The status of the lover that has come

If you have to exchange it for pain

Will he still endure it?

A glass full of water will soon overflow, right?

Oday - Perth

Items die at destination.

The sky was clear at night with no stars decorating the sky. There was no sound on the main road during the night. A white luxury car pulled into the wide parking lot in front of a luxury condo building in the tourist town of Phuket. The engine turned off and the car door opened wide.

It revealed a tall man in a business suit that looked rather disheveled. He stepped out of the car before the door was closed and locked it a moment later.

Buildings

The footsteps slowed as they approached a room in the hallway.

Crack

The sound of the room door being unlocked from outside led into a clean, pleasant room. The heavy figure staggered in, so tired that he didn't even notice the little person sleeping on the large sofa in the living room. He woke up sleepily after hearing the sound of a door closing nearby.

Oday, a petite, frail-looking young man in light cream pajamas, lifted himself up and sat on a large sofa. His blurred vision was sharpened enough to see the figure of the tall man who was the owner of the house who had just returned from outside, so he asked in a sleepy voice, rubbing his eyes gently with the back of his hand.

“Uh~ Perth…? Have you come back yet?”

Perth, the owner of that name, glanced at the source of the voice. asked the person sitting on the long sofa, looking up at the handsome face of his lover. His mouth was full and he smiled sweetly at the other party. Light brown eyes were filled with coldness as they looked at the soft-faced Oday who was his lover. Bright brown eyes that stared at the tall figure without looking away.

Beautiful eyes that made him fall in love But now it no longer gave Perth the same satisfaction as playing at night.

"Yes"

The little man froze for a moment when he heard the other's reply. Her sweet face continued to try to put on a smile at her boyfriend's coldness as if nothing had happened. He stood up from the sofa before walking towards the owner of the house to talk and take care of him as a lover like he should.

A hand too slender to be a young man's hand lifted up to cover his nose as soon as he approached the body of the person who had returned late. The little man's eyebrows slightly furrowed as he smelled the aroma of alcohol wafting off the body of the person standing in front of him. Even though it wasn't very strong, he didn't like it that much.

“Have you been drinking again? I told you not to drink too much. If you drive like this and have an accident…” The thick figure looked at the small man with a clearly displeased expression on his face. Whether it was from the alcohol from the many drinks he had consumed or from his deep feelings right now. The young man always felt annoyed when the other party approached him and complained to him like this.

“It's annoying!”

The small body fell to the ground under the force of the taller man's jerk. He looked at the scene in front of him, shocked by the other's actions.

“You don't have to order! You don't have to be involved. Whatever I do is my own business.” At the end of that sentence, Perth didn't even wait for Oday to reply. The young man walked towards the bedroom and slammed the door shut angrily. Leaving only those who were worried about him to sit in the same place shocked by the events just now.

This was not the first time something like this had happened to this poor young man, Oday. A sweet face paired with a thin body and beautiful, sparkling dark brown eyes that give brightness to those around you. It has endeared him to his friends since his university days. But the person who captured this little person's heart was his friends.

He doesn't want it to be the best like Perth.

The owner of a sharp face with an attractive smile. The most handsome former university student of the group The students at the university were quite envious of Oday for having him as their possession. But at the same time, everyone said that the two people were the most suitable for each other. But some members of the faculty may not think so. Within the group, they all knew what kind of person Perth was.

He is a flirt who can choose and sleep with different people. Whether male or female Both the habit of lying and using others. That made when the two of them got together, friends in the group came to warn Oday with good intentions.

But as expected, a good person like Oday chooses to give his boyfriend a chance to repent every time. And every time he was the one who was hurt the most in this relationship. But even though it has always been like this He still trusted his boyfriend until now. Even though I'm always scolded and used.

Aday slowly raised himself to his feet. Once again, he forgave his boyfriend, thinking that he had done this because of the influence of alcohol. Even if that isn't true. The little body still found many excuses to cheer up this sad state of mind. Even though he was fully aware, he was unable to accept the truth in front of him. That made him hate himself again.

