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I...am...who
How can you be sure...that you're really talking to 'me'? complex mind imagination

Warning!

Please find something that relieves stress and set it aside.

Because you might get stressed out with this short story!

Warning comes for good wishes

Thank you for reading.

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I'm not sure if I'm going crazy or not. I am just a child whose life is not like that of the villagers in the Gorge. I am something that lives with one's thoughts. I'm the enemy to another. That's all. I'm unique. Who has the idea of ​​fighting each other as spectacularly as I do?

I didn't understand why I had to join the fight. I have to survive and I have to fight. It's not that good.

You probably don't know. What you just read...there were three people taking turns telling the story. You're starting to not be sure who you're talking to right now: me, the other me, or another me. You are very confused. I warn you, get some headache medicine. Because what you're about to find out will give you a huge headache.

Let me introduce myself. This 'me' is named Pha, this 'me' is Pha, and this 'me' is Ra. Confused, right? You can't even guess who this is talking about? Pha Pha or Ra, you're confused. Take it easy. You're starting to make wild guesses about who's talking to you right now.

Now that's not something you should be wondering about. Something that will give you even more headaches is waiting for you. Let's just say that this time I feel sorry for you. I will say that 'I' is Pha right now.

I am a student at a famous school. I am a child with a very high imagination. I like to be alone so I can control my imagination so that it doesn't become too much...but it seems that my imagination has power over me. I was so caught up in my own imagination that I could hardly come out.

I began to hallucinate myself. It was like it had a mind, so I called it 'Wa'. Because of this, I had to create another imagination to fight with it. The result... another part of the imagination has another mind. I called it 'Pha' and we would each eliminate the other so that we could control my body. Of course...I have to deal with them as well.

One day I had an accident. It caused the right side of the brain to be affected until he passed out...

...And then the whole thing happened.

In a city full of people and cars I stood and watched the figures walking around with indifferent eyes. Everyone probably thinks I'm just a kid. I looked at the people walking around without paying much attention. But then I finally saw me. I sat on the edge of the wall and whistled comfortably. I saw it, so I smiled.

I turned away from my smile. I jumped down from the wall and summoned the sword into my hand. I saw him summon a sword so I summoned some. I ran through the crowd and slashed my sword, not paying attention to what was going on around me. I raised my sword and kicked me. I jumped away I didn't hesitate and immediately ran after him. I saw me running as well. I ran back sometimes. I'm really going crazy. Am I still able to smile?

I saw me and I were fighting. I regained consciousness and conjured up a gun to shoot at me. I swung around to dodge the bullet. But I couldn't dodge the bullet. Makes Freckles make the mistake of furrowing his eyebrows just a little. I cursed and summoned a gun and fired again. I ran away and hid in the corner of a nearby building, watching him and me fight.

I decided to run up to the building to observe it all. The people in the city didn't seem to care at all. Whoever is hit by the bullet falls and their body disappears. I'm not sad about their deaths. Because they are only my imagination. I summoned a rifle. He held it carefully in his hand and aimed it at me fighting among myself in the distance.

Bang! The sound of a gunshot and the pain in my foot made me collapse. I looked around, hoping to find the shooter. But before he could see him, there was the sound of gunfire again. This time, it snatched my arm, causing me to drop the sword in my hand and disappear into the crowd. Huh, no problem, let's continue with the next chapter...

I can't risk it any longer. Because if I stay, I will definitely die. I decided to run along the cliff and disappeared into the crevices of nearby buildings to avoid the bullets that could kill me. See you soon...wa

“Shit,” I cursed under my breath as I saw that we had disappeared. I couldn't shoot because the road was completely blocked. I threw the gun into the air and it disappeared into thin air. You couldn't guess who was who when they were all fighting until it was revealed just now. The world I live in, you can't be erratic about it.

Because I did not create it... The person who created this world is the world. He can do anything with this world. He just doesn't do it. The effect of this world on me and me a little bit is that it just conjured something to kill.

“It was fun...see you later.”

I am sitting in a luxurious house that I created with my imagination. I walked to the calendar. Create a pen in your hand and cross out the date April 21st. Today I missed it again. This time I started to ask myself. Pha and Va and I have been fighting for a long time in this world...so why didn't I think of trying something to stop it?

For example, try to let yourself be absorbed by one side and then have them fight each other until you die. If I do that, my body and mind will change. I definitely wouldn't accept that change.

“Hey,” a short word that made my spine shiver. I conjured up a grenade in my hand and removed the bolt. And threw it at me!

Boom! An explosion sounded as the ruins of the house crumbled to shreds. I tried to brace myself as much as possible to reduce the impact. I opened my eyes and saw that I was flying at high speed with a knife in my hand! I conjured up a shield to protect myself in case there was more to me than meets the eye. As I thought, I had a blast.

C4

Come along, I attached it to my armor. I immediately slammed the armor away. And that gave me the opportunity to lengthen the knife until it became a sword and thrust in with all my might. I turned around and said loudly,

“Let's try fighting like superhumans, shall we?” I said, floating in the air and easily receiving punches from me. I spun around so that my head was hanging from me.

“What are you doing?” I asked.

“Let's change the game...let it end quickly.” I concentrated, and this imaginary world began to turn upside down. Buildings began to adjust to their toes. And finally my feet touched the ground. I looked at me in shock. But I don't care much. I squeezed my hand and slammed my hair onto the ground so hard that the ground collapsed.

