Thewa, a young man who followed his dream, left his home in the provinces to study in the city. That caused him to separate from his close friend from high school who was like a friend, a sibling, or something more.. After the two of them separated to go to study as they had dreamed, they had no contact with Sisor, often appearing periodically and disappearing from Thewa.

Thewa hopes that coming back to her hometown this time will allow her to meet that close friend again.

and hope to have a closer relationship

destination

“Hey, I'm almost dead tired after finishing the exam,” I complained to my best friend, named "Sundaet", a friend I just met while attending university. I am a person from another province who chose to study in another province that is quite far from my hometown. During one year, I hardly went home because I was often involved in Freshy activities. Considering that going back this time will be the first time.

"Oh, I'm a bit relieved. Do you want to go home?" Sundaet asked.

“I haven't been able to go back in a year. I miss home.”

“I am the same. See you next term.”

"Oh, good luck." I said goodbye before separating and heading back to my own dorm. At four o'clock in the afternoon here the sun shines brightly enough to be sweltering. I accidentally thought of the atmosphere when I was in my old house. Around this time, I was probably eating noodles with another dear friend. This person's name was Si So, a friend with whom I was very close when I was in high school.

But I also want to study fine arts. So I went after the dream that I chose. So he and I separated and studied at different universities. Even today, I think about it all the time. Whatever you do, you have to do it alone, from where before he and I hugged each other and went everywhere together every day. Until people in the village had to tease them and say they were brothers.

I haven't contacted him in almost three months. Saw it and said it was very busy. Plus I studied hard from year one. No matter what, I don't want to disturb it. Plus, Si So isn't really the type who likes to upload stories or anything like the teenagers he usually plays.

You can do it but wait for it to come.

Still waiting for this for a long time...

“Hello mom. I'm going home today."

“Nong Wah, why didn't you tell me before?” my mother replied after I had planned to give her a surprise when we were close to home. But in the end, I couldn't help but tell you first. I'm not good at keeping secrets, so I'll tell you first.

“I'm going to surprise my mother. See you later. Don't forget to make me something delicious to eat." My voice was amused. Before mother responded sweetly and shouted to father that he should go buy pork and vegetables to prepare for cooking.

My father and mother love each other very much. As sweet as an ant Drop each other every day. Good mood every day There was a slight argument and in the end, father had to be the one to reconcile.

I traveled from my destination and chose to go by train because it was more convenient. Even though it took up some time, it made me think back to old times very well. Sisor and I like to secretly get on the train regularly. Sometimes we just go to get something to eat at another station and then return to the station near our home. Thinking of it, I couldn't help but smile. I really want to do this again. I really want to see it.

Honestly, I miss it.

miss very much

I got off the train and walked a little further. It's close to my village. But before arriving, I accidentally met Nong Saeb, a naughty kid who was only two years away from me. Until now he has grown into a tall young man.

"Hoy! P'Wa, P'Wa' he shouted, calling me to turn around and meet him. Before the motorcycle moved to a stop near where I was standing. The face of the idiot Smiling welcomingly as if waiting for my return.

"Huh? You're back already?"

“Oh, so you're a young man now? How handsome is this?”

"Wow, just a little bit. You walked all the way from the station? It's really far."

"It's not far, just a little. I walked while studying until I got used to it."

"Come on, come up and I'll send you."

“Oh, thank you.”

I jumped on my beloved motorcycle. before the car slowly moved away, allowing me to admire the scenery along the way.

"How are you? How are you?" Saeb turned around to talk to me.

“Good, but a little tired from studying.”

“That's right. The older you get, the more tired you become.”

“What, are we already tired?”

“There are many things. Now I have to prepare to study for the exam. Choose to study at university again.”

“We can choose first. There's a lot of time to think. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you know that?”

"Yes, sir. Do you want to stop by for something to eat? I'll park it for you."

