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[U+UE+NO] 

"Tatchan, what are you doing?"

Kame suddenly came running from behind me. while leaning forward to look at what I was holding

But then he saw the tuft of hair on my hand and the red color of the fresh blood. Kame even cried out in shock.

"Hoy! What is this?"

And then immediately retreated and walked away.

"The kitten died. It must have been a lost kitten. I just saw that it had been hit by a car. It's so pitiful."

I have always had a soft spot for children and small animals.

Especially if you see a movie or something where a child has an accident, what happens? I always cry from the beginning to the end.

But even though the event has passed Every time I think of Will have to cry and sob every time.

You can say that you have shallow tear glands.

"Oh, Tatchan, you're a crybaby. Tears are falling again."

Kame couldn't help but tease me.

"Tatsuya"

A voice called my name from a member of the beatbox club walking by.

The owner of the voice is -Nakamaru Yuichi-

"What's going on? Are you crying again?"

Nakamaru-kun asked with a worried expression on his face.

Kame pushed me until I stumbled into Nakamaru-kun's chest with a loud thud.

“Nakamaru-kun, please take care of me. Probably only Nakamaru-kun can stop Tatchan's tears."

Kame entrusted me to Nakamaru-kun and walked away.

"Hm, kitten? Would you like to help bury it?"

Nakamaru-kun asked.

"Um"

At that time we were on the side of the road, about to go home. And because the kitten had to be buried, we had to find a suitable location to bury it. So I looked around the area and there shouldn't be any place to bury it.

“Tatsuya, I think you should bury it in a nearby park. There's no place to bury them in this area."

Nakamaru-kun called out to me who was turning around. to find a place to bury it

"yes"

When arriving at a suitable corner of the park Nakamaru-kun was looking for fallen tree branches nearby to use as tools for digging a hole.

"The club ends really late."

I invited to talk so that the atmosphere wouldn't be too quiet.

“Um, there's going to be a provincial competition. Sorry to keep you waiting. You can come back later."

Nakamaru-kun said, his eyes not leaving the cat's burial.

"It's okay. That's just this."

I replied, if it would allow us to walk home together, then yes. No matter how long I have to wait, I can wait.

Now my and Nakamaru-kun's hands are covered in dirt. because they helped bury that cat

But Nakamaru-kun didn't show the slightest hint of disgust on his face. Just brush the dirt out of your hand and you're done. At that moment, I stared at the side of Nakamaru-kun's face for a moment.

The person I love.......

The person I love very much......

I love you the most.......

Just then, Nakamaru-kun turned to look at me as if he heard my heart's cry. Playing it made me flinch.

"Please stop crying for now."

He glanced at me. and then laugh Made my heart race.

Then he leaned his face so close that I had to close my eyes. Because he knew instinctively what he would encounter next.

A warm kiss

That day, I felt like I didn't want to be separated from him, but I couldn't tell. So we sat and talked in front of my house until late at night.

“I must go back. When I get home, I'll call you. Same three-ring secret code."

"I'm sorry I didn't invite you into the house. It's already late."

I said it with complete consideration.

"It's okay. But next time..."

Nakamaru-kun said and then stopped. If I'm not mistaken, I think I saw him blushing. And that made me embarrassed as well. So I asked to relieve my embarrassment.

"What?"

"Come visit my house. I mean...I'd like to introduce you to people at home. Leave it for after the provincial competition."

When he finished speaking, he smiled shyly at me. Such a smile that I really like.

"um"

I waved goodbye with a shaken heart. But I didn't forget to smile at him in closing before he walked away.

I love Nakamaru-kun, I love you the most, I love you above all else.

Provincial beatbox competition day

That day, Kame and I came backstage to watch Nakamaru-kun's match. Because I am well known to the club members. So Kame-chan and I were given special permission to go backstage.

But I waited, no matter how much I waited, Nakamaru-kun still didn't come. Even though other people had already arrived. Right now, there's only Nakamaru-kun who hasn't shown any signs of coming. My heart began to grow restless. Nakamaru-kun is the favorite in the competition. He is a person who keeps time. Especially the matter of not coming is absolutely impossible. No matter how sick and sick he was, he still pushed through.

But then I heard the club members shouting loudly from outside. I quickly ran through the crowd to see what was going on.

car accident

die on the spot

Hearing only those frightening words, the whole place was deafening.

I also heard Nakamaru-kun's name mixed in there. But it seemed as if my hearing nerves could no longer hear anything. At least pretend you don't know. I didn't hear anything at all. Until Kame grabbed my arm and pushed me into a car. It was as if Kame was about to say something and sobbed loudly.

