Ah! ...

Ah...

Ah...

Hmmmm...

Hmmmm...

Shit!!

The most idiotic!

"Enough.."

"Why?"

"Mr. Lux, you-"

"No mood"

"but.."

"developed!"

The sound of disconnection was loud and obscene. Lux moved her body away from the tall, slender young man who still felt a feeling of stiffness in his middle, ached and pitiful.

"Mr. Lux," the young man stood with a tense expression on his face at the end of the bed inside the motel that he had just entered half an hour ago, looking at the person with a cold, expressionless face. Even though ten minutes ago the other party still had a happy expression on his face as he pampered her. What happened now? Where did he go wrong?

“Shut up and go away,” Lux said, dismissing the burly young man he had just paid for in hopes of pleasing the other party, but his feelings plummeted, becoming more unhappy than ever before.

"Why? Have I made you unhappy? What kind of Mr. Lux do you want? Tell me-" the young man asked. The person with an expressionless face made the other person serving him feel bad and began to lose confidence in his own skills when he received a cold expression and expressionless eyes.

"No emotion," a short voice replied with a calm, expressionless face. Putt chose to keep quiet and keep his body uncomfortable and walked into the bathroom to use the cool water to soothe the heat like a flame.

Lux casually wore a bathrobe. He went to open the refrigerator and took out a water bottle and opened it to quench the anger that was raging inside. It's not that he's a bad service, but today he feels so tired that he's too stressed and makes him unhappy. However, I'll let him explain with good words. Probably not someone named Lux.

"Lux, let's break up."

"Brother Lux, I won't tolerate people like you anymore...let's break up."

“Enough with people like you. People with rough natures don't know how to love anyone. Please just be alone!”

"Selfish, love only yourself. Who can bear to love you!"

"With best wishes, Lux. If you still have a heart I want to have a love that is truly loved. It's not love for profit. I recommend you one thing. “The young man's eyes looked at the other person with anger and no good feelings.

"Learn to be considerate of others. Learn to please him and pay attention to us. It's a simple matter. You can do it, believe me."

"If you act like other people are under orders like this, you won't have anyone to love you!" Enough with cold, rough-hearted people like you."

"Huh! ” Lux's mouth turned down, not caring much about the people he had been friends with. He does what he wants, doesn't persist, doesn't follow, doesn't waste time.

release...

When they couldn't stand it, everyone walked away.

Even though you feel good and happy with having someone together, there comes a time when the other person doesn't want or is dissatisfied and wants to move away. Everyone threw the blame at him. Throw away the bad words Put it on and turn around and walk away. Without even looking back at oneself, people like him don't care. He loves himself enough not to let those negative words make him unhappy.

Does someone like Lux, who is rich and handsome, care about those people?

I don't care..

There will be new people when the time is right. Now is not the time to have love. Lux then asked to exchange money for his heart for a while. If he couldn't do it by trick, he had to pay with money! This is why it's a person like him.

White hands with long, beautiful fingers. The soft palm of a person who had never worked hard held a beautiful glass filled with amber water. He turned his eyes to look behind him.

The sound of heavy beat music hit her ears. Lux watched as many men and women around her moved and swayed their hips back and forth to the joyful rhythm of the music. The later it gets, the more people who come to seek happiness, fun, and relaxation flow in. Until now it is crowded with nightlife revelers.

He shook his head gently. Following the rhythm of the song while sipping from a glass that was more than half full. before staring blankly ahead with his eyes wandering without focus

Thinking back to past stories with dozens of people he had 'superficial' relationships with, people he'd never dated for more than three months. He was the first to be dumped every time, but he didn't feel any regret or loss at all. It might be because he never gave his heart to anyone except the money and things he had in exchange for happiness.

Those people didn't love him so much that we couldn't be apart in this life. Damn it was all about his money.

"Huh!" He smiled disdainfully at his past love before turning his attention back to the newly ordered glass of wine.

"Hey! Cheerin has arrived."

"Still, I wonder if you're taking a damn kid."

"Let me go"

"Probably let go or we'll call him, haha."

"Whoever dares to disobey this will get mad and stomp on me in the guts."

"People have been repressing it for a long time, haha."

"Yes, haha."

"How dare you get drunk so early in the day?" Parin walked over to his friends at the table they'd arranged to meet before seeing friends in the group sitting laughing and having fun so loudly that he was afraid that people nearby would get up and hit him. They are accused of being annoying and making loud noises that disturb other people.

"Oh, you've arrived? What are you doing? It's so slow."

"Eat with me at home"

"Yes?"

"Yes! "

Lux glanced at the group of noisy men next to her before stopping to stare at the young man who had just arrived. and being questioned by a group of friends The face of the person being asked showed a tired expression and fed up with his friend.

"Noob!" Until finally, when he couldn't stand it, he placed his palms on each person's head twice.

