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Miracle Gun [MG]”

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The first chapter and the last chapter…. (

The missing of memory gun

Fading memories)

The story I will tell is something that actually happened to me. Those events from yesterday I still remember well to this day. Many people may not believe what I am about to tell. Because even I couldn't believe that I would do that to her... It was the one thing I consider to be the biggest mistake of my life.

And it's something that good people shouldn't do. But bad people often do it!

The incident started 3 years ago...

“Ha ha ha ha!” I was running away from being chased by a group of people. He collapsed to the ground, panting.

“Whoa, where did he run to? The two of you went that way. As for you…follow me.” The voice of a forty-year-old man gave an order to his subordinates to find a person… which is me

“Until when are you going to follow me? Oh my gosh!” I cursed so loudly that one of their subordinates heard me…is that bad luck?

“Sir! It's over there.” One of their subordinates pointed at my face.

“Follow him! Don't let him escape.” The man who seemed to be the leader ordered his subordinates to follow.

“Yes, sir!”

No… I should have said it more quietly. No… I shouldn't have said anything in the first place. Until when will I have to escape being chased by these people in this life?

I keep running forward without thinking about my life. What can I do when I have nothing to lose? How about running away to the death of each other? Heh…it won't be fun.

“Stop it right now. If you don't want to die, stop running!”

Hey… stop being stupid.

Because I already know that even if I agree to go with them, They definitely wouldn't spare my life. Every mafia is brutal. If it were truly Father Monk who would spare my life. He probably wouldn't have the face of being a Mafia godfather today.

My body gradually began to tire as my strength increased. That loss was combined with the fact that I had been running for a long time. If I had to run like this for another hour I probably won't be able to handle it. Where did those guys get so much strength from?

I continued to run forward without stopping. I hoped that I would find a better place to hide, but no… there were no nooks and crannies where I could hide from those people at all. If it were like in the movies where there are trash cans, jars, and jars to escape from, it would be good...

While I was thinking about the impossible Suddenly I found a route that would allow me to escape. It's a lonely road with no people. It can be seen that there aren't many people using this road. Because it is a rather rough road. Simply put, it's still a dirt road.

I hurriedly ran into that alley. Hoping to use this road as an escape route, but eh! That's it...

“Hey! Where has it gone?”

“How are you going to know? Let's run along together."

“Oh, don't let me see you again. If I meet you again, you won't die for sure, Jeez!”

I was a little surprised by what I saw in front of me. Before I listened to the sound of about four men chasing after me, dammit… was this a dead end? I thought there was a way out.

“Go, we're going back!”

“Yes, sir!” One of his subordinates answered sternly to his boss.

Phew…

I let out a soft breath of relief… How good is it that they didn't want to follow me here?

After I waited for some time to pass Wait for those people to return before coming out. I found that the sun was starting to set over the horizon... How long have I been hiding in there?

Whoosh, whoosh..

I dragged my body back home, exhausted. And as soon as I got home I almost went straight to the bedroom. before laying down on the soft bed with exhaustion

“Finally survived another day,” I muttered to myself before closing my eyes.

Then I fell asleep...

Tight, tight! tight!!

“Are you going to come out nicely or are we going to have our guys drag you out?”

Tight, tight! tight!!

“If you don't come out. They're going to invade your house."

The voices of two men in their forties rang out from time to time outside the house. As a reminder that now there is no other escape. besides the front door If you don't go out and meet them well, you will die.

“Why don't you go and open the door for your friends?”

“Dad…I'm sorry, son. I'm really sorry.” The father pulled his son into a hug for a long time. Before pulling away, he picked up something and stuffed it into his son's hand. “Take this… and use his muzzle to aim at the person you want to forget the most.”

“Go die! You son of a bitch!!”

heavily!!

I was startled and sat up immediately. The sweat on his neck ran down his back. Not including the sweat at the end of your hair. It probably wasn't because of the hot weather, but I... had another nightmare.

I've been like this since I was a kid. Dreaming about the same events over and over again It's like bringing up old stories. And what's in my dreams every night is that mysterious gun... To this day, I still keep that gun very well. Just don't really know how to use it yet.

I tried to get the thought of that mysterious gun out of my head. before bouncing up from the bed Go straight to grab a towel and go into the bathroom to take a shower and wash off the sweat stains on your body.

After I finished dressing In less than 5 minutes, I walked out of the house with a few important items, one was my phone and the second was my wallet. And three… Dad's gun. Even though I don't know how to use it. But I always keep it with me. Treat it as an amulet.

Tight, tight! tight!!

The sound of pounding on the front door grew louder as someone's fist hit. It made me who was eating in the kitchen choke on my food. Who came early in the morning?

“I'll go see for myself.”

“Ah.”

I was about to get up and look at the visitor's face, but I sat down as usual. Because the father promised to go and see for himself. Could be a crazy person What normal person would come and pound on someone else's front door so loudly?

Dad looked through the peephole at the door. And after that…

"child! Go upstairs.” Dad looked away from the peephole in the door. before turning around and giving my order.

"yes?"

"now!!"

Father's eyes suddenly flashed with anger. Dad showed signs of panic. It was as if Father was extremely shocked to see those people's faces. Who are they? Is this someone your father knows?

Without waiting, I immediately ran up to the house as Father ordered.

While I was sitting and waiting for my father to come up I felt bored. So I found something to play with to relieve my boredom. I opened a drawer in my father's office. To find a notebook with blank pages to draw pictures with.

Excited!

The notebook that I often secretly use for drawing is in this drawer. But now I can't pull it out. It was like it was attached to something.