It's strange that I've never seen Kame-chan cry before.

Inside the building that was the destination of the car where I lived. I think Nakamaru-kun is probably somewhere in there.

But when he appeared, he saw a sick bed on the edge of the room. On the bed, there was a figure lying motionless. Because there was a cloth covering his face, I couldn't see his face.

After that...everything became blurry. And I don't remember anything anymore.

Several days had passed after the funeral. I was curled up on the bed. In his hand he still held the cordless telephone tightly. Kame-chan called me earlier and talked about many things. To find a way to help my feelings improve The other party talked and refused to stop. It's as if if we talk about something there will be no interruption. I would definitely cry. Until I heard Kame being scolded by someone at home for using the phone for too long.

"Sorry, Kame-chan. I'm going to hang up now."

So I hurriedly cut the matter short.

When I glanced at the clock, it was already midnight. Sorry, Kame-chan, I was still holding the phone to my ear like that. As I lay crying and falling asleep, I didn't know when. I was startled when the phone in my hand rang.

Cringing!

Cringing!

Cringing!

Then there was silence. It was 4 a.m. at that time.

3 rings, my brain is still drowsy.

Cringing!

The phone rang three more times...Nakamaru-kun.

"Nakamaru-kun"

My mouth dropped as soon as I picked up the phone.

"Tatsuya, right?"

The sound sounded like it was coming from a very far away place.

"Um"

I answered quietly.

"Are you okay?"

he asked

"I just cried while talking on the phone with Kame-chan just now."

"Cry until you fall asleep like this. Your eyes will be swollen and you won't be beautiful, you know that?"

He said in a gentle voice. But it seems like it's a joke.

"My face must be so ugly right now that I can't bear to look at it."

I started to sob again.

"Don't cry. Tatsuya also likes to cry."

"Ah...then why am I crying...."

I muttered to myself.

And then my dazed brain finally woke up from its trance.

"Nakamaru-kun...where is he now?...is it a lie that he's dead?"

I asked excitedly, but...clink.

Nakamaru-kun hung up the phone. I look out the window I saw the sunlight come up faintly.

That day I went to school and told my friends about the phone call from Nakamaru-kun. But the sound that I received in response from friends is that

"You've already had a dream."

To be honest, I'm not really sure about my own brain either. Did you agree that you were dreaming? But my feelings deep inside are really I believe that was really a phone call from him.

Today I didn't learn much. That is normal for me these days. Because since Nakamaru-kun left It seems as if my brain is a bit blurred. Even though friends try to talk to each other and find things to do. But it didn't help much. In my heart I could only apologize to them.

How much effort did they put into making me feel better? But I'll only get sadder

Today I didn't feel very well, so I asked the teacher for permission to go home first. With Kame-chan walking back as a friend. On the way back home, Kame-chan kept inviting me to talk to him. I don't know why Kame-chan has so many things to talk to me about. I really can't help but respect it.

And tonight I still hold the cordless phone as before. And it's the same every night. I had to cry before bed every night until I fell asleep.

Cringing!

Cringing!

Cringing!

3 jingles. I'm still not sure how much to accept. But at the same time, I couldn't wait any longer in the end. So he pressed the answer button and immediately entered his voice into the phone's earpiece.

"Nakamaru-kun, right?"

I asked, sounding excited.

"Yes, how is Tatsuya?"

He asked me the same thing as last night.

“It's the same as before.”

I replied

“I've been waiting for your phone call. I believe Nakamaru-kun will definitely call again.”

I believe so That I definitely wasn't dreaming

"No, I want Tatsuya to be strong."

He told me in a voice as gentle as last night.

“If I had Nakamaru-kun calling me like this. I can stay.”

I told him confidently. I just want to hear the sound. Talking to him like this is enough.

"Um, you have to promise me first that you won't cry again."

“Um.”

I responded with a happy heart.

Click, then he hung up.

From that day on, he called me at 4:00 a.m. every day, but I didn't tell any of my friends, even Kame-chan, about this matter. And ever since that day, my friends were surprised to see that I had changed. I'm brighter and more cheerful. Don't cry again. Changed from before like a different person

Tomorrow is Nakamaru-kun's birthday. Will he call like he always does? I thought about it while smiling. But then tonight he didn't call like he always did. Even though I looked forward to it and refused to sleep until 4 a.m., there was not a single sound from the phone ringing. In the morning, I brought out a CD of Nakamaru-kun's favorite songs and listened to them.

Actually, I plan to buy it as a birthday present for him. But until then, he didn't give in the end. Today, let's go to his house and take a look.