The exaggerated expressions of pain on the faces of the other group's friends were so funny that Lux accidentally laughed at the strange antics. before sitting and looking at the group of people with amusement

Their hilarity reminded Lux ​​of her university days. Even though I don't have a large group of friends, when I go out or gather with friends of friends of friends, The atmosphere will be like this.

Having fun without being considerate of anyone

"Hey you guys! I feel like someone is watching us.” Sathaporn or Ai Toh lowered his head, eyes rolling back and forth, protecting his mouth as if he was afraid that someone would hear, but that voice shouted loudly so that everyone could hear it.

"Oh, I feel like you've grown up," Asada or Song whispered, adding to the feeling he felt but didn't dare look back because that feeling was behind him at the bar where he was drinking. He knew that their group was noisy, but out of joy he brushed off his feelings and chose to focus on himself and not care about anyone.

I came to visit a place like this. Isn't it okay to sit and drink quietly like you're eating at a fancy restaurant?

"Huh, isn't it strange that you talk so loudly? Big Brother, you two, it's good that he didn't throw a glass of wine at your head." Prince shook his head at his friend before continuing.

Print looked over the shoulder of the older brother and the second to see the people who were looking at their own group. before lowering his head slightly It's an apology if I annoyed you. But the other party smiled and nodded and raised his glass of wine to drink. and looked at him strangely

I don't know if Parin thought about it or not.

What does it mean to have an inviting sight?

But there was no time to think much. When his friend urged him to raise his glass and drink the dark drink.

His face is dark and sharp, looking good with the dark skin typical of Thai men. Lux stared intently at the young man. thick, wavy lips The more you meet the sharp eyes beneath the dark, thick eyebrows that are arched to match the high and ridged nose, it makes people look still as if they were mesmerized.

I like it so much that I don't want to look at anyone else.

Print looked over his friend's shoulder. A smile curled up the corner of his mouth when he saw his eyes staring at himself.

A thick hand lifted a glass of amber drink to his lips. Give the other person a diplomatic wink.

"Heh heh.." Lux laughed, pleased at the feeling that he wouldn't have to sleep alone tonight.

Long legs slowly walked in. before stopping and standing behind the young man.

Lux stood still and didn't say anything..

As for him, he turned around and looked still..waiting for the other person to say something.

We made eye contact...

"Hello." Lux moved closer. Leaning down to whisper a sweet greeting

Print raised his eyes and looked. The corners of his mouth lifted up in a subtle smile. He looked into the sweet eyes. Sweep your eyes over the flawless face. The shape of the face, eyebrows, eyes, mouth, nose, chin, complement each other perfectly. The other person is handsome and charming. Even though he looks older than himself, Parin likes the person in front of him and admits it frankly.

Beautiful, well-shaped lips moved closer to his lips. They were so close that they could smell each other's breath.

"Hey!!" The shouts of the young male friends rang out loudly. When he saw his friend and another strange young man kissing each other,

"You damn bastard! "

“Damn it, my friend. Hee~" A teasing voice rang out. But the two young men who were staring into each other's eyes were not paying any attention.

Print sat still and let the other person do as he wished without stopping or resisting. A small tongue licked his lips. The other person moved his full mouth and savored it like he was eating ice cream. The sharp teeth bit down on his lips, not as hard as teasing.

He closed his eyes and took a breath to calm the storm of emotions that were brewing a bit.

Just a gentle touch from the other side His heart was pounding so fast that he was panting.

Excited by the sensation of that feeling, plus there were dozens of pairs of eyes as witnesses surrounding him.

"My name is Lux."

"I'm Rin."

"I already transferred the money to you," Lux said as he prepared his clothes and hair for work. Even though he's in the office and doesn't meet anyone in particular, people like Lux have to maintain a good image of themselves.

"If you want anything else, just tell me." When he looked at his appearance until he was sure he looked good, he turned to look at the other young man who was in the room with him.

But

"Huh."

The sharp eyes that looked at him were blank, not pleased with the person who offered them comfort. Print and he only made noises through their throats for the other person to hear. But he still maintains the spirit of a brother and says thank you in good manners.

"Thank you." Lux and Parin agreed to date each other after one month of getting to know each other was probably enough for both of them. The Lux side willingly offered to take care of the young man while they were together. Because the other party was still only a fourth year student. Therefore, there is no source of income, waiting for a monthly salary from parents to be transferred to use.

In which Print never once asked for anything from Lux. But the older person would offer to buy things for him until the younger person would refuse the other person's kindness.

"This evening I have group work with friends. I may have to stay over or come back late," Print told another person who decided to stay with him, even though he went back and forth to Lux's house and condo, but because he was used to having to Tell me where to go and what to do. What time will you be returning home from home? Parin accidentally said it. People who wait won't have to worry.

"Okay," Lux nodded in acknowledgment before picking up the car keys and briefcase that he had to carry back to his room and getting ready to go do his own work.