“No…” Meanwhile, before reaching the village entrance There will be a house that I am very familiar with. Childhood images come back periodically. Two mischievous kids were playing without realizing it. A face decorated with a wide-eyed smile was clearly visible to me. I really can't help but miss you...

“This Sison House,” I said, causing him to turn and look before not paying attention.

“By the way, has Sisor ever come back? Damn it!” While moving past the house The stinging sensation is normal and quiet. He looked as if he was about to say something before speaking.

"Oh, come back..haven't you talked at all?"

“No, it disappeared completely. I haven't contacted you for almost three months now."

“Is he busy? When I came back, I stayed in the house.”

“So, is it here now? Let's go find it.”

Creaking

“Why did you stop? Your face almost hurts,” I immediately complained. After the guy braked the car suddenly and didn't say anything. It turned its head abruptly. before showing a strange expression, like a person who was in a dilemma.

"P'Wa, I don't think it's better to go. I'll be at your house already."

“So what are you going to brake like this? Why did you fall on each other's faces?"

“I'm just shocked... We'd better go." I nodded and answered before I knew it, I was already in front of the house. In my heart I'm excited. I couldn't tell you how happy I was before my voice shouted for Mom and Dad from the front of the house.

“Mom!”

“Ja, come in, child.” Mother walked out to receive me and gave me a little warm hug before Saep helped me pick up the things and put them in the house. Here we lived together until the end, with my father, mother, grandfather and grandmother. When I saw my beloved grandchild walking, the whole house immediately smiled.

“Oh, my dear, why is your face so worn out and so thin?”

“Study hard. I rarely get a break.”

“Damn, when you come home this time you have to eat to your heart's content. Otherwise, I won't go back to school.”

“Alright, I'll eat a lot.”

“Oh, Mom, you forgot about me being naughty. I was so happy that I forgot to watch it,” my mother said laughingly and walked over to invite Nong Nai into the house as well.

The atmosphere below was full of smiles, joy, and excitement. Grandparents came down to see their beloved grandchildren and came down to eat as well. While asking about my welfare, I couldn't answer this person in time. Grandma and Grandpa sometimes scold each other. After a while, we'll get better like that.

“Saeb has grown into a young man. I haven't seen you in a long time.”

“Mom, don't praise him so much. You'll be foolish now."

"Wow, my hyung is already handsome."

“Have you decided yet? Where are you going to study?” I asked while the others were chatting like middle-aged people about the rice field.

"Not yet. I think I'll talk to you about this."

"Come on, there's something you can ask me."

I spent my lunch time to the fullest. Before exchanging lines Exchange numbers with Zaeb in case you contact or want to ask anything further. Because in the past, I rarely ate. He likes to scold my dear friend Si So.

Today, I don't know if it's good or not.

“Mom, I'm going to the market.”

“So who are you going with?”

“I'm the only one who wants to eat squid. Did you get anything, Mom?”

“Buy some ruby ​​fish for mom. to cook for tomorrow.”

“Okay, then I'll go first.” I grabbed the keys to my favorite motorcycle that I rode while I was studying here. The car moved slowly, as if taking in the breeze and slowly enjoying the scenery.

Part of me wanted to stop by Si So's house.

After saying that I stopped in front of the house. I looked around and the atmosphere seemed strangely quiet. It's like no one has been here for a long time. I doubt anyone came. I got off the bike and walked over to the bars of his house. while calling Si So's name as well

“I Si So Si So, are you there?”

“Is anyone there?”

“Siuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu”

quiet

No reply

I grabbed my cell phone and was about to enter Si So's chat. Ready to step into the car if he doesn't answer me again.

But then there was the sound of the door opening.

Add...

The sound of the door making me turn around. A good friend was standing smiling in front of his own house. His face was full of smiles. But it seemed very depressed. I doubt he studied as hard as I did.

“Fuck you!” I called loudly. People passing by looked at each other before talking, not knowing the language. He walked out slowly before opening the outside door for me.

