Have you ever..

I love someone so much that words cannot describe it.

Even though everything is going well But in the end it must end.

I think I never get a boyfriend.

Yes… who would have thought that?

“Bom…I broke up with Sunmi.” The short figure of a close friend who had seen each other since they were little walked up and down, tears in his eyes, and sat next to him.

Seeing it like this, but it's sensitive.

"Don't cry. You know I don't like seeing my friends sad."

“You didn't break up with Hyuna. You don't understand." He turned around and scolded through tears. I saw it, so I wiped it off out of habit and smeared it on my shirt out of disgust(?).

“Who said I quit?”

"Why did you break up? You love him a lot, don't you?"

“Um, I love you very much, but he doesn't want me. What can I do?”

I don't want to be that much of a hero. But I can't stand being a villain that the heroine will never love.

“I'm lonely. It's been a week since I've been single."

"I'm no different from you." Yes, I secretly cry as well. There's no one else, so it's crazy. I like it. Sigh.

“Would you like to try dating with me?”

"Oh my....... What the hell are you playing at?"

“I didn't play. I'm really lonely.”

"Um... I'll take it."

From the beginning, a smll ……. It become more.

From a small beginning It turned out to be something more than that.

We tried dating each other from being close friends.

Before taking you on a date Even though in the past we called it just hanging out before going home.

Try holding hands instead of hugging your neck.

Kiss each cheek as usual. Before it slowly moved to soft lips. The smooth taste is not allergic to anyone.

sleep in the same bed A thick blanket is not necessary. A warm embrace makes you sleep well every night. Before it turned into a hot embrace that almost burned the whole body. A love story filled with love and lust.

From being far away Instead, we want to be more than 1 centimeter away from each other.

What started out as a casual relationship turned out to be more than that.

From that one to Bomb, to this one to Jack. It has become something to both of us..everything belongs to each other.

Love… Love you very much ..Love…... Unspeakable love

I love you so much..so much that I can't find any words to say.

“Who is the woman Bom talked to?” another voice asked. He is not happy that his lover has to talk to other people.

“He just asked for directions to the teacher's room.”

“Then go.”

No matter what, we will trust each other. Even though you don't know if you've been tricked or not.

“Jack, why is it bleeding? What did you do?” I asked, startled when I saw another person's arm was dripping with blood.

“The mosquito bites and scratches. Scratched too hard.”

“Why didn't you tell me about a mosquito bite so I could scratch it? Look at the blood, why aren't you worried about yourself?”

Worried about even the slightest things that everyone considers not important

“Bom Jack is hungry” calls another person who needs to be apart to do a report with a friend in the group, which is very important.

(Bom still hasn't done half of it. must send tomorrow)

"Then it's okay. Keep fighting."

(Wait at home for a while. I'll go in and get it.)

No matter what, it's not as important as another person. Even if many people criticize you.

“Just a little, a lot.” I opened my eyes with dizziness in my head. Plus a sore throat Makes you not want to get out of bed Until someone else had to come in and check on the symptoms.

"What's wrong, Bom? ...Huh, I'm really hot."

"Headache, Jack."

"Oh, take it easy. I'll go buy some food to eat. Just wait."

"I can't take it anymore. My head is about to explode."

“What should I do? Damn it, just seeing it makes me want to be your replacement. Don't make me cry, it'll hurt you too. Ha ha ha!” I couldn't stand it until I had to curse harsh words with tears in my eyes. Until I hurriedly hugged and comforted him in time.

“Oh, Bom, I'm sorry. I won't cry. Bom doesn't have pain anymore."

"Don't lie. Hey, can you share some?"

“No, I know Jack is worried about Bom. But Bom is worried about Jack as well.”

Just seeing another person hurt is almost unbearable. I'd like to take it instead. Is there anyone anywhere who would like to do this for us? Very few people.

"Jack, fight, Jack fight to the death. The aroma is starting to come, wow." I stood and cheered on my short boyfriend who was standing there cooking food, struggling because he had never done it before. Standing and cheering along. Please help me along.

"Burn, Bom."

"If it burns, I'll eat it. Jack is good at it. Give me a kiss on the cheek. Whose girlfriend is cute?"

“Bum rubbed there. ...sweep this with candy shells Vacuum the dust there. I don't know if there's any hair. Very good, darling. Very nice.” A good boyfriend stood and commanded on the sofa. Pointing here and there with joy and happiness. Yes, my boyfriend is happy, I am happy too.