We're actually dating. But Lux wasn't too attached to the other party. I don't want another person to stay with me every day. Wherever I go, at home or with friends, he never tells me or calls. Lux gives his young fans complete freedom in everything. Just don't think about having anyone else. If caught in a double relationship Or create another world of your own

He is easily ready to cut ties too!

"I'm going to go to work first."

"I'm going to send you."

"No need, I can drive myself."

"indulgent"

kiss!

"Ugh!" Instead of Lux getting out of the condo right away, Prince grabbed him by the waist and hugged him before kissing him with his fangs, as if he were a subordinate. Acting noble even though you're just a normal guy With a handsome face, white skin, and a good personality, that's it.

"Prin! release! The clothes are all wrinkled."

"It would be good to relax a little," Prince said in a slow voice. But there was a serious look in that tone.

"If you're thinking of dating, I want you to be happy, not build walls against each other like this."

"I'll only be happy with sex. I won't buy food. The prostitute probably pleases you even more than me." Prince sarcastically said that he was no different from Lux's babysitter. Because the other party gave him a monthly salary of 30,000 in exchange for the happiness that he had to give. Which he didn't want at all.

He is not in need of money. He already has enough income from his investments. But Lux understood that he still asked his parents for money. He hadn't finished studying yet so he wanted to help. He was too lazy to explain so he accepted the offer and finished it.

"I like you, that's why I chose you." Lux caressed the tip of his finger against the younger man's smooth, clear cheek. But he didn't say that the other party had also been bought by him with money.

“If you like me, you should let your guard down. I'm uncomfortable and don't like this atmosphere. You don't have to take old people. Yours is compared to mine. I didn't say I was good. But I've definitely never done anything bad behind my back." Print nipped at the tip of Lux's slender finger playfully. He didn't like the fact that the other party was blocking him like this.

"Huh."

"If we continue like this, I'll probably have to retreat." His sharp eyes gave him a threatening stare. Parin said as he thought. When P'Lux built the wall higher and higher until he was tired of reaching out to grab it. P'Lux's words and demeanor sometimes make him so irritated that he almost strangles the other person to stop with his indifferent behavior like they don't care about each other.

Pretend to be smart and don't care about anyone. Thinking that you are above others But when he's not paying attention, Lux often reveals his weakness. Even though it was only for a fraction of a second, Print could see how fragile the other party was.

"Go to work, you'll be late." When the older man like Lux lowered his eyes to avoid him. A younger person like him was at a loss for words to make things better. Many times we had to talk about this matter and it ended with Lux's stubborn silence.

So spoiled that younger people want to smack their butts hard.

"um "

Prince exhaled slowly. When Lux closed the door of the room Irritated by the other party's cold demeanor. Annoyed by the paranoia even though he said he didn't care. I want to do anything and go anywhere. But from the look in each other's eyes it was clear that the older people were suspicious and didn't trust each other.

Stubborn old man!

When the condo owner left, Parin got up and took care of himself to leave for university early because he didn't know what to do. It's better if he goes out to get something to eat before his friend's meeting time. He has class in the afternoon, after which he meets to work in groups with the teacher. I don't have much classes in my last year. Most of it is mostly work. The internship had already been completed in the first semester so he wasn't too worried.

"You're here so early?" A group of friends walked over and put down their bags, then went to order drinks before sitting down on an empty chair next to Print.

"There's nothing to do. I'd rather go out and get something to eat before class," the young man replied, fingertips flicking across the smartphone screen.

"Um," was all his friend answered before sitting quietly because he normally spoke little and therefore had nothing to ask or talk about. Which is normal for this friend.

Don't forget to eat.

Print sent a message to another person who was probably working. which the other party reads as soon as he presses send before giving a short reply

um

Received a short answer that made Parin feel dissatisfied. However, he did not type anything back to disturb the other party's work time. So he clicked off the chat page to find something else to do.

As for Lux, as soon as he arrived at the office He had work to do immediately after the secretary reported that there had been an increase in orders from his designs and the team that came up with them.

Lux opens a clothing design company. including fabric design or beautiful fabric patterns suitable for the fashion of each era for people and methods of sewing or producing ready-made garments in the industry and has been developed to be able to compete with foreign markets Although the price is higher than some countries, he is confident that the quality is better in many respects.

"In the afternoon, I'll go to the factory myself, Mr. Pla," Lux informed his secretary immediately after the other party came to serve lunch and fragrant coffee. I almost left the work in front of me to eat breakfast and eat lunch as one meal.

His bad habit is that when he gets to work, he won't put down his work to find something to eat. Even though I'm really hungry, I want the work to be finished first and then I can do other things. Until sometimes I often have stomach pain. This allows the secretary to handle all errands for him without him having to ask.

"Yes, Boss."

