Hello, my name is Ying.

Actually, I have been a person who likes to write since I was a child. I've tried writing many novels for fun, but I've never let anyone read them, haha.

This is the first short story that I wrote in Mathayom 4. I would like to introduce myself.

thank you

It was a calm, cool morning in late summer. There is a gentle breeze blowing through, refreshing to the heart. A young girl is busy getting ready for school. He looked very excited. After getting dressed She came to wait for the car at the pavilion in front of the house. With mother sitting as a friend But she was so excited that she walked around and wouldn't stop. Until mother said softly,

"Snow, what's wrong with you? Walked and walked and never sat. Mom is getting dizzy."

"Mom, today is the first day of school. This year, I'm in Mathayom 4. I'm going to study in a new school. Meet new communities Meet new friends And there are so many new things that I'm naturally excited about." She replied cheerfully.

"Yes...I understand that your daughter is an excitable person," the mother said as she patted her baby's head affectionately.

“What time is it, son?” Mom asked.

"Six twenty-three. In about ten minutes, Uncle Mek will be here (the student shuttle driver),” she answered after looking down at her wristwatch.

“Ten more minutes until Uncle comes. Do you want to eat something to try and get pregnant first? I'll get rid of my excitement." Mother said with concern.

"It's not better, Mom. Now I'm so excited that I can't eat anything. I think I'd rather listen to music." She said as she picked up her phone and turned on some soft music.

And then what she was waiting for arrived.

“Mom, the car is here!!! " A 13-seat student shuttle van pulled up in front of the pavilion where she was waiting.

"Mom, I'm going to school first."

"Yes, good luck, child. May today be a good day for you."

After saying goodbye to Mom, Snow stepped into the car in a good mood. Uncle Mek came to pick her up first. So she can choose her seat comfortably. And the seat that the person who gets in first chooses is the same as the seat that the person who enters the classroom chooses first, that is, the last seat. Haha. The reason why she chose to sit in the back. is a quiet one Two is not a prominent feature, and three friends make it convenient for people who come up later to sit, without having to inconvenience sitting in the back.

In front of a famous private school, 'Yay, here it is, my new school. What will life be like from now on at this school? I'm so excited.' She said to herself in her heart.

When they arrived in front of the school, everyone got out of the car and walked towards the school gate.

' But it's only seven o'clock now. So where should I go? This school is so big, I don't know what's where. I'm starting to get hungry. But where is the cafeteria? What should I do? I don't even know anyone. 'She could only talk to herself in her heart. Some of the people riding together were seniors. Some of them are also new kids but they have friends. Some people go with seniors.

Everyone dispersed.......only snow was left......looking left, looking right, not knowing which way to go. I don't know who to follow.......

"Little sister," a voice said behind him.

'Did you call me?' she asked herself uncertainly. But she was sure that no one knew her.

"Little sister," the voice was closer to her now. So she turned around and looked.

“You called me?” she asked, pointing at herself.

"Yes, my name is Techin. You can call me P'Tae." Tae introduced himself in a friendly way. But Snow was still confused when someone suddenly greeted her and introduced herself. Even though we had never known each other before.

"Well, I saw you as if you didn't know where to go. So I'm going to ask if there's anything I can help with," Tae explained.

"Yes, I don't have any friends and I don't know where things are, so I don't know where I should go," she answered.

"So what's your name? We ride in the same car and know each other well."

"My name is Snow," she replied.

"Snow!!" Tae repeated her name in surprise.

"Yes, my name is Snow."

"It's a strange name. But because it's good," Tae said with a smile.

I can only smile Well, my name is really strange. In Thailand, it never snows. But my name is Snow. I still wonder why my father had to give me that name.

"P'Tae, what are you studying?" she asked while walking, not knowing where she was going.

"I study science-mathematics in Mathayom 5/1." (I don't want to say that P'Tae is very handsome, white, tall. If I guessed correctly, it would be around 175-180 cm. There must be a lot of people who like him.)

