Short story :

Yaoi 

It won't disappoint you....

Thank you for coming to visit :)

It is a short story by a friend of Wright himself. I found it interesting so I stole it from a friend haha.

Please allow me, friend...?

{ Winter Dark Theme }

6:03 a.m. Monday

Starting with Monday morning A day when many people have to go to school and work.

I, being just a student, have to wake up and perform my duties as a student as well.

It wasn't until I was awake or 100 percent conscious. My cell phone rang to notify me of an incoming call.

“Ever since I came across the Suban mountain How troubling... ~ ” <

It turned out to be a very cheerful and crazy friend of mine named Kill.

“Hello.... ??//with a very quiet voice.”

“Hey, hurry up, friend. We're going to Disneyland..." Kill said in an excited tone.

“Looking for... what-” Before I could answer the last word, he continued, “In 2 years, hahaha!!! Got tricked, that's all my friend, bye.."

Then the call was cut off.

“What's the matter with it.... “I'm still confused, but it's good. It makes me a lot more excited.

Then I got out of bed and went to wash my face and brush my teeth.

7:14 a.m. Monday

I have arrived at school. With a very calm face

I walked normally while reading my favorite book. Among the people who were all walking to school as well.

But it was different in that those people usually came in pairs or groups, while I walked alone. which is normal

I walked slowly up the building. Arriving at the classroom, I went in as usual.

As for the room, there were some people who were gathering together and talking or doing things.

I walked up to my table, put my bag down and sat quietly, reading a book.

My routine is like this. Others may think that it is lonely, but for me this is happiness. I like to be alone in my own world. I like to build a wall to prevent anyone from getting close to me.

But lately, someone has begun to break down the wall.

“Yo! I'm busy. Did you do your homework? Please copy it."

It's the same person who called to wake me up this morning, Killjuay (don't be rash) - -'' I don't know why he suddenly came to befriend me. Hmmm...

“Every time.. Sigh.” I sighed and took out my homework book and gave it to the guy.

"Oh..every time something happens, it'd be better to just call it all the time. Hehe. Thank you!"

Same, almost routine. Always come and ask for homework copies.

His father is also a teacher at this school. Why don't you ask your own father? If you're in trouble, always run to me before anyone else. Why?

12:13 Monday

Right now, I'm sitting quietly and happily alone on the school's sky level.

But it wasn't long until the crazy Killer found me.

"Wow... I looked everywhere and here I am. //Big smile on my face," Kill said.

"Why are you looking for something? What's wrong?" I replied in disgust.

"Nothing, I just want to come and be near you." He replied like that.

Made me feel a little shocked and strange. So I decided to ask.

“Ask me something.”

“Come on.”

“What do you think about becoming my friend?”

"Um... I don't know. Seeing you alone makes me so pitiful."

“Take pity on me...”

“I don't know. It's like, it's not just pity. Actually..there are many reasons. But don't worry about it..." He replied with a soft pat on my shoulder.

Even though the answer was a bit vague, I didn't think much of it.

From this point Makes me and him closer together. It looks like the relationship is starting to fade.

Increasing with time

Until one day, I started to realize something. That person answered that because he looked.

I feel sorry for myself. It's because it was last year. I at that time was no different from now, a lonely person who did not associate with anyone. Every day I just sit and look out the window thinking about something and be alone. I forgot to tell you that I am quite good at studying.

There was a time when the exam results were announced. I didn't get a perfect score.

I have to wonder, which I'm not excited about at all. Because I'm used to it, but now

That's when I looked at the table next to me. The owner of the table was that guy, Kill. He turned to look at me and gave me a wry smile when I saw his not-so-good test scores. But I know that I don't really care much about test scores. Because from the action of just taking that score sheet and folding the birds for fun (

Sometimes they fold birds for me too.

I was very bored with my life back then. I often go to Danfa School. Standing and tearing up the piece of paper that said the full hundredth score, it was torn into small pieces. Then scattered it there and became so distracted that he almost fell off the building several times. I started to let myself go and jumped in.

But it wasn't until I thought about it that I took action. A pair of palms came and embraced me and pulled me away from the edge of the school building where there was no fence.

I'm going to be shocked as well. But he just smiled and said,

“I have found you! Hey, don't play there. If you fall into a corpse, it won't be pretty."

Looking at the events, I knew. That he was secretly looking at me. I've always secretly looked at it because

This is why when I come to the Sky Dan, it always follows me. Because he thought that I might suddenly think about committing suicide.... (It told me so)

Sometimes I secretly envy the Killer too. that it is a cheerful person and is easy to get along with, people know him everywhere Which is completely different from me.

But there was one time. At that time it was time to finish school in the evening and I was walking in the corridor about to go into the room to get something I had forgotten. In a room where no one should be there

Instead, there is the Killer. I saw him sitting and crying. For what reason, I don't know. I've never seen it from this angle before and I don't know what's sad about it. But I didn't go in to say hello or console him, I just let him go.