So I decided to pull out the whole drawer from the table. To find the cause of the thing stuck in the back of that drawer…

Clack, clack..

Thump!

Mysterious items fall While I was moving the drawer rhythmically left and right To be able to take it out So I reached in and picked up that thing under the table…

I vaguely saw that the thing was compact and fit in the palm of my hand. The whole object is black. It's just that now I'm still young, so my arms are short, no matter how much I reach out, I can't reach them.

“What are you doing?” Dad's voice came in unexpectedly. Makes me flinch. My head crashed into the edge of the table... Ooh, it hurt so bad. "Next time, learn to be a little more careful, son." The father walked over and rubbed his son's head affectionately.

“I will be more careful, Father.”

"By the way, have you seen Dad's gun?"

“A gun?” I asked my father with childish curiosity.

“That black barrel. Have you seen anything like that?”

I stopped to think for a moment. Before saying to his father, “Is it that guy? I saw it in my father's drawer. But now it's under the table,” I said, pointing to the bottom of Dad's desk next to me.

“Look,” Father bent down and looked under the table. before reaching out to reach for the gun he was looking for

When father took it out from under the table Made me see that thing more clearly… a gun! Yes, it's a real gun! Why does Dad have something like this?

“Wow, this is actually a gun. But it's not the gun that Father is looking for.”

Tight, tight! tight!!

“If you don't come out nicely. I'm going to break in and destroy your house myself.” The voice of the man in front of the house still shouted, which could be heard from time to time.

“Oh my!” the father cursed. He looked at the face of the son he loved.

“Why don't you go and open the door for your friends?”

“Dad…I'm sorry, son. I'm really sorry.” A forty-year-old man pulled his son into a tight hug. With condolences This would be the last time they would meet.

Dad pulled away from me. Before giving something away to look at differently…

“Take this.” Father picked up the gun on the floor and thrust it into my hand.

“Who do you want me to shoot?”

“This gun only works the first time. Because next time it will become just a simple memory erasing gun. Aim your gun at the person you want to forget the most… Dad.”

Father's voice Those people broke the door of the house and came in. Before a long battle broke out below. As a child, I was naturally afraid. Made him just sit and hug his own knees. In his hand, he held the gun his father had given him tightly. I thought that if those people came up I'll use the gun in my hand. Shoot them in the face, causing their brains to be completely shattered.

But then the sound disappeared for a long time… So I ran down to see what was happening below. Right now the condition of my house is worse than that of an orphanage. You can say it's messy! So messy that there are no good pieces! And most importantly.. Right now, I was the only one standing below. There was no one else. There were blood stains on the ground from the battle just now.

Makes me unable to stop thinking about whether it belongs to my father or not. What's wrong with Dad?

And that… was the last time I saw my father.

Since that day, I still think of my father. I don't know how bad my father will be. I can only pray that my father is still alive in this world somewhere. Dad should at least call me. Or sending me a letter would have been nice, but not at all… since that day My father disappeared without a trace.

Even the police registered my father's name in the missing persons register as a missing person 5 years ago, even though my father had been missing for less than 2 years! I believe that there must definitely be an incident behind this story. Is there still something Dad is hiding from me? There's still something I don't know!

I've been searching for my father all my life. By impersonating the mafia Even though your father will be my father But from the situation that I have seen It makes me believe that my father must be working in a dishonest way! The only way for me to meet my father I had to infiltrate with those people. But it wasn't long until they found out that I was disguising myself into the industry.

So I have been chased until this day. I also took important information that was good evidence that could put them in jail. Therefore causing the mafia circle to rush to capture me every day.

Don't just say that to those people.. I myself am no less tired from having to escape from the chase every day like this.

The cup is distributed.. Noisy…

“Are dumplings and steamed buns hot?”

“Boiled beans, boiled beans. Do you want to boil beans?"

The sound of vendors in the market shouting out to customers like people competing to sell things. Makes this market look lively every day… I don't like going out so I feel comfortable being able to find food close to home like this market.

“Young man, would you like a glass of iced tea?” the sweet voice of a vendor called out to me.

"Uh, a cold glass would be nice, too."

“Wait a moment.”

In hot weather like this, a glass of iced tea would be good. Like I said, it's normally summer in April. In a few days the market will probably hold the Songkran festival like every year.

“I got it, young man.”

“How much is the glass?”

“Ten baht.”

I reached out and took out a few coins from my pocket to hand to the sweet-faced female vendor in front of me. before continuing While occasionally sucking on the iced tea he held in his hand.

As I was walking, I admired the scenery that I don't see very often. I glanced over and saw something unusual..

“Will you pay or not? Ha!”

“I...I really don't have any money yet. So...if I...when do I have the money? I promise..” A vendor knelt with her hands together to beg the person in front of her to stop treating her cruelly.

“Promise you can eat it or not? I'm asking for money, not asking for a contract."

“Wow!”

Then the man who looked like a money collector suddenly vandalized her shop. Damaged to the point of no good parts, but...

“Today I want to eat Kaeng Liang. Let's go buy some nice pumpkins, Ying Yam."

“Yes, Miss.”

Those people who look like collectors Actually, they're the same as that mafia! They're the men I just ran away from yesterday. There's no mistaking that! Yes, they really are…

As soon as my brain finished processing So I gave him the opportunity to run away while the situation was chaotic. I ran forward With eyes still looking behind me to see if they would notice me or not. When I came to my senses, I immediately threw away the iced tea glass in my hand… Why make it a burden for me to run away?

“Wow!”

“Miss, is something wrong?!”

