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'Sehunna.. I love you..'

:) Shalunla

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“Hello, Teacher.” The 17-year-old boy bowed respectfully to his piano teacher and followed him into the teacher's house. Today is the second day that he has been studying at Teacher Baekhyun's house. Because of his heart disease, he rarely went to school. Hwang Zitao asked his father's friend to take piano lessons.

Because at least it wasn't too far from his house. Plus, the atmosphere of this Master Oh Jejun's house was very refreshing.

“Today we will continue from yesterday. Please play the part I gave you yesterday.” Zitao nodded before pressing the piano keys as the teacher ordered. But just as he was pressing his fingers against the piano keys, he raised his head to meet the sweet face of a boy. That boy was probably a year or two younger than him and was a little taller than him. White as milk

A group of soft brown hair that is pleasing to the eye. Big, sweet eyes like a woman's. It's so fascinating..

“Zitao.. Zitao!”

"Uh.. ka.. yes teacher."

“For this part, you have to hit the chords. Aren't you listening to me at all, Zi Tao?”

“Uh.. Sorry, Master. I was a little distraught.”

“Come on, press the G chord.” Zitao did as his teacher ordered. But in his brain right now he was thinking about the boy from earlier. That person's sweet face really stuck to his eyes..

After spending a lot of time studying the piano, it was time for Zitao to return home. He went to pick up the backpack that was on the table in the piano room before saying goodbye to his teacher and walking out of the room. He bent down and picked up his smartphone to play a game and because he kept looking down at his phone. So he didn't see that there was anyone walking this way.

“Oh!”

“Oh hey! Uh.. Mr.. is something wrong? Does it hurt a lot? I'm sorry, I didn't have time to look..” Zitao looked down at the person he had hit and fell to the ground with concern. and when he saw that he had hit someone His damn heart beat faster. Because the person he bumped into was the boy just now. The milk-skinned child he was fascinated with

“Uh.. I'm fine.” The boy in front of Zitao replied in a low tone because he hadn't met many people. Or will it be called.. He hasn't seen anyone in 5 years.

“Mr.. uh.. I'll help you..” Zitao helped the thin figure in front of him to stand up to his full height.

"Thank you. Uh.. then I'll excuse myself first."

“Wait, what is your name?”

“My name is... Oh Sehun,” was all Sehun said before immediately turning his back on Zitao.

“Oh Sehun.. My name is Zitao, Hwang Zitao. Tomorrow I'll come play with you, Sehunna ^^” Zitao shouted to Sehun, who had now turned her back on him. He didn't know how hard the heart of the person who was turning his back was now. Just a few words Just say you'll come play too. Why is there this warmth in his left side of his chest..

And why does he have to smile this wide? Very funny

The next day, Zitao came to study piano with his teacher as usual. But the servants in the house said that Master Baekhyun had gone out to run errands and had not returned yet. Let him go sit and wait in the piano room first. Zitao had his butler wait in the living room without having to follow him up. Zitao walked upstairs to enter the piano room where he had been studying for three days but was stopped in front of the room.

When seeing the picture through the glass on the door, Oh Sehun... that sweet-faced boy was caressing a piano. But when I look carefully Clear water flowed from Sehun's eyes. That child's eyes looked sad, he looked vacant.. or.. Sehun was blind.

Zitao decided to open the door to the room after thinking it all over. and decided to prove it And if Sehun really is blind He will stay by Sehun's side.. From now until his breath is gone..

“Who?” Sehun quickly wiped away his own tears and turned towards the door.

“It's me, Zitao, do you remember? The person who hit you yesterday,” Zitao said, placing his backpack on the same table and sitting next to Sehun who was already sitting.

“Oh.. yes, hello.”

“Um.. By the way, how old are you?”

“I am.. 16 years old.”

"oh!! You're my younger brother. From now on you have to call me Pee Tao, okay?”

“Yes..Yes Brother Tao..”

“So cute, my Sehunna.” Zitao reached out his hand and held Sehun's cheek, stretching it out with affection. And now his and Sehun's faces are very close.. So close that his heart beats frighteningly..

“Oh!” Zitao cried out softly as he cupped his hand on the left side of his chest. Now I feel a sharp pain that is painful. He put his hand into his trouser pocket to pull out a cone-shaped pill container and hurriedly opened it and immediately took out a round white pill and put it into his mouth.

“Zitao.. What's wrong with you?”

“Uh.. I'm fine. I'm fine. Ah.. Really, this candy jar is yours?” Zitao took the medicine and the symptoms stopped. So he invited the white person next to him to talk again.