After lunch, Lux drove into a factory in the surrounding provinces. It took 2 hours to reach their factory. Go in and see the production and randomly check the quality of the clothes. Received a satisfied smile with the quality of the clothes that were sewn. Greet and talk with various parties Until it was time to finish work, so Lux drove back to the office again to clear up the remaining work.

Rrr..

Print..

"yes"

"Is Brother Lux at the condo yet?"

"I'm still working."

"It's getting late. Why don't you go back and rest?"

"The work isn't finished yet. Is there something wrong with Rin? Are you sleeping with a friend tonight?"

"The work is finished. I'll go look for it. Send me the location quickly. Are you hungry? Let's buy something to eat."

"It's no trouble. I'm done with my work. I'll meet you back in my room."

"Don't be stubborn."

"Heh heh.."

After about an hour and a half, Print arrived with two hands full of bags of food. The older man saw the other person carrying a lot of food and left his work to pay attention to the young man.

"Where did you get it from? I bought a lot of it.. Put it on the table," teased the large young man who was looking for a place to put the food bag. Before pointing the finger at the other person to place the food bag there.

"Buy it for me. Let me guess, you probably didn't eat anything at all, right?"

"Um, I'm not hungry yet."

"I'm not hungry but I have to eat, Mr. Lux. Haven't you ever heard that an army marches on its stomach? "Hm?" Prince walked up to the older man before leaning down to kiss the other's smooth, clear cheek.

Brother Lux is thirty-five years older than him, but his face looks so young that it's hard to believe he's the owner of such a big company.

"Heh heh.. What are you asking for?" Lux smiled, satisfied with the big kid's attentive act.

Having someone to please, take care of, and care for, to be the recipient like this. It felt quite good.

"I don't want anything at all. Seeing you work so hard, I'm afraid you'll get sick. You've had little sleep for many nights. "Prin said as he opened the lid of the box containing food and placed it on the table, waiting for the other person to come and eat it.

"Thank you, Nong Rin." Luxe moved her body and stretched to get rid of the fatigue before getting up and walking towards the smell of food that was wafting with the aroma that made her stomach growl in protest.

"Cold orange juice. Yes.” Print opened the cap of a bottle of fresh orange juice, inserted the straw, and brought it to the full lips of a hard-working person.

The sweet and sour taste of orange juice gives a refreshing feeling.

"Where did you buy it? It's delicious." Lux asked while munching on Tom Yum Kung fried rice. Drinking the soup with bouncy pork tofu and chewing for several more bites until my cheeks were puffy.

"You can eat slowly. Prince smiled half-adoringly at the person who said he wasn't hungry.

"I bought it near a friend's dormitory. ” replied while handing water to the other party to drink.

Print sat and watched Brother Lux eat the food he had planned to buy for him because he knew that Brother Lux probably hadn't eaten dinner yet. One month of talking and getting to know each other The other party often works until it's past time for them to rest. Sometimes it was already a new day before I could reply to his messages. Regarding food, I haven't eaten for a day. They sometimes complain of stomach pain, headaches, and back pain, but they have never seen the other person take care of their own health.

Print who lives with his parents Therefore, his mother always reminded him that no matter how hard he studied or worked hard, But we must take care of ourselves, eat well, get enough sleep, and exercise as appropriate so that we don't get sick easily. Plai is a burden to others. He has a habit of taking care of himself, but he's not 100 percent because he's always partying and drinking with friends. Your parents don't prohibit drinking and going out with friends, they just ask that you tell them where you go, what you do, and take good care of yourself.

"Aren't you going to eat together?" Lux looked up and asked when he saw the younger man sitting and smiling, looking at himself eating and waiting to scoop it up and serve him quietly.

"Heh heh, no." A soft laugh sounded. The eyes were laced with generosity and affection, causing the person being looked at to act so inappropriately.

Lux lowered her eyes and looked at the Tom Yum Kung fried rice box that had only a few pieces of rice left on it. Her ears and cheeks suddenly felt hot as she looked at the remains of the food that she had accidentally eaten all by herself. I only realized it when I was full. How embarrassing!

"Thank you," Lux said softly. with embarrassment

"You're welcome." Prince didn't mock or look at Lux to make him feel uncomfortable. All you do is collect empty food boxes and put them in bags ready to be thrown away. After that, he invited the older people to go back to rest and then start working again tomorrow.

"Heh heh.." Prince looked at the person breathing heavily on the bed with a look of love and love in his eyes. Move up and lie on the futon. He put his arms in and embraced a body more fragile than himself.

Press your lips and kiss your sweaty temple. Brother Lux slowly opened his eyes and looked at him, his eyes still staring at him without saying anything. until he returned a small smile

"I think I love you," Print told the older man as he felt, even though at first he didn't have any special feelings for Lux. Just for fun, wanting to try playing with the other person. But when we got to talk and get to know each other, we grew to like it. Brother Lux is a very interesting man. The other party was so interesting that he wanted to stay and get to know him better. But now he knew the feeling even more clearly.

He loves Lux.