"What about snow? What school did you graduate from and what line of study did you study?

"I graduated from school.

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Yes, and then I joined the art stream, room 4/7."

"Yes, I'm in high school. Studying will be a bit difficult. We must have diligence and determination. And then you have to have more responsibility. And most importantly, we must have goals. When we have goals, we will have encouragement to study." Tae gave advice as a senior.

"Yes." She looked at this senior she just met with admiration in her eyes.

(I'm curious already. That this handsome and kind senior What goals do you have in life? But.. now my stomach is starting to growl. And it looks like P'Tae has heard it too. Oh no, that's so embarrassing.)

"I think we'd better go eat first. My little sister's stomach is growling." Tae secretly teased her gently.

"Yes." Because of embarrassment, she answered so softly that she could hardly hear it.

At the main school cafeteria In the morning like this, there were some people coming to eat, but there weren't many.

"P'Tae," Snow said while sitting down to eat.

"What is P'Tae's goal in life? ' she asked, intently waiting for the answer.

"Oh, sir? I want to be a doctor. I want to be a good doctor and be good at it. It will help save a lot of people."

"P'Tae is a very good person. I believe that you will definitely reach your goal,” she said from her heart.

"What about Nong Snow? What is your goal?" Tae asked Snow.

"I want to see the house as if it were peaceful. Want to be a good politician Help develop the country and allow people to love each other and live in peace."

Every day Snow comes to school early in the morning. And she began to have more friends. Until time passed, she was happy with studying in the field that she liked. P'Tae is a good senior. Always giving advice and helping her. Until the two became closer, like real siblings.

Her life seems to go smoothly, including studying and making friends, but sometimes she feels lonely for no reason. Many times when she sees her friends having boyfriends, there are people who are supporting each other. She herself felt that she wanted to have someone she loved and who loved her to stay by her side. But there aren't any. It's not that no one flirted with her.

But there was no one who made her feel "right" at all.

Until one day, a family moved in next to her house. It is one big house. It is a family of Chinese descent. He has only one son named Qian, and Qian accidentally transfers to the same school as Snow. Qian was one who was quite prominent among the students. It may be because of his tall and large body for his age.

Plus the skin is very white and has a handsome, clear face with narrow eyes in the style of Chinese descent. But he is a quiet person and rarely smiles. which seemed at odds with his cute appearance. But that became one of his charms. Especially when Qian plays the guitar, it looks even cooler.

Qian is a member of the school band. Because the previous guitarist had already graduated. So a new guitarist was recruited. which had many applicants But this position went to Qian. who is skilled in playing almost all types of international music) until he has many fans, both real girls and fake girls, as well as some men who admire his musical abilities as well.

Qian sat in the same car as Snow. And every day Qian would sit and wait for the car at the same pavilion as Snow. But strangely, the two never talked. Snow had a certain feeling in her heart from the first time she met Qian. She herself didn't know what this feeling was called.

Because it's never happened before. At first, she thought it might be because Qian was good-looking. Therefore making her a little shaken. But as time passed, this feeling still remained. And it seems like it's getting more and more. She felt her heart race and her face heat up every time she was near Qian. Not every time I think of him.

Or maybe Snow really likes it.

Every morning, they would sit and wait for the car together, but in different corners. and never talked to each other Or maybe Qian had never even raised his head to look at the snow. He would sit and listen to music and tap into his cell phone. Never once did I look up at the snow. It was like Snow who never dared to look directly at Qian either.

She often sat and read her book and secretly looked at Qian from time to time. Having said that, Snow is a bookworm. Whenever I have free time, I always have to pick up a book and read it.

Snow>>>>>>>>

"Yayma!!!!" I heard my friend's voice talking loudly in my ear. So I turned to look......that's it....Yarin put on a dress that made me gasp.