“Yes,” Sehun answered indifferently because he was embarrassed that his cheek had just been pulled by the person next to him. Plus their faces were so close that he could feel the other's breathing.

“Ah.. Open your mouth, I'm feeding you candy.” Sehun opened his mouth as Zitao said and sheepishly took his favorite strawberry-flavored candy into his mouth.

“Hey Sehun, why are you here?”

“I am Master Baekhyun's son.”

“Oh, like this. And do you know what I'm doing here?”

“I don't know.”

“You came to study piano with our father. Today is the third day. that I came to study here.”

"Really.. that's good."

“Is that right? Because you come to study piano here. So I met a cute kid like you ^^”

“Uh.. (.//////. )”

“Hee hee, the broker is really red, Hun Na, are you embarrassed?”

"Wa..or..wha..why do I have to be embarrassed by Brother Tao?"

“Haha, I'm not shy, I'm not shy. So, do we know how to play the piano, Hunna?”

“I don't know how to play. I don't have any talent for this.”

“Like this..”

“And one more thing.. Because I'm blind, I play the piano…”

“Don't say that, Sehun. You're just blind. You didn't have any fingers amputated. Why can't I play the piano? Come on, I'll teach you,” Zitao said before reaching out to pull Sehun's white hands and place them on the piano keys before arranging his fingers correctly in the way he had learned.

“This is a chord,” Zitao said as he pressed Sehun's finger down to produce the soft, deep sound of a piano. The light touch of his fingertips made Sehun's eyes heat up because he hadn't picked up piano chords like this in a long time. Since that accident That made him lose his mother who always sat beside him teaching piano when he was out of school, and in the end

His eyes couldn't hold back their own tears. You have to let it flow down to show your weakness to the other person..

“Sehun.. why are you crying..”

“I.. I miss you.. I miss Kyungsoo's mother..” Sehun brought his white hands up to cover his face so that the other party wouldn't see his weakness. Because his weakness is disgusting. Even his real father.. I still don't want to look at his face. I don't want to look into these eyes that are so frighteningly similar to a loved one who has passed away..

“It's okay, Sehunna. I'm right here. Stay here, Sehun.” Zitao reached out to hug Sehun and pushed his thin head down to rest on his shoulder.

“Brother Tao.. Huh, Hun, I miss you. I miss you.. I really miss you.” Now Zitao could only caress the beautiful brown hair. Now he was able to piece together the story of the figure in his arms. Because he remembered that about 5 years ago, his father had to go to the funeral of his friend's wife who died in a car accident.

But at that time he couldn't go out of the house because his symptoms had worsened. That friend's wife must be Sehun's mother. Because of that accident Make Sehun lose his mother And seeing this..

“Don't cry anymore, Sehun. I'm right here. I'll stay here with Sehun forever." Zitao said with a thick hand that was stroking the thin person's head like that.

“Brother Tao.. I will not leave Hun.. You really aren't going to leave Hun, right.." Sehun said, looking up from his broad shoulders that he used to wipe away his tears just now. He raised his thin hand and caressed the other's eloquent face. Zitao took the hand that was caressing his face and placed it on the left side of his chest.

“I promise that I will always be with Hun. I'll be with Hun until this heart stops beating,” Zitao said, smiling sweetly at the person in front of him who was now smiling through tears at him as well. Right now, Sehun's heart is swelling. Just thinking that the person in front of you right now will be with him forever. Stay with him until the heart in front of you stops beating. But Sehun didn't know at all..

That the heart of the person in front of me may not be strong enough to be with him until his own last breath..

Meanwhile, two figures sitting on black piano chairs were hugging each other. There was another figure of a forty year old man standing in front of the door. Seeing and hearing every word of the two people in the room, he felt a sharp pain in his heart. He never saw Sehun's tears again after his wife's funeral. And it was because of him that after losing his beloved wife

You can talk to Sehun and count the words. It was because of him that he distanced himself from Sehun. Because I'm so afraid So afraid that those eyes of Sehun that were the same as his wife's would cause tears that he didn't want to fall. and show weakness in front of the child But he forgot to think. Forget about thinking that Sehun is the only one left in the world.

Sehun has no one left except him. He just thought of it today. The day I saw Sehun hugging Zitao with the sound of soft sobs escaping from time to time that his little son wanted nothing more than a warm hug and a soft comforting word. . I'm sorry, Sehunna.. Forgive me, child. After that

The tears that I had tried to hold back for 5 years were flowing down continuously.. Kyungsoo-ah.. I miss you. Are you angry at me because you haven't taken care of Sehun since you left.. I'm sorry, Kyungsoo. From now on, I will take care of Sehun for you. I promise to take good care of Sehun. I promise.. Baekhyun can only make promises to his lover in his heart while closing his eyes thinking of the image of his departed lover.

