At that time, we could still call it our dark era.
A dark age that will never pass.
In our lives, no matter how many bad things we encounter, There must be a beautiful moment. Keep it in mind and you'll smile sometimes.
As for the bad things, I've encountered them almost my whole life. Whether it's not good at studying Who said it wouldn't cause problems? When I was a child, it was difficult for me to read or write for a long time. Always being scolded by teachers Over time, I began to be a person who did not dare to speak. (Express your own opinions) Don't dare speak loudly. And I have no friends……….. intimate
I remember this because when I was in elementary school. Teachers do social dimensions At that time, we didn't understand what it was. Gave a small piece of paper to write the names of my first and second closest friends. Yes….none of my friends wrote my name down. The feeling at that time was not bad. It got worse later when I found out what it was. Those days could still be called our dark ages.
Even with the faces of other people, we still don't dare look at anyone. I like to walk with my head bowed, not daring to look up at anyone…. He spoke softly and said little, as if he was afraid the flowers would fall from his mouth. People say they have this.
Seniors at that time were really naughty. When meeting someone who is not pretty They like to tease each other when we walk by saying that my younger siblings and friends like me, and my friends will make faces as if I am something disgusting. The person who teases you will laugh and enjoy it. I wonder if it'll be a lot of fun? But it's like they're all children.
At that time, I felt like I didn't have anything good. Everyone seemed to hate me and feel bad. So I became a person who didn't like going to school. I don't like the activities, but I go. I go and live life like the weather at school. Even though I like debt sometimes, haha.
"Oh." I forgot to say that.
As soon as I started to be able to read and write a little, I was ready to write a book in Grade 3. The teacher still has to write it down for you to see. Is it really handwriting?
Boring, right? You have to live every day like this. But it's not that bad. Our friends also have But we're not close at all…….We think that if we graduate from here, we won't be an easy-going person. And being kind enough is enough.
The story went on like this every day. There were some changes in events but it never felt like it was getting better. (Feels like going to study)
As for the cutesy story I have some with him that makes me smile when I think of him. What kind of friends do you secretly like? This story was told through our friends again. That is, people who like us are relatives. So he brought stories that he had encountered during the school break to tell us. We'd like to name it Churos, it's cute.
But if at that time someone asked me if I knew, I would answer no and just pretend I didn't know. I'm afraid he'll be teased haha..."I'm sorry."
I have a crush on one of you too. He is a person who is a good student. The activities are good. You're one year our senior. Your heart is kind too. The reason I'm so pleased with you is because you're so kind. One time we went to camp at a temple. And then they have an activity to feed the people sitting next to each other. In fact, opposite us is not his brother, but someone has changed seats.
He was kind enough to come sit next to me. I want to tell him, "Thank you very much." You're like a bright light during winter.
As for friends, I was really impressed with one of our friends. That day was a day when we felt so bad that when we walked, tears would flow. My friend put his hand on my shoulder and didn't say anything. But it gives us encouragement. When you think you don't have any friends, no one thinks about this, it makes you get through bad events.
Even though these things have already passed, I still remember them well as if they had never passed at all. And as we grow up, we face many more problems. It's harder than when I was a kid. Yes……the dark ages keep coming.
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