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“Huh~ I'm sorry, Jongdae. I'm sorry. Can you forgive me?

Why is this world so cruel? God! Can I have Jongdae back?

Can we go back to being the same as before?

TT "

I looked at the photo of me and Jongdae over and over. Tears of a man flowing out

There's no stopping. I was wrong. You're a fool, Yifan!

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Wu Family House

a little boy sitting absentmindedly like looking for someone

"Sigh~ When will Yifan come back?"

I'm sitting here waiting for my husband. Haha. I can say that with full confidence.

Because Yifan and I are already married, hehe, I'm embarrassed >////< But in the beginning

It was going well. Sigh. But when I came to stay late, Yi Fan came home late lately.

Every day, I'm so sad, even though I actually live in the same house. This week is still almost

We didn't see each other at all. I'm secretly a little disappointed. But I don't mind.

Try to convince yourself that Yi Fan has a lot of work. Yifan has a lot of work, Fighting Jongdae!

Creak ~

The luxury car has parked. With a good looking man His name is Yi Fan, getting out of the car ready.

Carrying many documents down

"yay ! Yifan is back. How are you? Are you tired? Come on! Please help me."

The small figure heard the sound of the car stopping and almost ran up and scrambled to find the person he was waiting for.

for a long time and snatched the documents in Yi Fan's hand to hold for himself.

Thump!!

Many of the documents Jongdae tried to help carry fell to the floor.

"this ! Jongdae, be careful!! Those documents are important. If you can't hold it, you don't have to hold it.

Don't you have to mess with me? It's annoying!!!"

Yi Fan shouted loudly at the little man. Then he walked into the house irritated, not knowing.

That this little person was crying

Tears of disappointment flowed down the little man's cheeks. That feeling that

A sharp pain inside But it never got used to it.

Since that day, I have changed into a different person. From never having spoken a harsh word, A smile that everyone says is bright

But now it has turned into a sad smile. This Kim Jongdae will not accept Wu Yifan anymore!!!!

“Yifan, where are you? Why don't you go home? Oh..you're with that amazing nurse, right?!! That's right.

I'm old, I'm boring." I shouted angrily into the phone. It's Yi Fan. He doesn't want to go home. He's stuck with

That busty nurse for sure, this Jongdae won't give in!!!

“Jongdae, can you listen to me first? I don't have much free time to argue with you. I'm at work. What about the hospital's accounting?

And then I'll have to go check on the patient. As for that nurse, I've never had anything to do with him. Can you stop teasing me for once?"

Yi Fan was equally angry.

"I trust you. But I don't trust that nurse. Should you have some time with me? For me and you, what state is it in?"

“Jongdae, listen to me! I came to work. I'm tired. I need some sweet comfort. You yourself have never given it to me, and I'm tired.

I'm discouraged."

"And in the past....."

“Jongdae, I changed my personality for you. Please help change your behavior for me."

"I'm going to be yours like this. Why do you? If you can't accept it, you don't have to accept it. So let me ask you a question. Since we've been together, you've told me you love me.

Have you ever spoken kindly to me? Have you ever had time for me? You're not any different from me."

"Jongdae, I'm not going home today. I'm bored!!!"

“Brother Chris, you said it like this. You're going to leave me, right? Fuck Chris, I told you to go home, Fuck Chris, Fuck Chris!!!"

The tall figure cut off the small man's call. Kris feels bored, very bored. Why doesn't Jongdae ever listen to him? The past is in the past.

.: Kris Part :.

A luxury car was parked in front of a famous pub in Seoul.

"oh ?? How did you get here, Chris? Jongdae for you to come? Haha" Park Chanyeol, the owner of this famous pub. Say hello to a close friend

Chanyeol and Kris have been friends since high school. Until now, everyone has separated to go to work. Come stay behind Chanyeol.

With Chris, we don't get to see each other very often. Since Kris stopped being a flirt and started seriously dating his beloved wife, Jongdae.

“Call me Gu Yifan. Chris is too formal."

“Oh, Yi Fan, you still haven't answered my question. You like answering questions with questions."

"Then be damned. It's really annoying. I make a fuss and be sarcastic. Every now and then I'll curse. I always think for myself. I'm bored. "I'm really fed up with Jongdae's behavior.

"It's like this for you~ Didn't it hurt you when you hurt me before? Consider it a fateful act."

What Yeol said is true. In the past, I hurt Jongdae a lot. But it's the past, isn't it? We have to start cooking again with good things.