I couldn't run in time to see the horse's eyes. The glass of iced tea that I had just thrown away. It splashed onto the clothes of a young woman. Having said that, she is beautiful. The face is slender and shaped, the skin is white and pink, the lips look plump... Is this the time to think about things like this?

“Uh, I'm really sorry. But I don't have much time…”

“Scream, are you thinking of shirking responsibility? Do you know how much this set costs? Like, you've worked for ten years and you still haven't found the money to buy me a new one!”

She cursed at me a lot. With the sound starting to get louder and louder. According to anger...

“I told you, I don't have much time. Next time, I'll find a way to make it up to you.”

“Every face talks like you! This shows that I am a woman with no way to fight. So I thought about running away!!”

"I'm not running away from you, okay? Then I'll wipe it for you." I reached out and picked up a white cloth from the servant next to her and roughly wiped it on the dress. But there it is…

“Scream, you dare to molest me? I will sue Lady Mother!!” She said, swatting my hand away from her radius.

This woman really likes to make small things into big things…

From your voice that was already loud You can also increase the decibels. As a result, the incident of that vendor's shop being broken into was no longer interested. Instead, he turned his attention to my quarrel with this pretty girl.

“How are you going to take responsibility for me? Come on!!”

“What are you talking about?” The boss of those mediocre subordinates broke through the crowd to see the event that people were watching, until…

“Hey! That's Jess. We're going to catch him!”

“Oh my!” I swore out.

They finally saw it. You really shouldn't be arguing with this pretty girl.

His subordinates still took some time before breaking through the crowd. Because the boss was a big boss, he didn't arrest me himself. Heh...good, but ordering this from subordinates?

“Probably not afraid. To the point of having a boyfriend Is this your girlfriend? She's beautiful,” their master said, rubbing the whiskers on his chin.

“This girl is not my girlfriend.”

“How far do you plan to protect each other? I know just by looking at it. We are! Catch them both! Heh heh.” The boss's voice gave orders to his subordinates to follow... Damn, this was an unluckiest day than any other day.

“Say goodbye to your servant,” I whispered to the woman standing behind me shocked by the scene before me.

“Then why do I have to…”

“Because she may not have the chance to live in this world again.”

“!!” She widened her eyes and looked at me.

In a short period of time they rushed over and grabbed me. It gave me no time to think. So I hurriedly grabbed her hand and ran through the circle. and ran away together This time will probably be more difficult than any other time. Because there's a woman running around who's weighing me down...

"Where are you taking me? Heck, I'm tired."

After we ran away for a while The woman I had dragged along spoke up first. Having said that, going here is really cool.

“Let's wait a little longer. You yourself are looking for a place to hide yourself.”

“Is it my business? You really brought me to my death.”

“I told you I didn't have much time. But you don't listen!”

“Then why do you have to raise your voice at me?!”

“…” I didn't have enough strength to argue with her. So he was the quiet one. before continuing to look for a place to hide

“What is it like over there?” she said, pointing to a hidden corner.

“Probably good.” She and I immediately ran to the place she pointed out. At least I'd probably take a break to relieve some of my tiredness.

Heck, heck, heck.

The rhythmic gasps of mine and hers came together as if my heart was about to burst out. I've never really been as tired as today...

“Again! How stupid will they be? Are you going to make mistakes every time you work?”

“No, sir, but…”

“If today I still can't find Jess. I will deduct three months of your salary!!”

“Sir…”

I tried to listen carefully to how far away they were from us. Until I was sure those people were no more. So I took a big breath…

“We survived.”

"um…"

“There you are… don't fall asleep yet.”

“I'm tired, I want to sleep…”

“I want to sleep. I can sleep. But the problem is..” She turned to look at me. To hear what I'm about to say next “I don't know where we are right now.”

We ran a long way from them. So much so that I still can't remember the way home. And even more so about you. There must be a driver at home. The servants are ready. If I were to ask you the way home That's impossible.

“You really brought me to my death! So what will happen to me next? Huh! What if Lady Mother is worried about me? How will you be responsible? Can't go back home. So what do I do! Are you going to leave me as a wanderer around here?!”

“You can say this much. There must be strength left.”

“Huh,” she cursed, crossing her arms over her chest and tilting her pretty face in another direction… The more you look at it, the cuter it becomes.

“Let's go.”

"Where are you going? I'm tired."

“I said I wanted to sleep. Let's go find a place to sleep." I said as I lifted my body up from the floor. Then they supported each other's bodies so they could continue walking... I'm really exhausted.

It didn't take long for us to arrive at our destination...

“Motel, Motel, Motel…” She read the letters on the sign over and over. before turning around and yelling at me “Are you crazy? You're going to let me sleep in the motel! Don't tell me what you think of me!”

“I don't have a crush on a woman like you. Look..there are no breasts. Her body is as thin as a ghost's skewer, and her butt is…” I said, running my eyes over her body.

“Don't be obscene! If you want to sleep, sleep, but you have to sleep in different rooms.”

“Huh,” I gave her a wicked smile for a moment. before leading her into the hotel

But when asking the staff It appeared that there was only one empty room. She firmly insisted that no matter what, she would definitely not sleep with me. But because she had no other choice, she surrendered on the condition that she sleep on the bed. As for me sleeping on the floor... This is it, my dear son.

That whole night I hardly slept at all. Because she has too many problems. From going up to the narrow room? Is it not safe? When I took a shower, I didn't have any more clothes to change. So I had to walk downstairs in the middle of the night. to borrow clothes from the hotel owner Even though I sleep wearing the same clothes.

