Return journey of the last train An afternoon when the clear blue sky filled the sky above. The clouds are white and clean. It is as if the mountain of lingering snow is the largest in the world. The warm sunshine brightens the world.

However, it was freezing cold inside with the entire train air conditioned.

The breeze must be a sea of ​​grass. The green leaves on the trees swayed in the direction of the steaming stream. He wants to touch There might not be a chance at this time. Until you get off, it's your destination. The atmosphere felt like the earth was shaking because of the wind blowing past. Momentary longing disappears into the sweltering tropical concrete jungle of the capital. It's even more messy. The dangers of everyday life are not much different.

He's sitting there. Next to one of the glass windows from the entire train. Smile as the scenery is quickly broadcast live behind the transparencies. And it's not over yet. If it continues only alone Just like what happens in life. Until the passenger reaches its destination somewhere.

The other person sat down next to the window on the other side. The paths between us meet again. After being together for a long time

He chose not to insist on the other party. Only myself will hurt alone. who thought it would already be good for the other party Let the past be just a painful past. and should be forgotten from the heart in the end The fact that the other party never spoke never sad Therefore, it is not that the souvenir will be forgotten from memory.

He glanced at the other party. Is it possible that we didn't notice this before? The other party probably couldn't see past it like the elements.

He realized his confusion. It made me not understand what I was expecting. When meeting the other side again

Even if it was a coincidence that it happened in this place

He shook his head.

Throw away that thought.

What would be left if we could just say hello and have a little chat with each other and remember the past? or the missing time period.

Far apart in a sense of longing and the many feelings that arise while living together And after that --- there's nothing left.

He repeated it to himself. The truth here

deception this time Wandering around in my mind that I still want the other person to be my own again.

I'm willing to disappear even though I still love you.

once upon a time I admit I never understood what the other person would want to go back to the person who once hurt my own heart. Today he understood the other party enough.

Enough that I'm afraid of my own heart right now.

But there's probably no way that's possible anymore.

He reminded me, don't let yourself get carried away with things that will never be possible. There is danger hidden in it. If you don't want to be hurt for fun

He asked himself, allowing his eyes to glance at the other one more time. I was met with a shy smile. The makeup on his face was sent towards him.

He only smiled sheepishly in response.

before going the other way

Another thing They don't know what to do next. They keep writing and staring at each other's faces. I saw that it probably wouldn't last forever. At any given moment, someone will have to turn away first.

He was still the first.

"is ---"

The other party greeted.

He turned to face

“Can we sit here?”

He nodded.

We didn't say anything anymore.

They both looked out the window. There is no point of interest in sight. Just want to find a topic to open up a conversation. Breaking the silence between them He didn't have a single issue to open up about. besides the other party

"How are you"

The other party starts first.

“We haven't seen each other in a long time.”

He couldn't keep his mouth shut. Don't be too sensitive.

I don't think we'll ever meet again.

It's something he would say without thinking.

“Just so and so.”

he said

“Overall it is considered quite good.”

The other party nodded.

“Do you still miss each other?”

He didn't know how to respond.

Pain in the chest, like being punched in the face until numb. I don't understand if we miss each other, what would we abandon each other for? When the resentment in the emotion is controlled with mindfulness The distance makes us unable to see each other. There will be uncertainty after that.

Know that you will not be shaken. Will there be any harm in answering according to my heart? If I don't avoid it? did not give hope That will never be as hoped. and it hurts the feelings of the other party as well

He nodded in response.

“There are some.”

he said

“Like when we saw her again.”

The other party smiled brightly.

Looks like he's going to say something. Then try to evade yourself to stay under control.

The only way is to look out the window again.

Try telling yourself to forget it. It will definitely never happen. I myself was the one who abandoned him. What else do you dare to hope for? The fact that the person in front of him didn't scold him, wasn't silent, and still talked in a friendly way. He looked normal. When the wounds were healed from time, Or someone in between will treat him until he's completely cured.

The other party laughed slowly to himself.

“Where did you go from here?”

“Go home.”

"oh"

“And you?”

he asked back

“Traveling during a long holiday.”

The other party said

"The weather is really good. I still don't want to think that if I go back to Bangkok, it won't be like the other provinces."

he laughs

The other party just smiled.

“I still don't want to go back to Bangkok. How much?”

“It's been a while since I've seen something like this, right?”

He nodded in agreement.

We were quiet for a while.

"So you're traveling alone?"

He should already know the answer. I just want to be sure that I won't misunderstand.

“Yes.”

The other party said

“People are just recently single.”

The other party finished speaking and lowered their head. The other party's laugh was not funny. It doesn't sound like pain makes you bitter. It's because something else has more influence.

"thank you"

He looked at the other person's face.

“What is the matter?”

“We still miss each other. with what happened here And we are still sitting in front of you.”

In fact, it had long been forgotten. But missing you only happened when you just saw the other person.

It makes me think of good stories. What do you still remember? It is still engraved in my heart.

“Sometimes there are some that we will think about.”

He said

“Just didn't pronounce it.”

“Really?”

The other party said

“Is there anyone who has come to make your life happy?”

He nodded.

“When did he come in?”

“Probably when I didn't feel like I needed anyone. Except for you alone.”

he answered

The other's eyes glistened.

“But the time I spent with him It makes us understand that we need him more than anyone else in this world.”

“He must be very nice to you, right?”

“Yes, very good.”

The other party forced a smile.

“I'm glad.”

Yes, it's delightful.

If he was only happy for the other person back then

There will never be a memory of the other party.

So there's nothing impressive about it. And when the other party comes back He accidentally understood that this return trip on the train I will bring myself back to meet another person. The past had longed for him to become his own again. And for a moment he wished it had been like that already.

Destination at the end of this last train. He was able to restrain himself in time.

He looked for his back to disappear into the crowd of the main station. When you think you won't see the other person anymore

A young man in front appeared. Remind yourself that this person is the best love for him.

It will be both happiness and memories.

"How are you"

He answered no questions.

“I really miss this place, you know?”

As for the other party, it will only be the past that used to be just a memory. and pain

Later, it will be forgotten from memory. Time brings many things into place.

Until we meet again...and bring back old stories Between them they came back to think of each other again.