This short story takes place one night after feeling that

"I'm getting too fat here. You must seriously reduce it."

sorry...

That's not the only thought that came to mind.

other people's words

other people's eyes

I'm not sure if that's just looking.

Just speak out.

Or not?

We're not sure.

But what is certain is that there was a sharp pain in my heart that made me feel almost numb all over.

So for anyone who is losing weight, keep fighting.

No matter what your purpose is to reduce it.

wish you success

And be very happy with yourself.

TB

…lose weight

Cloudy white smoke floats above the boiling pot of water, and the faint aroma of shabu spreads throughout the room. Five or six male and female students formed a circle and put meat and vegetables into their mouths, not paying any attention to the heat. Some picked up glasses of drinks and held them up, ready to put them in their mouths. The music from someone's cell phone plays softly, keeping the room from being too quiet.

"you"

“I think I'm going to lose weight,” a female student who weighed as much as ninety kilograms said smoothly as she popped another thin slice of pork into her mouth. All friends are quiet. They looked at each other, unable to believe their ears. People who declare that no matter what, they will never lose weight. If the doctor doesn't order it. It's the person who said the sentence just now.

“What has possessed you, Eli?” said Rose, the most beautiful female student in the group. And close to the person who just said that he would lose the most weight said that he didn't understand. Because before this, my friend had never seen anything unusual.

“I will do it,” a smooth voice with a neutral expression spoke again.

“Have you been scolded by anyone again?”

“Whoever dares to say you're a liar, tell us and we'll take care of it.”

The whole group of friends began to gather around and stare at her, demanding the truth through their eyes if they knew who this person was. I couldn't help but feel amused. How lucky she was to have found so many true friends. Because it might not be the first time something like this has happened. Being fat For some people, they often see her as a delicious victim who will hurt and hurt. Press your head as low as possible.

So that they can be higher than someone so they can feel better. She never understood why her own obesity was something other people liked to care about instead. and picked her up and trampled on her until she trembled. I don't know if it was because of anger or sadness, but for sure she had secretly cried alone because of the words that that group of people said and said that she was worthless.

But now you can smile And still smile when looking at the group of friends in front of me. Really lucky.

“What are you smiling about? Tell me who's here and what you're doing.” The first male friend on campus said in a deep voice and furrowed his brow. But even so, it didn't seem cruel at all. Instead, it was so cute that I didn't want to take my eyes off it.

“No one scolds me. The doctor ordered it, haha." She laughed. "Oh, you can continue eating now. How serious are you guys? They're just trying to lose weight.” She pretended to shake her head lightly, a faint smile still plastered on her face. She tried to use it to hide a secret. I hope it's hidden smoothly.

midnight...

A gentle breeze blows across the balcony, making you feel comfortable. You always stand here when it's dark. Even though the space was a bit narrow, it was strange that her heart felt like she was floating freely and playing with the bright moon. She thought funny.

“Do you... have something to tell me?” came the deep, smooth voice of my first male friend at university. In fact, I must say that in her life, it was different. Most men saw her as something that they could easily hurt their feelings with indifference, but Chin was different. He smiled before she could even see his face clearly. How did we become close until now?

"tell what"

“Don't you have one?”

"Why"

"I saw you...at the coffee shop with that guy."

“Hm, I didn't think it was you who saw that. You don't drink coffee.”

“Oh, that shop has delicious chocolate.”

“Since when have you eaten chocolate?”

Why are we both silent? She doesn't understand. Turning around to look at the other's face now, will we get an answer? ...Oh, no. Shin has never shown any feelings, no matter what time. There were only eyes that stared straight at her. We made eye contact for a while and it was she who walked back in and sat next to us.

He was in a room that seemed small to the eye with his male and female friends all familiarly choosing their own beds. Rose was lying on a 3.5 foot pink bed. Beside the bed was the sea and knots. The other two male friends were hugging each other on a single pillow with no blankets. They looked cold. I'm sorry, friend. Next time I'll buy blankets to put in the room for them.

Next to the bed on the other side next to the balcony were her and Chin. Light from outside filters into the room, making it faintly visible.

We sit next to each other.

We are quiet…

But the lights are bright again...

“Will you reduce because of him?”

“55 Well, I want him to feel happy. It would be better if you were a person with a good figure and liked it.”

"Jasmine...don't you like the person who protects you more?"

She lowered her head, unable to tell what she was feeling. I want to cry but I can't. If you're angry, you don't know what to be angry about. To be honest, she can't keep up with her emotions anymore. Why? Just because she was born fat. Is it really that bad? Just being fat, just weighing 90 kilos, you have no right to love anyone or let anyone love you? It hurts, hurts more than ever before.

"You're too good to love someone like that."

“I already punched him.”

“Huh?”

"Oh, that's appropriate. What kind of person splashes water on a woman's face?" Chin's voice sounded uncharacteristically angry.

under the silence Tears that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly fell from both eyes. She cried quietly as usual, not making a sound. Just let the mass of sorrow come out and slowly lick your full cheeks, releasing the heaviness that has been pressing down on your heart for many days.

Hurry!

Shin's small arms grabbed her and she leaned gently against him. This friend's way of comforting her was cold and warm. My heart has warmed a lot.

Really lucky

“You have to reduce it. I really have a grudge for you. Damn people like that must be faced.”

“Are you the one who got splashed with water? Haha.”

“Spraying my friends is like splashing me. Stop crying now. Are you a crybaby?"

“Talk a lot”

finish

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