“But I have limits to my patience. If this happens often, I think I myself won't be able to bear it."

"You don't love Jongdae anymore?"

"I don't want to answer right now..."

Do I love Jongdae?

Why don't I really know my own heart? Damn it!!!

.: END Kris Part :.

"Huh..." I don't know how many thousand times I've cried. When will it ever end? Whether you love or break up, just tell me. I wouldn't have to.

To hurt like this That's how I expressed it. Because I want to be a strong person But in my heart, it was getting weaker and weaker.

yes ! I have to be strong. I must not cry Don't show your weakness to others. Be brave! You are not the weak Jongdae.

It's the same person now.

6.00 P.M.

I've been waiting for Yifan for almost a day now. Where have you gone? Why don't you come back now?

Yi Fan said he wasn't going home today. I wonder if I'm staying at the condo. Oh my! Am I wasting my time?

Eh! So why am I waiting!?!

With that, I got up from the bed. After sleeping in bed for most of the day, I'm really hungry. *-* It's already evening. So I got up and went to take a shower.

Dress up! Today is a holiday. Where should I go? ~ That's right, I'd rather go to Myeongdong. It's close. Heehee. I think I'm going to go buy some new pajamas.

Also, go to Luhyung's shop. My senior is better. Because of Luhyung's clothing store. It's the biggest in Myeongdong, I'll tell you. The price is also cheap. >

O< #

The thing that Jongdae likes is very cool.

Eh! It's better to invite Yi Fan to go with you >////<

Closet, closet, closet ~

(What's wrong?)

-Where are you? -

(I live in a condo. What's going on?)

-Yifan, are you awake yet? If you haven't woken up yet, wake up now. Hurry and take a shower. And then came to pick me up at home. Give it half an hour.

(Hey! Wait, what are you talking about? Today is a holiday. Can I take some time off? And where will I go?)

Oh, Yi Fan wants to kiss you -0-

-I won't let you rest. Today I will go to Myeongdong. Most importantly, you have to go with me too.

(Why do I have to go? A lot of people don't like me, and you know that.)

- I don't know about this one~ Just give me half an hour. Hurry, kiss ㅎ 3 ㅎ -

.: Kris Part :.

What? I told you I didn't want to go. Instead of holidays, will I be able to rest? But I have to go back and walk to Myeongdong.

Jongdae? There were a lot of people. Didn't your eyes get distracted when you saw them? Can't help it. I probably have to get up and take a shower.

Sigh ~ I'm lazy. Oh, I'm annoyed when I say this ㅗ / ㅗ

But ? It probably won't be a problem if you're a little late :)

After that, I lay down and went back to sleep.

zZzZzZzZ

Really comfortable~

.: END Kris Part :.

7.30 P.M.

Oh! (_ _*) Why hasn't Yi Fan come yet? It's already 7:30 p.m. :( Waiting until the roots grow!!!

I couldn't wait, so I took a taxi headed to Myeongdong. Let's follow in time, Yi Fan :( You can walk alone, but you can't see them.

I'm going to have to reconcile - -^

At Myeongdong

I walked slowly along the walkway. Today there are not many people. I buy a lot of kimbap at my regular store to eat. Very delicious >

O<

This shop has been open since I was a child. Until now, the business is much bigger than before. Every time I buy it, I get a lot of kimbap plus it.

You probably see me as a regular customer and I'm very handsome. Hahaha ^^

I walked past a couple happily eating ice cream together. I look and I want something like that too. Why Yifan?

There's no time with me. Sigh, I feel sad when I think about it.

TT^TT

Finally, I walked up to Lu Hyung's shop. The name of the shop was "

Dream Perfect Design "

It is a fashion style clothing store.

The biggest cute one in Myeongdong too.

“Oh, hey, Jongdae, how did you get here?” Lu Hyung greeted me with friendly words. Luhyung and I are very close. Luhyung pleases me.

put everything on my hair Until sometimes I secretly wonder if Lu Hyung thinks of me or not. But if it weren't for the fact that I was already married to Yi Fan.

Lu Hyung might ask to date me -///////- Hehe, I'm embarrassed.

“Today, please say you're going to buy 2-3 sets of pajamas. The old pajamas are torn."

"oh ? Why is it missing so quickly? Where did you go to do it? I think the fabric from my shop is good. It shouldn't be that fast."