“Hey, when did you come back? And who do you live with? Why is your house such a mess?” The mess was in front of his house, which looked like there were tall trees almost surrounding it. I looked at it and it didn't interest me.

“Siso, you haven't responded to my messages for several months. What's wrong with you?"

"Saw"

“No, let's go into the house first. People are all looking.” I turned to look and saw that the house across the street that was a store was actually looking this way, but I didn't pay any attention.

“Why? Fuck him.”

“You haven't changed at all.” My face lit up with a happy smile. Si Sawman has grown a lot. Plus, he's many times taller and slimmer than me. It's just that his face was paler than usual.

I was dragged into the house But the house was many times cleaner than the outside. Plus, there are a lot of decorative lights that I don't know. It's like they decorated the room like they were holding a small party.

"Oh, don't tell me you arranged the room yourself."

“About that”

“Fuck, why did you arrange it so beautifully? Are you waiting for me to come?”

“Wait, I've been waiting all this time,” he finished before turning to look at me. His face was clearly distorted. Has a dull and sad expression He answered me in a calm voice, as if he had no feelings.

“I've said it, but I've said hello and haven't responded. Now I'm going to tell you to wait for me."

"Sorry, but I can't answer."

“Oh, I understand. You study very hard. I'm the same way.”

"Thank you for not being angry."

“By the way, have you eaten anything yet? Shall we go to the market?”

"not hungry"

“Wait, are you here alone? Where are mom and dad going?”

“Go to work somewhere else.”

"Really, now you're home alone like you wanted, haha." It wasn't that Si So was bored with his parents. But we like to play loudly. Plus, he gets scolded regularly, so he likes to walk around his hips and act wildly, mocking his mother on a regular basis.

“Not really.”

“Your face isn't very good. You're definitely okay.”

“I'm fine, I'll take you to see something.” His calloused hand grabbed my wrist and held it before leading me up to the room above that was his bedroom. The door opened and I found the game machine I had always dreamed of. I never thought that I would save up to buy it.

"Hee hee, that's fun."

“Come on, play to your fullest.”

"Wow, how did you buy this? It's so expensive."

“It's okay. So that you can do it already.”

“Since I came back Your sweet mouth never stops, friend.” His face started to smile a little. before turning the other way

I played with it until quite a bit of time passed. I'm not hungry anymore, but I have to buy some catfish for my mother.

“Shit, I forgot and had to go buy fish for my mom. Do you want to go with me?”

"Are you... can I go?"

“Who stopped you? Let's go. This time is a good time for riding around.” It made an expression as if it were speechless before turning and telling me to invite it out again.

“Invite me to call you by name.”

“Siso, can you go to the market with me...?”

"can"

I wander around in the market. There were many times more to buy than I had thought, but the person who came with me didn't care one bit, walking slowly and not paying attention to anyone else. After deciding what to buy I took him for a ride to enjoy the gentle breeze of the weather around my house. Let me tell you, if you go to live in the city, you definitely won't get this feeling.

"Do you want to sleep at my house? I'll come pick you up in the evening."

"No, you go back. It's already late."

"Alright, then I'll come look for you again tomorrow."

"Um...wah, don't you tell anyone about how you met me?"

“Oh, why?”

“I didn't tell people around here. that he was back at home.”

"Oh...as you wish."

“Including your family.”

"Okay, see you later." Si So smiled before waving goodbye and disappearing into the house. As I got home, my mother asked me why I had been gone for so long. But I chose not to answer before saying that I was just watching teenagers playing football on the field.

NEXT DAY

I showed up at Ban Si So for the second day. Today I told my mother that I wanted to go out for a bit. Claiming to be out with the naughty guy, but really, today the naughty guy went to private school. I shouted to Si So as usual and before it came out the villagers almost walked over to see it.

