I wrote this story because it would convey my emotions to the readers.
I was hated by my roommate. Because I might as well do it myself.
But most of my roommates don't hate me. If I hadn't been hated, I might not have written this story.
I hope that one day those friends will be able to realize that what they are doing is not beneficial to them at all.
The friends I have right now aren't many. But he makes me happy by not having to worry about these things.
I'm a new writer who just started writing for the first time. Please feel free to comment and criticize.
Hello, I'm a writer who will tell you my story when I was in high school.
I go to school
A
Let's think about finding a lot of friends. But as soon as I became close, they began to distance themselves from me. I feel discouraged and will give up on making friends. So I stayed with a friend who used to be at school.
B
I was happy during that time, even though it was my short happiness. One day, a male friend came to flirt with me. But I don't like him, I try to refuse to date him. I told him that if you wanted to talk to me, you could talk, but only in the company of friends. He was okay at the time, I just thought it was a good thing for him to meet good people.
We formed a group and he invited his old friends and roommates. When I joined the group, I didn't get much. They called in the group and I went in and my old friend teased me about flirting with me. I feel really bad. The friend was so sad that after leaving the call I went out and asked and told him to calm down.
He blocked my chat at that time and I started to feel extremely stressed. So I had to say hello to the group instead, he cursed me in the group and then left the group, I added him in again. After that, I was attacked by female friends in the group and scolded me in various ways. This is the story of the first time I entered.
The next period is the present. I don't think too much and forget about those things. I try not to think about it or pay much attention to it. I was with my friends as usual. When I had new friends, we talked and brought them into our gang. I acted normally like I did every day until this day.
My friends seem to use me to gossip and make things worse for me. But I don't know how much. I was so shocked that I discussed this matter with my parents. My parents told me to persevere until I graduated. I'm perfectly fine with discussing it with my parents. I've discussed it with people I know. I gave my Facebook password to a friend. I thought that person could be trusted. The friend encrypted it and then shared what I discussed with the acquaintance.
At the time, all I could think about was that it was going to get worse. Yes, it's much worse than before. Those friends told me If you acted cutely, you wouldn't be hated by your friends like this. Friends drift away one by one, don't you feel anything at all? At that time, I just ignored it and walked away because I would not take children's matters like this into consideration because the more I thought about it, it would make me feel stressed and I would not be able to concentrate on my studies.
Everyone may think that what I'm doing right now may seem childish, but I'll tell you. But it's an experience that everyone has to go through, right? So I'm here to share and encourage people who are stressed or discouraged about their daily lives. Keep fighting, everyone can get through this easily.
Don't care about people who hurt your feelings. It's better to pay attention to the people who make us happy. Now I'm happy with friends who really don't want to leave me. And I have a very lovely boyfriend who gives me strength when I'm feeling down. I ask readers who are feeling discouraged to keep fighting. I will be your encouragement to get through.
Try opening your own world and accepting who you were born into in this world. We don't have to change ourselves for others. We should be ourselves no matter how others view us. Because that will make us happy in our own way.