The alarm clock sounds as dawn comes. Pert woke up with a headache from a hangover from the night before. He got up and changed from his sleeping position to sit on the wide bed for a moment to adjust his eyesight. A tall man sat and looked around the bedroom where only a little sunlight from outside shone through the curtains.

A strong hand reached out and turned on the lamp on the bedside table, making the room a little brighter. He looked at himself in the work clothes he had accidentally fallen asleep in last night without showering. Perth lifted himself out of bed to take a shower this morning before going to work as usual.

The water from the shower flows over a tall, muscular body like someone who loves to exercise to keep in shape. Inside his head were only thoughts of work and evening gatherings. Thinking about last night's events for a moment, He recalled his lover's crying expression from last night replaying in his mind once.

His face squinted low, looking at the ground while his expression became slightly gloomy.

A feeling of guilt began to build up in my heart, but only for a moment. Feelings that happened a long time ago often The guilt that hung over him every time he went out at night without his little one. The guilt slowly faded away as he saw his sweet face still smiling and never getting angry.

It was as if it was the understanding he wanted from his previous girlfriend, but he didn't know that it was a double-edged sword that made him unable to return now.

The shower turned off at the same time as the thoughts stopped. Perth walked out and finished changing into work clothes. Before opening the door from the bedroom, he met a small person walking with a plate of food in his hand. The pretty face turned to follow his movements. His mouth was thin and full of water, smiling at the person in front of him in a friendly way.

“Oh Perth! Are you awake? I'm going to bring in just enough food.”

The tall man looked at the scene in front of him before giving a slight smile. In his eyes right now, the little person in front of him was actually not as annoying as he thought. It made him believe what was happening. Last night, it was because of the effects of the alcoholic drink that had been drunk in a certain amount.

"um"

A gentler voice than the previous day came from the tall figure's throat. Make Oday begin to trust and Trusting him again, a small conversation began in the morning at the dinner table before work between the two of them. Each side talks. By asking questions and talking endlessly. Whether it's work or friends.

and about the activities they had planned to do together

But the only thing that was clear and strange was that no one wanted to open up a conversation about last night at all. They both knew that if they talked about it it would be awkward and there would definitely be a fight in the morning. The cutlery was placed on the half-eaten plate. Perth moved out of his chair and walked over to grab his work bag.

Head straight to the door to prepare to leave the house. The thick hand that reached for the doorknob stopped. before he turned to the people in the house

“Oh, and today I came back late. You don't have to wait, you can go to bed first.” Oday stood listening to the sentence with a slightly gloomy expression on his face. There was no response from the other party, he only made a soft acknowledgment sound in his throat.

“Um, don't forget to eat on time.” Ending their conversation, Perth immediately opened the door to the room and walked out. Leaving only Auday, who looked sad and silent at the other's actions, despite trusting and forgiving him to many lengths. But he couldn't help but feel a little hurt by the other's actions sometimes.

His sweet face flickered back and forth, chasing away different thoughts. out of your head in order to carry out your daily routine Since he was a freelancer, the little guy didn't have to worry too much about the time of day. There were only mornings and evenings on certain days when he had to devote time to cooking for his boyfriend. This morning he decided to finish up his housework before starting work in the afternoon.

The small figure lowered himself to a sitting position, turning back every piece of clothing one by one as usual, but then he had to stop. Oday looked at the two or three lipstick marks on the inside collar of his shirt. Looking at the color and texture of the fabric in that area, he knew immediately that this mark Perth must have gotten just last night. A thin hand gripped that white shirt tightly.

Even though he had seen this before. But he never wanted to act like a fool in front of his lover.

Many times I tried to understand. But the longer they were together, the more they didn't understand. I don't understand what he did wrong. I don't understand where he made a mistake. And I still don't understand why Perth hasn't stopped this kind of behavior yet. His hand reluctantly pulled away from his white shirt.

