When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it ok

I miss you

… I miss you little hyung…

Matesoulmy

Fiction: Still I Miss You (Sunggyu x Sungjong)

Couple: Sunggyu x Sungjong

...Old scenes are still remembered in my heart. How did I ever love you? Love you like before...

“Hyung is back!!!!” As soon as he saw my figure appear in the shop door A small figure ran up and hugged me tightly. Those beautiful eyes shone brightly, paired with a bright smile.

“How is Sungjong? Are you tired today?” I asked, stroking the small man's smooth hair.

“I'm not tired. Today Sung Yeol hyung came to help deliver flowers. It's too light." The little one shook his head lightly. before walking back to arranging the remaining flowers on the counter.

Sunggyu plopped down on the soft white sofa. Stress and fatigue from working hard in the office all day makes your eyelids tremble and you have to close your eyes. Just in time for the little guy to take his hands off the work in front of him. I saw my beloved hyung sleeping with his eyes closed. The small figure slowly moved closer.

“I'm stressed again. Look at hyung's eyebrows, they're tied together into a bow. Why does my hyung work so hard?” he said as he gently massaged Sunggyu's temples.

“How do I work and earn money to support you?” Sunggyu didn't say anything, but he took the opportunity to inhale the fragrance from his clear cheeks. It made the little person flinch. His face was white with a hint of red.

"crazy! Gyuhyung doesn't know what he's playing. I'm not playing with you anymore!” The little man smiled before shaking himself off. Walked back and disappeared into the kitchen.

…Pleng!!…

A loud bang came from the kitchen. It made Sunggyu startled. Little eyes widened. He ran and shouted to the little person.

“Yay, Lee Sungjong!!!! What is that noise? What are you doing? Is something wrong?” Sunggyu asked loudly with concern.

The picture seen was a small, pale-faced person. Slowly, with trembling hands, he bent down to pick up the pieces of the broken porcelain bowl that were scattered on the kitchen floor. Sunggyu steps forward to help. But the little man cried out to stop him.

“Hyung, don't come in. I'll pick up some tiles myself."

“No need at all, you are the one who retreated. Even if you are clumsy, you will warn others. Now back to that corner.” Sunggyu didn't listen to the warning. Grab a broom and gently spread the tile pieces out of the way. before sweeping into the trash can

Finished sweeping, turning to see a small person standing in a corner of the kitchen. Little shoulders still trembled. Sunggyu walked towards him and grabbed her shoulder.

“Sungjong-ah, are you sick? Are you still afraid? It's okay, hyung, I'm here now,” Sunggyu said, hugging the little man loosely. But Sungjong hugged him tightly. The little hands were cold but soaked with sweat.

“I wasn't shocked that the bowl broke. But Gyuhyung called me that again. I was really shocked. Hyung always likes loud noises..”

The little man said before burying his face in his broad chest.

“Well, you always worry about hyung, little one,” Sunggyu said, breathing in the light floral scent from his brown hair.

The gentle scent of lilies

His familiar scent

The scent of beloved Lee Sungjong..

“Kyuhyung, come eat now,” a small voice called out. But it didn't make the other person look up from their work. Sunggyu's brokerage work is very busy. There are many clients trusting him to take care of their investments. As a result, Sunggyu doesn't have much free time.

Sungjong saw the other person and refused to move. The small figure gave up. In the end, I had to take the rice tray and sit down next to another person who was working before complaining.

“Bring work to do again. How many days has hyung not had free time to sit and eat dinner with me? Make me wait until late every day Are you still going to let me eat alone?”

Sunggyu saw the little one's expressionless face and smiled dryly before saying, “Oh, Sungjong is really busy with work these days. Eat first, hyung. Hyung isn't hungry yet. Just seeing Sungjong eat hyung makes me feel full.”

The little one pursed his lips. “Hyung, you don't have to pretend to be nice. Without me, hyung will feel it.”

