It might take an eternity, but at least in the end they were together.
The cold winter air blows into the living room through the living room.
“Oh, is it this late?”
The thin figure got up from the sofa and looked at the time on his cell phone. He himself didn't know when he fell asleep and woke up again when he felt it. Not once did I have sweet dreams or nightmares.
It would be impossible to take a shower and go to bed because his husband wanted to never come back. I saw that the other party said that today he would probably come back late because of a lot of work, but I also saw that he came back late every day using the same reason. Sometimes it changes to say that there are some meetings.
which he himself already knew the real reason of the husband who returns home or sometimes doesn't return at all, just doesn't speak out and that's it.
“Today the weather is quite cold, let's make some soup.” A slender hand opened the refrigerator. Pick up the ingredients you need before washing the vegetables and turning them into dice. When the water started in the month, put the things you had prepared into it.
His weak eyes looked at his own hand, which was discolored. Staring at it in a confused manner
Will we live until our next wedding anniversary?
A question that he always asked himself, but there was never a time that Rei was able to answer his question. Not knowing whether he would be able to open his eyes in the morning or not, not knowing whether he would see his lover's face again or not. Clear tears began to flow.
The reason Rei cries isn't because she's afraid of dying. But it's that I won't be beside my lover again. Even though he knew in his heart that his husband had lost his love for himself a long time ago, Ray still loved his husband. He was afraid that the other person would have to be alone.
Ray is well aware that the disease he has has no cure. If you want to be cured, you must rely only on a miracle. There's no other way.
He placed the food he had cooked in his hands on the dining table. Of course, don't forget to cover it with plastic wrap before posting the post-it as a final touch. When dinner was finished for her husband, Ray decided to take a shower and then go to bed.
A young man with light brown hair got up from the hospital bed and sat on the replacement bed. He had made up his mind to leave the hospital. Take all the remaining time Do whatever you want, one last time.
This has been around for a while. It had been three months since Ray last cried. Now he is no longer afraid or worried about anything.
Ray got out of bed to pack his bag. I found that all of his belongings had been packed and put in a bag for me by someone.
They must be nurses.
Let's just say we put our things at home first and then go on a trip, it's still 8 o'clock.
“In the end, I can't change your opinion.” Just as he was walking out of the door, he heard a familiar voice coming from his left. That's not used by anyone anywhere.
Ray's personal doctor
“Ah, that's it.”
“I made the right decision.”
“Yes,” was the short answer, but there was a lot of emotion in that answer. full of sentences
That's a lot in one word.
The doctor, who was close to number three, watched his patient slowly walk away. At first he was going to try to stop him again, but when he heard the other person's voice and that smile, Maybe his patient wouldn't have anything left undone.
anymore, so going out to live the rest of my life is probably the last thing I want to do.
Where should I go? While looking at the tourist station Enjoy on your mobile phone. An idea popped into his head. Ray looked at his husband's name on his phone before deciding to call.
Try it, it won't hurt.
The rhythmic sound of a phone call had been loud for quite some time.
What are we hoping for here? Ray thought that his husband would not accept him anymore so he hung up the phone. But there was a voice that he wanted to hear.
'What's wrong?' Her husband's soft, deep voice came through the phone. It didn't sound annoyed or upset like usual. It was just a normal tone of voice.
“Do you want to go on a trip together?”
“...Just go in and get it.” The other party was silent for a moment.
Hearing her husband's answer, a bright smile appeared on his face.
I don't think we'll be able to date again after being released from the hospital. Where is a good place to go on a date? Ray's happy air made the driver's uncle wear a light green app. Guess the answer from the other end of the phone that Ray and you don't want at all.
“Very handsome, now.”
“Ah, no need to change.” Ray picked up a gray banknote and gave it to a fat, kind-looking uncle.
“How can you be so handsome and lose so much?” You prepared to hand over change but Ray refused.
"It's okay, just take it."
“No, no,” said Ray, who saw that no, Uncle would definitely give him all the change. Therefore, Ray took the chance that Uncle was not paying attention and hurriedly got out of the car. When the customer saw that the customer did not accept change, he drove away.
He didn't leave a tip because his uncle called him handsome. I give because I don't have to worry about money anymore.
Now he has enough to last until the end of the month. Even though the truth is, he won't last until the end of this month.
Ray hurriedly put things away in the room, his phone still opened a page recommending tourist attractions. Before he could lie down on his beloved bed that he hadn't slept in for a long time, a black luxury car stopped in front of the house. I have to go to the front of the house and quickly get in the car.
Now I want to make the most of all the time I have. So no matter how much I want to sleep on a soft, loving bed,
I can't anymore.
Ray opened the door of the luxury car to meet a handsome young man with a God-made face who was one hundred and ninety centimeters tall.
Meter wears a completely black suit. Makes me wonder if my husband really goes on a trip wearing that outfit.
“Where are you going?” Athit asked in his soft, handsome voice that bewitched him.
“Amusement park.” Upon hearing his wife's answer, Granted by a famous company, he stepped on the accelerator and went to his destination as his wife had told him.
"Thank you for traveling with me." He didn't know what the other party was thinking that made him not want to divorce. When he first found out he was unfaithful, he was mentally prepared to divorce. Even though I had prepared myself mentally. Is it us who isn't brave enough to ask for a divorce?
"What are you talking about? I'm your husband. Besides, we've already arrived."
Athit parked his car near the entrance and when the two of them got out of the car, almost every woman in the area stared at them. Just one week alone and Ray did something that he never thought of doing before. Hug your arms to show your superiority.