The look of sadness and disappointment on his face indicated that today he probably wouldn't live as happily as he had the previous days. Oday brushed off the distractions in his head before throwing all the clothes into the washing machine and pressing the start button. Let the machine continue its work.

When the curtain of night comes again It was a quiet night with the sky shrouded in a thin veil of clouds as midnight approached. The black car moved through the lightly trafficked road at a slightly faster speed than normal. Oday glanced at the ticking clock as he stepped on the accelerator to reach his destination quickly.

Even though Perth, his lover, had said that he would be late and let him go to bed without waiting. He was afraid that the other party would be annoyed if he saw him come back this late. Even though he was just going out to buy things for the house and met old friends who he hadn't seen in over two years, he invited them to sit and eat together.

Thick clouds began to form in the sky, making the atmosphere start to look rather ominous, as if something was about to happen. Rain began to fall from the black clouds onto the road, getting harder and harder. A black car pulled into the building's parking lot a moment later. A slender hand reached out and grabbed a bag of pandan layer cakes and pumpkin custard, Thai desserts.

which is the favorite of the lover on hand Hoping that when Perth eats his favorite desserts, he might be in a better mood. A small figure opened the car door and ran through the rain in a hurry. Slender legs hurriedly stepped into the building. But he didn't end up soaking wet because of the rain that was raging like a storm.

Oday looked at his soaked clothes with a dejected expression. He turned his arm over and looked at the time on his watch again and saw that it was already past midnight. Dark brown eyes scanned the car in the parking lot again to make sure Perth was there. Has his lover returned yet? As expected, his sweet eyes turned and stumbled upon his lover's familiar white sedan and he sighed, feeling even more discouraged than before.

He abandoned all his urgency when he saw the scene before him. Because he knows that once his lover returns, he won't be able to do anything else. Carrying his heavy body, Oday walked to a nearby elevator to go up to the floor where his room was. A thin hand reached out and grabbed the doorknob and twisted it into the room.

After standing in front of the door to come to terms with it for a long time But when the door opened wide, he didn't find what he expected. The living room was completely dark with no lights or any light from outside penetrating.

He stood still in front of the door, relieved and shocked at the same time. His thin wrist was raised to look at his watch again. It was found that at this time it was midnight, close to 1:00 a.m. But what was the reason that prevented him from meeting the lover who was supposed to sit and scold him? The little body couldn't believe the idea that his lover had not returned home at this time. No matter how bad the other party acted, when they said they would return, they did, and it was never this late.

'Or are you already asleep?'

The sound of those thoughts was gone, but the damned ears heard the sweet moaning of a young woman softly coming into their ears from inside the completely dark house. The little figure was still in shock for a moment in front of the door. He didn't hesitate to walk into the house to... Check for that voice in your heart, just hoping that it isn't what you think.

Sweet moans rang out for several minutes in the silence. Oday walked slowly towards the front of one of the rooms. The flickering light from one of the lamps on the bedside shone outside through the door that was slightly ajar, but that was enough to make him cringe. Lek saw everything he didn't want to see and his sweet face turned pale.

With beautiful eyes that now have no sparkle

Oday walked back slowly, his hand raised to protect his mouth, and he looked at the scene in front of him in shock. The picture he saw An image of a lover having sex with someone they're not familiar with. The happy faces of the two people and the girl's happy cries became louder and louder. Even though he knew that Perth often had affairs with other people, it was like every time he pretended to forgive the other person with understanding.

No matter how bad what the other party did, Even if it was to bring other girls into the room and have sex without consideration…should he once again forgive his boyfriend like before? Or should everything end here? The little man painfully looked away from the scene in the room.

He walked back to his nearby room, hoping to escape the reality of it all and calm down his confused feelings due to the situation in front of him.