Whenever I tried to ask him about his problems, he was greeted by a bright smile that made me forget what was wrong with him. Until now, I still don't know anything.

4:22 p.m. Monday

Still in the classroom with only 2 Killers because today is my cleaning duty. which has nothing to do with that one. But it wanted to return together with me.

So he sat and waited quietly in the room.

“Where are you now?” Killman suddenly spoke up and looked at me.

“Huh...??” I looked confused.

"Um, please answer me," it said - -

"At the window..." I was picking up trash at my table next to the window.

“What are you doing?” Kill asked.

“I'm cleaning - -”

“Can you come sit next to me?”

“Sigh..” I sighed slightly and went to throw out the trash, then came back and sat next to the table.

“And where are you now?” Kill asked again.

“Right now, I'm next to you,” I replied, and he stared at me.

“What are you looking at?” I said.

“Just looking at you, huh?” A smile curled his lips. Then he moved the chair closer to me until we were stuck together.

I'm a little surprised.

“Do you know what? I like you, I've liked you for a long time too..." The truth finally became clear. ...Then it leaned in closer. Until each other's breath hit our faces.

Oh my god! Now I'm starting to feel helpless. I just felt sorry for why I was sitting next to the window. I can't escape right now. I'm going to die.

“W-Wait, what are you doing…” He just smiled at me.

Finally, it gently placed its lips on mine. I could only hold my breath and close my eyes tightly.

And he gently withdrew those lips as well. As soon as he let go, I immediately inhaled to get some air.

That crazy Killer smiles a little and smiles a big smile. Smile brightly. As for me, I could only shyly put my hand over my mouth.

"If you don't like it, I'm sorry... Come on, let's go back,” he said with a straight face. But actually I didn't. Anything is just a kiss. But with this one, it looks like...ah -////-

Then Kil and I walked home together as usual. As if nothing happened before reaching a crossroads where different people take different paths

Kilman spoke to me.

"If I'm not here.. Just learn to befriend or approach other people sometimes,” Kill said with a smile on his face.

"What are you talking about? I can't fit in with other people - -"

“Um.. never mind.” Then the guy pulled me in and hugged me. This time I was so shocked that I was speechless.

“Goodbye..” He smiled and walked away. I too stood and watched the doctor walk away until he was out of sight.

6:43 a.m. Tuesday

Today I woke up a little late because there was no phone call from some crazy person to wake me up.

I was sleepy and got up to do my normal routine and went to school as usual. But today's observation is

I didn't see Kill's face at all.

The other people in the room or even the teacher didn't know.

It was late in the evening until I returned home, so I called to see him. But no matter how many times I called, he never answered.

I'm starting to miss it.

The next day the face was still not seen, and the next there was no sign. From days it started to increase to weeks.

The doctor's table was still empty. I'm staring outside.

The window began to miss something.

It feels like No one will remember the Killer again. Whether it's that doctor's face or his smile And soon I saw that someone had put a vase of flowers on the table. Which I don't know why.

Then the normally happy classroom seemed to start to look dull. I saw friends Many women in the room were crying while holding large bouquets of flowers in their hands. I was very confused and couldn't understand. So I decided to walk up to those people.

“Excuse me, but do you guys know anything about Kill?” I asked.

"Huh...that is, Kill..has already passed away."

“Wait....?” I widened my eyes in shock and was almost unable to speak.

"D-How? And.. why!?" I asked again.

“I don't know. It seems like he might have some problems. But he shouldn't be short-sighted at all...heehee.”

Think briefly... ?? So that guy committed suicide? I can't believe it. People like Kil.

At that time I was completely demoralized. feel like crying So I went up to calm down at Dan Fa School at the same place.

Going to think alone without a goal.

Until I glanced and saw something. That thing is a bird folded out of paper. I picked it up and looked at it and unfolded the paper. It turned out that it was Kil's paper.

The paper shows the exam score. I wonder why it's still there after all these months. It must have been picked up by someone or blown away by the wind.

I thought about it and accidentally dropped the paper from my hand and flew away. I tried to run after it until I ran into another paper bird.

I picked it up again.

In conclusion, it was my own scoreboard. When I looked closely, I saw clear tape all over the place, so I realized that

The Killer who used to look at me while tearing up paper with boredom and scatter it without any care. He picked up the pieces of paper and put them together and carefully folded them into a bird.

Suddenly I felt like I heard Kill's voice telling me.

“If I'm not here Just practice being close to other people.”

"Goodbye" with that bright smile Made me unable to hold back my tears. I just now realized the cheerful expression that he had inside. Contained problems and carried them all alone.

As for me as a friend, I couldn't help him in the least. However, I knew that he didn't want anyone to worry about him. So I wiped away the tears on my cheeks while talking to myself and holding the paper bird tightly.

“Ah.. It's about you. I will never forget.”

The End