Original short story:

My Childhood Friend Violently Rejected My Suggestion to Break Up Due to My Inferiority Complex.

Author :

Unknown

original (

Eng) : Soafp

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My name is Yashiro Minamori, I'm just an ordinary person.

In both studies and sports, I'm at an average level, not too good, not too weak. The number of friends I have is normal, not too much, not too little.

My appearance is normal. Not handsome enough to be a star And I'm not so ugly that I can't look at it.

I've never had anyone complain so harshly. But he has never been highly praised by anyone either.

In short, I am an ordinary person, so normal that wherever I go, no one notices, no one pays attention, like a grain of sand on the beach. was lost in the social waves

But even though it's normal I already have a boyfriend.

My girlfriend's name is Kotoha Aihara, and she's a talented girl. Both studies and sports

She is super cheerful and friendly, so easy to get along with, everyone wants to be her friend. She is a constant embodiment of the interests and opinions of others.

Her face is as cute as the idols on TV. Combined with the smile that was always plastered on her face, I dare say there isn't a guy in school who isn't fascinated by her.

beautiful and perfect It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that she was a princess straight out of a fairy tale.

You guys may be wondering. Why did a temple dog like me end up with a blue flower like you?

In fact, there are people who say that in my school too.

Of course, when I hear people say things like that, I felt like I was being sarcastic every time.

But the answer to this question is simple.

Kotoha and I have been friends since childhood.

good luck? Probably yes. This is probably the only extraordinary thing in my life.

Every time I go on a date with Kotoha Who is like the goddess of the school Often faced with the eyes of those around him who stare with coldness and jealousy.

But going against them probably won't work.

lump of earth and stars No matter how you look at it, they shouldn't be together at all.

Even if you don't know it. But the feelings of inferiority and shame towards Kotoha began to build up inside me.

The first time this feeling surfaced I immediately shook it off. Kotoha and I get along well. So why should you care about anything else?

But then it came back again. Plus it plays bigger than before.

- If we continue to be together. One day in the future My mediocrity will definitely become something that holds Kotoha back -

I don't want it to be like that. If I really were to become Kotoha's weight in the future, I would be less than trash.

So in order to prevent that kind of thing from happening. So I decided to tell Kotoha…

“Let's break up…”

One evening in the park

I called my childhood friend out. and decided to say goodbye

"Eh?? …”

Kotoha had a puzzled expression on her face as if she didn't understand what I just said.

She blinked several times as if understanding the words. and stared at my face at the same time

From my face It seemed like she finally understood that I was serious.

Her face became pale. And her fingers began to tremble. Makes me immediately aware of her regret.

- Kotoha... I'm sorry -

I could only say sorry silently in my heart.

This is the first time I've seen Kotoha act like this.

Throughout our childhood we grew up together. I saw only the smiling and fun side of Kotoha.

And from now on I probably won't see it again.

This matter caused me quite a bit of heartache.

And what I will say from now on It would probably cause even more pain.

But it needed to be said.

“We should break up…”

"shut your mouth!!"

When I was gathering my concentration to repeat the same words again, at that time…

pop!!!

Something hard slammed into my cheek.

What is this?!?!

“Oh!! It hurts!!”

After the confusion passed Pain immediately replaced it.

Wha… what happened?!?

What did I get into?!?

“Heh heh heh…”

I'm completely confused about what happened. And before I knew it Kotoha had already approached me.

She kept her head low so I couldn't see her expression clearly. Her breathing sounded like she was angry. And her body tensed in a strange position.

“Wh… Kotoha??”

She looked like she was preparing to throw a punch.

And the position of the punch seemed to be aimed directly at me.

“Don't bother me!!”

“Yes… Miss Kotoha…”

“Don't be the one to suddenly break up with me like this!!”

Huh!?!

It happened very fast.

Kotoha snatched my neck with the power of enormous fury.

“Wait a minute!!” I shouted in shock.

“Why do you say things like that?!? Why are you dissatisfied with me?? Or do you already have another woman?? You haven't even touched me with one inch, but you're messing with other women?? You let me still be a virgin but went back and pounded other women!?! Don't bother me?? I'm trying to be so nice to get your attention, but you… you…

Go back and look at other sluts!?! Damn… you bastard!!”

Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!!

Kotoha grabbed the collar of my shirt. Then I shook it so hard that my head shook.

“Will… calm down!!”

“Calm down at your father's house!! I've secretly liked you since childhood. Do you know how hard I tried to be your girlfriend!?! Then suddenly he was bitten by a female dog from an unknown place. So you're going to keep me quiet?!? I'm not a brick-and-mortar monk!!”

Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Kotoha continued to shake me until it felt like my head and neck were about to split apart.

Either way, she's misunderstood. And I have to correct her understanding first.

Otherwise, she would definitely go crazy and be out of control.

“Spit out that bastard's name!! Spit it out now!! I'm going to stomp on it!! That bastard dared to touch my girlfriend!! I will definitely kill you!!”

