GMinor!

Everyone must have gone through bad times. There has never been anyone who has not been sad..

I had one of the most painful nightmares I've ever had. I don't know when it started. Everything is fast

So much that I couldn't keep up with it...

Since I knew 'he' wouldn't come back..yes, I always knew. He told me himself. The words came out of his own mouth... The moment he said he would

Go.. Everything around me seems to stop spinning. His body looked like it was crushed by hundreds of tons of iron bars. unable to move But his limbs were weak.

I could hardly stand, but there was probably nothing more worrisome than my 'heart'. The second I heard that he was going My heart stopped beating, I couldn't breathe.

I stumbled and had to control myself to breathe normally. Even though the rhythm isn't as soft as before... As if my heart was right

Take it away, my heart will never be with me again. Even though it had not been with me for a long time after that person had taken possession of it.

But this time.. It's not the same. This time I am afraid that I will never have the chance to meet my heart again. Maybe that day will never come..

Just thinking about all the scary things that were going to happen made me even more afraid. I was so afraid I almost lost my mind. I wanted to cry, I wanted to cry out loud, but I

I can't.. I know the reason he's going, I know everything. We..have never kept secrets from each other. I want to stop him. I want to speak up and hold him back. I want to ask if I can't go.

Or not.. but that would seem too selfish. If I do that, will I be a selfish person? If so, I accept it. I accept being a selfish person.

I'll keep him close. I want to have him take care of me. I want myself to be in his sight all the time. I don't want him to go anywhere. I don't want him to leave me.

If I had magical powers I can't make him go anywhere. I will make him stay with me forever..

But this isn't it.. The truth is the truth. We..can't change anything. We..can only accept it..

Fear and sorrow rushed in until finally.. my tears flowed. Even if it's just one drop It made the person standing in front of me

I was a bit shocked before reaching out to wipe away my tears. A hand gently caressed my cheek. Those sharp, charming eyes still stared at me, their eyes longing and wanting everything.

Everything was expressed in those sharp eyes. I just stared back and he seemed to know how I felt. He knew it from my eyes as well.

I don't want him to worry. But I really can't help it anymore.. Yifan slowly walked towards me. Long arms held my head into his chest, stroking him.

Gently, as if wanting to console A sharp face tucked into my neck. before tightening his arms even more. Just like me hugging him tightly, we

Hug each other tightly Hug to comfort each other. The last hug.. even though no one cried. But who knows that inside his heart he was suffering as if he were dead?

Both of our hearts are crying..

The next morning.. The day you don't want to come..the day you don't want to have on your calendar..

At the airport.. I separated from him.. We've separated.. Yifan didn't go with him. Everyone in the group was confused at first. But I understand.

quickly later No one asked anything else. It was probably just me.. who was thinking about him right now. His story continues to be replayed all the time.

From the moment he said he was going.. The images replayed as if they wanted me to accept the truth. I'm lost in thought Can't hear sounds around me

I couldn't hear the voices of the kids in the band. Can't hear the fans calling Even when fans take pictures I still don't know what kind of expression I have on my face.. Even though I have

attitude like answering It's like having a reaction. But it's just a habit. I..don't feel conscious. I don't feel anything. It's like I only have one body right now.

The heart was taken away...

Several days later, the nightmares continued. And it seemed to last longer than expected. Everyone was saddened by this incident. Whether it's the kids

or fan club..

What should I do? I can't sleep, can't close my eyes to sleep. He could only lie restlessly and toss and turn. Until finally, I could only open my eyes.

Looking at the ceiling of the room like this Amidst the darkness.. Anxiety and thoughts overflowed. Until I got up and turned on the computer to go to social media to see.

Has there been any contact from him? This is the only thing I can do. There is no better way than this..

Since that night I will broadcast whenever I have free time. Every time I have a chance I will stay online for as long as I can. Until it turns out that every time I eat

Time until the morning of a new day has passed.. I'm waiting for him alone. Even though I don't know when he'll send the news, I'm still waiting in case he wants to consult or not.

What do you want to tell me? He will know that there is still me waiting for him..

