This story was written from listening to songs that I don't love (

Unnoticed) – PROXIE

Try turning on the background while reading, it will be very good.

Whoever hasn't listened to it yet, please go and listen.//Pay respects.

Or if anyone is a fan of the kids, please read our short story as well.//Wai, the synopsis is lower than before.

“You're so early!” A small young man ran nonstop to greet his friend who was sitting at the wooden table under the school building making a music video.

“I came to attend orientation. I didn't jump like you.”

'Japan' could only smile wryly at 'Fei', his close friend who had studied together since middle school. and dragging him to study high school at the same school again

“Woke up late, where did everyone else go?” The little one asked about the other group of friends.

“Wee was stuck with her older siblings in the round building, and you were called to see by the director.”

“Director, hasn't he given up on having you change plans to study in the gift room yet?” Japan asked as he sat down across from Fei.

“Oh, your effort is excellent,” he answered, handing out milk and bread to Japan. This little friend often skips breakfast. Finally, he will complain of stomach pain. for peace Therefore, it was his duty to deliver breakfast.

“Fei,” a soft, deep voice called out. Before someone's tall figure carried a rose From what I could see from my eyes, there should be nearly twenty flowers sitting next to the owner of the name.

“There are a lot of them, too.” Fei looked at the newcomers. while talking about the flowers in his hand It is a school tradition for seniors to give roses to juniors.

“Is it yours?” the newcomer asked when he didn't see the other person's flowers.

“Not at all,” Fei replied nonchalantly.

"Then take it, I'll give it to you," he said as he handed the flowers over.

“If you give it, I'll take it.” Fei extended his hand to receive it. With a little smile

Knock knock

A loud knock on the table interrupted.

"I'm here. Do you see me? Hello," Japan drawled. Demand attention from friends and a tall mysterious man

“I see.” Fei turned and reached out to rub his little friend's head.

“So who is this? I'm one day late. You have a new friend instead of me!?” Japan crossed his arms over his chest and frowned.

“Don't be too much,” Fei said to her friend. “This is Tim, my friend from elementary school. I just met during orientation.”

“Oh, hello, I'm Japan.” The little man tilted his head and waved slightly at Tim.

“Hi, I'm Tim.” The tall man returned the same gesture.

After that day, Tim was integrated into the group. From the beginning where there was only Fei Japan Nawee, Mr. Addtim came at the orientation. And it began to expand into a large group of nearly 10 people. The high school students' daily lives were fun. Until one morning

"I think I like Tim," Japan said before he had even sat down.

“What do you say?” Fei asked again, having heard it. But I just didn't want to believe it until I had to ask to hear it again.

"I think I like Tim."

"You use the word 'I think' to show that you're not sure yet."

“Ummm...but I consider it to be a certain level of confidence.”

“So…what makes you think you like it?”

“Like, suddenly I thought he was handsome.”

"V is handsome."

“It's not the same.”

“How is it not like this?”

“You have a lot of questions today, Fei,” Japan asked, furrowing his brows.

“I want you to be sure.”

“Hmm, like V is really handsome. But I feel indifferent. I'm glad that there are people who like it. But with Tim, I want to keep his handsomeness. Let it be mine alone. And I don't want it to belong to anyone.” Japan smiled as he thought of someone else. “When I'm near it, my heart beats like a building, building, building.”

"Is this normal? If your heart doesn't beat, you'll die."

“Keep it up, Fei.”

“Sorry.”

“I've made up my mind. I'm going to flirt with Tim,” the little man said with a serious tone and expression.

“But you and him are friends.”

“Oh, if you don't try, you won't know. Otherwise, you'll be stuck in the friend zone for the rest of your life."

"And if it's bad?"

“I have you too~” Japan reached out and took Fei's hand that was on the table, shaking it gently in a pleading manner, "You won't leave me, right?"

“Ah..um.”

Life in Mathayom 4, Term 1 passes quickly. In a short while, Term 2 has begun. Today is a very normal school day. The sound of chattering could be heard everywhere. It's like we haven't seen each other in a long time, even though some people are on school break and they meet up. We're making an appointment to play a game.

“Oh, what news have I missed?” Navy shouted when she saw Japan. and Tim walking hand in hand from far away

“Congratulations,” he smiled.

The others teased each other according to their language. Hilarious and cheerful There was only one person who remained silent. Just smiled a little, didn't say anything, kept the feelings in my heart forever...

The story before that

Orientation day

bored…

There are a lot of people.

Fei stood with a sad expression and looked at Nawee who was among the older sisters. She had a flower in her hand that she could hardly hold. On the other side, he saw that he was talking with the director. After a moment, he turned around and gestured to follow the director. He nodded in acknowledgment.

“Fei?”

As I was deciding to go out and find a seat to wait, I was called first. Turning around, I saw a tall, handsome man. The kind that makes his heart sway. My friend, Navy, has a competitor. But why does the competitor (Navi's) know him? If you look closely, his face is familiar.

“Hello Tim. Tim, the number at the end of you lasted three years, from 4th grade to 6th grade,” the tall man introduced himself.

