Hello, my name is Fa.

Looking back to 10 years ago

I have love. You can call it my first and only love.

I'll tell you about it.

When I was in high school, I knew a person. For me, this person was a good, cute person.

But to his friends, he was a “dangerous person.”

We both agreed to be together. Everything went smoothly. All this time We both never had any problems.

But then fate played a joke on both of us.

Late that day

I received

SMS

From my boyfriend: “I have to study abroad. I don't know how long. Or they may stay there permanently.”

In my head everything is quiet. The only thing I can do is support him and wait for him to come back.

Days passed until we both had to live far apart in different countries.

with the time difference We both started talking less. Sometimes we hardly talked at all...

Each of my days has taken quite a long time since I had him beside me. But today it's empty.

Right now I can only be strong and wait for him to come back again.

(Since we've been apart, there hasn't been a day that I haven't cried.)

But then... fate seems to have not stopped playing tricks on me.

Late one day I received

SMS

Notification "Let's break up"

Shocked, unable to do anything, tears flowing.

I try, I try, I try to accept everything Try hard.

But what I got “Stop messing with me for once. Don't you understand that I don't love you anymore? Why continue being together?”

I never even understood why we were like this.

I saw many couples who broke up due to distance I try to keep us from being like that.

But…..my efforts were not enough. Finally we separated

Time passes I just hope will receive a message from that person again But there's no sign

Time passes It's been a while since I started to get stronger.

I just hope that one day we will walk together. Please let us never greet each other.

I look very mean. But I just can't get over it. No matter how much time has passed, I still "never forget".

Some people spend their whole lives To do what I set my mind to...but...for me, I've spent my whole life "forgetting"

Since that day I never opened up Give it to anyone else.

“It's been 10 years and I've never forgotten it.”

He is my "first and only love" no matter how many years have passed. In my heart it has never changed.

I just hope that one day we will meet again in a better version.