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(SF) Precious You : Break Up - ChenMin

They meet and love each other like a fairy tale. But finally Everything in the world changes. love alone Two hearts cannot be united forever.

When we can't live together

Breaking up became the best option.

...precious you....

'Let's break up, Jongdae.'

The sentence of cutting off the relationship still echoes in my head. As if wanting to reinforce the pain in my heart It made no sense as words from the mouth of a former lover. If every attitude changes It has all been explained.

...He has been a burden to Minseok hyung for many years.

Taking care of someone, at first everything is new, interesting and challenging.

But as time passes What used to be just a nuisance and a burden that should be thrown away.

...This much, how good is it? Kim Jongdae

...Let Minseok hyung be happy the way he wants.

"Kim Jongdae!"

...Damn this guy! Baekhyun's voice is so sharp.

"What's wrong, Baekhyun?"

"It's good to still be awake. I thought I was hurt by that old man until my spirit fell out."

Hurt? Probably right, but that would be Minseok hyung's happiness. It should be his happiness too.

"His name is Minseok."

“Older than my aunt. Calling Uncle is still a child."

“Your uncle, Sehun, third year, class A, right? Calling you older is too much."

Baekhyun made a face, "I give in. ... Hey, I guess breaking up with that old man isn't that bad, right? He's old and nagging like a teacher or aunt. You're not at home. You can come stay at my condo. Going back and forth to school is much more convenient."

Jongdae knows that his best friend is more foul-mouthed than anyone else. But he is generous and generous, contrary to his incredibly brutal appearance. Baekhyun is only good to people who 'want to be good too'.

"I'm worried about Minseok hyung, Baekhyun."

...yes

...if I don't have him What will Minseok be like? Will you drink too much coffee? I probably only eat simple instant noodles. Because I'm lazy to cook.

"I've grown up to be a buffalo. Can't help myself Just let it die."

“Baek…” Jongdae kept his voice low. He was starting to really resent his best friend.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I just couldn't touch it.... He actually did that to you. Why are you still protecting it?"

....Even though I have to suffer because of Minseok.

...but every event in the past Still reminding It's like a reflection of a time of happiness that cannot be returned.

...love with all my heart Who else can I give it to?

"I love him, Baekhyun. There's no reason."

"Is it over yet, kid?"

The man who occupied the seat at the luxurious dining table in the beautiful mansion spoke up. His sharp eyes stared expectantly at the middle son.

“...Yes...” Minseok replied softly. and return to the private world of rice in a bowl again

...He's not ready yet. to fight with father

Not ready to marry that stupid, fragile girl.

Not ready to inherit that cruel business

But as a younger brother Junmyeon hyung is too good. For the mafia circles that reek of the smell of blood. and as a brother He would never let Jongin go. The younger brother he loved more than life had to live his life like his father.

Even if you have to turn your back on happiness, love, and your own heart.

Minseok had to endure.

“Good, what do you get after raising that child? There is only loss and loss. His parents still don't want it. Why would anyone who doesn't know like you care?"

"We won't talk about this again, Father."

He wondered, what did the father know about his son's happiness? ....There isn't any.

"It's up to you...yeah. Where did Junmyeon go, Chorong?”

"I saw that you were going to a seminar, sir."

Minseok's face twisted in disgust, but luckily, he was able to cover up his expression before his father's eagle eyes noticed.

'Honour Chorong like your mother'

...I'm going to vomit.

"Jong-in."

"I'm reading a book in my room."

"Tell him to study hard. When I grow up, I will give Daesan to him to take care of alone. You're so wet. Temporary is more than enough...sigh. I'm so unlucky. The eldest son was so good that he didn't dare touch him. The middle child is not an issue. The youngest child is too young..."

Sharp nails dug tightly into the palms of your hands. He was just Minseok, a limp person who was no help in his real father's eyes. Really refreshing

"I will try my hardest."

....Knock....

"I'll go in."

"Come in."

Kim Jongin shakily walked towards the bed. before laying down next to him

"Did you really break up with Jongdae hyung?"

"I don't see the need to lie."

He tried to keep his voice in a normal tone, but why was it so difficult?

"...if it hurts a lot You can cry."

Jongin hugged Minseok tightly. The young boy pressed his older brother's head against his broad, warm chest. I don't know how long. The introverted middle brother's tears flowed uncontrollably until they soaked widely on his white school shirt. Jongin wiped away his own tears. and tightened their embrace as if they were afraid that someone would take Minseok hyung away.

"Thank you...for doing this much for me."

Minseok often wakes up in the middle of the night. Tonight is the same. The cold bed told him that Jongin had gotten up and left long ago. You probably want to read the book a little more.

...last week He still has Jongdae by his side.

...but today and the next day there is nothing left.

How difficult is it? How much does it hurt? You have to act cool. Pretending to be annoyed, and finally, he had to say those words. Words that crush your own heart until it is shattered.

...Every drop of his tears that flowed down his face is still etched in his heart until now.

....and forever

Byun Baekhyun, who was tired of nonstop gossiping all day, had fallen asleep for a long time. Thank God that the child no one else could imitate met a good friend like Baekhyun. Or a good person like Min Seok

... Even if things aren't as dreamed.

...but for this Kim Jongdae It's really enough.

'I'm very happy. Minseok hyung...I will still love you. And I miss you with every breath.'

"Jonggin, let's go to America with Junmyeon hyung."

Minseok decided to finally tell his younger brother about his intentions.

"Why?" His nerd still didn't look up from his textbook.

"I don't know, Jongin."

"I'm not afraid of Dad."

“But I'm afraid...I'm afraid I'll lose you. If you're still here One day, Father will have to give Daesan to you. I've already lost my mother. If the next one has to be Mr. Or Junmyeon hyung, Kong..." Tears were about to flow.

...Kim Minseok must be strong.

he told himself

"And if the next person has to be an elder? What will happen to me and Brother Jun? Have you ever thought about it?” Minseok avoided Jongin's hard gaze. You're stronger than him, Minseok knows that.

“I have invested too much to be able to go back. ...or at least If you have to leave You will protect Junmyeon hyung better than you can.”

“Go live with Junmyeon hyung. This way, at least you still have a father. ...Even though your mouth is evil But I believe that Father will not let anything happen to me.”

"...I love you..."

She pulled him in and hugged her tightly. Warmth passes from heart to heart. A rough hand rubbed Minseok's back gently, as if comforting him to relieve his anxiety.

“Take care of Junmyeon for me. ...Don't let such a heartless person hurt our brother again. Promise me, Jongin."

"yes"

...Three months later...

Daesan's work alone is more serious than three undergrad projects combined. He still had to fight every day with an indifferent, idiotic old man who wanted to kill him every chance he got. Three times I've been shot. Seven or more times were tracked. And countless times the old power groups wanted to destroy the new administration's meager credibility.

...His past history was dug up.

...and since he and his siblings couldn't do anything

The victim they decided to choose was Kim Jongdae.

...Minseok will never forgive himself....

Because Jongdae has already left him...forever.

"I'm sorry."

He carefully placed a bouquet of white lilies on the stone tomb. There are no tears left to shed. There are no words enough to express my feelings. It seems like this heart is hurting to the point of death.

...just one person ...the only person he loves Minseok still couldn't keep him safe. It would be better. If the soulless body covered in dirt were his own

"Please, don't forgive me again, darling."

"I've done as you ordered, Mr. Minseok."

"Very good, Zi Tao."

...because of blood must be washed with blood

...Life must pay with life.