He is my brother's friend who came in. Stealing your heart without realizing it
He is close and talks to his twin brother about everything except her.
He never bothered to take care of her besides his duties.
A brother's duty is not to be the owner of your heart.
And if she can't stand it? If she doesn't hope to be his twin star, what will happen?
If there were no stars like Khajarin Alongside the sky like the sky
There will be stars or the moon in the sky instead of you.
Bring it to read when you're repairing your computer. Recovering the novel "Ruen Rak-Ruen Jai" that has been written for almost 20 episodes.
If I can fix it, I'll upload it soon. But if I can't, just wait for my sawdust brain to decorate it.
~amilie~
Everything that happened to her was to be blamed on her brother who had brought him to know her. Or should I blame myself for not knowing my own heart? Don't let us fall in love with someone who doesn't love us. His words said, Time is the tester of all things. But right now, your heart doesn't need proof. Proving that love is impossible.
With people who see us as just acquaintances Just a sister Not an acquaintance
She wants time to erase love. All feelings towards him disappeared throughout the 3 years that she secretly loved him. She never asked for any blessings. Besides making him happy Is there some love to spread to you? Don't overlook her love. Take that heart and give it to someone else who doesn't deserve it. The person who took that heart and trampled it didn't see the value.
The day he was heartbroken and traumatized, he wanted to console himself that there was still someone here who cared for him. But I was afraid that I would go beyond my duty. Who kept telling himself that she was just his sister, not his lover, his lover, the person he gave his heart to. How long will she have to endure this? 3 years of watching him from here. Some people may not last long. But the time of the person who waits is not as long as the person who waits.
The time of the person waiting has many people passing by. There are many people who love, know, are familiar with, but why doesn't this older brother turn to look at his wonderful little sister who is waiting for his older brother's attention? As the days go by, the more this heart gets discouraged. I'm worried about when I'll get another piece of my heart that's been waiting to fill this little heart.
And if it's hard to come by, be willing to look at it yourself. This little sister will make her brother turn and look at her.
That was how she felt throughout her teenage years. There was love at first sight with my friend. and the wonderful brother of a friend But she's very cruel. He never even looked back to see that there were still people who cared about him. Stay by my side when I'm lonely or discouraged.
He probably sees her as just a playmate to relieve loneliness, a child who is attached to his older brother, even though in reality his older brother will never be able to take care of him as well as he does.
They only pretend to play in their free time. She really doesn't know how they became close. Studying in different classes The houses are far apart.
But she considers it her own luck that she met the person she loves. And she doesn't care if anyone sees it as being addicted to older siblings. It is the love of children. Because many people say that she still believes in true love. Hope in love at first sight And what about the love that you so purely desire? Can't she have some?
Even though I love him without caring about anything I hope to get in return. But I still can't help but feel hurt every time he has someone else and I shyly tell him about it. It's like being extremely happy. When your heart is broken and your love is cut short, you cry to the point of death. I had to vent to my wonderful sister. Even though my symptoms are better I hope you will be a matchmaker for my new love.
Sending sweet glances and smiles as a vanguard to make little hearts tremble. Walked over and handed flowers in front of me. With sentences that slash the heart without any good parts.
"I like ferns. Please contact me. I have a pink lily like the one you like.” Even as his hand stretched out to receive the beautiful flower that was offered to him, But my brain is so empty Inside my chest I felt a hollow feeling that I couldn't tell. Not sure how to express myself
"I see that we are in the same club as Fern. And they're close too because they went to camp. Helping people to be lovers has more merit than comforting them when they're heartbroken. And tomorrow I'll come and get the answer."
She wanted to tell her what she thought. Almost everyone around her has begun to suspect her feelings for her good brother. Why couldn't he accept her feelings? Or how much do you know? I will continue to pretend I don't know. No matter how much pain she caused, he would be satisfied.
No, she won't tolerate it from now on. I don't want to give my love to someone who doesn't appreciate it anymore. She will go far away from him. Go in order to forget him. Go to accept new love.
“Kajarin, do you see that you are looking for scholarships to study abroad? Interested in exchanging for one year? Or go until you graduate? Because there has just been new capital coming in in many forms. She's a good student, so she might be able to get a scholarship for what she wants. Anyway, if you're interested in taking a lunch break, you can meet the teacher at Kong Guidance." And that was the only sentence that successfully separated her from him.
Even though the people at home did not agree with the fact that their only daughter and the youngest child went far away from home alone, But when she tried to consult with the teacher I've been looking for information all along. Until the house accepts
But when it came to actually traveling, it was her who couldn't accept leaving home. I feel sad that I can't tell you. As the family was dropped off at the airport She fell on her mother's chest and cried until the teacher had to call her when it was time to check in for the plane. She didn't even care if he would deliver or not. Right now, her focus is only on her family.
Her going to study this time must come back with a degree and the same heart that is as strong as before. From now on, there will be no old Khacharin. But she will be a Khajarin that will dazzle the sky like her name suggests. I will shine a light to guide my own heart so that it doesn't get lost like before. Will shine the light of love only on family members.
Some people sit and read old letters. Look at pictures and reminisce about the past. When you come to study, you must do what you have set out to do. But the heart doesn't love well and won't listen. Why don't you forget the cruel sky? That I can't even look at the lesser stars, the past 3 years haven't made my love dilute at all. Everyone always says that time will heal the heart.
It's been less than a year since I had to go back to my loving family. I don't know how much everyone's appearance will change. A letter came to tell the news but he refused to send any pictures back. What an amazing older brother. The mischievous Mr. Thamanan The crafty Mr. Moon How would you trick a young woman into becoming your mother's daughter-in-law?
Once she has come to terms with the reality of the situation again, it may be time for her to return to her duties again. No matter how much my heart speeds up the days and nights, it won't go any faster than this.
At the international airport
People walk around Hastening to go about his business Some came to wait to welcome relatives. Some are waiting for the time to change planes. And you, who was it that your parents asked you to pick up? Will it be the troublesome older brother who likes to show up and shock us every summer?
Khajarin means star.
Naphat means place in the sky, palace.
Thamanan means pleasant like the moon, beautiful like the moon.