"Yayma!!!! Do you know how many times I've called you? Just looking at the man I also understood that he was diligent in reading books and liked going to the library. Actually, your purpose is to secretly spy on men. Not to read the book $%^ and *^ and @ $!^^ and *"

Yairin is my friend. She is a person who thinks quickly, speaks quickly, talks a lot, and speaks so long that others don't have a chance to respond in time. Can you call it her advantage or disadvantage?...........That...hasn't stopped yet. My brain is already unable to process his words.

"If I don't see that this is a library, I'll shout and break your glass. What kind of crazy friend are you? I let him call me for a long time and refused to turn around. It's so disappointing." Yarin acted annoyed again as usual. As for me...'Sigh....stop talking' was all I could think in my head. Because if I say it out loud, it will make me even more angry.......eh...but it seems like it's not in time.

Am I showing too much facial expression (again)?

"Yama, you sighed and made the same face as before. What does it mean? Huh>>>> Are you annoyed with me?!!!!! I should be the one angry at you@ $%@ $%$ %$% $%....................And then he complains about many other things out of habit. of it Don't take it lightly.

"Hey there, Yairin, stop it!!!!!"

"....." He stopped talking. Oh my god.

“Okay, you... I admit that it was my fault for not answering you. I really didn't hear it just now. I..........." I didn't finish speaking. She interjected again.

"So you're just interested in men? I'm just a stupid friend. It's going to be important....." I interrupted.

"Yarin...I'm sorry, I'm upset. I was thinking about something just now and didn't really hear it. Hahaha....don't be angry at me. Khun Rin, Snow's dear friend." I made a face of remorse to the best of my ability.

“You can stop acting like someone in pain. I saw it and felt the pain as well."

"You idiot, I made a guilty face." And then the two best friends laughed loudly, hahaha, until the library staff had to warn them to lower their voices.

"Forgot you were in the library," Yairin said after the library staff turned away.

"But you came to me. What's the matter? Aren't you afraid that the time you get to spend with your boyfriend will be less? "I teased him. He was the one who told me that morning, noon, and evening belong to my boyfriend. As for my friend's time, it's study time. I thought about it.

"I'll leave it to you about my girlfriend for now. After all, he's mine already." That girl said without much care.

"Your business is more important right now," he pointed at me.

"My story!! What's going on with you?!" I didn't understand what he was saying at all. A hundred days, a thousand years, this girl has seen me more annoying than any other boyfriend. What's the fuss? Tonnam, whenever I have free time, I have to make an appointment to meet up. There's a lot of talking, I don't know (but it will be Yairin who talks and Tonnam listens more. Ton Nam or should I say Tan Nang)

It's also good that Ton Nam is studying in a different class from us. Otherwise, maybe we wouldn't be friends. He won't be able to see his friend's head.

"Well, your business is very important, otherwise I wouldn't sacrifice my precious time."

"Okay, my story is my story. Come on." I put down the book I had not intended to read in the first place. Wait intently to hear it speak.

Then suddenly Yarin pushed my face so I could look outside the library. The destination is the 'basketball court'.

"Look over there." I looked where it was pointing. I saw that Qian was about to have a child. I turned around in no time.

"You..you..why..make me look that way?" I was born to be a person who just had a speech problem.

"I've been looking at it for a long time. It's been almost two years now."

"....." I could only lower my head, not daring to meet his eyes.

"Do you really....like him?" He stared at me steadily. The playful friend has disappeared. Now this is the serious version.

"I..I..." I couldn't speak. If it were before, I would have easily answered. But now it's really speechless.

"Do you really....like...Qian?" He asked again for me to answer. Yes, Yairin is my closest friend in the group. So it's no surprise that she knows everything about me. Because we never closed anything to each other.

"...Ummm..." I finally answered truthfully.

"Just like that.." Just like that? But it's very difficult for me.

"......" I looked confused.

“Yama, it's already been two years. I think if you're sure you really like him. You should take a chance and see. Let it know black and red. You should tell him...but if you just scream at him like all the other fans... You shouldn't have to sit and be sad while secretly looking at him from a distance like this.”