For a moment, Sunggyu felt frightened. before turning to the little man, “No way, Sungjong will have to stay with Hyung forever anyway. Because Sungjong belongs to Sungkyu. Do you understand, little one?” Sunggyu said as he pinched the other man's nose diligently.

“I don't know, this is delicious. I'll eat it all by myself. Let Hyung starve to death.” Sungjong shook his head. before lowering his head to prepare his own dinner

The sound of people searching for things in the drawer caused Sungjong, who was sleeping, to turn around and look. Looking at the clock, it was almost three hours past midnight. The big man probably just finished cleaning up a pile of work that he brought home.

“Kyuhyung, what are you looking for? Hurry and go to bed, it's already morning,” the little man said in a sleepy voice.

“I'm going to sleep. Hyung, would you like to take some vitamins first? Why can't I sleep without you hugging me?” The person who was teased was embarrassed and hugged the blanket tightly.

“Damn, Gyuhyung is a stupid person.” The little man's face was smug before he turned to secretly smile in another direction.

“Sungjong-ah..”

"Hmm, what else? If you don't come to bed, I'll turn off the lights."

“What kind of medicine is this? It's not Hyungni's vitamins,” the large man said, examining the brown medicine tube in his hand.

“Oh, oh, oh, I guess the housekeeper put it all together. Hyung put it there. Tomorrow I will take it out and return it to the maid myself.”

“But what kind of medicine is this? The pellets are really big..”

“Kyuhyung! Are you coming to sleep or are you going to sleep outside?” The little man's voice started to sound stiff. Sunggyu had to give up. Leave the mysterious medicine tube in its original place.

A large man lay down on the bed tiredly. before pulling his thin waist closer to his body Breathe in the fragrant scent of shampoo on your hair. The stress from hard work gradually faded away.

“Hyung, are you tired? Now hyung brings his work home every day to do it.." The little man asked, his small hand stroking the big man's face affectionately.

“Tired, but I came back to sleep and hug my little hyung. Hyung, your tiredness is gone..” Without saying a word, the large man tightened his arms around him, causing Sungjong to laugh with a ticklish expression.

“Kekeke Gyuhyungaaaa..”

“Hmmm, what else?”

“I really want to go to the beach. Shall we go to the beach? I want to go see the sky I want to go play in the water. We also went to eat the crab that hyung likes, hyung, and then we went to see a field of flowers…”

Sungjong saw the other party's silence and raised his head to look. The little one's Gyuhyung had fallen asleep.

“Shit, just remember, you let me talk alone for so long. Tomorrow when I wake up I won't talk to you at all. Gyuhyung, you crazy person!” He grumbled breathlessly before falling asleep following the big man.

The next morning

Sunggyu showered and got dressed and got ready for work. I went downstairs and saw a little person busy with work at the shop early in the morning.

“Sungjong-ah, why are you so busy so early in the morning?”

……………………………………………………………….. There was no response from the little one.

“Sungjong-ah, hyung is hungry. Let's go eat breakfast.”

“Hyung, eat first. I already prepared it for you on the table,” the little man replied without looking at him.

“Sungjong-ah, aren't you eating breakfast? Hyung, it's not delicious to eat alone. Let's eat together.”

……………………………………………………………….. The little man pretended not to hear.

“Jong-ah, hyung, go to work first. I love you.”

When the little person refused to pay attention to what was said. Sunggyu had to be the one to give up. He was about to lean over and kiss him on the cheek. But the little one ran away and ran in another direction first.

'Yay! Lee Sungjong!!!' Good thing he stopped his mouth in time. Otherwise, there might be a house war early in the morning.

Sunggyu walked out of the house with his head down.

...I guess I'm so busy with work that I'm upset...

...Eh, or did we do something wrong? I didn't do anything. Last night, I remember talking and then we fell asleep. I don't see anything............

“Seriously, I'd be scared of letting you talk alone.” Sungjong secretly laughed when he saw his beloved hyung walk out of the house dejectedly.