The rain began to fall lightly, making the voices of the people in the room more clearly heard, which he didn't want. As soon as his slender hand reached out and grabbed the doorknob, Oday was once again stopped when he heard the words that came out of the mouth of the woman who was in the room with his lover.

“P'Perth...ah! Do this, ah! Won't your girlfriend be angry? Ahh!” The voice asking, mixed with the woman's trembling moans, came out clearly enough for the small figure standing outside to hear and understand. He remained silent as if waiting for an answer from his lover who had been silent for a moment. The young man who was sniffing the slender neck of the beautiful woman in front of him smiled brightly at the other's words. As if hearing a funny story

“I don't see any problem~ My boyfriend doesn't know how to get angry. Then we don't have to worry. Because I don't like Day anymore,” the tall man answered before bending down to kiss the girl's forehead and continuing with his nightly activities. The voice that answered came from the heart, untainted by the effects of alcohol. The closed door accidentally opened, causing the people in the room to hear.

“What is that sound?”

“What sound? I don't see or hear at all. Let's continue.” The two people's activities continued fervently. At the same time, the small figure walked into his bedroom quietly.

The rain began to fall madly heavily again, drowning out every sob and cry that could be heard from the little person's room. A figure collapsed in front of the room door as soon as he stepped inside. When his lover's words from just a moment ago came back into his mind, it was as if the whole world had fallen apart.

The heart of a little person that has never been healed Now it was as if it had been smashed into pieces over and over again. Regardless of the expectation of waiting for change from the other party. Or trying to understand that no matter how long we've been together, he still doesn't understand his lover at all.

Many questions began to arise within this little heart that was already broken.

Is he not good enough?

Perth doesn't love him anymore?

Does that mean he was too self-important in the past?

Or was it wrong since they were together?

Many questions that have no answers at this time create a lot of pain and exhaustion for him. Drops of clear water flowed from her beautiful eyes and ran down her round cheeks before falling to the ground. The sobs began to turn into cries that were being released louder and louder. It was drowned out by the sound of the rain so that others could not hear. It wasn't long before the little body fell asleep, exhausted both physically and mentally.

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The sound of a little bird perched on the balcony calling a man and woman in a big bed to wake up from their slumber in the morning. Perth woke up groggy and exhausted from the night's activities from last night. The tall man rolled over and lay on his side. Turning to face the beautiful woman's face, he called out her name repeatedly. to wake up

The young woman woke up drowsy with the morning sunlight filtering through the half-open curtains. The two people talked and greeted each other in the morning. The two people teased each other so sweetly that the atmosphere in the room seemed brighter than the room next to them, which at this time was darker than anything you could imagine.

Perth got up from the bed and walked to the bathroom to wash up before leaving the house. The white car pulled out of the parking lot and sped onto the main road a short time later, heading towards the nearby dormitory where it was intended to drop off the young female co-sleeper. A beautiful sedan slowed down and landed in front of a female dormitory. The young woman stepped out of the car, not forgetting to turn and kiss the young man on the mouth, saying goodbye.

"See you later, Perth."

A sweet voice said in a pleading tone. Perth gave the other a satisfied smile. Before stepping on the accelerator, the car will move away as soon as the door is closed. On the way his car was driving along the main road. The young man then began to think about his lover. He hadn't seen Oday from last night until this morning. He also didn't know if the little person had returned home or not now.

But even so, the young man still looked at ease with the situation in front of him. Because he believed that Oday would never dare to offend him easily.

That same evening Perth didn't hang out like every other day. He wants to rest. Lie down and soak in warm water to relax your body. After being delighted by both young women and men over the past week, a white sedan pulled into the building's parking lot once again. The young night traveler who owned the car opened the door with a happy face. Little did he know that this would be his last feeling before he would regret it forever.

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The sound of the room door being unlocked and the door being opened came inside. He stood still and began to look around the room, looking for the body he thought he would find like he did every day after returning to the room after work. But the room was empty, with no sign of the little person. The living room at this time was surrounded by only silence. There was no sound to be heard.