"No, uh..that is..." How should I tell you? Well, last night, Yi Fan came, I don't know where she came from. snatching nightie

I'm totally out of it. What crazy person doesn't know how to be a sadist ><

“Let it be, it doesn't matter if you don't answer. But let's go look at pajamas, shall we? There are a lot of new designs coming~ There's a duck pattern that we

I like it too."

"Wow~ Luhyung, hurry up and take me to see this *-*"

Luhyung led me into the pajamas corner. Then he took out a pair of duck pattern pajamas to show.

"How are you? Are you beautiful? This one was designed by Hyung himself. There's only one."

*-* oh my God ! It's very beautiful >< Yellow duck pattern pajamas It's a hoodie and long pants, very cute.

Jongdae likes being so cool.

“This hoodie. It's three substances that you can carry around as well."

"wow ! That's awesome, Luhyung. I'll buy this one."

I picked up a pair of duck pattern pajamas to try on. It's so perfect. Jongdaejaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa >[]<

"Nabi, please take the money to the counter for me."

Luhyung turned to speak to the store clerk and Luhyung took me out to get something to eat at a nearby cake shop.

I ordered an orange flavored cake. with green tea blended Lu Hyung orders hot Americano coffee.

"Hey, how are we? Do Yifan and I get along well?”

“Well..we like to have problems with each other often. But it's nothing, it's not serious."

"If Yifan does anything, we can tell hyung."

"Ha *-* "

"So Yi Fan isn't coming too?"

“At first I invited you to stay. But I've been waiting for Yifan for a long time, and Yifan still hasn't come. So I came alone."

"Are you angry about something? We can stop the habit of forcing others.”

"I..I didn't force it..I just wanted to have some time for us. Not this far apart."

Clear tears flowed from my eyes. Lu Hyung raised his hand and touched my head with affection. I want to stay like this forever, that's good too.

The taller figure moved his face closer to the smaller one. A thin lip rested on the small's lips. It was such a long kiss.

It was a kiss that comforted, wiped away tears, nothing more than that. Jongdae probably didn't think anything of Xiao Luhan. But Xiao Luhan

I don't think of Jongdae only as a younger sibling. If Kris doesn't take Jongdae away first. He and Jongdae are probably together. and there will be no way to sit

Let's be sad like this

A tall figure in the distance bent away. Looking at these two people Vai's eyes were filled with anger and sadness.

"Huh," came a high-pitched voice in his throat. before walking away You're such a fool, Yifan!

.: Kris Part :.

I walked out of that store. In my heart I felt completely confused. What happened? Why are Jongdae and Lu here together?

Is Jongdae going to cheat on me? What did I do wrong? Why do they have to do this to me? Or maybe..

The two of them may have nothing in common. Yifan, you must think positively!

But I tried my hardest to hurry. Yes, I fell asleep and woke up again at 8:00 p.m. Then I hurriedly pulled into the car to find Jongdae.

At home, but I couldn't find him, so I thought, what's wrong with Jongdae? Where has he gone? Damn it!! I called Jongdae a hundred times and Jongdae didn't answer so I followed him to Myeongdong. Came to meet them both... Hey! Damn it, what am I supposed to do?

It's good with the two of them :)

.: END Kris Part :.

I pushed Lu Hyung away. Lu Hyung kissed me just now.

O[]O

I'm going crazy *-* Lu Young thinks of me more than you, right?

But it's not cheap. At least I have Yifan now. I will definitely not cheat on Yifan.

"Uh...Jongdae is...I'm sorry, Jongdae! Jongdae !”

Xiao Luhan shouted to Jongdae but to no avail. Jongdae ran out. This little one must be sad. Hyung, I'm sorry. What did you do to me? Xiao Luhan!!!

I hurriedly ran out of that store before anything more happened. I ran out and saw a red luxury Audi driving past.

Eh? That's Yifan's car. And just now, Yifan must have seen it. What should I do? Jongdae!

Having said that, I immediately called Yi Fan.

- Hello Yifan, this is Jongdae. Yifan, don't misunderstand me. That is, Jongdae and Luhyung are nothing to each other -

(Huh..now can I speak nicely?..Jongdae)

- Hey Chris!! This isn't the time to be sarcastic. What the heck, this person was so kind to speak to me-

(Then what did you call? )

-It's...Jongdae doesn't want Yifan to misunderstand. I mean, Jongdae and Luhyung really have nothing to do with each other. Yi Fan believes in Jongdae ~ -

(Oh..heh, I haven't said anything yet. Don't get too hot, Jongdae~ )

-oh ? -

This shows that I'm just imagining this, right? Jongdae. Ahhh :3 It's okay. Yifan doesn't know about it. It's better :)

(Hey Jongdae, I have something to give you. Come to my condo.)

