This article is just me venting and telling stories that I've been keeping for the past 4 weeks. If there are any mistakes, I apologize.

Have you ever liked your best friend or been marginalized by your friend? If both of those things were more than enough, it would be good, right? But what if both happened at different times? It would be a very sad thing, right?

If I had to tell the story, I would have to go back to middle school. This girl's name was Or. When we first met, she was just an ordinary girl. It doesn't look beautiful in my eyes at all. She is a little smaller than me. slightly off-white You could call it cute. But in our first conversation, she and I didn't seem to get along very well.

When we use the word "meet each other", there will always be arguments. I don't know why, but there must be something for us to fight about. Until time passed, we just became close to each other. Our distance became closer and closer until it probably was then, when I was in Mathayom 3, I fell into

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Subconsciously, I didn't know at the time that I felt so good being with her. I do everything as if we are lovers. At that time, I didn't know if that girl felt the same as me or not. So I just overlooked it and let it pass. It's enough for me to be in this moment until time passes and when I get to high school, we separate rooms.

When we were together we became younger and younger. Until I almost forgot my feelings for her. Until Valentine's Day, Mathayom 5, I usually saw her with her boyfriend all the time. But she's been alone for a week now. That day I brought chocolates to give to people at school. So I walked in and gave her some chocolate and had a little chat with her.

Until I found out that she had broken up with her boyfriend. At that time I was just thinking about it. If I come back and flirt again, will it get stuck? At that time, I didn't even take it seriously. After that, she and I talked for about a week but I don't know why my feelings spread so quickly. It's like the old feeling has returned. Even though my friends sometimes tease me that someone has already talked, I don't care.

Because I feel very good with him. Until he sent a message. “We tried to love you. But we want you to be just friends. We don't want to lose friends.” Even though she once said to me, “If you had asked me to be together since Mathayom 3, we would have already been together.” Chaa said that he liked me at that time, but I didn't know.

But now it turns out that I have come to like her instead. It's something funny too.

Actually, all of this happened a while ago. Now there's nothing between me and her. I can still talk normally. That girl already has a boyfriend. As for me, I probably have to find a girlfriend, haha.

And leave it to you in case you come and read it. I still love you. I love you very much. I still support you every time. Work and fight. Eat a lot of food too. If you're tired, take a rest. If there's something you want to vent about, we're always here. We're still waiting.