Instead, I reached for my arm and slammed it, left right, left right, left right, left right. I coughed up blood before I was kicked and sent flying through a building. I rushed to my feet before the building collapsed on me.

“You really hurt me!” I shouted as I jumped through the building. But it appeared that the floor at my feet had disappeared...it had turned into a white floor. I fell and hit my face on the floor. I ran in with the hammer in my hand. I raised the hammer hoping to hit my head. But I also kicked myself in the stomach until it hurt. I planted my hands on the ground and turned around so that my legs slammed into my knees and I fell.

I look at me fighting with me I smiled with happiness. What better opportunity than this? I conjured up a machine gun and held it in my hand. This time I must kill them. No matter what I don't care to aim anymore. The sound of many bullets falling on the ground made us all turn to look at me who was spraying many bullets this way.

I shook my hand and the bullet stopped. I shook my hand again and all the bullets flew towards me, who was standing there smiling. I rolled to the side to avoid being hit by the projectiles that were returning. Drop the gun in your hand and conjure a gun.

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Instead, I raised my gun and fired immediately without even aiming. The bullet traveled quickly. I looked at my face and jumped away at the same time. The bullet disappeared into the white mist that was the backdrop of the arena.

Now we are all standing together. I looked at me who was looking at me with murderous eyes. All feelings and thoughts overflowed like a flood. My brain is processing possible possibilities. If 'I' decide to kill 'Me' and I kill 'Me' again, it will end this whole story. But if you think about it again, if 'I' went to deal with 'Me' and 'Me' all at once.

It was also a good ending. Only it's more risky. I stood there thinking for I don't know how long. But it's definitely like time around you has slowed down. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Let it be over. I opened my eyes and the images around me moved again. I looked at me in shock. I saw everything I did.

I saw me standing there Not too far from me I decided to run towards me to finish me off. Now I've given up. I was about to stab myself in the chest. But I also did something that I didn't expect. I leaned back. Leaving me and I stabbed our hands into each other's chest without consent. That's not true. I must not lose. I must not lose.

Our bodies are about to become one. I tried to remove my hand from my chest. I thrust my hand into my chest and mine. I screamed loudly As I tried to remove my hand from my chest harder.

But in the end, they were sucked into me...and the picture in front of me became dark...

Many of my memories surfaced. When I read the first novel When I first started studying novels When I started living a lonely life When my imagination started to get out of control When I started hallucinating myself When I almost went crazy because of hallucinations When I decided to go help a girl who was almost hit by a car.

I was able to help her but I was hit by a car and seriously injured. The image of my parents looking at me A picture of a doctor pushing a bed into a white room. And the last picture I saw before falling into the fantasy world was...

Damn...that's...!

I opened my eyes slowly...what appeared in front of me was a face I was unfamiliar with. Rolling my eyes around I was able to deduce where I was. Right now I'm in the patient room. lying on the white bed And all over my body there were bandages. The person in front of me was probably a nurse who came to check on my physical condition. I was really thirsty.

I tried to put my hand on her arm to tell her I was thirsty. But the tight cloth made it difficult for me to move. I tried to speak, but no words came out of my mouth. There was only a sound. But the nurses seemed to hear it. So she turned her head and looked at me.

The nurse's expression was clearly shocked when she saw me moving my mouth and rolling my eyes. She walked, half ran, and returned with my mother and father. They said something along the lines of 'I'm awake'. Mother hugged me with tears in her eyes and whispered softly in my ear.

“My dear...you're back.” Tears streamed down my cheeks. All the suppressed feelings were broken. I hugged my mother back and said.

"Yes, mother...it's all over."

“We thought we were going to lose our child.”

"No, I'm not quite what I want to be yet."

"Okay...welcome back, sweetheart."

Several days later, I was allowed to go home. I'm very happy with the game that I couldn't complete because of an accident. The collapse of my imagination made me feel like I wanted to stop using it for a while. Even though I can control it now

I constantly think about what if something happened to me. My friends probably didn't care, but no. In fact, they held a welcome party for me when I returned to school. Everyone has something for me, of course. I'm so happy to finally be able to live a normal life.

A classroom with a small number of students But the volume was causing my ears to hurt. I sat and chatted happily with my close friend who was sitting at the next table. Some students were running around playing, but it wasn't too loud. When the teacher walked into the room, the students returned to their seats and sat in an orderly manner as usual.

“Hey, there are two new students today,” my friend whispered softly when he saw the teacher walking towards the front of the class. As my friend said The teacher announced to all the children that there were two new children. Both are men But I don't care much about the new guys coming in. Because no matter what, I have to study. You can go and get to know each other later.

Are you wondering who survived that battle?

“You can come in,” the teacher said as the figures of two young men walked in. When the two of them began to introduce themselves easily, I looked at the faces of the two of them but it almost made me fall off my chair. Because not only do they both have the same face like sheep...but they also have smiles that annoy me.

“Heh! Who would have thought?” I said softly to myself.

"Hello friends, my name is 'Pha' and the other one is my twin, my name is 'Wa'. Nice to meet you." I looked at both of them with a grin and killer eyes.

They both smiled at me as well...in the end, it wasn't over yet.

You already know who is the survivor...

You must have always thought that Pa was the hero of the story.

I thought that Pha was the owner of all my imagination. In spite of the fact that...

“Finally...my imagination came back anyway,” Pha muttered softly.

I told you...get some headache medicine. Because you have no idea how many mistakes you made!

-finish-

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