I sat in his bedroom as before. While holding a large bag of snacks that I stopped by to buy, I unwrapped them and ate them with gusto. But Sisor doesn't really eat anything. I don't see him eating anything.

“Are you really not hungry? Let's eat something.”

“I have eaten since morning.”

"So, I've been here since eight o'clock and you still haven't said anything."

“I wake up at seven.” His face was clearly teasing. before smiling brightly and making an annoyed gesture

“I'm bothering you again. Well, that's about me."

“I'm glad you came back to me, wa.”

“What drama? You talk like you haven't seen me in a hundred years.” I said jokingly, but his face instantly became serious.

“If I really die Will you dare to meet me?”

“Come on, I miss you to death.”

“Aren't you afraid of me? If I trick you,” he moved closer. But his attitude was not deceptive. But it's more like staring.

“I will kiss you.”

“Haha.” Si Seo immediately looked confused. I'm probably confused about how to make it.

“Like this?”

Just a moment.

I jumped up and grabbed it before hugging it while teasing it. It was quite startled before actually coming back and hugging me instead. Its body was mixed with heat and cold. I couldn't even catch my body's angle.

“This is called Can you get it back?”

“Fuck...”

“Haha, what is it?” he said to me. I immediately felt strange, even though I was embarrassed, I wasn't embarrassed. Even if you smile, you won't be able to smile. Why was his husband's aura so intense?

"I'm shy, don't hug me."

"What are you embarrassed about? I'm just teasing you."

"I don't know. I'm not playing."

“We haven't seen each other for a long time. Aren't you going to give me a hug?"

“Friends hug each other like this, Seo?” I mumbled, looking up at him. Only his hand reached out and squeezed my cheek.

“I don't know, maybe I'm bored.”

"Sass"

“Are you embarrassed?” A smile spread across his face. He changed from holding his cheek to caressing Pu's head like a small child.

"I'm not embarrassed, I'm just not used to it."

“Just learn to get used to it. Coming to you like this is called having a heart, you know?”

I don't know how to go.

destination

Everything passed like this for almost three weeks. I come to see Si So almost every day. There were some days when he didn't come but he never responded and even read my chat once. Even though I already told you to say hello and call me. It still chose not to become a national citizen. Even though I saw him holding the phone all the time.

“Why don't you read my Line?”

“Me?”

“How are you talking to me? Who do you want me to talk to?”

"My phone isn't working anymore, I'm sorry."

"Oh, that's okay."

“So, when you finished helping mom, why did you come to me?” I walked up to his room. Stand with your feet on the waist and be its mother for one day. Ready to point a finger and curse all sorts of things to make him bow down. Bow down.

"yeah"

“Come here,” he patted the empty bed next to him. I turned into a kitten and just walked and sat nearby. This isn't me at all (maybe).

“What?”

"excuse me"

“Please forgive me,” he said immediately before grabbing me and hugging me without stopping me.

"What the fuck? Stop using it. I'm just teasing you."

"It's so cute. How would you not know that I'm asking for forgiveness? Haha." I was hugged by facing him, with a warm hand slightly hugging me. with a twinkle in his eye that was reflected back to me

A face filled with happiness makes me smile without stopping. Siso is always a charming person. I've liked it since we started getting to know each other better. I like that it's been more than that since time immemorial.

I just want to tell myself that he and I are just friends....

“What are you looking at?”

"Do you have to look at that person when you're hugging someone? It's a strange question."

"Annoying"

"Theewa"

"that"

“Thank you for filling in what I was missing.”

“It's like telling me you love me.”

"Sorry I've been gone for several months."

“It's okay. Well, I'm here now."

“I'll be back...it's really time.”

“Did you go back to school?...When?”

“Four more days.”

“Whoa....so fast. Like you came back several weeks before me?”

“After I I've been puzzled for many months. I want to tell you before I go back.”

“You said it like you were saying goodbye. We haven't met each other yet."