“Wait… wait a minute, calm down. Let's talk about this nicely…”

“I'm already calm. Don't you see?!”

Where's the coolness?!?

Even if a blind person were to look, they would know that Kotoha now has everything except calmness.

Kotoha is going crazy. The sound was scary. His face was scary. Her mood could be described as frightening. Nearly crazy

All of her cuteness had disappeared.

“We will absolutely not-love-each-other!! You think I'm going to let you go to that bastard so easily?!? Tell me that girl's name!! Tell him to spit out his name!!”

First of all I don't have anyone new I'm definitely innocent about this.

And when there's no one So who do you want me to name??

But the shaking force of Kotoha's giantess was not something I could endure for long.

“Ugh…”

Being shaken a lot, I felt a strange feeling in my chest and stomach.

Ah… I feel like… retching…

“Wait a moment.. Kotoha… ya… stop it…”

“Spit it out!! Spit out that name…”

Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!!

I can't take it...

It seems like her reason glands aren't working right now.

“Stop it… ah… please… don't use force… ugh… be gentle… a little…”

“Tell me… tell me that girl’s name… Tell me now!!!”

Ahh… Please stop for a moment…

Oh…

Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puff!! Puff!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!!

I can't take it anymore...

Ugh… I feel like I'm dizzy now.

“Why are you protecting that slut!?! Tell me its name now!! Now tell me the name of this bitch who dares to take you away from me!!!”

“Oh wow…”

“Aaaaaaaaa…… Wow! Scream….”

“Awwwwww…”

Please don't guess what happened then.

Roughly speaking, whatever I ate through my mouth came back out the same way. Warm liquid squirted into the form of volcanic lava into the face of my childhood friend who was very close to me, almost close to me… that's it… completely accepting it.

Several minutes passed.

“Puke… I was vomited on…”

My childhood friend was sitting on a bench, hugging his knees. Unfocused eyes His mouth muttered the same words over and over.

“Uh… ah… I’m… really sorry.”

Even though she didn't seem ready to listen to anything. But I apologized with all my sincerity.

Previously, after… uh… that incident had passed.

We both swept the… er… that… off of ourselves and washed ourselves with water from the spring. That made us soaked all over. After wringing the cloth until it's damp We sat and dried ourselves in the sun on a park bench. Its scent still lingers around us. I want to go home Take a shower and wash yourself. Change your clothes and forget about today.

But when I saw her sitting blankly on the bench, I couldn't bring myself to leave.

I tried to get her to come home. But it doesn't seem to work. So all I could do was sit and be her friend.

“You are terrible… you cheated on me… and you… put it on me, why did I have to go through this? I tried my hardest to be a good boyfriend. But it turned out like this, you… you are responsible…”

It is said that in times of misfortune there is still good luck. Being washed away by the spring water made her feel a bit cooler. Maybe this will give us enough to talk about.

“I am truly sorry about what happened. But the matter of infidelity is not true at all. I've never done that. I never even thought about doing it.”

"…Really?"

"certain"

She sighed and seemed to be starting to listen to me.

“Then why do you want to break up with me? Is there any reason besides liking another woman?”

"If I don't tell you, will I get punched again?"

“Definitely hit!!”

"yes…"

Answer this directly. What can I say?

Well... I'm just one man, straight and manly.

“Okay… I'll tell you. It's… a bit embarrassing. But I will tell you everything.”

And then I started talking

About my feelings for her

About my insecurities around her

About my qualities maybe not good enough for her

about feelings of shame The feeling that he was not worthy of a school star like her.

Those feelings of frustration gradually accumulated to the point of feeling hallucinatory. I'm afraid that someday in the future our relationship will seriously hurt her. Make her sad until she can't take it. Everything I ever thought I told her everything.

“That's why I think we should break up. I think it will be better for her. She would not have to suffer in the future. And I won't have to hate myself for the rest of my life…”

By the time I finished speaking, the sun had already set.

One by one, the street lights in the garden began to come on. And both of our clothes seemed to be beginning to dry.

Even though the smell was faint, it still put me in a slightly bad mood. But speaking out It made me feel much more at ease than before.

It wouldn't be wrong to call it like a mountain had been lifted from your chest.

Releasing what was bottled up inside made me feel so much more at ease. Even though what I wanted to release the most were the emotions I was having. It's not the food I eat.

"um…"

Finally, Kotoha who had been silently listening to my story all this time, rose from the bench.

I don't know what she's thinking. After hearing my pitiful confession and thoughts,

- I must have disappointed her -

It's true. Once I found out the true nature of my boyfriend, how much of a loser he was. It's no wonder she's disgusted.

Plus I vomited on her. It's even more normal for her to hate me. Suppose now that I have changed my mind and don't want to break up with her. But she would definitely break up with me.

“I will kill you…”

Phew…

“Oh!!”

Before I could think clearly about her words, her flustered fist collided with my cheek for the second time that day.