As I thought of my son's face when he cried at his funeral 5 years ago, the thin tears flowed even more. He walked back. because he thought that now his son Probably would rather stay with his new place. At least.. he's confident that Zitao won't make Sehun cry.. If Zitao's heart condition didn't take Zitao away from Sehun first..

Zitao didn't study piano today because he sat hugging and comforting the thin body for a long time before saying goodbye to the thin body and then going down to apologize to Teacher Baekhyun for not being able to study today. But Zitao secretly wondered why Teacher Baekhyun didn't come into the room. Even though I myself was sitting in the room. But I didn't dare ask so I could only say goodbye and apologize.

“Uncle Suho.”

“Yes, Miss.”

"My heart disease.. It must be healed, right?..” Zitao said, lowering his head. Because now he knows that his heart disease is getting worse. But everyone around him tried to trick him into thinking that he would recover. Or even him.. I'm deceiving myself as well..

“Yes, of course it must be gone. Miss, please don't give up^^” Suho said with a sincere smile even though in his heart he felt sorry for the person he called Miss. Because he himself knows in his heart that right now his young lady is ready to leave everyone at any time. No one knows Hwang. How long will Zitao be with everyone? No one knows at all.. besides God

Looking at everyone from heaven..

“That's it. I will definitely get better..” Zitao said as he smiled back at his mentor but the damn tears streamed down. Zitao hurriedly wiped away his tears with his hand, trying not to let anyone see. Try not to let anyone know that you already know that you won't have long to live. Even though at first I had come to terms with leaving.

But today I made a promise to that body. The feeling of wanting to continue living in this world rose to frightening heights. Because right now he doesn't want to die. I don't want to leave the person named Oh Sehun anywhere. This is the first time.. that he was afraid to 'die'

“That's enough for today, Atao.”

"Yes, teacher. Um, so.. where is Sehun?"

"Oh.. Right now it's probably in the backyard. Go find it.."

“Teacher.. uh.. do you give me permission?”

“Why should I not allow this?”

"Ah..uh.. No, then I'll excuse myself first." Zitao said as he got up from his chair and rushed down to find Sehun in the backyard. As soon as he reached his destination, Zitao saw Sehun's back. A thin figure in a white t-shirt and casual three-quarters pants that matched Sehun very well.

“What do you say, little one?” Sehun, upon hearing the voice of the person who had been waiting for a long time, quickly turned towards the voice and what he received was a gentle touch on his right cheek. A soft touch called

'Kiss the cheek'

spongy!!

“Ah! Brother Tao!!” Sehun was shocked when the light touch on his cheek suddenly turned into a sharp sniff from the high nose of the person next to him instead.

“Ha~ Sehun's cheeks really smell good >__<”

“Dammit, Tao is crazy!! People taking advantage!!” Sehun scolded Zitao angrily. Don't you know that this is embarrassing? Huh! -///-

“Hee hee, you look red, Hunna~~”

“Because of who? Go, wherever you go!!” Sehun turned away from Zitao in embarrassment. Even though I didn't know what Zitao's face looked like, But from what I had experienced back then, my nose was high, my eyes sharp, my face free of acne and smooth. The mouth is chest-shaped. Zitao must be a very good looking person. Now in Sehun's head..

Desires are arising that I want to see. Seeing the face of the person who promised to be with him forever Want to see..

"What's the matter? Why are you so blurry?"

"Well, he's blind. You have to see that he's always looking blank, isn't that right?"

“Va~ I understand.”

“By the way.. where did you go from studying piano with your father?”

“There's just a little more left and it'll be over. Will you hurry up and finish studying the song and then come play it for us? Is that good?”

"Um.. He'll be waiting for his uncle ^^" Sewoon said while giving a sweet smile to the person in front of him. He didn't know what the expression of the tall figure in front of him was like right now. He only knows that right now he is very happy.. Even too much..

“We have to stay and wait for you to play a song for us~~”

“Already, he promised ^^” while two people were reaching out to intertwine their little fingers to make a contract. But no one knows. No one knows whether that promise will come true or not.. I really don't know.

“Ah..” A sharp pain arose in Zitao's left chest once again. The young man hurriedly took out the same cylindrical medicine container from his pants pocket and hurriedly took a round white pill into his mouth to quell this painful condition..

The image of Zitao taking a pill into his mouth. Portrait of two very happy young boys has completely fallen into his sight Hwang Zitao's nanny, Kim Suho, became worried about Zitao's condition. Because every time Zitao is near Sehun Zitao's heart would beat fast. And that's risky.. Very risky

That Zitao will leave everyone.. He thought he had to do something.. To stop what is about to happen..