“I'm back!” Sunggyu cried out from the doorway. But there was no response from Sungjong. The little man still pretended to be busy with the task in front of him. There was no rushing out to receive it as usual.

“Look today, hyung bought a lot of Sungjong's favorite sushi. Are you hungry yet?” Sunggyu said, showing off a bag filled with sushi with all kinds of his favorite toppings.

The person who was reconciled still stood silently. But my mother's stomach didn't like it. He let out a loud cry that didn't show his face.

“Sungjong is hungry. Come on, let's go eat. Hyung, I'm really hungry.” Sungkyu continued. But the little guy still pretended not to hear. Even though I'm really hungry enough to eat an entire elephant, I'm also so busy that I haven't eaten anything all day.

“Hyung bought you a cake from Sungjong's favorite shop. But it's okay. If Sungjong isn't hungry, it doesn't matter..” Sungkyu let out his final move.

It worked. The little one looked around a little.

Cake too?

Just sushi is already delicious. It's great to have cake too.

“….Can I go eat at the park?…” He spoke quietly like a person with a formality. But it made Sunggyu smile.

This guy, Lee Sung Jong, is easy to relate to and really easy to raise.

Like this, how can hyung not love you...

“Alright, do as you please, little one. Little one, let's go prepare things. Hyung will keep the shop for you,” Sung said before handing Sungjong a bag of food.

The park is located across the street from the store. The garden is full of large, shady trees. When the season comes, the leaves will change to various colors and look beautiful. In the evening there are often people walking, exercising or when the weather is nice. people in the neighborhood Including Sunggyu and Sungjong will also come out for a picnic.

Eat food to change the atmosphere

“Kyuhyung, look, Aunt Miran brought Choco for a walk, haha, wow, Choco has grown a lot.”

Sunggyu couldn't help but laugh. The little one seemed excited about everything. Until it seemed like he had forgotten the stories that had annoyed him all day long.

“Ah, Sunggyu, open your mouth wide. Want more salmon? Or take tuna..”

“Why, tell me, Hyung, what are you angry about today? Who came so early in the morning?” When the question pierced your heart The little one was silent.

“Are you angry at hyung, little one..” The little one remained silent. It was a clear answer for Sunggyu.

“...Please tell me hyung. What are you angry about, hyung?” Sunggyu slowly moved closer to the little man who was suddenly turning away.

“It's hyung..”

“Hyung, why?” Sunggyu asked.

“Well, hyung, just leave me alone to talk, talk, talk, talk for a long time, talk until you're tired, then hyung falls asleep first. Why is hyung like this !@ $%^ and *()_)(* and ^%$ @!@ $%^ and *()_”

Then the little one complained for a long time like a person who had been suppressing all day.

“Oh, hyung, you're working so hard,” Sunggyu said softly.

“I don't know if Hyungshin falls asleep first. I won't play with you anymore!” The little man turned around and wrinkled his nose.

“Okay, hyung, I won't do it again. And what did you say last night when you were alone for so long?” Sunggyu teased.

The little one blinked but didn't stop begging his lover, "Kyuhyung, I want to go to the beach. Let's go to the beach, my good hyung."

“Hmmmm, the sea?… I'm not sure if I have free time to take you there or not.” Sunggyu pretended to think.

"It's okay. You can wait until hyung is free." His mouth said it was okay but his face was crying. Sunggyu couldn't help but feel sorry for him.

“Come on..when are you free, hyung? Hyung, I'll take you.” Sunggyu gently rubbed the head of the small man who was sitting with a sad face.

“Um, fine, but hyung really has to take you.”

“Yes, hyung promises…”

‘…Sungjong likes the sea that much?

...I like it, but if I go with hyung, I like everywhere.

…Um, then why did you suddenly say you wanted to go to the beach?

...I don't know, maybe I won't go again.

...Why? There's all hyungs there. Sungjong wants to go to the beach any time.

..I don't know. Hyung made a promise to me. Hyung has to take you.