At 2 a.m. he woke up complaining that he was thirsty. I haven't eaten dinner yet so I'm hungry. All sorts of other things here and there. So I pretended to be asleep and snored loudly. So I couldn't hear her complaining anymore…

dawn…

The sunlight filtering through the curtains hurts my eyes. It made my eyes feel sore that I had to wake up because I couldn't force myself to sleep even though there was light shining in. I turned around and stretched a few times. before getting up to take a shower as if it were a normal daily routine

After I finished taking a shower I went to wake her who was sleeping sweetly on the bed to take a shower... Sleep well. You yourself sleep on the bed and let someone pay for the bedroom on the floor.

“Whoa,” he stretched his legs a few times like I did before. Before closing his eyes, he searched for a towel and walked into the bathroom to take a good shower.

“Let's go eat,” I said after she finished taking a shower and getting dressed.

"Really? Are you going to eat?" She looked so happy that she could barely contain it.

"If you're just happy I don't know if I'm starving or not.”

I walked her out of the room. Then stop by to pay for the room at the staff below. Before walking out of the hotel and standing in front waiting for her.

I saw a restaurant on the way to this hotel last night. But it happened that the shop was closed. So I thought I'd come again today in the morning. Because she herself must be no less hungry than I am.

She was the first person to express joy in being able to eat breakfast in two days. So I let her choose the table. and order food items as you like But at least she took into account my budget. Because she knew she wasn't the one paying. So I immediately stopped ordering this and that as I liked. So there were only two or three dishes on the table.

When the staff comes to serve food It wasn't until the staff had put all the food on the table. She had already arranged to get two pairs of cutlery for herself and me. It looked like she must be very hungry.

That meal, I didn't put any food into my mouth at all. Because I kept sitting with my chin on my back and looking at her beautiful face. with small mouths chewing the food in their mouths with gusto I was thinking that just seeing the picture in front of me would fill me up for several days. All this time I had always been looking for my father. No woman has ever come into my life.

I don't know that what is happening to me today, right now, and this moment is what is called love. Or is it infatuation? Because you and I are just strangers who just met yesterday. But I probably can't wait to hear the answer from my own heart until that day. This is what they say, 'If you love her, let her go'.

Because I don't want to put her in danger. I should erase her from my heart… No, I should let her erase me. I want you to forget what happened before. And remember, nothing happened between us. Just this, I'll be more comfortable.

“Why don't you eat?”

“I'm full.”

“I haven't seen you put rice into your mouth yet.”

“Have you noticed?”

“…” She stopped as soon as I said those words. Her cheeks began to show a more and more red color. It's probably like me. Lived in a wealthy family for a long time My father and mother probably wouldn't allow me to meet any men.

“Her cheeks are all red.”

"What's wrong with you? I'm not shy."

"I'm not saying that."

“…” Then she fell silent again and her face turned even redder than before. The more I see her face now My heart beats even more. Damn it…what exactly is happening to me right now?

“I'm full.” She picked up the glass and took a small sip of water. before standing up Then shook his butt and left the store.

The more I see it when she's angry She is very cute... I'm starting to not be able to stand it anymore...

I went to pay at the front desk. Because I couldn't wait for the staff to bring the food receipt to the table. Then he walked out of the store to find the person who was now standing angrily. He's giving me a sullen look.

“Can we go yet?”

“Where are you going?” I asked her because I really didn't know.

“Go home, go home! Do you plan on keeping me stuck here with you? I have my own house too.”

“So you think I'm homeless?” I said back to her until she couldn't argue. Ah… I shouldn't have made her angry. Normally, I'm a person who has a foul-mouthed personality. But I've never talked to a woman with a face like this. So I acted inappropriately, "Okay, I'll take you there."

"Do you know where my house is?"

“No, I only know yesterday's market. You get off there. Then go on again.”

“You're so smart. Then why didn't you take me home yesterday?”

“I thought you wanted to sleep with me,” I teased her.

“What the hell are you talking about? Take me home now. I want to go back!” She said ultimatum.

After the story is over I took her to the main road. I stood and waved to call a taxi for a long time until I found one that was free. When the taxi driver I called stopped in front of us, I let her sit in the back seat. As for me, I was about to sit in the front seat, but…

“Sit together.”

"Are you driving drunk? I can't help you."

“No.. I've never taken a taxi.” She looked up at me with sad eyes.

I shook my head a little at her cuteness. Sigh.. In my free time, I might have to take her to face the outside world sometimes. Live in a luxurious place on a pile of gold and silver. Probably didn't go anywhere. But to speak There probably won't be a next time.

While the two of us were sitting in the car traveling home Tired, she fell asleep. Then he leaned his head on my right shoulder. without her being aware I raised my left hand and gently stroked the tip of her hair. for fear that she would wake up He thought in his heart, 'Will there be a good time like this in my life again?'

I stayed up all night thinking about this carefully. Which I am confident that doing this is the right thing. I didn't do it for myself. But I did it for her... I don't want her to suffer because of me.

I decided to take out my father's gun on the left side of my waist. before putting the gun into her right hand and was about to shoot me.. “Aim your gun at the person you want to forget the most.” My father's words suddenly resounded in my ears. If I shoot her, I'll forget her, so it'll be the same... If I let you shoot me She probably forgot me.

Without waiting.. I immediately pulled the trigger of the gun in her hand that was now pointed at me.

Bang!!

Squeaky…

“You! Is something wrong?”

After I was hit by an invisible bullet that pierced my heart. Makes me feel a little blurred. It was as if consciousness had faded for a moment. before feeling faint again Soon my body returned to normal.

"nevermind You can drive on.” I spoke to the chauffeur as if nothing had happened… I've already used it. Am I doing the right thing here?