Si Seo's expression was not good. It avoids my eyes and doesn't even look at me. Plus, tears were starting to flow. I reached out my hand and held his face. I don't know what Seo was thinking. But I don't want him to be stressed or keep things to himself.

“What's wrong with you? Why don't you tell me something?"

“I feel really good about you. I'm sorry I just told you now and it's too late.”

“What line...just in time? You're still here. I'm still here. We've had many dates together. Plus I can go see you at your university.”

“It's not like that…”

“And what is it like?”

“Can't tell.”

“Why are you not telling me something? You're bored with me. You don't want to see me like this?"

"It's not like that. Don't be a fool."

“Then let it go and find a reason for me.”

“Wah, just go now.”

“Wa” I walked out in vain. For no reason, I don't know. Fuck...but nod Since you told me you liked me, why didn't you just keep it up? Too late? Why? When we're both here. Nowadays, we are living our lives as lovers. Why did you say it was too late?

I don't understand anything.

Asked anything and just answered and couldn't tell.

I'm tired

“Wa...Listen first.”

“What else? Go find me a reason first. Then I'll agree to talk nicely."

“This Friday, please drop me off...I hope you'll come.”

two days later

After that day, I promised to deliver it. No matter how distraught you are in your heart I could only keep quiet and not show any emotion. I want an answer, but in the end I don't get anything. How many hundred reasons are there? I don't understand at all. Plus, I didn't answer a single sentence via Line.

"What's wrong, child? You look tired, like you haven't slept at all."

“No.”

"We look stressed. Why doesn't Mom know? So why aren't you going with Saep today?"

"No, I want to stay at home. Today, Mom, is there anything I can help you with? I'll help you."

“Vegetables are also delivered to Aunt San's house. It's opposite the house of our best friend Siso. Do you remember?"

“I remember, I remember very well.”

“Heh...that's what I'm going to say. Mom misses him quite a bit... Sison is a good kid.”

“There's no need to talk about it. It's a bit of a bad habit. Plus he didn't tell me anything. Just kept its mouth shut.”

“What is he so angry about, child? Siso is hurt and hurts. If you hear this.”

"Never mind it. He never comes to greet me. He knows that I'm worried."

"Does Mom know that he's mean?"

“Did you know? What did he leave for us?"

“What?” My mother disappeared into the room before picking up a slightly battered gift box. With a card tied with a bow. In there, I have no way of knowing what it is. It's just that it was a birthday card from several months ago.

If we go back to that time

Teewa Siso

“Siso...where are you?”

"at home"

“Do you know what day it is today?”

“What about Friday?”

“I'm confused, I can't remember.”

“It's your birthday, friend. Why is this a surprise to me?”

“You have to give me a present. Come on, I'm waiting."

"Huh...are you coming home?"

"No, I'm in the dormitory. I'll take the train."

“Oh, far away..I won't go. Why don't you come back? It's school break already, isn't it?”

“I can't go back. I'm busy working as a fresher."

"Oh...."

"I'm not going. I'm busy right now. When I have time, you can come and eat with me."

"How can you? All this time? I blocked you..."

"I'm sorry, Ongudi."

That's the end of my birthday story. I never got mad at him, just teased him. I didn't know there would be a present. Why didn't we talk about this when we were together?

Friday

I haven't heard from him since that day. When I went home, he couldn't resist wearing it. I don't know what reason I can use to fight it. All I know is that now in the afternoon I'm already dressed and waiting to deliver it....

"Where are you going, child? Dress handsomely."

“Send off a friend. I'll come right away."

"Huh? Who are you sending? Is there any friend of ours with you?" I accidentally let out my mouth. Before he looked away, his eyes narrowed as if he couldn't find anything wrong. In my heart, I wondered if Sisaw had warned me not to tell anyone about this, but hey, it's come to this point. I have to tell you a little secretly.

"Uh....What's the color, Mom?"

Seriously

The sound of the dishes that mother was preparing to eat. At this time, there is no one at home because my father took my grandparents to a relative's house and they might return in the evening.