His light brown eyes looked down to find the shoes his lover had bought for him. and are the shoes that the other party wears regularly

which is still placed in the same position and has not moved anywhere The man who owned the room took off his sneakers and placed them casually in front of the door. His long legs walked into the house, walking along the various corridors, looking and calling out to his lover, Oday.

“Day… Day, darling, I'm back.”

But there was still no response from the other party in the room, only silence and the lights on. He walked around his house looking for his lover. But was disappointed when he couldn't find anyone, not even a shadow. After searching for a while but couldn't find it. Perth then decided to reach into the phone in his pants pocket and dialed the other party.

‘The number you called cannot be reached at this time…’

His hands began to tremble with worry. He hung up the phone several times before calling again, but it was still the same. The young man started to panic. The worry on his sharp face became more and more evident.

“I don't want it. Don't play like this, Day!”

Perth started calling out to the other party. He was frightened because the little person had never disappeared without notice like this before. He started to take a look around. while shouting the other party's name over and over again Inwardly he prayed that the things deep in his heart were warning him that it might not be true. But what was received was still silence again.

Pert began to pull his mind back and process it for a moment. The thick figure hurriedly walked. Return to your lover's room. He was so flustered that he turned the wrong key and dropped the lock a few times.

I'm shocked.

The white wooden door was pushed open and slammed hard against the wall inside. Perth looked around. The room which was the last hope had an extremely hopeless face. When this room was empty, no familiar objects had been placed there. The young man hurried towards the closet and began searching every nook and cranny carefully.

But it was found that nothing of Oday, the lover, was left behind.

It was then that he saw a cream-colored envelope on the bedside table with a lamp shining on it. A thick figure hurriedly picked it up and opened it to read quickly, hoping it was just a letter saying that his lover had gone somewhere. But the truth in front of him did not comfort his heart in the slightest.

The light cream-colored letter was unfolded to be opened and read. The tall figure's face, his furrowed brows furrowed and he stood reading it attentively, conveyed the contents of the letter very well.

'What about Perth? Now that you're reading this letter, I probably won't be living with you anymore. You know very well that I never wanted to break up with you even once. No matter what you do, I'm always ready to forgive and understand. But often, no matter how hard I try, I never understand.

It wasn't until last night that I realized that you really didn't want me to understand anything.

About last night you brought a woman home. About the way you said to her that you didn't want me anymore. I heard it all and finally understood. I don't want to fool myself anymore, it's both tiring and painful. You don't seem to want me anymore, so let's break up. I hope you are happy with your new person.

From Oday to Perth'

The last letter the little figure had left for his former lover slowly fell from his hand. The thick figure stood still in shock. His trembling hand reached out and picked up the phone and dialed. Former lovers again but still the same Tears slowly began to flow from the light brown eyes.

It was as if he had just realized how much pain he had caused the little person. Confusion and guilt inevitably began to swirl around in my head.

He fell to the ground, crying and blaming himself for what had happened. He never imagined this day would come. The day the other party asked to break up without even wanting to see the face of the person who had been together like him all this time. Even though he knew his guilt, he still wanted another chance. I want to apologize to the other party for what I've done right now, but it's probably too late.

Perth continued his efforts and tried every means to reconnect with Oday. But whether chat or line He was completely blocked and there was nothing left. People who used to have confidence in relationships sit and look dejectedly at their now meaningless mobile phone. But then, within the darkness, there appeared a light that guided him.

If you can't contact yourself

What if we communicate through other people?

The sound of thoughts running through my head ended. The young man hurriedly picked himself up, grabbed his car keys and quickly ran out of the room. His brain couldn't think of anything else except contacting Oday. Either way The white car pulled out of the parking lot and onto the road again. The gas pedal was pressed almost to the bottom of his foot as he rushed towards the one person he thought could help himself.

Knock, knock, knock.

