Clint Barton x Scott Lang

Song: Niall Horan - Too Much To Ask

Sometimes Clint couldn't help but wonder if Scott would ever miss him.

Or at least will Scott remember how happy the two of them used to be?

by: @parkersjjj

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Waiting here for someone

Only yesterday, we were on the run

You smile back at me and your face lit up the sun

Now I’m waiting here for someone

Clint Barton does stupid things. I've been stupid about many things. But for himself He thought that this time was the most stupid thing in his life.

Today is Clint and Scott's anniversary – so to speak. But if you look at it from another perspective, it's just the past. After all, the two of them broke up more than a year ago... Clint hadn't even seen a shadow in nearly a year. But he was able to meet the other person the day before the death... only one day before the anniversary.

But that's it... Scott walked with a girl from nowhere. Clint didn't even remember the woman's name because he was so panicked he rushed out of there before he could talk to his ex-lover.

But Clint's sharp eyes didn't let Scott's slight smile pass by.

Scott's smile actually drove Clint crazy. It felt as if Clint had been waiting every second for Scott to come back for over a year now.

And oh, love, do you feel this rough?

Why’s it only you I’m thinking of?

Clint never understood why his love life… become like this He didn't even know how he and Scott suddenly broke up. It may be because of many burdens that make the couple not ready to be together - Clint Barton has the nickname "

Human Disaster 

throughout the time spent with

SHIELD

And he believes his behavior probably hasn't changed much.

Clint wasn't a person who took care of himself. Clint does dangerous things all the time and that's one of the reasons why Scott and Clint have fought countless times.

Thinking back on it, Clint really couldn't help but blame himself.

Over the past year - throughout the entire time Clint had lost Scott - Clint hadn't thought about anything else. His head was filled with only thoughts and memories of Scott.

Of course, Clint wouldn't show his weakness to others.

My shadow’s dancing

Without you for the first time

My heart is hoping

You’ll walk right in tonight

With nostalgia and longing for the past and the memories between himself and Scott… Clint stopped at a small, quiet park - where Clint and Scott had agreed to make their relationship more than friends - Clint was sitting on the same bench as before. Same, ready to still dress in the same clothes.

8:10 p.m.

If Scott was going to miss Clint or the memories between them at all. Scott might as well walk up to him here in twenty minutes.

Clint certainly wasn't getting his hopes up – or at least he was trying.

Clint looked at his shadow on the ground and sighed loudly. He had never come to this damn garden without Scott – not even once… Clint was not a person who normally went for walks in the park. But since Scott came His life seemed to have changed a little.

Like this crazy gardener.

To tell me there are things that you regret

‘Cause if I’m being honest, I ain’t over you yet

It’s all I’m asking

Is it too much to ask?

Clint hoped that Scott would come up to him and tell him that at least Scott was sorry that their relationship had ended… Even if it was Clint's fault. Clint just wanted to know if Scott was sad about not having him in his life anymore.

Haha, I'm dying of laughter. Why must Scott be upset? You've never been a good lover, Barton.

Scott should be glad you're out of his life.

In the end, Clint never forgot Scott for even a second. Inside, Clint kept wishing for the day he and Scott would still love each other...no matter how much other people thought Clint had come to terms with it. But in reality, it's not at all.

If Scott came to him here tonight and asked them to go back to normal. Clint would've agreed without question - no - Clint wouldn't even have had time to think of an answer.

Someone’s moving outside

The lights come on down the drive

I forget you’re not here when I close my eyes

Do you still think of me sometimes?

Clint heard something move. And he was sure he saw fire from cars passing by on the road. But that didn't matter – because Clint couldn't think of anything other than Scott.

Because Scott was in his memory every time he closed his eyes. And so Clint rarely gets out of bed unless someone calls him to work.

If I can't have you in real life As long as I can see you in my dreams, that's fine.

Sometimes Clint couldn't help but wonder if Scott would ever miss him. Or at least will Scott remember how happy the two of them used to be?

Maybe he was never happy with you, Clint.

Because of that, he asked to break up with you.

8:20 p.m.

And oh, love, watch the sun coming up

Don’t it feel f.ucked up we’re not in love?

If Scott loves you He wouldn't just leave without explaining anything like that, right?

Actually, Clint wasn't too surprised that one day Scott would stop loving him. Because in the past it has always been like that with other people.

Clint wanted to laugh at his stupidity.

What are you doing sitting here, Barton?

In any case, he will never come to you.

He must have forgotten what day it was.

Eight twenty-five

Come home, Barton.

eight twenty-seven

Get up and leave. Scott would never come anyway.

Eight twenty-nine

My shadow’s dancing

Without you for the first time

My heart is hoping

You’ll walk right in tonight

And tell me there are things that you regret

‘Cause if I’m being honest, I ain’t over you yet

“Clint -” Clint's sweet, familiar voice sounded alongside the sound of hurried footsteps, “- why are you here?”

Clint looked up at the man in front of him – he actually knew who he was before he saw him – but he wanted to look at the face of the man he loved one more time. times to be sure

"You… today… you came here…" Scott muttered to himself before Clint could answer. “…today it…”

Clint's pale blue eyes, filled with gloom, met Scott's golden green ones, filled with guilt and shock.

“You think I'm going to forget our day, Scott?” Clint let out a wry laugh.

You'd be better off just forgetting about it, Scott.

“No – because… because you never forget.”

“You're the reason why you're here.”

"What if I told you I came for the same reason as you, Clint?"

Clint just sat there, speechless. But his eyes scanned the other's body before he sat down in the empty space next to him on the bench.

It’s all I’m asking

Is it too much to ask?

Scott rested his head on Clint's shoulder like he had done every time in the five years they'd been together.

"Scott…" Clint sighed softly. But his voice was as soft as a cloud – of course, only Scott could use this tone.

8:37 p.m.

“I'm sorry…”

"What are you apologizing for, Scott? It's not your fault," Clint sighed again. “It's my fault that I acted so stupidly to you so often. It's my fault that I never listened when you told me to take care of myself. I was the one who started making us fight. I don't blame you at all for you… for you…” leaving me, Clint couldn't say any more.

Scott said nothing but buried his face in Clint's shoulder.

“Scott… you can't do this.”

“Can't do anything,” Scott muttered as his face was pressed against his thick shoulders. “Why can't it be done? I can do more than this.”

“You can't do this to someone who still doesn't love you…”

“And if I still love you too?”

Scott's bright golden-green eyes met Clint's pale blue ones again. With this moan, the owner of the blue eyes was filled with hope as the other person looked up at him with bright eyes.

“You know what you can do to me? I'd give you everything, darling,” Clint chuckled, shaking his head slightly. “I give you everything... Everything you want.”

“I tried living life without you and it sucked like crazy.”

"I'll just call mine a bastard."

They laughed together under the dim light of the lamppost before their eyes met again. This time, their expressions turned serious from the uncomfortable but exciting atmosphere. Clint's heart pounded erratically. Because when considering carefully... Scott's face was so close to his.

He just leaned down just a little, his lips asking –

Instead, it was Scott's lips that crashed onto his. And Clint almost melted in that gentle kiss.

Same as before... Same as before, nothing wrong.

But Clint could only ponder, wondering what the hell was going on.

“Clint…” Scott called softly as he hugged Clint with one arm. “…Can you go back to the way you were before?”

Powerful Clint nodded before he could even think about it. But he didn't think that was a wrong choice…

Or if it's wrong I will allow it to be like that.

It’s all I’m asking

Is it too much to ask?

“I love you, Scott.”

“And I love you.”