People are born with different good and bad qualities. Each person's opinions and feelings will also be different. What we will write next It is the story in which we intend to express our own feelings. Hopefully this article will help us get over it quickly. Thank you to everyone who came to read.
I was a person who didn't have much of a presence in school. But I will try to stand out with my abilities and confidence. Be confident in your own face. Until many people know some
I study Vocational Certificate 2 in the Faculty of Accounting. I have many good friends who intend to study together. But I hung out with friends who made me skip school. Not paying attention to study That friend was a singer in a band at school.
That time was music practice time. Because in a few months there will be the annual sports band competition. She always took me to meet the brothers in the band.
Then I started to get acquainted with the people in the group. I get along easily with the people in the group because I am also a singer. (Lukthung singer) Some time has passed. I started talking to the bass player in the band. He's very nerdy. But he's a gentleman. He likes to kneel and talk sweetly to me.
As the days passed, we agreed to date each other. He was my first boyfriend. The two of us don't have much of a relationship. I'm the one who cherishes myself Thinking about keeping your virginity and waiting for the person you want to marry, you agree. Because of the influence of friends combined with ignorance. Don't control yourself well. Indulge yourself in love and curiosity.
Yes, I lost myself, but because of love I was willing to do wrong. After a while, this friend I rarely come to study. I myself have a new friend who is helping me.
My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years. He graduated and went to study abroad. I myself also work and study. It was a time when I had to send myself to study and work all the time, Monday-Friday working, Sunday going to school.
The two of us began to argue often. Because during my boyfriend's freshman year there was a lot of distance between him and no time to talk. I admit I'm very stupid. Because I'm both lonely and tired. Until I forgot to think that my boyfriend was tired too.
From someone who always accepted me It's cold water. When I'm hot, it changes. If I'm hot, it's fire. He will be the firewood that will make it even hotter than before. Everyone can see this change.
I'll always ask, "Do you have someone else?" will always be complained about. That I don't believe
People used to talk to each other every day, see each other every day, but had to be separated from each other if they didn't see each other. Those who waited felt lonely, lonely.
In my heart, I never understood these things. Until I myself started to feel indifferent. Turn back to watching movies, anime series, and reading novels to relieve loneliness as usual. I myself know where my imperfections come from. We have to take a step back for each other.
After the 8th year of dating, we argued every day as usual. Different people don't have time. We talked a lot less. Some weeks we only spoke a few words.
I travel at night I drank alcohol with friends but my boyfriend didn't drink, but he never forbid me and even encouraged me to go.
Until one day he broke up with me. Said we broke up and can still talk now. We can be brothers. I asked if there was anyone else.
He was angry and very angry. I pushed him in every way, asking for time to adjust and correct myself. Be less silly. Be less selfish.
1 month passed. That day we went to the flea market together. I had already told him that I would go. But suddenly a stomach ache occurred. So I told him that I probably wouldn't go.
After taking the medicine and the pain in my stomach went away, I went out with my friends without telling my boyfriend because I thought it would be okay. Anyway, we can talk. Just a little matter Because when he goes where he doesn't tell. It makes us quarrel often.
But then that night he broke up with me, saying, “Why didn't you tell me? Why did you have to turn off the phone? If it's like this, let's break up.”
My phone battery ran out with only a few percent left, so I turned it off. Tell your friends that it's okay. I'll go back and talk a little bit.
But then they blocked every channel. I thought that when I woke up in the morning he would be angry, but no, he was already gone.
Then, 1 month later, I asked a junior I knew. Look at his personal Facebook page. I came across a post from a woman I didn't like and had asked her to stop talking to and contact me. What that woman Posted it as if they were very close and knew everything about each other.
I myself never knew anything. I was never suspicious or suspicious because I trusted and trusted. I think it's easy to give up. Give it some time and it will slowly get better.
But then it didn't turn out the way I thought it would. The path we've gone through together always makes me think of the times we had together.
His heart was so tight it almost exploded, tears welling up in his eyes, thinking of the past times together. I can't forget him. And there's no new person. In his mind he was just thinking about what he would be like. Will he miss us? It is our own fault for behaving badly like that.
I don't know what he told other people about. But it's still good to have friends always beside you.
I try not to think about it, not to think about it, but when we go to the places we used to go together. I'll always look for it. The path we pass together It always makes me miss you. My heart squeezes tightly. It hurts so much that I don't know what to do.
Thank you for the past 8 years. Thank you for the tears that still flow. Thank you for warming my heart. Thank you for breaking my heart.
Thank you for making it grow. Thank you for cutting off all hope. Thank you for the pain that is power. Thank you for all the memories that are broken.
No matter what we say, no one understands. Just a little bit of our fault. with the mistakes he once made It was clear what had happened.
Thank you very much for not wearing him. Don't trick us into eating grass. But it would be better if we were honest.