When the chauffeur drove the taxi to our destination, I woke her up, but no matter how much I woke up, she wouldn't wake up. I was afraid that she would be affected by the shooting I fired just now. Soon the tears that I had accumulated for a long time flowed endlessly. I cry without shame anymore.

I shook her hard countless times. In case you feel a bit better, but then...

"Oh, what are you shaking to find? I'm screaming." She, who had woken up, was startled when she saw my face.

“Th..you're okay. She's okay!” I'm so glad she's safe.

“Who are you? Don't mess with me. Get out!” She beckoned me to get out of the car. He acted as if he hated me like a pig, like a dog.

She must have really forgotten me...

"Okay, I'll get out of the car. Is it okay for you to go home?"

“Are you crazy? Why can't I remember my house? So who are you? Why do you have to worry about me?”

“I am the one who loves you.”

"Ha? This guy must be crazy. I've met a lot. The man who came to confess his love in front of my house, but I'm sorry, you're not my type." She said as she raised her head elegantly towards me.

I took my eyes off her for a moment before taking the money from my wallet and handing it to the chauffeur. “This is the cost of the car. Please take her home.”

"do not need! I don't need your money.” She brushed aside the five-hundred-dollar bill that I had just handed to the chauffeur until it fell to the ground. “Chauffeur, get out of the car! I'm going home.”

"Uh, ma'am."

Bang!

She closed the car door and slammed it in my face hard… Is it a chauffeur? Why did you say you've never taken a taxi? So how do you know how to use this word? Besides, you remember your own house. But before this… Do you pretend you don't remember? Why?

I can only think of reasons. But I couldn't find the real reason why she did that. Why must she pretend not to remember? Or because she wants to spend time with me… Here I am thinking to myself again.

I walked and thought until I stopped in front of my own house. I walked straight into the kitchen and drank some cold water. Before falling asleep on the sofa in the living room… Today I don't just think that 'I can survive another day', but I thought 'Today I can be both happy and sad at the same time like never before'

On the other side at the same time…

“Damn, who is that guy? I dared to cry and think about how I had died. The most disrespectful!”

“Uh, but first the lady got in the car with him.”

"I? It's me. If you lie to someone, tell it smoothly."

“Ma'am, please lean on his shoulder.”

“Then why didn't you stop me? Because I'm sleeping separately So I didn't feel it.”

“And the lady was also the one who shot him and her hand.”

“Shoot, it's me.. What do you say! Say it again, who did I shoot!!” I was shocked as soon as I heard the word 'shoot' come out of the chauffeur's mouth. Like me, I'm going to shoot someone. Just thinking about it is impossible. Born, I had never even picked up a gun.

“What about that gun? The one that fell next to the lady was so loud it almost made me lose control.”

I looked as the chauffeur said. before actually finding a black gun lying next to me How is that possible! Maybe that guy shot me. So you're planning to kill me? That's really bad...

“Maybe it was that guy who shot me. What are you going to know?”

“Why don't I know? The gun was still in the woman's hand. Makes him stagger and lean against the glass like he's about to faint. It's a good thing it's not a real gun. Otherwise, by now he would have gone to visit Yama.”

“As much as I don't want to listen.”

Or will I actually shoot…

"Eh! And whose clothes are these?” I grabbed the shirt and pants I was wearing. Which I'm sure my tastes aren't this low. So I picked it up from the trash again?

“I think the lady has lost her memory.”

Or will I really have amnesia? This is extremely impossible. The whole thing about me getting in the car with that guy. Where is this gun? And these shitty clothes again. Oh, did I forget something important?

“We've arrived.”

“Wait a moment, I'll go take the money home.”

I opened the door, ready to get out of the car. But suddenly I saw that the guy's 500 baht note had fallen... If you don't use it, it's probably a waste.

“I just paid with this, no need to change.” I handed the note to the chauffeur in front. Before getting out of the taxi, he didn't forget to take out that gun... After all, it might actually be mine.

Persevere… Persevere…

I stood and pressed the doorbell in front of the house ten times, but it didn't seem like anyone would come out and open the door for me.. Dammit, where have they all gone?

“Huh..is there something wrong?..Peach! Peach, my child!!” Lady Mae walked out and opened the front door of the house with tears in her eyes. Then he ran over and hugged me tightly with a sobbing sound.

“Mother, Peach, I can't breathe.” I tried to push my mother away because she hugged me so tightly that I would swallow him.

“Yes, where has this child gone? Do you know that your mother is worried? And whose clothes are these? Where did you get this to wear?” Mother surveyed my body. While acting disgusted at the clothes I was wearing… I myself feel like that same woman.

“Well, I just went to the market. As for the clothes, I'm still confused as to where they came from."

“Didn't your son go to the market yesterday?”

"yes?"

The more the mother spoke, the more puzzled and confused I became. I've just been at the market for one night? No matter what you think, it's not possible.

“Uh, never mind, son. It's good that you came home safe. Let's go eat.”

“I'm full, Mom.”

“Where did you go to eat?”

"I don't know. I don't even remember."

I guess I really have amnesia. Because even I feel full It's like you've already eaten. But really, I can't remember what I ate, where or who I went with.

I walked into the house confused because of all the members of my house..including the mother from just now. They were all saddened and ran to hug me. It's as if I'm really going to disappear from here. Even though I can't remember anything at all But at least I felt safe and warm coming home to see my family again…

After completing all missions I immediately went to turn on the television in the bedroom and watch the drama after the news. Because I really like watching dramas on Kao Roi Ninety Nine channel. If you say it's stuck, it probably will.

Bip!