“Teewa, please talk to Mom again.”

“Well...that's Sisao, Mom. Do you know that she won't let me tell anyone that she's back at home? I don't know why it's the same. He's going back to school today." I smiled brightly. Finally, when I thought about it, I couldn't help but feel good.

“Wow, are you teasing your mother?”

“Seriously, Mom. Why don't you believe it?”

"Don't you know anything about it yet?"

“What is the matter?”

My mother rushed over and hugged me before gently stroking and comforting me, leaving me completely bewildered by the situation in front of me. I don't understand why my mother suddenly rushed in like this. Plus he was sobbing like a crying person.

“Teewa, have you opened the gift box yet?”

“Did you know? That Si So passed away the day the child was born."

“Mom, what are you telling me?” I still smiled, not believing what she had just said.

“Do you see that your mother is a good liar?”

“Mom, how is this possible? I still see a lot of color.” I started to turn pale, and my mother was no different. If Si So really dies Why can you still see me?

"Here, I'll go take him to mother."

"Wa, calm down, child. Trust me, don't go yet."

I immediately pulled out my favorite motorcycle. Ears turned against the wind, not listening to anything. Inside, I argue endlessly with a hundred million words. When the car arrived in front of Si So's house, I got off and quickly called the other person to come down and open the door to welcome me as usual.

Now I want the answer.

I don't believe Si So is dead.

And what about us being together?

Eat dessert together

play games together

Plus...hugging each other.

What the hell is this?

“Is Sisor there?”

“Sor, open the door,” I called several times as if everything had gone quiet. There was no reaction, it was just a door that slightly opened on its own. And the front door of the house didn't show anyone walking out like it had been weeks before, when I was waiting.

My heart began to tremble. The uneasiness in his heart came out in full force. I need an answer I have many questions that I want to ask and get to know them.

I walked into the house and found only thick dust all over the place. It was a different picture from the day I saw it when I first encountered it. It's like everything is completely set. In my mind I started to feel vague. It was like tears from nowhere began to flow little by little. Begging for it not to be true like my mother told me.

Please, please....

“Siso...where are you? Don't tease me like this." I started to cry. He collapsed and talked to himself, searching for an answer. before standing up and walking straight to the bedroom that I remember well What have we been through?

The door opened. It's like it's not closed. I looked in and found things arranged in order. The games we used to play together are now in a small box. But the thing that makes me sob again is because of my bag of snacks that I accidentally ate and didn't put away. I remember it well because I bought it myself...

"vigorous"

I couldn't accept it, I almost cried. What is the picture in my head of where I live now? Can anyone answer this question for me?... So how did Si Saw die?

Why did we leave each other like this?

“That said I would go. Is it like this?”

"Why did you leave me so quickly..."

“Siso...a mean person.”

I cried, trembling throughout my body. It's like being squeezed by a huge force that doesn't stop. I want to receive the hug that I received again. I miss it very much. Why is it possible for things to be like this?

“Siso!” I regained consciousness and was at the train station. The time sign indicates 2:00 p.m. He and I are far apart. There was me who tried to run in and wanted to ask some questions.

"Teewa...really came to send me off. Thank you."

"Are you leaving?...We'll never see each other again, right?" My face was filled with tears. After I was able to get close to it. I reached out my hand and held it. with the other hand slowly spreading my tears away

"Wa, I'm sorry...sorry that we weren't together like we promised."

“Why did you leave me like this?”

“I really have no worries. I've been waiting for you to come back. It's been like ten years.”

“Huh...Siso, are you really dead?”

“I love you, wa. I really couldn't find you that day. I'm sorry I didn't give you a present myself.”

"What happened to you? Why..."

“It's time now. I probably have to go. I finally got to the point where I reached…”

“The train station...are you going to see me that day?” I didn't get an answer, but I only got a sweet smile. He only responded while hugging me tighter than before.