…Alright, we'll go to the beach together……….'

“I'm back. S. S….. Oh Sung Yeol, where did Sung Jong go? Went out to buy some stuff?” Sunggyu returned from work. I was surprised to see my younger friend staying at the flower shop instead of the little one.

“Oh, Gyuhyung is back. Over there, Sungjong is sleeping upstairs. Working until you faint and collapse. How can you let your boyfriend work so hard? Your body is so thin,” Sungyeol complained about the story.

"Ha!? What's up? Sungjong fainted, so why didn't he call quickly? How can you just let go? And has anyone taken you to see a doctor yet?”

“How can I tell? Well, he forbids it. Said that Gyuhyung is busy. Don't bother Hyung. Here, take medicine and rest since morning. I had to stay and watch over the shop instead. Plus I had to cancel my date with Myungsoo.” Oh, Sungyeol, the reason you complained was because of this. Does this guy really love his friends?

“Come on, Sungyeol, you can go on a date with Myungsoo any time. Anyway, thank you very much. Please help me close the shop. I'll go up and check on Sungjong first,” without waiting for an answer. Sunggyu quickly ran upstairs.

little man sleeping in bed Her beautiful face that was once rosy was now pale.

“Sungjong-ah, Sungjong..” Sunggyu whispered softly.

The person on the bed slowly opened his eyes. When I saw Sunggyu's face Sungjong's expression slightly improved.

“Kyuhyung, why did you come back so early today?” Sungjong asked hoarsely.

“Um, work finished early today. But if you know that your little one is sick Hyung doesn't wait until the work is finished. Why are you so stubborn? Why do you work so hard that you faint? So why didn't you call and tell hyung like this? Sungjong wants Hyung to be so worried that a capillary in his brain bursts, right?” Sungkyu said that he was being serious.

“Well, hyung is busy. I don't want to bother you.." The little man said, his clear eyes beginning to well up with tears.

“Oh, no job is as important as a small one. If something happens to the little one, how will hyung survive.." He said as he brushed his hand over his hair that smoothed over his bright cheek.

The little man lay still. Sunggyu thought he must be tired so he continued.

“Get some sleep. Now, hyung, what are you going to make something to eat? Wake up so you can eat and take medicine.”

He followed behind Sunggyu and left shortly. The little man burst into tears.

...And if one day I really don't show up? Will Hyung be able to stay?

“Sungjong-ah, eat a lot, hyung, I think Sungjong fainted because Sungjong didn't have time to eat. Eat a lot.” Sunggyu tried his best to encourage the person in front of him to eat the soup he had carefully prepared.

“Kyuhyung, I'm full..” The little one pushed the bowl away from him. After scooping four or five spoons

“Wow.. If you eat this little, when will you get better..” Sunggyu pretended to sigh and continued. before pulling out something that was hidden behind

“…The plane and the room are here. Hyung probably had to cancel. Sungjong probably won't be able to recover in time to go to the beach this weekend, right?”

The little one gasped.

"Ha!? The sea? Go, hyung. Bring it here. I'll eat it all right now!!!” The little one hurriedly took the bowl back from Sunggyu's hand. before quickly finishing off all the remaining soup. Sunggyu couldn't help but laugh at his cuteness.

“Hyung, hyung, do you think this outfit is good for playing in the water? This outfit is for taking photos. And hyung, how many hats should I bring? Do I have to bring sunglasses? And what about the camera? Hyung, don't forget to bring a charger and spare batteries. We had to take lots of pictures.”

Sunggyu could only sit with his chin on his back and watch as the little boy was busy organizing the piles of luggage.

Ever since I found out I was going to the beach, I started packing my bags excitedly. Packing it every day. I'll add that one later. Just take this one out.

I saw the little one happy. Sunggyu was also happy.

“Kyuhyung, how about these shoes…….”

Before Sunggyu could answer the question, Sunggyu's phone rang and interrupted him.