I lay on the bed with my belly pumping, waiting for the evening news to end. Eagerly waiting for my favorite drama… Eh, so I was really at the market last night? I don't remember anything at all. And like this, I missed one episode of the drama, what a pity...

Waited less than fifteen minutes. The drama I've been waiting for has finally arrived. I lay down and watched for a while until the scene where the drama is rated F, the hero and heroine invite each other to a motel. Oh..wait a minute…

“Motel.. Motel.. Motel.” I read the name of the hotel in the drama over and over as if I could think of something. But it's stuck in my mouth. What is it?

Motel Motel.. Oh, I can't imagine!

I'm upset Due to a period of memory loss I got up and turned off the lights. Turn off the television and go to sleep immediately. Who else can go see a drama? It's so frustrating... Then I fell asleep

The next morning…

“Peach, come down and eat breakfast. His father is already going to work.”

“Yes, Mother, I will go down.” I hurriedly jumped up from the bed and went to wash my face, rinse my mouth, and brush my teeth quickly. before running down the stairs at high speed Until he almost fell on his face.

“Be careful, child. Today the mother woke up late. So there's only iced tea for the kids to drink.”

“Iced tea?”

“This is my child's favorite drink. If it's not necessary, I don't want my child to drink it. because it is not good for health But today, mother, please take care of the peaches for one day,” said the mother, pampering her beloved daughter.

“My lady… what exactly happened to you yesterday?”

“I told you, I don't have much time. Next time, I'll find a way to make it up to you.”

someone's words It suddenly popped up in my head… Who is that person? That iced tea… those clothes… Breakfast… Where's that gun again? Why can't I remember anything? Really! I went to the market with Ying Yam. If I ask Ying Yam, I'll probably get some answers, more or less.

“Mom, I think you'd better not think too much about it. The matter has already passed.”

“Where is Ying Yam, Ying Mae?”

“Peach..”

“Ying Yam, Ying Yam!”

Krang… Krank…

I got up and shouted loudly throughout the house for the woman. Until I wasn't careful The spoon and fork fell to the floor. This pair of cutlery… There's something else I can't think of yet.

“Yes Miss, Ying Yam has arrived.” Ying Yam, my favorite maid, ran up to my call.

“Ying Yam.. Do you remember the face of the man who bumped into me at the market yesterday?”

“When was it yesterday? That was the day before yesterday.”

"Uh, probably yes. Do you still remember his face?"

“If you see it, you'll probably remember it.”

“Very well then, I want you to help me with something.” I grabbed the arm and led the woman to talk somewhere else. But I forgot my father and mother who were waiting for me to eat. So I turned around and said goodbye to both of you. “Your mother and sir… no, your father and mother. Today, Peach apologizes for not being able to join us for breakfast.

In the evening, Peach will come back for dinner too. Peach, excuse me." After saying that, I took Ying Yam out to talk privately.

When you arrive at a place that is hidden from sight I immediately started to open the issue...

“Ying Yam, I have something to help you with.”

“What is it, Miss?”

I beckoned the woman to come closer. So that I can whisper easily

“Is that good, Miss! This is equivalent to indirectly expelling Ying Yam!”

Shhhhhhhhh

I used my slender index finger to lightly touch my own mouth. It is a symbol telling women to lower their voices. before the whole house panics.

“I promise I won't put Ying Yaem in trouble. Please help me this once.”

"That's all right."

When planning is complete Ying Yam and I just waited for Father to go to work. Then gradually rely on that moment. Climb out of the house through the back fence. Without forgetting to pick up that gun as well. I'm going to have to ask that guy what kind of gun he is. Because as far as I can remember, I've never carried a gun before.

“Miss, can you come down?”

“Wait for me, Ying Yam, just a little longer.”

Crunchy…

I don't dress seasonally. So the sharp fence scraped my pretty thigh. Blood flowed out, creating a long wound.

“Miss! Let's go inside and dress the wound first."

“Just this wound. We can't go backwards. Let's move on.” I turned to reassure Ying Yam that I was really okay.

This wound is so far away that my heart will die. What's more important is that I have to find my heart back. Because I'm sure that person will definitely be the person I love. To the point where I have to keep it in my dreams...

“Does Ying Yam have five hundred baht?”

“What are you going to do with it?”

“I owe him five hundred.”

“Oh, Miss! People who love each other like each other and just a little money, you don't have to return it to them.”

“I still don't know if he likes me or not. I must be crazy to confess my love to a guy first.”

“I am the one who loves you.”

That word is…

“No… he confessed his love for me. But I turned it down myself Why am I so stupid?”

I walked along with two young women until I finally reached the market. This is the first and last place I saw him. I'm sure I'll see him again here. So he asked Ying Yam to be the spy and help find him. Because I am still not sure that he is really the same person who rode in the taxi with me.

“Ah! Miss, who is that person?”

“Where?”

The woman said pointing at a tall man. He was walking around drinking iced tea like usual… You probably like iced tea too. What about this doctor? I slept with him! At that motel!! Eat breakfast together and then…

The images of my memories that had been erased began to become clearer and clearer. Even though it was only a short period of time we were together. But he made me love him this much. Even though the depths of my memory have all been forgotten But I always feel his presence In my little heart

Is this called a miracle of love?

“Ying Yam, go home first.”

“What about you?”

“I will stay a little longer. Just pretend that I'm in the bedroom for now."

“Let's do it. Then Ying Yam will go back first." Ying Yam said goodbye to me before walking home to continue performing in front of Ying Mae.

I still watch that sharp face from a distant corner. I hope he doesn't see me. Just let me look at the face I left behind for so many hours... I miss him.. Really a lot

By the way.. how could I forget that whole incident? I forgot the whole story since… Guns! That's right, I don't remember anything from the moment I heard the gunshot in that taxi. Don't tell me that this gun is...