Luxe smiled at the corner of her mouth and made a 'huh' sound in her throat, but didn't say anything.

"Why? Is that funny?" He grabbed the tip of his chin and lifted it up to meet his face. Many questions followed.

"You're just fascinated by it, Rin."

Lux didn't feel her heart flutter when she was told she loved her. He thought it was too soon. Just getting to know each other, let's say we love each other. Lux thought the other party was just infatuated with him.

Even though it's deep and far away But it's just the body. The relationship between the two of us is too shallow to be love.

No matter how much he likes and likes Print. But in his feelings, he had not yet reached the level of loving the other person. He just likes and admires Print's cute personality. Parin is a gentle child who takes care of him in almost every matter. I will always think of him when we are together. Always asking and caring when we all went our separate ways. Therefore, he especially likes and cares for the other person.

"You're still young and you probably can't tell what's love and what's lust," Lux said in a calm voice, not adding emotion or feelings.

"Huh!" The younger man had a displeased expression on his face. But he didn't say anything. Choose to keep your dissatisfaction inside so you don't want to fight with another person who acts cold and heartless.

“However, we are still together as before. She is still my younger girlfriend as before. What are you thinking about?" Lux pulled the young man's arm down to give him a comforting hug.

When he chooses to use money to buy happiness Does he need to hope for love from the other party? The answer is not necessary.. Lux only asks that the children he chooses be honest with each other.

It would be correct to say that he is more careful. Because in the past, he may have used his heart and love so wastefully that it was difficult to trust or trust anyone easily. Many people are like Prince. Saying I love you is easy. In the end, when we left each other, I blamed him for not being good!

“I love you.. I don't know what the future will hold. But right now, I feel good about you and want to be with you for a long time," Lux told the people who were wary of setting up a high wall and not allowing him to reach his inner self. I want to let you know that he is sincere, but whether Lux will accept it or not is up to the other party to consider.

"Thank you." Lux only responded to the other person's feelings, not saying anything so as not to further hurt the other person's kindness.

He thought that the boy was just fascinated by his body. So he thought that he was the right person for everything. Previous people in the past were just like Prin. You can't tell the difference between loving him or loving his money.

“New, it smells sweet like this. Just a little more and it'll fade." Lux squinted and looked at the rumpled bed sheets. He muttered in a low voice, more like he was talking to himself.

"Probably right...because I've never been with anyone as a lover. "Prin immediately shot back when he heard P'Lux's words.

"Let's go take a shower. It's already morning." Seeing Brother Lux remain silent, he was not pleased with his words. So he told the other party to take a shower and wash off the gooey stains.

He still didn't want to be upset about this. Even though we should develop relationships Instead, he retreated and became afraid. It definitely wasn't him, but it was an older man who was being suspicious.

Parin watched Brother Lux walk into the shower room silently. without thinking of going in to help support or care

The meeting between the two of us was difficult to develop a relationship because we both started with sex. I intended it to end just that night. But that is not the case. The two of us ended up having a second, third, and fourth time until the other side offered money to get the other rightful possession. until a feeling that is difficult to control

Finally, that night, Prince and Lux ​​both slept with their backs to each other. To leave time for each side to reflect on themselves. But upon waking up, every feeling of numbness, dissatisfaction, or even the walls of the heart that were blocking it gradually loosened so that the relationship could continue.

"Are you enchanted by me?" Prince's lips curled into a smile. He asked, teasing the older man in a good mood. Place your hand against the clear skin of your cheek.

“Um, I'm really lost right now. A soft voice answered immediately. He grabbed his hand and kissed it. Plus he still won't let go. He held his hands close to his cheek and closed his eyes, his face adorned with a soft smile.

Lux leaned forward to take a closer look. That sharp, handsome face considered. It was the first time that he had looked closely at Print's face. Observe the skin of the other person's cheek without sharp eyes staring back at you.

This kid was a handsome and charming man. Lux believes that if Parin grows up to be a full-fledged adult, A young man will be a man to whom girls or young men like him are ready to offer their bodies. A soft, warm personality that takes care of the other person's words. Anyone who listens to this will probably melt into his strong chest. It's not difficult.

Print's face was smooth and clear, with a faint mustache growing out of it. A sharp, prominent nose without makeup. Dark, well-shaped eyebrows The lips are jagged and pink. Broad shoulders that Lux had previously rested on The strong arms that once held him seemed strong and warm. Including tight chest muscles.

Lux's eyes traveled down until they stopped at his hard, well-shaped abs. Print's body looks like someone who exercises regularly. It looked so strong and strong that he accidentally put his hand on it.

"Ah!!" Lux accidentally shouted out in shock when he suddenly appeared. He was pressed down by a strong hand, bending his neck down.

“What are you doing?” he asked. But my eyes still haven't opened. Sending smiles until it's annoying. The other hand gripped his waist tightly.

