on the phone, then sleep. Really... And then go eat dinner too. Mother has prepared it. Tomorrow I have to go to the dormitory. Go up to the room and check things again.”

I listened to my mother's long complaints. Finally got the answer for myself.

The whole thing I dreamed about...

I confess that I was very shocked and stunned. Because I didn't think I could dream this much. Besides, the whole thing didn't seem like a dream at all.

I still feel the sweet taste of cold milk with pearls. Still feel the hot weather when riding a motorcycle to an amusement park. And...still feel the warmth in my heart when I'm with Park Chanyeol...

X-X-X-X-X-X

"Oh, my body hurts."

As soon as the last bag was loaded up Sehun, who had just laid down on his bed, grumbled like an old man.

Today is the day to bring things into the dormitory. It was great that I was in the same room as my best friend. What's even better is that the staff of my faculty have already made arrangements to reserve rooms for my faculty students. There is no need to reserve it yourself. So my roommates are all friends from the same group. Should be able to tutor together.

Knock… Knock… Knock…

There was a knock at the door. Along with that lazy Sehun pointing his finger at me to open the door. So I went to open it even though Sehun was actually closer to the door than me.

“Hello, I'm Kyungsoo, your roommate.”

New arrivals introduce themselves I introduced myself. And then introduced Sehun as well. Then help him carry his luggage into the room. and helped him finish packing his luggage. The new friend looked quiet. But Sehun's talkativeness is more. In the end, the three of us quickly became close. Then they sat together in the middle of the room and talked about various things.

“And who is this other roommate in our room?” I asked, looking at the other empty bed by the window that no one had occupied yet. The dormitory rooms at the university are designed to sleep four people. There are three people in my room right now, and one person is missing.

“Baekhyun, this is you. He already listed roommates in the group. I don't know how to read chat. Just sleeping all day."

“Hun… if I read this, wouldn't I ask? So what is the roommate's name?"

“I don't know. I saw you take it down. But I didn't go in and read it either.”

"spit!"

I told you that I don't know how to read. Sehun is no different...

“Um, what's your name…” Kyungsoo said. He acted like he thought for a moment. And finally I figured it out.

"Oh, the name is Park Chanyeol. We remember."

“Chanyeol?!”

Just hearing the name My heart was beating surprisingly fast. I couldn't deny that I was secretly shaken when I heard this name. I thought about it in my dreams yesterday. That dream person was definitely Park Chanyeol. And when I met Chanyeol...it was warm and happy.

"Why? Which Chanyeol? Do you know him?” It was Sehun who looked suspicious. Seriously...if I tell them that we met in a dream It probably thinks I'm crazy. In the end, I didn't answer anything. Sitting quietly and letting him wonder is fine. After a while it will be forgotten.

Bang!

The door to the room suddenly slammed hard, causing the three of us sitting there to startle together. No different from the newcomer standing in shock at the front of the room. Before bowing, he apologized for causing the noise.

“Sorry, there's a lot of stuff. Then it slammed on the door. Sorry for startling you… Ah, hello, I'm your roommate.”

“Your name is Chanyeol, right?”

I heard Sehun ask that person. He looked a little shocked. As for me, who remembers Chanyeol's face from my dreams...

"No, my name isn't Chanyeol. My name is Kim Jongin. I'm replacing Chanyeol."

I already know that he's not Chanyeol...

“Oh, where did Chanyeol go?” Sehun asked again. But before the other person could answer Jongin asked first.

“You know Chanyeol too? Then...is your name Baekhyun?” Finishing his question, Sehun shook his head. Then he pointed his finger at me, who was still sitting there stunned. The person named Jongin changed from looking at Sehun to looking at me. He smiled at me a little. before handing a light pink envelope in front of him It was expected that it was a letter of some kind.

“Open and read first. Chanyeol gave it to you.”

Jongin said so. So I slowly opened the envelope and took it out to read. It's like I feel like I'm being dragged down by this paper. Now it seems like my heart is starting to slow down. The surrounding noise, which was the conversation between Jongin and Sehun, began to fade.

Hello Baekhyun…

We... Chanyeol. Same model as Back. But it's at the school next door. I think Baek probably doesn't know Chan. Because Chan had never once gone to talk to Baek... Chan didn't dare, afraid Baek wouldn't like Chan's face. I'm afraid Baek will walk away. Chan could only look at Baek from a distance... Don't be shocked if Chan said that Chan secretly liked Baek all along...

