Too late...

The lights flicker on and off from the electric poles on the side of the road. It might cause people passing by to see a book. which fell between the grass caused by abandoned land next to the footpath But no one had ever thought of picking it up. Let the once brightly colored notebook lie among the grass. Through the wind and rain for a long time with ink marks of promises

that is becoming more and more blurred by the day Because of the rain...

But rain cannot erase the promises from one's heart. The life of every high school student cannot escape from stories of friends, dreams, love, entrances, and all of this is the origin of my story. Starting in the art classroom...

Me, Bom and Kob, who have been in the same group since middle school, were in the same room in Mathayom 4. It was probably that event that made us get to know Noon.

\"Here you...you..can borrow ours\" Bom said as he handed over 2 pencils.

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She took it back with a smile and braces.

The smiles we saw reminded us of our little sister's smiles. cute one After art hours We volunteered to take her to eat at the cafeteria. And since that day, she has been a part of our group. along with the surprise of many A person who sees a cute girl

Sitting in a group of boys talking loudly with various swear words. which is a normal word in the minds of boys..

From days to months......from months to years.... When friends have been together for a long time, they know each other's feelings... And I started to realize something on the day that I cut my hair short.

\"Hey, what are you dreaming about?\" I said.

\"Ee...the old style is much better,\" said the frog, causing laughter from everyone.

\"But I think she's cute,\" said Bom.

These words from Bom made his face turn white. The thing turned red. Since we started observing from that day We also know that Bom's words have a lot of influence on Noon. and knew that Noon must secretly be more or less pleased with Bom But there were never any words of love. Happens in a group of friends

At our group table \"Snacks have arrived\" Noon's clear voice came with several bags of snacks that she carried along with Bom. (Buying snacks for Nun is often a regular practice. We had refused because we still didn't know that it was from Noon Noon's little money.) While eating dessert, Noon asked about everyone's future careers. Kob and I hadn't thought about anything if N got stuck. Just study whatever.

Bom's dream is to study economics at Thammasat. and is a financial analyst like his father

Noon's dream is to be a social worker helping children. It doesn't surprise me at all. Because of her habit of helping others and being optimistic about the world. What we do know is that Noon must definitely want to study social work at Thammasat.

When Nun Phut finished Bom picked up Noon's English vocabulary notebook that was lying around. Open to the last page of the notebook and write...

The two of us must be Mae Dome's children.....signed....Bom ...

What we saw next was Noon's smile with a red face for 2-3 minutes. A smile that was more cute than anything............

The first day of Mathayom 6 was nothing more than a celebration that Noon had given permission to go to and from school by herself like a normal student. Which is what Noon has wanted for the past 4-5 years that mother has been waiting to receive and deliver.. Today I saw the joy of people who received what I call .....\"freedom\".........

The lives of many Mathayom 6 students probably do not include extra classes from 5:00 a.m. - 8:00 p.m.

But studying with my dear friend makes me never feel tired or discouraged. The last 4 tables are known to be my group's tables.

While we were sitting there chatting and waiting for the teacher Bom pointed at a female student wearing a uniform.

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Long arms, very beautiful face, ready to say, \"Look at that woman. We really like him.” Since that day, that woman has been a frequent topic of conversation in the group. But every time I talked about that woman, I felt that Noon had a strange feeling. that is not expressed Until I thought I had to ask Bom what was wrong.

Because the two of them are the closest to each other. But Bom never doubted and asked.

For a while I stopped caring about this because I was just a guy who never thought about understanding women's feelings.

The time when we get the most relaxation from studying is probably after special classes. which we will go around to give birth to various shops After that, they usually go play games. My personal game is

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Things frogs like to play with

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Especially when there are girls. If you look at it a lot, you will show off a special style.

The Tetis arcade machine in the back of the store looks like a game made for Bom and Noon. I've seen them play together, play against each other, watch them tease each other. Noon often brushes Bom's hand away from the game joysticks when the two of them play. Because Bom is a very good player. But Bom liked it and never once saw Bom get angry at Noon when Noon kept teasing and bothering her.

I thought they were both very happy to be around each other, thinking about the words from the movie. Love can't be designed, that is.

\"It's best to be friends and be together for a long time.\" But for this couple, I imagine the time when they were an old couple.

who spent the end of their lives counting the stars in the sky together and adding to each other's happiness

Every time I look at this couple together, I think that they are building and extending their love for each other.

Even a close friend like me teases that these two aren't like just close friends. But what I saw was Both of them smile with shy expressions. And Noon's eyes turned to look at Bom. And they both helped each other to refuse.

And Noon often says \"These people don't talk to me anymore\" and turned around to go buy snacks and Bom followed closely behind.

Friday is the close of the special English course. When we arrived at the tutoring place, it turned out that the power was out. The school therefore made a compensatory appointment for another day. Today I didn't have much time to study because it was Friday. At school there are only 2 subjects.

So we carried only a few books to class. After that we went for a walk at the mall. Today, Nun is unusual. She looks depressed since morning. No matter how much we push her, we won't tell her.

While walking together, Bom touched Noon's forehead. Bom was very shocked because Noon was very hot. So Bom said, "Noon, you are very hot. Have you taken any medicine yet?" Went to rest at home and decided to let Bom walk Noon up.

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Me and Kob will go to wait at

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Before I parted ways with Noon Bom teases Noon saying

\"This is so sick that I still refuse to stay home and rest.\"

\"Well, I'm a hardworking child,\" Noon replied with a smile.