"Ah!" Finally, when he was quiet, the younger boyfriend grabbed the older man and laid him down with Lux on top of him.

"You~~" Lux tried to get up but was held tightly by those strong arms until the two of us were close together.

"I'm sleepy," Prince whispered softly. Push Lux to sleep together on the big sofa.

"Or what do you want to do?" Prince opened his eyes and looked at the dazzling eyes.

Our faces were so close that we could smell each other's breath.

The eyes that made people stare at him twitched and trembled.

building! building! building! Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!

Why does Luxe's ​​heart beat so fast when she sees such sharp eyes? The face was flushed with heat. Began to behave incorrectly when the other person touched him and had to put himself in a trance.

"Heh heh... Why are you averting your eyes? You were still peeping just now?” Prince asked Lux ​​with a laugh in his throat, satisfied with his embarrassment.

Lux couldn't answer, but just lay there and let him hug her. With a trembling heart and a warm embrace and good feelings To live like this You could say it's easy-going. But didn't I do anything wrong?

"I'm sleepy." Lux closed his eyes and spoke softly in his warm, strong arms.

"Heh heh.." His sharp eyes looked at the person in his arms with a feeling of amusement and affection.

spongy! Bend your face down and inhale the soft scent from your soft hair.

spongy! Press the tip of your nose and kiss the rounded forehead.

kiss! Kissing your soft, smooth cheek again when you feel like it's not enough.

"Uh..." kissed my cheek and wanted more than that. So he grabbed her face and lifted it up to receive his kiss.

Getting close to Lux like this He really couldn't resist. He doesn't want to be bullied, he just wants to be hugged and kissed. He's like a crazy person.

Today I went home to sleep.

Don't forget to find something to eat.

Worried (smiling emoji)

Lux opened and read the message Print sent him in the late afternoon. Before replying to the message with a simple OK sticker before returning to work on his own again

He and Parin got on quite well. Parin is a spoiled child. Never asked for anything from him at all. She also takes care of him regarding food and even exercise. It was almost forced when he claimed to be tired from work. In the end, he had to give in when Parin was going to carry him into the fitness center. But when we often had activities to do together, Lux became accustomed to having Print.

Ding!

Voice notifications on a luxury smartphone Lux picked it up and opened it when she thought it was a print. But it's not. It was an old person he used to date.

Lux, is it convenient to talk? Pam wants to talk to Lux.

Lux remained silent and did not reply to the other party's message, thinking of 'Pham' in his memory.

Pham.. We used to be together many years ago. At that time, he had just begun to rebuild himself. The business is not growing as much as it is now. Memories from that time remember how busy I was. Coordinating with many people As for myself Talk to a team of technicians, find a team, or even drive to find a place to set up a factory and various documents.

It was so difficult that he was stressed out, unable to eat, or sleep. In my head I plan every second. What should I do to make my business grow and be known? I was also lucky to have Pham as a good advisor because the other party studied business administration.

The love between us back then was good. If the other party does not marry due to an arranged marriage at home

Please call me.

Less than three seconds later, the other party immediately called him. Lux slightly tilted his head, not thinking anything before answering the call from a familiar person.

"......" He picked it up and held it to his ear without saying anything in greeting.

"Luxe," a soft voice came in. Just listening to that voice People who have known each other deeply for many years become nervous.

"Are you okay?"

Pham is a polite, well-spoken man. The other party was born into a good family. The family is very wealthy from many hotel businesses throughout the country. He has seen the other side sometimes according to high society celebrity news. But I didn't care.

"Yes," Lux answered when the other party asked.

"Can I meet Lux?"

"...." Lux didn't reply, leaving only silence. He didn't want to get into trouble later when his wife found out that her husband was secretly calling his ex-boyfriend.

"Can we still be friends? “When the other party was quiet, the person on the other end of the line found a way to talk. Guilt still clings to the heart of the person who turns away when the other person needs support. At that time, Pham didn't want to let go of Lux, but he had to please his family because he was the only heir. That marriage was only arranged to grow the extended family business.

"Pham, I'm sorry I just called Lux. It's Pham..."

The embarrassment of what he had done to the other party made Pham not dare to contact and call Lux. It took many years before I had the courage to call until I wasn't sure if Lux would still forgive him or not.

"Can you give us a chance to be friends, Lux?" The trembling voice on the other end of the line made Lux close his eyes and take a deep breath. Think of the story between him and Pham.

He's not angry anymore. It had been so long that he had forgotten the bad feelings. towards the other party Just sad, but he never hated Pham.

"Sure," Lux answered the person on the other end of the line in a soft, gentle voice.

"Thank you, Lux."

"um.."

After that day, Pham arranged for Lux to go eat with Han. Meeting after the breakup made both of them nervous, but it went smoothly as new friends.

But the relationship between Lux and Print gets worse when the younger man realizes that Lux has someone else. Parin saw a picture of the closeness between Lux and that man. Even though the other party said they were just friends, the picture he saw didn't make him think well at all.