"Most tired" ended up lying spread out handsomely in the middle of the house. So my beloved walked over and lay down next to me.

“Wow, you're the best. Let the reward turn the cheek.”

I did something that I didn't think I could do. Willing to do everything for another person

My love, even if I could describe it in hundreds of millions and billions of pages, it would not be exhausted. Not very sweet But it's not bitter, it's just right, and it's more beautiful than anyone else.

Until one day it changed.

It was the first time that I saw your shaking lip. What words will u say ? why are u just counting the time ?  

This is the first time I've seen her mouth tremble. What do you want to say? Why are you just sitting and counting the time?

“Bomb .. what day is it today?”

"26 Why? In two days, which dog's birthday is it?" He gathered the one who was frowning into an embrace. Secretly kissing someone on the mouth, which drew a shy smile from another person.

“Just two more days.”

“Yes, two days.”

“Then we…”

“Huh?”

"nothing"

“No more. That day was like this. Tell me what's going on, I've been stressed for the past few days.” Jackson turned to stare at me calmly, which I smiled back at. And tried to make the other person smile as well, but he didn't.

“If we were to argue, would we break up?”

"No, because we've never argued for a long time. Either Bom or Jack have to apologize first."

“And if Jack were to have someone else, would you break up?”

"I won't quit, I won't let you have it too, I'm jealous!" Anyone try to come and take it. Dad slapped him and watched.

“Haha, who would dare? There is a dog with an overbite that is so possessive of its owner.”

“I'll take my teeth and smack you in the face. Well, the owner won't allow me to get braces."

“So…..if Jack uh ..”

"what?"

“If one day he slept forever, would you quit?”

"Oh, I haven't slept all the time these days, so it almost woke me up."

“Seriously?” Because the serious look on his face immediately made me smile. What does it mean to sleep forever?

“What do you mean?”

“Are you going to break up?”

"Absolutely not. Bom won't let me sleep for that long."

"Then don't let Jack sleep. Wake him up often."

“Are you going crazy or waking me up often and getting kicked off the bed?”

"Not really anymore ^^ Two more days until ...it's my birthday."

“It will be a surprise that you will never forget.”

 Just like the lyric that all the sad premonitions will come true

I had a hunch that it would be like those sad meats.

“Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Two….”

Hmmmm.

His wavy lips pressed against the other's full lips with affection. A strong hand locked the other person's neck, allowing him to come in and get a better angle to kiss. A hot tongue licked the other person's lips before inserting itself to explore the familiar mouth cavity. Two tongues teasing each other with endless longing. Until the other person almost lost their breath. But I don't want to pull away.

The same smooth taste. So mesmerizing that you can hardly stop.

“อื้ออ แฮ่กๆๆ ๆ อึก แฮ่กๆๆๆๆ” เมื่อผมยอมผละออกมาคนตรงหน้าก็หอบหายใจหน้าดำหน้าแดง So I gathered myself into a comforting hug and helped rub his back.

“I can't take it, why don't you tell me? What do I do when I run out of breath and die?”

“I want to stay like this for a long time.”

“We can kiss again any time. Take a deep breath.”

“Bomjack is sleepy.”

“Just sleep.”

“No, Jack can't sleep. Bom, please don't let me sleep."

“Why, what's wrong?”

“That's it, please, if you still want to be together again.”

"Don't say things like that, I'm frightened."

"um……… ."

“Jack,” called the other person softly who was silent. So he turned his head to look at the round head resting on his shoulder.

“Ao, sleep.”

Don't let Jack sleep. If you still want to be together

“Jack, Jack wake up, Jack.”

“Jack, wake up, Jack. Why is it difficult to wake up? Bom is going to cry if I don't wake up, Jack!!” from just calling out. It became a violent shake. But it didn't move in the slightest.

It's out of character!

“Jack, don't be like this, wake up, Jack!!! Bom told me to wake up. Don't tease me. Wake up." Finally he cried out. Why? What's wrong with Jack? Why is he like this?

No way.. it isn’t true ..it won’t be true.. it must not be true

There's no way..it's not the truth..it can't be true..it can't be the truth.

I don’t know ..please somebody tell me how I can catch u

I don't know what to do..please tell me what can I do to be with you.

'The cells in the patient's brain are about to die. Try not to let the patient fall asleep when he suddenly feels sleepy.'

'I don't understand, why?'

'Symptoms are like the cells in the brain no longer working. Oxygen cannot be nourished in the brain in time. And the patient may feel sleepy. But try not to fall asleep because your brain will stop working. And we may have to lose patients.'