“Jongin, you study at the school next to my school, right?”

“Oh, yes, why?”

“So Chanyeol is your friend?”

“Yes, that's my friend.”

Ah...I think I'm definitely shocked.

If you ask for the reason I like it. Chan can't tell. I only know that Chan already likes Baek. And I can't stop looking at it. Chan really likes Baek's smile and brightness. Just looking at it from here makes me happy.

“What does Chanyeol look like? And why does he know Baekhyun?”

“I don't know when he knew Baekhyun. When I saw it, it said that I secretly liked someone with this name.”

Baek probably wondered why Chan would write this letter then...

Now Chan has changed his mind and wants Baek to know how much Chan likes Baek. Everything that Chan wrote in this letter were feelings from his heart that Chan wanted Baek to know… Chan wanted to write it in case he never had the chance to write like this again.

“Secretly like Baekhyun? Oh, how do you like it?”

“I don't know, I've secretly liked him for a long time. But after thinking about it, I feel sorry for it…”

Even if Baek finishes reading this letter. and don't like it or want to crumple it up and throw it away Chan doesn't regret writing to Baek like this. because of the past Chan just let the time pass by without meaning. I was too busy but didn't dare until finally time took everything away from Chan... There was even a chance for Chan to look at Baek from a distance. Now there are no more…

“Pity… what is the matter?”

“That guy just passed away last week. It's been chronically ill for a long time. It can't be cured.”

That in the end we no longer did what we had hoped for. It's a very bad feeling, Baek. If I could turn back time Chan wanted to be more courageous. Dare to walk in and find him. Dare to introduce yourself to Baek. Dare to invite Baek to go there and visit. Dare to speak your mind Don't let it be like this. But in the end, Chan could only think...

“Really?!”

“Actually, Hun, I went to his funeral. Very sad. I feel sorry for his parents. My child is a doctor but has no chance to study like this. As for the letter, that was the last thing he left for me to give to someone named Baekhyun.”

But I can't blame anything here. Apart from myself, who is just prolonging things like this, I don't know... What they say is that we will see the value of something when we are about to lose it. It's probably true. For Chan...it must be the time in this world.

Chan, I'm sorry I didn't come and submit this letter in person… I really wanted to come but couldn't come. But in the end, Chan wanted to tell Baek that Chan really likes Baek.

"Oh, I'm so shocked."

“Yes, I was shocked too. I feel very sorry for it. But in any case, it's going well now, right?”

Even if Chan is no longer in this world But Chan wants Baek to know that all this time Chan is very happy to see Baek. Even if Baek doesn't know Chan at all.

Thank you and sorry

Take care of yourself, Baek… Chan likes Baek.

From Park Chanyeol

"Hoy! Baekhyun! Why are you crying?!”

“No… Never mind it. I'm fine. Don't pay any attention to me.”

Suddenly the water flowed out by itself. I told Mr. Hun in a dismissive manner, not wanting him to be bothered. I finally understand how important time is… It's true what Chanyeol said. People only see the value of something when they are about to lose it.

Mine is no different from Chanyeol's at all... It's time, but I'm luckier than him that I still have this opportunity today.

I wasted time being lazy and sleeping all day. What I wanted to do was not done as I wanted. Meanwhile, Chanyeol was wasted in his lack of courage and fear. And finally ended in a deep sleep where there was no waking up forever…

A split second of me wasted It might be one day that one person requests...

If time were like a thing that could be shared I would like to share with Chanyeol as much as one person can give… but in real life, where can one do that…

“Baekhyun… are you okay?”

“Okay, hun… Even though it's sad But I won't waste time dwelling on the past.”

Thank you Chanyeol…

From now on, we will make the most of our time. I will not be lazy and let the days pass by without meaning. Thank you very much for letting us know...

But there's one thing you might not know, Chanyeol...

Even if you're not here anymore. But we can still meet each other...in dreams.

Because your love transcends time And it will be in our thoughts forever...

END.

Talk.

Hooray! It's over / wipe off the sweat

This story was inspired by a friend who complained that she was too lazy to wear earphones every day. Until we are lazy to follow it. But in the end, this matter came up. Hee hee, I just want to change my lazy personality. (This is very satisfying to myself)

Just married for the first time and the description will be a bit dull. There may be some mistakes. I'm sorry. Comments and criticisms are welcome. Thank you very much for coming to read. Love you ♡