We argued. Parin wanted clarity from Lux. Lux refused to explain anything except saying 'Pham is just a friend', where people who love the other person like Print are not satisfied with words that contradict actions.

"I think two is enough. Just work alone gives me a really bad headache. Don't let me give you more headaches with nonsense like this."

"P'Lux.." Parin was stunned by the words that didn't show kindness to each other.

Is our story nonsense?

"Should we break up? "

"...." The younger man's eyes burned with words that invited him to break ties. His voice was cold and his eyes looked completely tired. Print felt a sharp pain in his chest when he received the look and words of the person to whom he gave his whole heart.

Parin always believes that if you want love and sincerity from someone, We should give it to the other party first so we can get it back. But what he got now There's only pain and sorrow.

"We've been apart for a while.." Lux glanced at the bookshelf when he saw a drop of water oozing from the young man he called his girlfriend.

Print took a deep breath, trying to suppress the feelings of regret from the mouth of the person he loved.

"Throughout the time we've been together, you probably never felt good about me, right? You could talk to each other without hesitation like this," he said cursingly to the person in front of him before getting up and walking out of the other person's office. Don't look back.

Tears flowed down her cheeks. The tall young man pursed his lips tightly, suppressing a sob of regret when he thought that he was not important to the other person.

Lux looked at the wide backs of the people walking out until the door closed and the picture in front of him was only blocked by a solid wall. He leaned back on the sofa and looked up, letting his eyes close to all the feelings that were swirling around him. It's not that he doesn't feel his own words, but since Prince doesn't trust each other, what should he do?

Explained and the other person was not satisfied. What kind of answer do you want to be satisfied?

Parin is jealous of him and Pham. which has nothing at all The two of us might have a meeting to eat or go out to drink together like friends. Just like he gave Print the freedom to have a society with his own friends or family.

He didn't want to argue and didn't want to explain things over and over. So he said that to make Prince think back and think about it.

Let's let the mood cool down a bit. We'll have to go back and talk again.

Sigh... The sound of the room owner's breath being released until his stomach sagged gave him a feeling of dejection and exhaustion.

Lux glanced around. Area of ​​the room that has been lived in for many years Even though you should be used to the silence and loneliness when you open the door and enter the dark interior. But the feeling was more depressing, lonely, and lethargic than before. The silence made his heart skip a beat as everywhere he looked there was no shadow of the other person they had lived with for only 2 months.

Walk through the central hall that is used for watching movies. Stop looking at the white carpet floor that is the other person's favorite spot. Print often sits and works, or sometimes his partner spends hours in front of an iPad screen staring at the numbers displayed on the screen, which he looks at and then ignores.

When we stopped at the kitchen area, Prince's image appeared again.

'What do you want to eat today? ' A question that the other party usually asks every time after work.

Print's slight care and constant consideration made him smile dullly to himself. With the happiness of having another person

...Think of the time when Print was there. Lux then smiled.

Memories shared in every space, including the kitchen, balcony, bathroom, every corner of this room is full of our stories.

Even if it's a short period of time But it was special to him.

The sweetness is embedded in the feeling. Both the care, dedication, and effort that Print gave. Every area still has traces of Print. There is an aura of living together until there is no empty space left. Everywhere you look, you see the image of the other party there.

...Even an older person like him had no more space left in his heart. Because there were only printers in there until every room was full...

It's probably time. I don't know what it will be like until now. Are you so angry that you don't want to go further with him?

Don't leave me waiting too long.

miss

message notification sound The person who was not yet asleep picked it up and opened it to read. Seeing that it was a message from someone who had made him sad for a month. Parin placed his cell phone in the middle of his chest, raised his arms and placed them on his forehead, closed his eyes.

A short message from P'Lux that the other party sent made my heart soften.

I love you so much, I miss you so much!

But to have him reply immediately or act like he's waiting for the other person, no, it'll make him sad for a long time, never calling, never sending a message. Plus they talk like they don't care about each other. Huh!

excuse me

P'Lux sent another message before it disappeared completely until it was past midnight. So Parin didn't call back because he thought the other party was probably asleep. He only sent a short message back.

yes.

Late morning on a new day Print takes a shower and dresses in a white oversized t-shirt, blue straight-leg pants, and a pair of sneakers. A young man meets up with a group of close friends to watch a movie and get something to eat to celebrate everyone's success.

Until they graduated, they all helped each other to pull it together. Encouraging them to walk together, striving to finish the same academic year, which they did successfully. Although we have only known each other for a short time, our friendship is strong and memorable.

What did you do today? I want to talk to Rin.

P'Lux sent a message asking what he was doing and where he was. Print replied that he was currently with friends watching a movie and looking for something to eat. The other party then asked him to wait at the department store before going to look for him in the evening. Print splits up with his friends to wait for P'Lux. He gets teased by his friends according to the rules when he finds out that an older person like P'Lux has come back to reconcile with him.

