“I couldn't stand it anymore, I just had to go in. It was so pitiful. The first room, the door was open, and a musty smell floated in. Dark brown stains, water droplets on the tile floor….”
“I can't take it, I can't, I want to let it out on its own. My stomach hurts to the utmost. Stop at the door I knew immediately that it was there…”
Public restrooms are the opposite for women. There is no beauty, dirty, smelly, only curses. Every fancy shop has filth behind it. I couldn't bear it anymore, but had to go in. It was so pitiful. The first room, the door was open, and a musty smell floated in. Dark brown stains were dripping on the tile floor.
I wanted to avoid it, but looking at the other room I wanted to laugh. You must enter this room. I went in and sat down. A bowl floating in the basin broke with a hole in the middle. But enough to scoop it up. I can't run errands with my pants on my legs. I took it all off and hung it on the door knob instead. I felt the pressure move and the air flow out of my vagina.
The pain felt like there was a vacuum, gradually rising and falling like the pump had come out. I remember it vividly. I saw a dark red color when I slowly looked down. It was unlike anything I was familiar with, long lines, flesh colored, and crimson interspersed everywhere. It's definitely the intestines. Suddenly I felt an unusual pain.
Something was jumping in my stomach. I tried to push it out. The intestines come out as ordered. Crimson blood mixed with excrement spilled out. My pain did not subside at all. I had to push it again, push harder. Meter-long lines coiled together into a red snake ready to snatch. Let it flow down gradually.
The pounding sound of my heart shouting Pain interferes with thinking. When would it end? Suddenly, the red water and dark brown liquid had completely disappeared. The last intestine touched my butt. The pain in my stomach passed. I can finally exhale.
I closed the door and put away my pants. I couldn't pour water on it so I went back to the storefront. and rode home After that, I touched my stomach and saw that it was so flat that only my spine was left. My upper body was firm. After that, from my stomach down there was nothing but skin covering my bones. small to the spine When I lie down, my abdomen looks like it's split into a circular hole.
I had to do something, I had to hide.
The next morning I went to the fashion store to get a big shirt to cover my weird features. I walked in normally. Luckily, the staff didn't pay attention to me and finally came in. I chose the most ordinary clothes in the store. I tried it on for a while, and it probably was this one. most natural I paid and walked out of the store. But suddenly a man walked up to me.
“Here you are,” a man called out. I turned to answer. “If you don't mind, I'm going to try being a model. Is it our magazine? ” He raised his hat slightly. I smiled back. I turned around for a moment to think. I agreed with a nod. He smiled back. raised his hat again and took me to his place I clenched his hand tightly, looking down. I said, “Would it be good if I..be a model instead?”
The man and I looked into each other's eyes….