I carefully tightened the black pistol in my hand. This probably isn't a dream. This gun isn't meant to kill people. But it might be for erasing memories. If so….

On the Jess side...

Damn it, how did I leave my father's gun in that taxi? It was the only treasure my father left me. But I put it away and put it away like that. I also can't remember the license plate number of the car. And like this, where else can I go to find that gun?

I kept blaming it on myself day after day. Because of the guilt of leaving something important behind… The important thing is that it's not just a gun. But that girl is no less important to me than that gun... What will she be like now? I can't help but worry just thinking about it. Will she be stressed out because she can't remember anything from before?

As I walked around drinking iced tea and thinking about it. Those people ran towards me…

Again!?

I'm tired of running away for the rest of my life. Moreover, today I miss you so much. Until I didn't have the courage to run away... It wouldn't hurt to try fighting them in the face. After all, there's nothing to lose here...

"What? If there's anything, just say it."

“Hey, Jess is here strangely today. It doesn't escape us.”

“Oh, I ran away until I was old and died. What reason do you guys have to keep destroying my life like this?”

“Give us the documents,” their master said. He held out his hand in front of him and asked for it back.

“What document?” I squinted at the book, unable to understand what was going on.

“Don't act like you don't know anything. He himself has been in this industry for many years. He probably knew that if he didn't do as the big boss ordered, How will your life end?”

“And I also know that if you can't take the documents from me, You will end your life the same way I did.”

“Such a good mouth!” The young man in front of me glared at me.

“Don't think that if you can kill me, Then you guys will find the documents.”

“If you don't try, you won't know. You'll die!” The man in front of me was tightening his hand on the gun. Then aimed at me before…

“Stop it now. If you guys don't want to die!” A mysterious female voice suddenly emerged from the bushes. Hold the gun tightly in your hand. Ready to pull the trigger at any time.. This is.. that girl..

"you…"

"My name is Peach. You can learn to call me by my name." She turned to talk to me before turning to stare intently at the other person.

“Heh, your boyfriend is cruel, but I'm sorry, a kid's trick gun can't trick me.” Their boss was still pointing the muzzle at me.

“This gun can't kill people,” I whispered to her.

“I already know,” she replied before turning to speak to their master. “Have you ever seen a gun that can kill someone? But are there no bullets?”

“How can you have something like that?”

“Then I'll show you guys now! Die!!” After saying that, she immediately managed to pull the trigger and the whole market could be heard loudly.

Bang! Bang!! Bang!! Bang!!!!

She resolutely pulled the trigger and fired at the four men in front of her. Until the four men collapsed and lost consciousness one after the other.

Phew…

When everyone is completely managed She blew the end of the gun just like in the movies. imitate each other But just this gun doesn't emit smoke... Have you watched too many dramas after the news?

“Why are you looking at me?” she asked me as I stared at her cute actions for a long time.

“No, who are you? Where do you come from?” I wondered if she suddenly happened to come by and help me. If they became strangers, no one would think of doing what she did today.

“I also..don't tell me. That you forgot me!”

“I don't..” I didn't even finish speaking. She continued interrupting me.

“You took me into a motel and forgot about me. That's not a good habit.” His little fist slammed into my chest several times. With a red face Don't tell me you remember me...

I held both of her hands together. before pulling her small waist towards me

“I remember, I remember everything,” I said, tightening my grip on her waist even more.

“Then why do you have to let me shoot you a gun?” She gave me a cute look, indicating that she was irritated.

“I want you to forget me. I'm not good enough for you to remember. I'm too bad Another thing...a good woman like you shouldn't be with me.. With a life of being chased all the time like this If it continues like that, I probably can't accept it.”

“So where did you go and do it? It makes me miss you more than before.” She paused before continuing. “Do you know that I can't eat or sleep? Even if it's just for one day. Even when I watch a movie with a motel scene I still miss you.”

“Dammit, do you watch porn?”

“Are you crazy?! See what kind of person I am? There's just a scene in front of the hotel, in front of the hotel!”

“I thought I liked watching porn. Watching a movie isn't as thrilling as the real thing." I said, bringing my face closer to hers...

“Get away. I really don't understand how I could like a pervert like you.”

"What's so dirty about it? You still love me." I gave her a sweet smile. If I didn't tell you, you would know how exhausted my body is right now. My heart is beating very fast. To the point where he might fall down right now. I am very happy to see her bright face again. And I promise that from now on I won't cause you any trouble.

Don't make her worry. But before that...I have to clear up my own life first.

“What are we going to do with them?” I muttered.

“You have their transaction documents, right?”

“How do you know this?”

“I've been eavesdropping on you in that bush the whole time.” With that, she gestured for me to follow her to the bush she had emerged from just now. It really stung.

“Then I'll let you decide. What should I do with them? Come on.”

“First of all.. go get the documents at your house.” She started to look serious.

“And then..”

“I will handle it myself.”

“So you're going to ask to go up to a guy's house in a smooth way, right?” I teased her.

"crazy people! So I'm waiting here. You can go get it yourself,” she said, crossing her arms over her chest. Make a grimace at me

“I'm joking. Shall we go, darling?”

“Let's go.” She was still annoyed at me.

When you arrived at my house I immediately took the documents that I had kept carefully and forwarded them to her. She opened it and read the contents inside to make sure she knew how to take action against those people before calling 911... So if you wanted to call, just call them so easily?

Doo, doo, doo.

[Hello, Bang Samreung Ruen Police Station. What can I use?]