“Congratulations.” A small bouquet of gypsophila flowers was handed to the tall young man wearing a gown in front of him.

The new graduate smiled widely when he received flowers from the person he called his 'girlfriend' before grabbing the tall and slender figure and hugging him.

"thank you.. “Prin hugged the older man so tightly that his lover's face disappeared into his chest.

"Let go first," Lux forced himself out of the thick body. I felt embarrassed when I was embraced by strong arms among the graduates and their relatives.

"Today, Lux is so cute." Today, Lux is dressed in a light blue shirt, slacks, and white sneakers, giving him a casual look today. Very informal Hearing the compliment from the fan's mouth, the person being complimented only smiled in response. Before changing his eyes, he turned to look around. To see the joyful atmosphere

Thinking back to the time when I had just graduated completely from university...and was about to move into working life. At that time, Lux still remembered the feeling. I am glad that I have overcome my educational achievements. and excitement when stepping out into the wide world The outside world has many things to explore.

The feelings of Lux's new graduates that day But when he came out to live his life as a full adult Lux almost wanted to go back to school. The duties and responsibilities that must be shouldered in working age are too great for a child with no experience. To be who he is today, he had to fight with himself.

Endure every pressure to overcome all fears. Proving himself by striving to do whatever it takes to be accepted in the business he created with his life and breath.

"You~~...let's take a picture first. “Friends in Parin's group beckoned to friends to go take a group photo and put it in front of the faculty sign in front of the building where they studied.

Lux let Print join his friends so he could take a photo as a souvenir on his graduation day. Laughter and happy smiles graced him, who stood and watched from a distance. I feel satisfied.

"Father, mother," Print raised his hand to greet. Lux knew that it was Print's father and mother because the young man had shown pictures of the two of them or on IG there were quite a few pictures of Print's family. a lot

"Is it very hot, son?" A gentle smile accompanied the kind words of a beautiful, middle-aged woman. The aura of skin that is pleasing to the eye and the fashionable clothes make Parin's mother stand out.

"Dab it here, please." Prince bent his knees and lowered his face so that his mother could better dry up the sweat.

Parin is a warm and gentle man, probably from the upbringing of his parents who taught him and set good examples. As far as seeing and touching the other person, words, gestures, or pleading gestures The gentle actions that Print naturally displayed probably came from both the other's parents. It's a very lovely family.

"P'Luxe, these are my father and mother." Parin introduced his parents to his lover for the first time after taking enough pictures of the family with his parents.

"Parents..Rin's girlfriend, my name is Lux." Prince wrapped his arms around his girlfriend's narrow shoulders before proudly introducing her boyfriend to his parents, without the slightest hint of embarrassment even though he was. More than ten years old

"Hello," Lux raised his hand to greet the father and mother of his young girlfriend.

"Hello, it's been a while since we met. “She looked at her son's boyfriend with gentle eyes. Send a sincere smile He didn't show any disgust or displeasure on his face, causing the elder to let out a breath of relief in his chest.

Being accepted into your boyfriend's family feels good in this way. Throughout her relationship with her ex, Lux was never introduced to the other family. Even he never let his family know the person he was with. Maybe because I'm too lazy to explain in a complicated way.

"P'Luxe, are you cute?" Prince tilted his head down slightly and smiled, showing off his white teeth and bright eyes as he asked his father and mother who were looking at himself and P'Luxe.

"Let go first..." Lux forced himself slightly out of the arms that held him tightly, feeling embarrassed at the stares of the two adults.

Even though the eyes that looked at him were in a way that was kind and compassionate to the people who were bored with their son. But being an elder like him, he didn't want to make himself embarrassing among so many people.

"I love P'Lux..." Print didn't let P'Lux slip out of his arms, looking into his eyes, resolute and steady.

"Mom and Dad, would you mind if the two of us get married in the future?" before turning to speak to the parents who were looking at themselves and the person their son called his girlfriend.

"Rin...." Lux was shocked by the younger man's words. I never dreamed that the other party would dare to say that.

Marriage or living as a married couple for Lux is very far away. He had never once dreamed of it in his life.

Don't even dare to imagine..

"Mom and Dad are already following your child's wishes. This life is yours... "

"What is your happiness? Mom and Dad are happy too. Don't worry."

"Thank you." People who rarely receive acceptance in their love affairs are more sensitive than usual. The young man's eyes were so hot that water was pooling around his eyes. Lux tried to lift her face to suppress the sensitivity caused by the good feelings. From the Parin family I didn't expect the other's parents to treat themselves so cutely.

"Thank you. Thank you for giving me the opportunity and giving me good love." Lux took Print's hand and held it in his as he spoke. The look in the other's eyes was so joyful that it overflowed my heart to the point that I didn't know what better way to say it than thank you.

. . . finish . .