“Why don't you tell me what's wrong?”

“You have to die before Bom knows.”

"………….vigorous"

“Why are you doing this? And if Bom lets Jack sleep If Bom forgets to wake him up, if Bom doesn't know, Bom doesn't believe he has to wake up Jack. Bom will let him go, Bom, bom, bom, bom, bom, bom will have to lose Jack, right?"

I tried to hold it back but it couldn't be stopped. I really tried to be strong, but why?

"If it's Bom, if it's Bom, he'll say it to Jack. He'll tell Jack it's hurt. That Bom is going to be angry, ……..."

"That's enough, don't talk….Bom, I'm sorry." In the end, he couldn't bear to listen and had to put his hand over the other person's mouth.

Yes, if it were me, I wouldn't talk about it.

“Huh, huh, huh, bom.”

“Don't cry, smart one. You're not handsome. Jack must be brave and must survive."

“Don't get your hopes up. Even though it's impossible."

“If it's built, it will make Bom intend to keep Jack for as long as possible. Bom will do it. It must be possible. God must have compassion on us.”

"………..vigorous"

“Don't cry.”

“Bom is sleepy.”

“Don't sleep! Don't sleep. Stay and talk with Bom. Stay and talk. Stay and listen to Bom say he loves you."

"Oh, um, I'll try."

“I love you. Be strong. Bom loves Jack. I love Jack the most. I love you since we were friends. I love you the most.”

“Huh, Jack, I love Bom when Bom cleans the house for him.”

"What? You made me so handsome and fell in love with you while mopping the house?"

“Um, but this episode, I love every episode.”

“True.”

“Um……………… Um, can you give Jack a deep hug?”

Deep hug..know the meaning well

You already left me.. Even your heart and your body left me

You are gone from me..your body and your heart are gone from me as well.

“We are always one.”

"If Jack dies, do you want Jack to go or do you want Jack to wait?"

"do not…."

"Don't stop me, answer me."

“Can we wait? Jack can't go to Bomb. Let's go together.”

“No, God chose Jack, not Bom. Bom must stay and Jack will wait.”

"Hi, don't talk."

“You must choose a beautiful grave. Jack will be there waiting.”

"That's enough, that's enough, please, I'm begging you, that's enough."

"Don't secretly have an affair. You'll get jealous."

"vigorous"

"I'm really whiny. Whose boyfriend doesn't know? Hmm. Go to sleep and don't think too much. We're tired for today. Tomorrow will definitely be brighter.” He wiped away the tears from my face and gave me a heartfelt smile before closing his eyes from exhaustion.

I didn't think that it would be a forever sleep.

"Jack, no, Jack, no, Jack, come back, please. Why? What did Bom do wrong to leave each other? Huh? Jack, why? Huh? Jack, Hug, Bom, Hug, I, Huh."

"Please, before you fall asleep, I still love you. I haven't told you. Jack, I love you. I love you. I love you. Please. Please."

“Bom loves Jack, he loves him the most in the world, he loves him the most.”

He's really gone. No matter how much I begged, he wouldn't return.

Jackson the mean guy God is cruel

 My mind is hurt ..my heart is hurt ..the tears are coming to me

My heart hurts so much..in my heart it hurts so much..tears are about to flow.

I still have a lot of stories, a lot of memories .. My heart is torn to pieces

I still have many stories, many memories.. My heart is about to be torn to pieces.

1 second…. 1 minute…. 1 hour…. 1 day…. 1 month…. 1 year

Having to endure life without Jackson that must endure suffering every day

The same room, everything the same. But the feeling is not the same.

Part of me wants to leave the place where there are memories. But again, why is it possible? There are too many memories here. Everywhere you look, there are pictures of cute people everywhere.

It's like they're still together.

The classroom where the person sitting next to me pretended to sprinkle eraser shavings on my head while I was secretly asleep. Secretly eating snacks together Help copy homework Smiling and laughing….it's gone.

Many people told me to forget about it and that he was fine.

There was no way, how could I force myself to forget the best thing in my life? How can I forget my heart?

If you don't feel it, don't feel it.

How many days have you had to sit and look at his face from your grave? ..talking through the air ..know with your heart

“Today is very cold. Jack can hug Bom.”

"Bom is cold too. I want him to give Jack a hug."

In the end it's the same. Never able to be strong for more than five minutes as before.

Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. Just by closing your eyes, the image of another person's face floats clearly. How can I make him accept it?

I miss you my love. I love you more everything.

Please … wait for me.

to be continued

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