“Wh… why did you punch me!?! She punched me twice!! Even my father has never hit me!!”

“Why do you always think for yourself?!?! If you think too much about this You should at least talk to me first. I'm your f-f-n!!!”

Kotoha grabbed me by the neck and made me stand again. While I held my cheek

“Oh… but if I talk to her about this. I'm afraid I'll make her uncomfortable…”

“So seeing how comfortable I am now?!? If they suddenly broke up with each other, I would be very pleased!?! And another thing Do you still remember who was the first to confess your love?”

Of course… how could I forget?

"Uh.. It's you, Kotoha."

“That's right!!! It's me!!! I was the one who confessed my love to you first!!! That means I'm the one who likes you!!!”

She said, moving her face closer to mine.

“Ah… uh.. your face… is it too close??”

“And you… you said you wanted to break up because you knew that we were too different?!? And what about my feelings?? We haven't done many things together. Haven't even kissed yet!!! And you still think I'll forgive you?!? G-g-g-la-a-dee-y-ng-ng!!!”

Puffed!! Puffed!! Puffed!!

My whole body was shaken violently again. Why does it feel like deja vu?

“Please… stop shaking… I'm going to throw up again…”

“You absolutely must not break up with me!! Anyone thinking of breaking up must be punished!!!”

“Phew!!!”

“Oh…”

She let out another punch. This time, it went into the stomach completely.

“She punched me again!! Why are you punching me??”

“Because you don't understand what I'm telling you!! I'll keep punching you until you understand!! If you say stupid things like breaking up with me again, I will kill you… no… I will kill you!!!”

“Ah…”

This is domestic violence! This is blatant domestic violence!!! Someone please inform the Ministry of Education!!! (Ministry of Social Development and Human Security)

“Just so you know, I'm very serious about our relationship. I've loved you since kindergarten. Whether it's when you make a shy face when we talk Or when you listened intently to me with a serious expression on every matter. The gentle expression on our face when we're together, the faint smile when you're embarrassed. I see a lot of good points in you.

And I never paid any attention to the stupid disadvantages you said!!”

“Sorry… but I don't care what crazy flaws you have. Let's just have love for each other. I am ready to be with you for the rest of my life… Do you understand?!?”

- Do you understand?!? - I don't know why, but just one word from Kotoha. It made her look as if she was surrounded by a goddess's aura.

“Kotoha…”

“So don't say break up to me again. You are the person I really love, have loved for a long time. Yes… it was my fault that I didn't notice your feelings. Therefore, from now on I will try to learn your feelings as much as possible. And if I haven't noticed it yet I want you to tell me honestly.

Even with the people around me, if we can do this, we can be together forever. No, I want it to last longer than forever…”

With that, Kotoha extended her hand to me.

“Shall we start over? Let this day next year be the anniversary of our reunion.”

“Kotoha…”

“Please… answer me…”

Kotoha's gentle smile It's the smile that I've always loved... but...

“I'm sorry, but I can't date you.”

“Huh!?!”

“I can't be with a violent woman.”

Now I know how violent Kotoha is deep inside. And it really scared me.

“Ha… ha… haha… hahahahahahahahaha!!!” Kotoha laughed hysterically.

“I was punched three times and it hurt really bad. I can't accept it if in the future I will be subjected to this kind of violence forever. Who can endure this??”

I am against violence I hate heroines who are good but use strength. I definitely don't want them!!

“Can you please stop pestering me?? Did you know that my sentence just now will become the sweet ending of the sweet love story that I so painstakingly planned!! You'll come and break it. cannot!!!"

“It seems good, but who knows? In the future, I might get punched to death. I don't want it... I'm afraid... I can't accept it!!”

"Then don't talk about cheating or breaking up. You annoy me, I'll kill you!!!"

“That's what I'm afraid of!! Families who talk violently!! I don't want it... I want a normal family!!”

“Don't be afraid!! You will definitely get it!!!”

"Ouch!! She punched me again!!”

“Don't moan!! You're an idiot and you deserve to be punished. What are you so sure about this kind of thing?!!! Take that determination and use it for other things!!!”

“She is the most authoritarian!!!”

We both yelled at each other. The people around us looked at us and laughed and shook their heads at the ridiculousness.

But it can't be helped.

“I have to escape…”

I started running as hard as I could.

“Dare you to escape?!”

Kotoha immediately ran after me.

“Take back responsibility for vomiting on the little girl!!!”

“That is a different matter…”

“I don't care!! You have to take it. Get it now!! I order you to take it now!!!”

“Nooooooo!!!”

"You can't escape me!!!!!"

Now, the idea that I'm not suitable for her. has faded away

However, it turned into fear instead.

And this was just the beginning of the game of cat and mouse between me and this childhood friend. That will continue for many years from now, I don't know if in the future it will become hell for me. Or become heaven for you

Only heaven can tell about that.

But, there's one thing I can tell you for sure.

After this incident has passed I've never had a new boyfriend again...