“Miss Tao, sir. It's time to go home.” Suho, who had been standing and watching the situation for a long time, walked in as well. Because it's already very cold here. I'm afraid that if I stay longer than this, his young lady will be exposed to the dew and make her sick.

“Sehun-san, please go inside the house. It's very cold,” Suho said to Sehun, who was holding Zitao's hand. The eyes of the boy named Oh Sehun were now different from the eyes of the boy named Oh Sehun from 3 days ago.. They were completely different. Now.. Sehun's eyes were happy. very happy..

“Yes Suho, then I would like to walk in and send Sehun home first,” Zitao said, taking the thin man's hand and leading him into the house. Leaving his mentor to follow quietly behind him.

“Miss Tao,” said Suho, who entered Zitao's bedroom, which was decorated with classic light brown and white colored appliances that the owner of the room had all chosen himself.

“What's the matter, Brother Suho?” Hwang Zitao looked up from the physics exercises he had picked up on the internet and looked at his mentor.

"Can I talk to you about something?"

"Sure, Suho hyung, what's the matter?"

“I want you to.. Miss Tao, please stay away from Mr. Sehun.”

“Why do I have to stay away from Sehun?” Zitao began to adjust his tone. What's the matter? Why does he have to stay away from Sehun?

“Every time you are near Mr. Sehun. Your heart disease will worsen..”

"Why!! If it's going to relapse, let it go. I've got the medicine, who cares?!”

“But Miss. We all are..”

"enough!! Stop talking now. I won't comply with any of your requests. That's crazy!! Get out of my room, Brother Suho!!” Zitao finished speaking and jumped up from the sofa and immediately walked into the bathroom.

Suho couldn't do anything. Aside from quietly walking out of his boss's bedroom. When we can't ask nicely I must apologize profusely to you. That must take decisive measures..

“Very good, Zi Tao. You did a great job today. The song is over. Are you happy?”

"I'm glad. So we're done with today, right?"

"Um, that's right. Are you going to see my son?"

“Ah, yes, then I will excuse myself. Hello, teacher.” Baekhyun stood happily looking at the image of Zitao rushing out of the room to go find Sehun in the backyard like every day. But when people are the happiest.. The greatest suffering It will follow soon as well..

“Sehunna~~ You're here.” Zitao ran up and hugged Sehun from behind who was standing next to a big tree.

“Have you arrived, Brother Tao? Very good, so how was your piano lesson?”

"I've finished studying the song~ Tomorrow Hunna has to go listen to you play too."

“Um.. he's definitely going to listen to you play^^” Sehun turned around and smiled at Zitao as he gently caressed the face of the person in front of him with his delicate hand. I really want to remember the touch of this face. I want to memorize every proportion on this face. Because if one day he comes back to see again He would be able to find his Zitao. Zitao, who had let Sehun caress his face for a while, took the delicate hand and placed it on his left chest.

“Hunna.. Do you know this heart of mine? I'll give it to Sehun alone. Remember the sound of your heart clearly, my dear.” Sehun heard Zitao speak and hugged Zitao with all his love. This man's embrace in front of him was very warm. So warm that I want to bury myself in this embrace and not go anywhere. I don't want the owner of this hug to go anywhere..

“Go and get Miss Tao out.” Su Hao's deep voice hit Zitao's ears. Along with two burly men, they walked over and pulled Zitao away from Sehun. The young man tried to defend himself until his pill container that he always carried with him fell out of his trouser pocket. No matter how much force he exerted, it had no effect on the restraints.

“Brother Tao! Brother Tao! Where are you?!!!” Sehun, who felt like he was being snatched away, could only stand and wonder, his hands feeling the air all over to find his lover.

“Let go!! release!! Release now!! Sehun!! Hunna!! Let go!! Let me go, I'm going to find Sehun!!” The young man kept shouting. Because right now his arms are locked so he can't move free. Young man shouting through tears Because it's not fear. I'm afraid that I will have to say goodbye to Sehun. Farewell to his first love..

“Brother Tao.. Brother Tao, where are you?” As he kept calling out to the tall figure, small tears suddenly flowed down. Because of fear.. Afraid that I would lose Zitao. Some people collapsed and sat on the floor. He fumbled for something that had fallen on the floor. The things that Zitao dropped Items that show Zitao's identity.. Sehun fumbled and found a cylindrical object. Before shaking, look He remembers this voice.

Every time Zitao accidentally exclaimed, it was as if he was in pain. This sound occurs every time. This thing is a stupid thing.. It belongs to his older brother.. Some held it close to their chest before hugging it jealously. Afraid that this will disappear Disappeared like its owner.. Because right now, Zitao's voice calling his name has disappeared..

