This is a feeling, this is a feeling and this is a diary. that I want to post as my own memories and as memories for my friends At first, I thought that on the website they could separate stories. Let's just say I'll include it here.

Has anyone ever been afraid of the dark? Has anyone ever been afraid of losing their light? Has anyone ever told you that a blind person is someone who cannot see light? For us, we are never afraid that we cannot be seen. When we were children, we sometimes had to be invisible. Since we have a strange disease related to the eyes That is, eye pain for no reason.

My right eye had glaucoma and now it's starting to hurt again. But we aren't too worried about it. because it cannot be seen In fact, the feeling of this eye was as if there were no eyes at all.

As for the left eye, it was slowly becoming less able to see. We began to think that the day we would not see light. Can't watch the sunrise What would it be like if you didn't see the orange glow of the sun?

I've thought about it since third grade. It's getting close. The day the light will be lost

But the thing that hurts us the most is Now besides the right eye it started to hurt again. My left eye was hurting. We have to use artificial tears harder.

We're really scared. We don't want to tell anyone how scared we are. But it must be done. We must endure this pain and must accept a future in which we will not watch cartoons. Didn't see the sun's horoscope like the day we still saw it. I don't see anime pictures anymore.

At least I really want this kind of eye pain to go away.

See you in the novel. We will be writing a new novel soon. At least it makes us want to stay. Makes us forget the pain at home

I felt like I was really weak, even though I already knew that one day I wouldn't be able to see it. But I feel strangely sad. When it's close, you can't actually see it.