In fact, I had been to Nakamaru-kun's house before, umm, before we even started dating, maybe a year ago. He had a club meeting and decided to go to Nakamaru-kun's house. I also went to his house. Even though I'm not in the beatbox club.

In the evening, while traveling, we were almost at Nakamaru-kun's house. When I was thinking about something for fun Suddenly, I heard a voice like Nakamaru-kun's voice coming from behind me, causing me to wake up from my thoughts. I turned to look and there was no Nakamaru-kun. There were only about 4-5 male middle school students.

He was only walking behind me. I could only breathe out a tired sigh, but then...

“Nakamaru-kun, let's go first. And don't cry thinking about your brother. Go. Bye."

The voice of one of the male students spoke to the tallest boy in the group and he lightly patted the boy's shoulder in encouragement.

The first moment I saw that boy I was stunned for a moment. Because he has a face that is very similar to Nakamaru-kun. Even though it's not quite the same. And I was immediately surprised. What I thought of was that child. Junnosuke, Na-Kamaru-kun's younger brother. I had met him before when I came to Nakamaru-kun's house a year ago.

But his younger brother was still very young. I couldn't imagine that just one year would make him grow this much. When something comes to mind I immediately had to change my mind and run home. To wait for Nakamaru-kun's phone call like every day.

And at 4 a.m. he called as usual. The entire time we talked I thought of Nakamaru-kun's younger brother's face. And when listening to his voice, it can be seen that it still sounds very young. Or is this the true face of the voice that calls me every night?

I traveled to his house. To attend the 49th anniversary of Nakamaru-kun's passing. When I arrived at his house and participated in the ceremony until it was finished,

“Do you want to go up to your room?”

Junno then walked up and asked me. and took me up to that room which was the first time I went up Everything looks strange But it still maintains Nakamaru-kun very well.

“I can't believe my brother isn't here anymore.”

Junno walked over and stood by the window. I noticed that he was crying. I myself can't help but feel sad as well. And then we finally cried together No matter how hard I try to stop the tears But it seems like it's really difficult right now. Especially when he saw the younger brother of the person he loved the most crying like that, it was even more heartbreaking for him.

Until all of those efforts collapsed as tears poured down in streams that couldn't be held back.

“Did your brother call you?”

He asked me After I stopped crying

“I heard what the club said.”

I nod. And then he continued.

“Well, I'm sorry for lying to you. The person who called you was me. Someone once said that when they called you, And I accept that he always thinks of me as my older brother. They said that our voices are the same. When you heard people at the club say that you dreamed that you received a phone call from me. It gave me an idea that would make you feel better.”

He spoke in a repentant manner.

But if he hears from the club that Nakamaru-kun called me Then he called. And before that, who would be calling me?

“Well, I've loved you since you came home last time. Before you become my boyfriend's boyfriend But because you're older than me So I didn't dare to tell.”

He said in a low, uncertain voice.

“It's okay. I have to thank you. That made me feel more comfortable. Thank you. You helped me a lot."

I said while smiling at the other person. It's a thank you back to you.

“Uh, would it be ugly if I, uh, asked to call you again?”

He asked, his head bowed, refusing to meet my eyes.

“Fine, but please let it be a normal time.”

I answered, but couldn't help but tease him back.

“Uh, yes.”

And tonight there was a phone call at 4:00 a.m. again.......

“Nakamaru-kun.”

I said the other person's name as soon as I answered the phone.

"Tatsuya, that is..."

Nakamaru-kun's voice seemed very far away.

“What?”

"I...came to say goodbye."

“Say goodbye?”

I repeat to myself What does that mean?

“I have to go. And I saw that Tatsuya didn't need me anymore. From now on, try to make yourself stronger.”

"Nakamaru-kun, thank you. Thank you very much for everything."

I said what I wanted to say to him most. He smiled a little to himself. Even though it was a very sad smile But it was a smile that truly came from the heart. Then he hung up the phone.

Now I'm crying I intend to cry my heart out. Cry as much as you can. So that the next day you won't have to cry again. Until the morning my tears had dried up This morning is a bright morning. I couldn't help but think that this might be a precious gift that Nakamaru-kun gave as a goodbye.

I looked out the window smiling at the strong sunlight of the day...

From now on I will be even stronger. As Nakamaru-kun had hoped.

The next day Junno still called me as usual..........................

................THE END................

I got the outline of the story from a story written by Michiyo. I can't remember the title.

I read it and liked it. So I tried to decorate it like this and see...ha ha ha.

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