“Hee hee, hee hee, policeman, please help me. I'm being harassed. Hurry up. I'm at Bang Taew Temple Market right now. Please help me. Please."

[Calm down, speak more slowly…]

“I'm being harassed!! How can I keep my cool, you crazy policeman, if you don't come quickly? I will inform the Ministry of Public Health!”

[And it's related..]

“Hurry and come now. It is really urgent.”

Tid

“This is you.”

“What is wrong with the police these days? I said I was raped. What's so cool about it?"

“So, what next?” I asked her about what she was going to do next.

“Let the police deal with those people. Anyway, it's probably difficult to survive. As for these documents…” She held up a large stack of brown documents in her hand. “Let's take it to the Royal Thai Police Headquarters.”

The script is simple, but it's unbearably easy... Just call the police. Take the transaction documents to the Royal Thai Police Headquarters. Those people were easily taken prisoner. I don't do it not because I'm stupid or anything like that. But I still want to find my father. If I take that document and give it to the police I'm afraid my father will be arrested too, that's all...

After finishing business The two of us were walking out of the Royal Thai Police Headquarters. But all the mafia godfathers were taken into custody. He's not going to be thrown into jail yet. The stupid henchman who always ordered me to come and arrest me found trouble again.

“Policeman. Trust me. That transaction document may be true. But..but… I didn't rape that duck-faced bitch. Believe me! I just met that girl for the first time.”

As for Peach, she herself doesn't give up on anyone either...

"what! A face with duck feet?!! You… you don't ever get out of prison to see this world again. Go die!” She gritted her teeth. He stared intently at those people's faces.

It must have been because that gun had already been used on her. So it turned into a simple memory erasing gun. So they can't remember her face, which is good... We'll probably be afraid of each other for a long time...

We were waiting at the Royal Thai Police Headquarters. until all those people had been arrested So he asked to leave the police and other officials and go home. Actually, I had asked her before as well. Why must I notify the Royal Thai Police? So she said to me This case is a big case. I've often seen it in the news.

But the police still haven't been able to prosecute them. If it happens that the evidence is taken to the police station. They could easily be plotted to hijack or destroy evidence. Therefore it had to be delivered to the hands of the National Police Commissioner himself... She's very careful.

“You must be very tired today.”

“Just a little, I can do this for you,” she smiled encouragingly to herself. and to console the lover in front of her

“So where are we going next?”

“It's up to me,” she said, pleasing her lover. “Ah, this is…”

“Is there something wrong?” I asked her, out of curiosity.

“This gun, your father gave it to you, right?”

“Hmm, why do you know?” I was even more curious as to why she knew things that I never thought to tell.

“Look here, I remember there was nothing written on it when it was with me.”

I looked down at what she was pointing at… What I saw were small carved letters that had been on my father's gun since some time. The message above reads…

'Jess, my dear child... I still love you. I'm sorry. I've always felt sorry for what I've done. Dad knows he's bad. Father may not be able to go back and fix what has been lost. Dad, I want you to know that I always love you. I want you to know that your father is still alive somewhere in this world. If you see the message on this gun of yours,

It shows that you have already used it with the person you want to forget the most. And she is also the person that your children love the most. Even though deep down inside that person she has forgotten her child. If you really love your child She will definitely come back to find her own heart. This gun is a memory erasing gun, as the father once told his son.

But with the first pull of the trigger, it becomes the gun of destiny. This will be a tool to prove that she is the right person, someone who is ready to love her child. And someone who is ready to fight and overcome obstacles in life together with the child. If it's really what Dad thought That girl would definitely be born to be my child. Finally, I would like to tell you that from now on

You don't have to search for your father anymore. Just, child, use the rest of your life to its fullest potential. Live happily with the people you love. I love you very much, from Dad.'

The clear water in my eyes fell as soon as I finished reading. Peach standing next to me Reaching out her slender hand, she wiped away my tears. before reaching out both arms to embrace me warmly

"It's okay. I'll always be by your side."

“Thank you, Peach,” I hugged her back with all the feelings I had. Whether it's suffering, happiness, or sadness. I'm ready to get through this together with this girl. I am confident that from now on, no matter how many obstacles there are in my life, I just want to have you next to me. That's enough...

“I love you,” Peach's voice whispered softly to me.

“You stole all my scenes. I want to tell you I love you first.”

“You already told me... In a taxi.”

“I have a very good memory.” I gently touched her forehead.

“It hurts.” She rubbed a hand against her forehead.

“Tell me to call you Peach. You still call me sir, sir, sir.”

"Oh, don't be angry, Jess."

"If I'm upset, will you be upset with me?"

"no"

“Definitely.”

“Of course.” When she finished speaking, I pretended to put my face close to hers. “What are you going to do?”

“I can't see your face clearly.”

Then someone raised her toes to be level with me before pressing her beautiful, picture-perfect lips onto mine…

“How are you? Now you can see my face more clearly?” The woman in front of me gave me a sweet smile. The kind that makes anyone's heart melt when they see it.

“Almost clear. But it's still not clear. So let me ask again.”

“This…” And her voice was lost by my heavy kiss. The two of us kissed each other for a long time. It had been so long that I had completely forgotten that we were now in front of the Royal Thai Police Headquarters. People passing by would look at me like I was weird, but I didn't care. I was only interested in the person in front of me. This girl is the only one. I love you, Peach...

Peach: If your love remains strong No matter what anyone says No matter how many obstacles there are True love will remain with you for a long time… I love you, Jess.

Jess: Now I've found my heart. And I will love you every day that I breathe. I love you, my little princess.

THE END.

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