—————————— President Lee Jung Yeop——————————

“Yes, Sunggyu said.”

'Sungkyu-ah, I have urgent work. Well, there's an important customer asking to open an additional stock portfolio. Will you be free tomorrow to help take care of me? I know it's your holiday. But it's really necessary'

"Oh, I'm free. All right. So what? I'll see you tomorrow. Yes, yes."

After hanging up the phone, Sunggyu immediately had a serious expression on his face.

“Kyuhyung, what's wrong?”

“Sungjong-ah, hyung probably won't be able to go with Sungjong tomorrow. Hyung, I have urgent work to do."

“I thought we were going on a trip together. Hyung, you're fooling me.." The little boy was taken aback.

“Hyung isn't fooling. But the little one was ahead. Hyung, let's postpone the ticket to follow. Is that good?"

The little one nodded helplessly. “It must be like that. Hyung has already reserved his accommodations. It's a shame to leave it. I can go on a trip first.”

airport

“Sungjong-ah, are you sure you can go alone?” Sungkyu asked the little man. Today I brought two large bags.

“Already got it. But don't let me travel alone for long. Hurry and follow me." The little guy looked so excited about going to the beach that he forgot about traveling alone.

“Okay, hyung, I'll hurry along. Take good care of yourself, you know? When you get there, call Hyung.”

"Yes, yes, yes. Hyung is complaining like an old man. Go now, hyung. Hurry and follow me quickly. I love you hyung. Kisses."

The little one kisses his lover goodbye. Before running and disappearing into the gate, you must be embarrassed...

Two days passed and Sunggyu finished his job opening a new stock portfolio for an important customer. Because it is a large customer who has invested millions in causing him to have to let the little one travel alone first

But it's like traveling together. Because the little one called to report to Sunggyu every day.

'...Hyung, the sky here is very beautiful. The sun is bright every day, but it's not hot at all. The breeze is cool and comfortable.

…Hyung, there's a flower field here too. There are lilies too. It smells better than at our store. I really want to plant it in front of our house.

…Hyung, the food here is really delicious. There are a lot of crabs that hyung likes. If hyung comes to eat with me, it will definitely be more delicious.

…Hyung, hurry up and come. I miss hyung so bad already………'

Sunggyu finished preparing his luggage and was about to leave for the airport. Just in time the phone rang.

---------- small----------

I guess I'll miss you. Sunggyu thought to himself.

What's up little one? Hyung is about to leave for the airport. See you soon...'

But the person on the other end of the phone who responded was not Lee Sungjong.

“… Is that you Sunggyu? If so, please hurry and come here……”

Even if he had magical powers to disappear, it probably wouldn't have caught Sunggyu's heart..

…In the realm of reality, everything changes. It's fate that we and I have never talked to each other. He doesn't let anyone know first what he's going to lose and when...

Sunggyu opened the door to the sick room with the slightest sound.

The little man was still unconscious. The face that was once bright was now pale. The one that was already small seemed even smaller.

Sunggyu wanted to hug the little person tightly.

Hug me to make me miss you.

Hug the little person to know that hyung is here.

But because I'm afraid the other person will wake up. Sunggyu could only bury his face in the small palm of his hand. I could only pray in my heart.

'Sungjong..Wake up and talk to hyung.

Hyung came to see Sungjong.

Don't often let hyung talk alone like this.

We're going to go to the beach together, aren't we, little one?

Please wake up……'

“….The patient's heart disease symptoms have returned again,” said the doctor in charge of the fever.

“What? How did the heart disease come back again? Why did Sungjong never tell me…” Sungkyu felt like he had been hit in the head with a hammer many times. Both dazed and confused by what the doctor was saying to me.

The doctor continued as he picked up a familiar-looking brown medicine tube and placed it in front of him. “This is the medicine to stimulate the patient's heart. Has he ever eaten it for you to see..?”

…What kind of medicine is Song Jong Ah? It's not Hyunnie's vitamins.