-Huh? Okay, okay, I'll go now.

Hey >///< What will Yi Fan give you? Hey, Jongdae is really embarrassed. >/////////////////////<

Does this mean that Yi Fan will return to normal? Yi Fan will return to his old self, right?

Yay ^^ Jongdae is the happiest in the world. So it's going to be slow? Hurry and find Yifanxi~

.: Kris Part :.

...Huh.

Jongdaepabo!!!

You think I can't see it? Huh, I can totally see it. By the way, it's not just Jongdae who's stupid, I'm also stupid, very stupid.

Betrayed by a lover like this When someone you love betrays you, it hurts like this :(

Why did Jongdae do this to me? I asked myself all this time. Maybe I still don't know if I love Jongdae or not.

Since I came to the house and couldn't find Jongdae. I feel really worried about him. And this?

What Jongdae did to me really hurt.

So I told Jongdae to come meet me at the condo. I have something to give him. Sounds good, right? ~ But no, people like me always have evil plans in mind. Since Jongdae treated me like this I will respond.

-Hello Kyungsoo, hyung, I really miss you ♥ -

(look for

o_O

K..What do you have, Mr. Chris?)

-Are you free now? ~ Come find me at the condo-

(Uh... uh... Mr. Kris, what do you want me to do?)

-It's the same as before. Come quickly and see you -

I put my fancy phone down on the nightstand. and arrange things in order Just a few more minutes, please come~

You will suffer the most. As far as I am right now

Dingdong~

I wonder if Kyung will come. I opened the door to let Kyungsoo in. I didn't hesitate and immediately took off Kyungsoo's shirt.

"Ah..Mr. Chris."

Yifan kissed down the white folds of her neck. A large hand managed to remove his own boxers.

“Please help me..Kyungsoo.”

Yifan grabbed his big shaft and put it in Kyungsoo's mouth. Kyungsoo was ready to receive it fully. Stick out your tongue and touch the large shaft of

Yi Fan faintly Then he moved his head into place. Swallow the hot part in your abdomen.

"Ah~ Well done Kyungsoo."

Yi Fan didn't mind, he grabbed his own big shaft. Stabbed into Kyungsoo's back. Yi Fan felt this wetness inside.

Yi Fan moved his large shaft to its fullest extent.

"Mr. Kris..ah."

"What's wrong?"

"I..ah, I can't take it anymore."

"You're still as cool as ever, Kyungsoo."

"Ah..ah..hmm, faster. Sit.."

.: END Kris Part :.

I have arrived at the door of Yifan's place. I'm extremely excited. At first I thought I'd knock on the door and call.

You'd better change your mind. Oh, the door isn't locked. Better go in and surprise Yi Fan. Queek~

"Hello Yifan ^^ Jongdae, a cute person has come to see you."

“Oh..umm...very good. Kyungsoo, you did a great job..ah, even stronger."

Huh? I'm confused? What happened? I immediately ran to Yifan's bedroom.

And then found

Yifan and Kyungsoo, my juniors.

energy........

“Yifan, please explain? What happened?”

“Do you still want me to explain? The picture is already clear. Jongdaeah~"

Yifan smiled at the corner of his mouth. Do you not feel shaky at all?

"Jongdae hyung..is..uh..."

“I don't blame you, Kyungsoo. I'll go now. I apologize for interrupting you."

I resisted the urge to say that. Even though in my heart

It almost fell to its feet.

" wait a minute ! "

What else is going on? Why hold on? Isn't the sight in front of you painful enough?

I turned to look at Yifan.

"Didn't you want to ask me something?"

"Ask! Asking if I still love you?"

"Does Yi Fan still love me?"

I asked, even though I knew the answer in my heart.

The answer is

"No, I don't love someone like you anymore. Get out of my life. Then you don't have to show me again."

Clear tears flowed down her cheeks.

Is this what Yifan is going to give me?

Hey! thank you

Will you take revenge?

Have you ever trusted each other? With Lu Hyung, it was nothing more than that.

Both of them turned to look at me.

Kyungsoo seemed shocked.

But look, Yifan.

Huh...

You're really stupid. Let him trick you over and over again.

Are you still not afraid?

Well..I love "him".

What can I do?

If you love, it's hard to let go :(

But there's a way here.