“I just wish I had the chance to come and see you. Come be happy with me again. How long will it take to wait? That's what I'm going to do. From now on, you have to take good care of yourself, Teewa. I'm always worried about you. I'll let this naughty guy take a look at you...he's a good person.”

“I want you to take care of me more..”

“Stubborn, won't change at all... Promise. You must be strong.”

"um..."

“Gone.” I could feel the sincerity. Warmth with lips on forehead That is something that will make me remember him for the rest of my life and never forget the person named Si So again...

I felt like I had a dream come true. Tears streamed down his eyes like he had never been sobbing, his body throwing up like he wanted to be comforted. But he's not here. Same place again Siso was dressed in white, wearing a student uniform and holding a gift box similar to the one my mother gave me...

Hopefully this source..will make my lover happy. We've reached our destination.

goodbye

I woke up in my own house and there was a troublemaker lying next to me. I saw that my mother had asked me to go out because I already knew about Si So. Saepman saw my car parked in front of Si So's house so he broke in and took me away while I was sobbing. But there was no way to wake up and respond. Plus he talks about Si So incessantly.

I knew it from the beginning. And I thought I'd already known about Si So's death in a car accident. That day happened to be my birthday. Seriously, Saep was the one who witnessed the incident. while telling me that on the way to cross to the train station It was a very chaotic time. I don't know where that damn car came from.

He hit a person crossing the crosswalk right in front of his eyes. There were quite a few injured in that incident. But Si So didn't lose immediately. He was in serious injury. In this matter, Saeb was the one who went in to help.

“P'Seo entrusted everything to me. The gift box was given to me by someone. Plus, that message that said I was busy and probably wouldn't reply again was me who typed the reply. I'm sorry too. I don't know how to help him... He told me to take care of you. Don't let anything happen because of these careless people again.”

“That day, Brother Seo had planned to go see him at the dorm. I prepared well... but unfortunately, you didn't make it.”

“It's probably the last thing he wanted to be with you. I want to take care of you. I want to say goodbye before he actually goes. It shows that he has never gone anywhere. Just keep waiting for me..”

I told my mother and Saab everything. Tears flowed from my eyes for several days. Crying uproariously with the same feelings, during that time all the events came into my head. But it continues to affect your own mind. The smiles that used to smile together The room where I used to often play childhood games now has only memories left to keep the best in my heart...

Until I was able to recover my spirit, it was when I went to make merit. Dedicate the merit to Sison.

By now, Si So is probably doing well. You must have given me a gift at some point...

“You try opening it. What did Brother Seo give you?”

“Excited,” I said jokingly, unable to stop my tears.

I opened it and saw another note inside. It appeared to be written in his handwriting.

“Here it is, your favorite PlayStation Five. I hope you can play to your heart's content, you stubborn bastard....I miss you so much. Hurry back and if I come back to play together at my house.”

“Shit, I miss it.”

"P'wa...don't cry."

"Huh...can't accept it...look at this is the play I played with him when I was home for a week."

"...Gives me goosebumps. It's real."

“Huh.”

Yes, it's the same thing....

Like this, my heart breaks a hundred times. You can't make up for me doing this to me, Siso.

I want to tell you that I love you very much.

You are my best memory.

It's the first love that I don't want to forget.

You're the first person I think of when I'm tired, I'm tired.

Seeing you send pictures, memes, and insults makes me smile through the screen.

Thank you for coming to be a part of my memories.

I'll be as strong as you say.

I will be a cute, bright person and wait for the day you come back again.

May you reach the destination of your dreams.

Now I've sent you here.

Don't worry about me anymore.... ????

love and miss

Thiwa

Thank you for reading, listening, following. Even though the story is made up, I hope it will bring smiles or make readers like it.

See you later.

The story that has happened is entirely the imagination of the author. Please use a bicycle to read.

Don't forget.

I've been warned.