\"Look at me, her face looks like she's about to die and she's smiling again\" Bom said, not knowing this smile. It will be a smile that we will never forget.

For me, the only reason I came to study today is Being able to sit in a special class next to Bom

After I parted ways with Noon, Bom walked to send Noon up.

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go home

.......Ee.....Bang......Ack......

A truck traveling across the lane collided with

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One car that came at a fairly high speed.

The body of a woman who was not wearing a seat belt was thrown out of the car window and onto the ground. and slid forward another 7-10 meters. Notebooks, pencils were scattered on the road, some on the sidewalk, pencil cases, and mobile phones were broken into two parts. A good citizen carried a body covered in blood and wounds to the hospital.

Saturday morning at the special math class, we were surprised that Noon came to class late. Because normally Noon will come first. But we think that Noon is still not feeling well and is resting at home. 15 minutes after class started, Bom's page became louder. along with a message from Noon's mother saying Now I'm in the room.

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Paolo Hospital Need to meet Bom urgently.

When we finished reading this message, we immediately walked out of the room. Come to know it again. I saw the bruises on the corners of my eyes that were caused by Noon's mother crying. with tears flowing without stopping at the front of the room

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When we walked into the room The doctor told us that I died 5 minutes ago. We were in a trance. Tears began to flow from everyone who called themselves men. Everyone stood and cried next to Noon's bed.

No one opened the cloth covering Noon's lifeless body. Because everyone knows that I definitely don't want anyone to see me in this condition.

Even though I am very sad about this incident, it will not be as bad as Bom's. Because everyone knows that Bom is the most sad. But Bom was very good at it because after a week I didn't see him cry again.

While studying mathematics in the 7th period, 2 days after Noon's cremation ceremony, Noon's mother asked permission from the teacher to walk up to Bom in the room and say,

\" in the room

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Before Noon died, Noon told her mother to bring

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This book is for Bom to give to you \"

Then Noon's mother handed me a paper bag with

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One book was given. After the class ended, Bom and I picked up

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up it is

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A pink book that Noon uses to write her thoughts and dreams.

Bom's name is in

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Every face of Noon since the day she met Bom in the art room.

When turning back to the middle of the book, Bom's tears fell on the pictures. One that Nun drew in

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It's a picture of Noon and Bom standing and smiling. Noon is standing and hugging Bom's arms and both are wearing student uniforms. Thammasat University

\"Why doesn't Noon know how much we love him?\" Bom said when reading.

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and learned that Noon was waiting for the word "love" from Bom, and when at one point in

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So I realized that Noon misunderstood. that Bom fell in love with a girl that Bom pointed out to us at the special class

The next thing I knew was Noon never understood what Bom always said in the group, that love and like are very different.

I can only imagine that Bom didn't let Noon know about his feelings. I could only let Noon think about various things.

Because if Bom had spoken and explained his feelings, Noon would have left happier.

A few days before the final exam. To give students time to read the 2nd preparation book.

While everyone was sitting and talking The frog shouted out to all his friends that if right now he had a magical wish to ask for anything, what would it be? The answers were different. Some asked for him to be handsome, rich, beautiful, talented. Everyone gave different answers. When the frog turned around Looking at Bom's face, everyone turned as if they were waiting for Bom's answer.

\"We just want to see Nun again and then we'll tell him how much we love him\"

Bom answered at the same time. With the tears that slowly come out

After Bom finished speaking, several friends in the room picked up handkerchiefs to wipe away their tears.

That day I realized that Noon is still in Bom's heart unchanged.

The day I learned the power of love was N results announcement day We made an appointment to open the envelope of exam results together at Kob's house. Kob was stuck at Chiang Mai University, I was stuck at Prasarnmit.

What really shocked me was how could someone who scored over 60 in almost every subject like Bom not get into economics?

But Bom's explanation made me realize that

Bom abandons his dream of becoming a financier. Come study social work to follow Noon's dreams. It made me see how love can change one person's life. Bom's dreams changed to Building an orphanage And the name Natthida, which is Noon's real name, was used as the name of the nursery.

To be a memorial to a kind-hearted woman he had met in his life.

People who don't know Bom well will see him as a normal man who keeps himself closed and refuses to open up to anyone.

But for me, I know well who is in his heart all the time........

At dusk the wind blew clouds together until they distilled into raindrops that fell to the ground everywhere.

A strong wind blew into my room. Make the picture frame with our photos on the front face down.

I picked it up and turned it over and put it in its original place. and looked at the picture one more time.

It makes me think of ..you....

She... the one who made us know that people with braces can't eat certain foods...

She... is the person who made us learn to listen to camp music.

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She... is the one who advises us to look on the bright side. and go out to fight problems

She... the one who brought the beauty of her heart for us to experience.

She... the one who changed our lives.

She... the one who left and never returned.

The rain was still pounding down on one of the roads. Raindrops came crashing down like they were tearing apart a notebook in the grass next to him.

One sidewalk was torn into pieces. No matter how long the wind, rain, and cold have passed, this book is still in the same place.

Along with ink marks of promises that cannot come true because of other people One has already left.....

\"Love\" Some people think that it is a feeling that does not need to be spoken. But I want you to know that some people spend their lives searching and waiting for words. This is coming from your mouth.

Once you are confident you should speak up.

It's better than having to sit and regret because today is the day. ...too...too...too....