Death is..the end of everything :)

I quickly ran out of the condo.

I decided to walk down the aisle.

"No, I don't love someone like you anymore. Get out of my life. Then you don't have to show me again."

It hurts so much :(

Don't you have to show your face again??

What is your heart made of, Yifan?

It's very late now.

It's better to go home.

I walked across the street to head to the car on the other side.

I didn't get my hopes up.

Suddenly there was a sedan from nowhere, driving very fast.

Suddenly...

Chrome!!!!

My body was thrown very far.

The last picture I saw was a dim light.

With the face of the person I love

Yifan :)

The sound of an ambulance filled the streets. Some bodies lay unconscious and motionless. Lying in a pool of blood

Rescuers were taking some bodies to the hospital.

Before it..

It's too late.

Time is always precious, right? But the disadvantage is that Can't go back and fix anything.

That's all :)

.: Kris Part :.

That's what I said. I didn't mean to I just want Jongdae to feel some pain.

Doesn't Jongdae normally have to throw his hair at him? So what happened here? Why is Jongdae quiet?

Jongdae has never been like this. I felt a strange hollowness in my heart.

I pulled away from Kyungsoo. and sent him home. Now I'm sitting in the living room alone.

I don't know what sound was outside, it was very loud. I didn't go out to see. I thought about Jongdae over and over.

After a while..the phone rang.

“Doctor Chris. There's an urgent emergency."

"I'm on leave, right, nurse?"

“Right now there is no doctor on duty. (Jimin, the patient's pulse has weakened. Hurry.)"

A voice echoed from the phone. It was assumed that it was another nurse's voice.

"Alright, I'll go right away."

I hurriedly drove a luxury car. Head to the hospital as quickly as possible.

Without knowing that

One person is

Will run out of breath....

At Seoul Hospital

I hurriedly put on a suit and entered the operating room. The nurse said that this patient's case was hit by a car and thrown very far. The brain has been severely damaged. Almost all the blood flowed out. The chance of survival is only 50%.

Why, why can't I forget Jongdae's face? But work is more important. Stop thinking about Jongdae, Yifan!

2 hours have passed

The surgery is finished. But it seems like things won't get better. The pulse became weaker and weaker. Why is this patient's face familiar to me?

No matter how I think of it, I can't think of it. It's very familiar. But I didn't notice clearly. because it was covered by a small cloth

30 minutes have passed

My pulse is worse than before. Damn it. I need to give CPR.

"Doctor...this is it."

The nurse handed me a heart pump.

Tid~

I pumped hard. But it didn't get any better.

Tick ​​tick~

No, I can't die. Why do I feel strangely hollow in my heart? I pumped my heart again.

but

Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick, Tick

This is the last sound I heard. This patient has died. I feel very sad that I couldn't save his life.

Why..why?

The nurse brought a cloth to cover the corpse's face.

"Doctor, you don't have to be sad. You got hit by a car and thrown away like that. Whoever is alive is already a miracle."

"May I see this patient's face just once?"

"All right...doctor."

The nurse lifted up the cloth. Some bodies with now pale white skin lay motionless. And it doesn't seem to have revived anymore.

I stopped in front of him. I fell down as soon as I saw his face. My knees fell to the floor. The tears that flowed without stopping

Why?

The person lying in front of me is

"Kim Jongdae"

Why, why, I don't know. Feeling a sharp pain in my heart

"Why ! Why does it have to be Kim Jongdae? Why did you leave me? Come back, please.

God ! Give me back my Kim Jongdae."

"Khun.N...Doctor...What's wrong? Ah! This is Mr. Jongdae!!!!"

My tears are flowing without stopping now. I hugged Jongdae's still body.

It would be good for me to meet Jongdae before I die. I..I was a fool for doing something like that.

“Jongdae, hey.

TT

Why are you leaving me? Why are you leaving me!!!!"

I shouted like a crazy person.

“Jongdae...Yifan loves Jongdae.

Don't Jongdae want to hear these words?

Jongdae, come back to Yifan.

Yifan promises.

that Yifan will go back to the way it was before

Yifan won't come home late.

Yifan will indulge Jongdae.

Yifan wouldn't say angry things to Jongdae.

Just one request...

Can you come back?"

I hugged Jongdae's body.. for the last time.

May we meet again, please....

Yifan will love Jongdae forever....Yifan promises ♥

wasted time

It can't be brought back.

Even though I told you how much I love you

You probably didn't hear it :(

It's finished.

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