Do this every day until it becomes a routine. Do this every day. My life right now is just practice, on-wet, practice, on-wet, living like this.. I don't.

Able to close my eyes to sleep I don't dare close my eyes. Because the more I close my eyes His image became clearer in my mind, so clear that I was afraid of his image in my memory.

It's too real. The more realistic it is, the more it reinforces that my heart really needs him. My brain repeats the image of that person for me to remember.. torture..

Too much suffering.. So I have to sit like this. Until sometimes I fall asleep Sometimes Xiumin would walk in and wake me up so I could go to sleep. He didn't say anything.

A lot. Besides reminding me to take care of myself, coffee has become my closest friend after the computer. I drink it every day. Maybe if you drink all the time

Yes, I probably would have done it so I wouldn't have to worry. I would have been able to sit and wait for a long time to contact back..

Until one day He uploaded a picture on his IG and said.. The contents of it made me feel hot at the corners of my eyes. His handwriting, his words..I miss him.

I really miss him a lot. I wanted to say hello and ask, but I couldn't make it in time. I only saw his online status and mine alternating back and forth. I'm online, he's not online, him.

On, I'm not on, until one time the sky will take pity on me. I'm online with him. My hands were shaking. I don't know how to start. But if I didn't ask, I would probably die.

Of course, I asked about other things and told him what had happened. We talked for a while. I have to go. Even though I still want to talk to him.

Before going, he told me 'Take care of yourself. I'm worried. If you miss me, go take my things and use them first. Use it instead of me You will know that I still have you.

Always you.' I smiled through tears. Before my eyes stopped on that short sentence But the meaning is too precious to explain..

'I love you....see you later'

Just this makes me happy. It's enough encouragement to keep me alive and moving forward. Even though it's not the same But I will be strong to wait.

That day.. the day we met..

Time passes I don't know how long.. Everything has changed.. Except for me who is still waiting for him. in order to meet

your own heart again Now I'm in Beijing. Sitting in a public park Sitting around continuously. Inhale the cool, refreshing scent.

Even though it's the end of winter And the weather is still cold, I don't care, I'm still sitting like this. Even though I know that I get sick easily.

'I really miss you, Wu Yifan. How are you now? Are you well? Are you strong? Have you eaten some food? Have you quit drinking soda yet?

What kind of haircut should I get now? Have your children grown any more? You still take good care of Xiao Ace, right?' Thinking about it, I can only smile..

“I miss you, Wu Yifan. I miss you very much."

He spoke as if he wanted the wind to carry away this longing for him. Luhan stood up before turning and walking out of the garden.

Public, small people keep moving forward. absentmindedly Not paying attention to the surroundings or even the way ahead Just kept walking with his head down and looking at the ground.

But when he looked up, he saw a tall, familiar figure standing not far away. Big, wide eyes The little heart beats harder. So strong it almost came out.

Outside, his eyes were still focused on the person in front of him. To make sure that I am not blinded by nostalgia. Small legs from walking sluggishly

It turned into long strides, almost like running. to speed up the pace to reach the person in front For fear of disappearing again

When he arrived in front of him, he just stood there, panting for breath. His big eyes were still staring at the person in front of him as usual. Even though I'm not breathing yet

Stable because of walking and running just now.

No one said anything.. The two of them stared at each other like that. Sharp eyes and large eyes meet. as if wanting

Express your feelings through your eyes....

"Yifan"

"Yifan"

"..........." The tall figure remained silent, not answering anything, only his eyes staring at Luhan.

"Yifan....." Luhan called again. before rushing to hug the person in front of him When the person in front of you gives you a big smile

"I miss you, Luhan. My Hanhan.”

The two of them hugged each other tightly in the winter in Beijing. Even though the weather was cold at that time can't do anything

They have them now in each other's warm embrace.. From now on and forever..

❤E.N.D.L.E.S.S. LOVE❤

Written with feelings towards Krishan It's something that I really miss a lot. I miss my brother. I miss Xiao Lu. I want everything to be better. And no matter what happens I will always be by your side and support you both. ❤ I will always be there for you. ❤ 牛鹿❤

@zn0811 :)*  20/05/14