Tim Tim

Fei stood there thinking until he remembered which Tim this was.

Tim is the small, skinny kid who sat behind him in elementary school.

“We haven't seen each other for a long time. I hardly remember you at all.”

“But I remember you from the first time.”

My heart is shaking...

“I remember you went to study in another province at the end of 6th grade.”

"yes yes"

The two of them stood and talked about the past. We talked about the current situation until Fei forgot about being bored. In elementary school, they didn't seem to be very close. Let's get close now. It wasn't long before the tall man was called out by a senior. Fei then said that he would go out and wait under the school building.

The young man strolled out of the round building that was used as the orientation venue. Stopped to buy milk and bread for another friend who was late.

Every day passed easily. The group of friends had grown to nearly 10 people, but something was unusual.

It seems that Fei's feelings are strange…

He might like Tim...

That time I met Tim. Fei secretly swayed. But you can let it pass. Because when you meet a handsome person, you must have some. But it's getting weirder every time. It's starting to not be friends anymore.

Suddenly I saw him as handsome, so handsome that my heart ached. I wanted to keep Tim's handsomeness to myself.

Knowing what his heart was thinking, Fei didn't dare, he was completely afraid.

That's a friend...

confused...

Starting to move away Don't walk side by side Trying not to be alone. It's nothing. My heart is pounding. The feeling is getting stronger and stronger. Until I was afraid that the feelings in my heart would escape.

Cowardly

That's it.

But Tim doesn't seem to know. I don't know anything. He is a cheerful person with many friends, so much so that he doesn't even notice that one of his friends is strange.

And then it was as if the sky fell on Fei, almost unable to move. So uncomfortable that I can't breathe, I know today. The day Japan ran up and said he liked Tim.

Each feeling that the little friend spoke out It was the same feeling he felt. But things are not the same. That is, Japan has the courage to cross the friend zone.

Suddenly, the feeling of being hit in the face by a stick came to Fei. When Japan and Tim walked hand in hand and revealed that they were dating.

I'm sorry, but I'm a Buddhist. I don't plan on being ordained as a priest at anyone's wedding!

There are many words but I don't dare say them. In the end, I could only smile even though my heart hurt almost to death.

In a plain-colored bedroom Fei sat down and leaned on the chair. Looking up blankly at the white ceiling The headphones were turned up to full volume. I slowly closed my eyes and slowly reflected on the stories of the past week. I really wanted to cry. But there are no more tears to flow.

The more I closed my eyes like this, the more Tim's image floated around. But when I opened my eyes, I saw Tim's face clearly.

Clearer than when I close my eyes.

His eyes fluttered like tears were flowing.

I want to say I like it. Can you tell me now?

But before he could say anything, a force shook him to his senses. It turns out that Tim, who is looking down at him, is a real person, not a surrogate.

I just remembered that today I had an appointment to do a group report at his house.

I almost said I like it...

"When did you come? I didn't see or hear a sound." Fei asked Tim, who walked to sit at the foot of his bed. Using slender hands, he took off his headphones and put them back in place.

“You probably heard it. Turn up the music that loud.”

"Oh, sorry."

Silence suddenly ensued. Even though they were truly friends, when the two of them were together like this, they didn't know what to say.

“You've been weird lately.” In the end, it was Tim who broke the silence first.

"really? I think...I'm normal.” Fei replied, averting his eyes.

“You look depressed and not very cheerful.”

not cheerful

Looks depressed.

Hey!

Is it worth absorbing?

Looking at the person I like holding hands with my girlfriend to sit and eat with. Always stuck together Crazy in love in front of each other like that, not falling off the table or running away to cry, how good is that?

I can't help it. Who told you to like your friends in the group?

“Is there something you can tell me?” Tim looked at the quiet person with concern.

Fei turned around and looked into Tim's eyes, her eyes flickering.

There are so many stories...I don't know if I can tell them.

Can you tell that the friend you don't love loves you?

Can you tell if a friend isn't interested in you? I'm interested in you.

This friend, the friend in front of you, hurts every time he sees who you love.

There are so many stories...in the end I just kept them.

The answer from Fei's mouth was only the word "no". Tim seemed to insist on asking further. But friends brought them together first. So the story ends here. When evening fell, everyone dispersed.

Fei stood on the balcony watching everyone walk out of the house. Tim and Japan still hold hands as usual.

He had also wondered what kind of people Tim liked. I just found out when he was a fan of Japan. The person who dares to say I love him The person who dares to hold his hand

Someone who isn't a coward like Fei.

If you dared to speak out before Will things change?

Tim will hate each other, will be uncomfortable, or will reply that he likes them too.

That's funny! I'd like to tell you something on a day that's already too late.

'Oh, if you don't try, you won't know. Otherwise, you'll be stuck in the friend zone for the rest of your life.'

This sentence from Japan floated into my head.

Really stuck in the friend zone forever.

Pathetic...

Two people holding hands turned and waved goodbye. The people on the balcony could only smile. Holding back tears and gently waved back

All I can do right now is keep this crazy feeling deep down. Bury it completely.

...Just forget about it.

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