Oh, oh, oh, I guess the housekeeper put it all together. Hyung put it there. Tomorrow I will take it out and return it to the maid myself…..

“I never..”

“And lately the patient has been feeling tired easily. Have you felt dizzy or fainted?”

"yes"

Sunggyu didn't want to answer the question. I don't want to hear anything anymore. The young man could only hold his temples. No matter what the doctor says about the symptoms What are the blood vessels of the heart, heart valves, and leaks? Sunggyu didn't want to listen.

“Is there no cure? Can't we help Sungjong? You can take my heart.”

The doctor sighed before telling Sunggyu, “…Because the patient's physical condition is considered very weak. This makes us unable to undergo heart transplant surgery. We can only treat according to the symptoms. If the patient is okay, then we will come up with a plan for surgery again…”

The doctor paused and looked at Sunggyu before continuing. "...but if not, then it's considered that we all fought to our fullest.."

Then the doctor walked out of the room. Sunggyu just sat in silence. Turning to look at the little person who was still sleeping, tears flowed without realizing it.

Sungjong-ah, please tell hyung what he should do…

I don't know how long. But for Sunggyu, it felt like ten years. And Sunggyu was still sitting in the same place.

The sound of people on the bed moving Sunggyu woke up almost immediately.

“Hyung, why are we here?” Sungjong glanced around before turning to ask Hyung, who was expressionless.

“Sungjong, are you awake? Are you thirsty?” Sungkyu forced a smile and asked the little man who was still sleepy and confused.

Nod instead of answer Sunggyu then turned around and poured water into a glass. The manly tears that had been held back flowed without stopping. Until I had to quickly wipe my hand away for fear that the little person would notice.

“How did Gyuhyung come? Is the work finished? Where is this place? Why are we here?” the little one continued to ask.

“This is Jeju. But now we are in the hospital. Sungjong was so busy traveling alone that he got sick. So hyung had to hurry and come find me.” Sunggyu gently caressed the little one's head.

“Are you sick? What did the doctor say? Did the doctor tell you anything?” Sungjong averted his eyes.

“No, the doctor said that Sungjong is tired, so he needs to rest. He'll get better soon, so we can continue traveling..” Sungkyu himself turned away as tears flowed down again.

The entire room fell into silence. Sunggyu let Sungjong rest. While he himself just sat there, lost in his own thoughts about everything that had happened and what was about to happen.. and asking himself the question that he feared the most.

Will there still be a tomorrow for us..?

The next morning the weather was clear. Sunggyu woke up to see Sungjong awake as well. The small figure could only look out the window.

“Little one, do you want to go outside?”

“Today the weather is nice. I want to go outside and look at the sky. Can we go take a look, hyung?”

“You can go, but is Sungjong still tired?” Sunggyu asked.

“Tired..but I don't know how long I'll be able to stay and watch…” The answer he heard made Sunggyu silent.

“Then wait a moment. Hyung, I'll go get the wheelchair first.” Sunggyu hurriedly walked away before he couldn't hold back his tears any longer.

On the way out There's only silence. Neither side said anything. Until Sunggyu had to be the one to break the silence first.

“Shall we go sit over there? You can see the sea, Sungjong,” Sungkyu said, pointing towards the garden by the sea.

“Oh, let's go,” the little man replied with a slight smile.

“Take it slow, Sungjong. Come here, hyung, I'll help you.” Sunggyu helped the little man out of the wheelchair and onto the long bench, holding him gently like he was a porcelain doll.

“The weather is really nice, Gyuhyung,” the little man said, leaning his head on his lover's thick shoulder.

“Well, if the weather is this good every day, that's good. Hyung will be able to bring Sungjong out to live here every day. Is that good?” Sunggyu placed his hand on his shoulder.

“Hyung knows it won't be like that..” The little man said before lowering his head.

“How can it not be like that? Sungjong must stay with hyung for a long time, forever, until he is so old that he can't walk.." Sunggyu replied in a hoarse voice. The damn tears couldn't be stopped anymore.