Sehun walked into the house holding the cylindrical thing tightly. He walked in and sat in his bedroom. Sitting down on the foot of the bed covered with white sheets. Sitting holding that thing tightly because I was afraid.. afraid it would disappear. I'm afraid that if I accidentally drop this thing, I'll never see the owner of this cylinder again..

I'm afraid that Zitao will disappear.. And don't come back to find me..

Sehun fell asleep while still holding onto the owner of the thing tightly. But the sound of the door opening next door in the morning startled Sehun awake. Some people sat up instead. Because he didn't dare go out and face the truth that Zitao might not come to him again. But the sound of the piano playing in the next room made him smile. This piano sound..

The song that Zitao said he would play for him. The song he promised Zitao that he would listen to Zitao play. Thinking of this, Sehun's small tears suddenly welled up in his eyes. Tears of happiness knowing that Zitao isn't going anywhere. Tears that show the amount of love he has for the person who is playing the piano right now..

The song was playing slowly and beautifully, but suddenly..

Stunned!!

A sound sounded like someone was pressing hard on a piano key. Sehun immediately suppressed his smile. Because I felt strangely frightened when the sound of the piano suddenly cut off so horribly. But suddenly the song came on again.. Playing the last part of the song Zitao had just learned the day before. On the last day.. Where Sehun met Zitao..

The last part of the song is the most beautiful..

There was chaos outside Sehun's bedroom. Because right now everyone was carrying Zitao's unconscious body down to get into the car and go to the hospital. Everyone was praying that this body that was being carried would not pass away. Praying for this heart Even though it's not strong.. But there is a very strong love. Everyone believes that.

Because of the sentence that came out of Zitao's mouth several minutes ago..

“Miss Suhoha.”

“Yes, Doctor Chanyeol.”

“Now Mr. Zitao.. The symptoms are very bad..”

“Is it true? Why did you get it..”

“Because of sadness.. Zitao's heart is really weak right now.”

“Yes..” Suho could only accept Zitao's personal doctor's words because right now he couldn't do anything to help Zitao. No one or any medicine.. Can help with the dullness..

“Right now, I gave the medicine to Zitao. He may sleep for a long time. In any case, arrange for someone to watch over Zitao 24 hours a day.”

“Of course, doctor. Thank you very much.. I'll send you right away." Suho said as he led Dr. Park Chanyeol out of Zitao's bedroom and to the tall doctor's car.

Zitao's body moved gently as the sunlight hit the eyelids that concealed his sharp, enticing eyes..

“Miss.. are you awake?”

“Um.. Suho hyung.. I.. why am I here?”

“Miss..”

“Sehun.. Suho hyung.. please take me to Sehun, I beg you.” The figure of the young man who had just recently woken up said, sending a pleading look to his mentor. I hope he will be merciful..

“Not at all, Miss. Now your heart.."

“I beg you. I promised Sehun that today I would play the piano for him. I beg you, even though my heart is not strong. Even though my heart is close to dying But I beg you.. I don't want to break my promise to.. My first love, my first love, Oh Sehun.. I beg you, Suho hyung. Take me to see Sehun. You don't have to meet face to face.

I just wish I could play the piano in that house again.. Just one more time, just one more time.. I'm begging you, I don't want to leave Sehun like this. I don't want to leave even though I broke my promise. Let me go.. heck, let me go play the piano for Sehun.” While talking Big tears from the tall figure suddenly flowed down. When he thought that he wouldn't be able to see Sehun anymore.

He won't have the chance to wake up and see Sehun again. He will never have the opportunity to hug the soft body of a thin person again. There was no chance to see Sehun's happy smile that happened because of him again. No more.. There really isn't any more.. The young man's mentor couldn't bear to see his master's tears.

So he complied with his young lady's request and took Zitao to that house. The house of memories of Zitao..

Zitao walked upstairs out of habit. Walking through many rooms lined with mourning Because he doesn't have a chance to come back here again.. No more.. The young man pushed open the door and entered the familiar piano room. Everything in the room is still the same. Nothing moved at all..

The young man slowly sat down on a long black chair. with his fingertips pressed against the piano keys Many tears flowed down continuously. This song is a very beautiful song. It's so melodious and captivating to everyone who listens to it. But right now, this song is very depressing for Zitao. It's sad, very sad..

The more I thought about it, the more my heart ached. A young man playing the piano with determination Suddenly, I saw the image in front of me spin. And everything went dark Along with the last thing.. That he had a chance to say in his heart 'Sehunna.. I love you..'