The two of them walked towards the entrance of the amusement park. Ray shows the ticket he bought to the staff and they can easily enter the fun. No need to waste time queuing.
Ray just noticed that today the amusement park was extremely crowded. Ray, who wondered why, saw that today was the anniversary of this amusement park, allowing him to play all the machines as many times as he wanted by just buying the cheapest ticket.
Just like this, because of this there are a lot of people.
Ray held Athit's hand. Athit's side said that small people might be afraid of getting lost. But he was wrong. Ray ran so hard that he even forgot that he was sick and about to die. The ride they played on was a roller coaster.
Every time Ray plays, he usually closes his eyes, but this time he opened his eyes every second he was on the rides, including tornadoes and hurricanes. Or even a haunted house Ray never closed his eyes, even though he held her husband's hand.
I realized that twilight had already arrived and the sun was about to set, turning the sky orange. Athit picked up his wife's sleeping body in a princess pose and walked towards the car. Put the other person down slowly. Then he fastened his seatbelt and finished with a soft kiss on the cheek.
A black luxury car drives through the expressway at night, blending in with the color of the sky.
Athit looked at his wife and thought about taking the little man home first and then working. Because from the amusement park to home is quite far, plus the traffic jams cause the sun to wave goodbye to the horizon for a long time.
“I'm home now, Ray.” Athit saw that the other party didn't want to wake up, so he thought about letting him sleep for another ten minutes.
Running away from work like this, do I have to work late again?
Too workaholic?
Why do I suddenly think of those words? They said something crazy, crazy, overworked, causing news that other than Ray's heart, why should he care? If Ray doesn't care, he doesn't care either way. that spread rumors Most of the people who are stars are all underdogs and those who do good work are fired. No matter how good they are, they can't help but want to find trouble for themselves.
This Ray has made a mess all week long. When he sees him with sauce in the corner of his mouth, people reach out to wipe it up.
But when his hand was in front of the other person's face, he found that his lover was no longer breathing.
Athit started doing something wrong. Supporting his remaining self-consciousness, he pedaled as hard as he could and headed towards the hospital.
Athit held his wife's breathless body.
“Please help my wife,” Athit shouted loudly at the entrance to the building. Nurses from different groups worked together to rush Ray to the ICU.
Sunday sat hopelessly in front of the ICU. Soon a nurse came and told him that there was a doctor who wanted to see him. Sunday it must have been about his wife so he decided to follow her.
She led the way to an examination room before opening the door to see a doctor who looked no different in height from him.
“I am your wife's personal doctor-”
"Rei, what's the matter?" His voice trembled. The tears that had been suppressed from flowing out, along with the look in the young president's eyes, could tell just how sad the other party was.
He didn't ask any questions, just picked up the envelope and handed it to him and said to him briefly,
“You can stay here until you finish looking at the notes. I don't know what's inside, but I accept it. Talk to Ray and he'll give it to you. If he loses it, you can use the computer over there.”
Because it was night, there were more rooms for examining patients than there were doctors. Because it's okay to just give one room.
Athit received the envelope. It was addressed on the envelope:
'To you in the decades to come'
When I opened it up, I found only a flash drive with only one video clip inside.
“This has started recording. Well, if you see this video, it means that I probably won't be here anymore. Because of that, uh..uh
I wrote a song for you too.” Ray picked up his guitar.
'~The day I met you in the past Those memories of spending time with you
The feeling of the two of us believing in Inside my heart that is filled and if the moon
This comes back again. Seeing you again would probably be impossible.
I would like to see you again. From now on, everything will change. No matter when
I always miss you. Look at the hands holding each other that have brought us to this day. If this month
come back again Seeing you again would probably be something I couldn't do. Even so, I
I want to meet you once. Your memories that are slowly fading (fading) are coming together.
again if this month comes back again Seeing her again would be impossible.
Again, it went on like this. If this month comes back again It would probably be a good idea to meet her again.
Another thing that can't be done, even so, I will never give up. Because I want to see you again~'
“And this is the last thing. I want to tell you that Happy birthday, happy new year
Mer Christmas, happy every festival forever. I will never leave you. I will always be in
Your memories will last forever.”
Athit couldn't stop his own tears anymore, they were pouring down both sides of his cheek and there was no way to stop.
“Rayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy”
In the last moments of life Ray died in the arms of the person he loved.
A faint breeze streamed in through the open window of the VIP ward. The young nurse helped close the window as the patient requested. Her hands were wrinkled and her eyes were blurred. As the week passed, there was hardly any more time left for the handsome young man. Now the company has had a lot of success, but it hasn't.
Many people ask about the reason for its success. But Athit never told me once. Because of that reason, he lost Ray. If he had realized this sooner, Ray would not have died. The chance of being cured from Ray's early stage disease was incredibly high.
Even though many years have passed, Athit never stops blaming himself.
Ah Rei, I'm sorry. No matter what, I want you again.
Desire along with the heavy breath poured out of both eyes slowly. slowly closing down
“Where is this place?” His last memory was falling asleep in a hospital bed. And where is this? The golden fields stretch as far as the eye can see, the blue sky shines brightly in the autumn and the trees bloom. I turned left and right and saw no one. I looked at his hand.
The self who became young again
"Are you lost? Do you want me to help you? If you want me to help you, just hold my hand."
The former president's longing voice sounded again behind him. Athit quickly turned around and smiled. With tears of happiness He quickly held the other's hand as firmly as he could. Because this time, I won't let go anymore, and the two of them walk hand in hand on the golden meadow. Even though I don't know how long this journey will take.
It might take an eternity, but at least in the end they were together.
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