“Kyuhyung…”

“What do you say, good person?”

“Promise me that you will take good care of yourself..”

“Hyung, we already have Sungjong to take care of you..”

“Hyung, don't work so hard..”

“Hyung won't work hard from now on. Hyung, will you hurry back and play with Sungjong every day?.”

“Kyuhyung…”

“What else?”

“Don't forget me…” Sungjong said through tears.

“………………………..” Sunggyu felt like his throat was constricted. It seems that only tears can represent all the heart's answers.

How can I forget hyung?

Since Sungjong is everything in Hyung's life

If Sungjong isn't there..then how will Hyung be there…….

“The weather is nice and the cool breeze blows like this, so nice to sleep in, hyung.” The little man sighed before speaking softly, as if in a trance.

Seeing the little man, he had been silent for a long time. Sunggyu slowly Gently nudging, “Sungjong, Sungjong-ah.”

No matter how much Sunggyu calls Sungjong

But Sungjong didn't wake up again.

On a clear sky day Sunggyu stood at the seaside. His eyes looked blankly at the horizon in front of him. When thinking of someone who said they wanted to go to the beach together It made those eyes darken even more..

Where is Sungjong-ah now? Are you well?

You're not lonely up there in the sky, are you? Are the people up there kind to you?

Now hyung is not busy. Hyung doesn't work as much as before.

Hyung is at home, looking after the flower shop. How about planting lilies all over the front of the house that little ones like?

Sungyeol comes to help teach Hyung how to arrange flowers. For hyung, it's very difficult. But I think of the happy little face when arranging flowers. Hyung wouldn't give up. Did you know that now hyung has developed his skills a lot?

Chocolate has grown a lot. There are many small children. So Hyung asked Auntie Mi Ran to stay with Choco. If Sungjong were together, it would definitely be a lot of fun.

Without Sungjong, hyung is lonely..

No one was waiting for Hyung at home after he got home from work.

No one prepared dinner.

No one lets hyung cuddle while sleeping.

No one goes to a picnic with Hyung on a nice day.

No one is irritating or complaining.

Hyung's not small anymore..

Little one, do you know? Each day that hyung lives is difficult. Just breathing still hurts..

Hyung used to think that it would be better if he followed Sungjong..

But he thought that he should spend the rest of his life in place of the little one.

Hyung will stay to fulfill his dreams.

The little one is an encouragement to Hyung too.

If hyung looked up at the sky So hyung will be able to make eye contact with the little one, right? From up there.. don't forget to smile at hyung too.

Hyung promises that little one will be in his heart forever..

...I miss you, little hyung.

Talk

Yayyy, this fic is finally complete. Woohoo!

It's a fic celebrating 500 people from Baan Buak Y. Hehe.

But if you write it on a celebration occasion, why do you write a sad fic? !@ $%^ and *()_)(* and ^%$ @! $%^ and *(

In conclusion, I asked which pair you would like to read. I didn't do any of that, haha. I dressed as I wanted. So they became the most inconsistent couple in the group. Leader-Maknae Gyujong Why? Because we believe that Nong Jong eats it with anything and it's delicious.

Another inspiration is music.

Still I Miss You

I've said before that I really like this song, especially the part "..where are you? What are you doing? Are you in the place where my love is sent to you?" It's a feeling of missing a lot, loving a lot, but not being able You can go find it. All I can do is send love. Gives a very tranquil feeling. I like it and other songs as well. Song for People Who Don't Have Time - Wan Thanakrit and Song for the Last Time - Stamp Apiwat

I wish everyone happiness mixed with tears with this long, 1-episode fic. I hope you like it. Read it and don't forget to leave a comment to encourage, criticize, and criticize us as well. Have free time. I'm so depressed that I'll write it again for you to read.

With love

What is it? I couldn't finish it in time and had to rerun the fic, haha.

Read this one first.

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