There was a knock at the door in front of the apartment. A few minutes later, the room door was opened by the room owner. A thick figure rushed to shake the other person as soon as they met him, causing Gear, his former lover's female friend, to push the other person away in shock.

“Shit! Who?!”

The young woman openly displayed fear and disgust on her face. But when she looked closely at the person in front of her again, she had to call the other person's name out of shock at the condition she saw. The young woman looked at the tall man in a white t-shirt that was soaked with sweat. Dark brown hair that is not in style His sharp face at this time was full of tear stains on his face.

“Perth?!”

"gear! You have a number, right? Please help me. Please call Day for me!”

The young man approached the other party again. Only this time, he fell down on the ground and cried pitifully. The woman looked at the scene in front of her confusedly before telling the other person to calm down and tell her the whole story. Even though she had calmed down, the young woman couldn't help but look at the other party's frightened face with pity, so she didn't refuse the request and grudgingly handed over the phone that she had connected to the original owner.

“Day!”

As soon as the destination presses to answer the call He didn't hesitate to call the other party's name to confirm.

“Perth?

But this is Berger.

Why did you…”

The small figure responded in a daze when the voice on the other end of the line calling to him was Perth's voice. His former lover who just broke up with him.

“Day Day, listen to me first. There really was nothing last night. Believe me, Day, can you come back to me, please?" Peart said in a trembling voice that made the other end of the line feel the anxiety. But even knowing that, he didn't want to go back to the same place that caused him pain again.

“Sorry, Perth. But I don't want to go back. Good luck to you.”

Before the person on the line could reply, the other person was immediately cut off. It was as if the entire world shattered the moment the phone line was cut. Peart stood up with a hopeless and weak expression on his face. But no matter how pitiful he looked, there was no one who could help him. Perth threw himself down and cried in front of the door as soon as he got back to his room.

He sat and reflected on his various mistakes and blamed himself over and over again. But it couldn't help him at all. He wanted to honor himself by being sure of Oday's love for him. He was a fool to indulge in things that were deceptive. Who could he blame but himself? Because Perth knew his ex-lover's personality best.

When you're there, you don't see the value. Therefore, there is no future for him anymore.

At the same time After the small figure reluctantly cut off the Perth line, Of course, he felt a little sorry that he had to do this. Even though I still love the other person that much. But he also had to accept that it would never be the same again.

It hurts but it's over.

At this time, he just wanted time to heal this broken heart. Oday got up from the park bench and went for a walk to calm himself down for a moment. But then he accidentally staggered and bumped into a man.

“Ah! I'm sorry…”

Oday froze slightly when he accidentally turned his head and locked eyes with the other person. The familiar face of the young man standing in front of him held his hand to keep himself from falling. causing him to accidentally call out the other person's name.

“Fan?” An old friend from college who used to have a crush on him before.

“Day, are you okay?”

The other party gave him a gentle, friendly smile. The two walked together and exchanged conversations like friends who haven't seen each other in a long time. Of course, the little guy chose to vent the story he just encountered to the other party as well. That is the story of Perth, his former lover.

As soon as he heard the other side's story, it sounded sad. But I don't know the reason that makes the conversation His former crush smiled and laughed a little, sounding like he was happy with the story he was hearing.

Oday turned to stare at the other's face, wondering why the other was showing such expressions even though he was sad. But why, Fan! His old friend smiled as if delighted to hear this. It looked so suspicious that the little man couldn't help but ask.

“Van! What is there to laugh about? People are really sad.”

The tall man turned to look at the person who had asked, his cheeks puffing out as if he were dissatisfied. But in his eyes, it looked like an adorable act.

A charming smile appeared on his young friend's handsome face once again. The tall man bent down and brought his face closer to the other person until there was only a few inches between them. His sweet eyes met the other's eyes inadvertently. The other's handsome face and charming eyes began to make my little heart restless.

“I consider it good news for me. That's why I smile and laugh happily like this. Because you are now...single.”

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