Yes, I'm secretly looking at Qian. And I've been peeking for almost two years now. Qian was playing basketball on the basketball court next to the library with his friends. He's outstanding and has always caught my eye. Throughout the entire time I've known him I secretly look at him like this during lunch every day. I sneezed at the corner where I was sitting.

Because the door is a glass panel can see through It's actually been almost two years since a woman secretly looked at a man without him ever knowing it. And I have to thank God. That's on my side so much That he comes to play basketball on the basketball court next to the library every day. Allowing me to look at him clearly.

without fear of anyone seeing Because I believe no one will notice me.

"Yama, you have to ask yourself: How much do you love him? "

'How much do I love him?...How much do I love him?' I had never thought of this problem before.

"Is your love enough to tell him?"

"Yarin....maybe I was born to love him one-sidedly like this. But I wasn't born to be loved by him." I feel so sad.

"You're sad again. I think you've changed a lot from the beginning when you said you liked him. At that time, you will scream at him. I'm glad when I meet him. When he told me stories about him....at that time there was only happiness in his eyes. But today I saw sadness in your eyes.” Yes, Yairin was right. In the past, maybe I just liked that he was handsome and good at music and sports. He looks very cool. ....but now.....

I like him because he is him. I like that he is Qian. Qian the person who lives next door to me……Qian the person who waited in the car with me……Qian the person who rode in the same car as me and Qian the person who went to the same school. With me.....we're this close. But why do I feel so far away?

"You are happy when you secretly look at him, see him smile, laugh, but at the same time You are sad that you love him so much. But I couldn't tell him about it. Unable to stand next to him."

"Yarin is right. Yes...I love him....but..but he..he never even talks to me. Even though we have been waiting for the car together for almost two years. He never even looked at me. He can always talk and smile with his friends and fans. But he never even turned to look at me.....and like this...

Where do I get the strength to confess to him? If only he would smile at me sometimes...even if it wasn't intentional. I might have some encouragement.... “I feel like water is stuck in my eyes. Until he almost couldn't see Yai Rin.

"Yama, don't be afraid. If you dare to love, you must dare to let him know. No matter what the result will be. At least you've said it. No need to keep it to yourself. Even if he doesn't accept love from us, at least...he'll know..that you love him."

"Or maybe...maybe If his heart matches yours.."

"Is it impossible?" I said with tears streaming down my face. (Finally)

"It's really impossible. There's no way...."

"Yaya......" Yairin looked shocked as well. I hardly ever cry like this.

"Please come out and cry. If it makes you feel more comfortable. Cry it all out."

"Huh............" Why does my heart hurt like this?

“But you have to promise me. That from now on you will be stronger and more courageous.”

"Huh....." Please stop hurting, my heart.

Qian>>>>>>>

Why!!!!!!!

what happened!!!!!!

Because of what!!!!!!!

Why are you crying!!!!!!

What made you cry like this!!!!!!!!

Please....stop crying....my heart is about to break......

I can't concentrate on playing basketball anymore. Since seeing her stressed expression when she was talking to her friends in the library....just now I still saw it well. So why, what made her cry.......

"Oh!!!!!!" What hit my head? I turned to look at the source of the solid object that hit me squarely in the head.

“Hey!!! Damn Qian!!!! What are you standing there looking at? Why didn't you accept the basketball I sent?" At that moment, I didn't know what inspired me to turn and look at her. And I really looked into her eyes. But really only for a fraction of a minute. Because she avoided my eyes

"I'm sorry...you guys keep playing. I'd like to take a break first...." I told my friend that before walking out of the field.

I really couldn't concentrate on playing anymore.....Just now she looked at me, she looked at me too, even for just a moment, it was very precious to me. The man who had been secretly watching this girl next door for a year, seven months, and thirteen days was the time since the first day I saw her face. At that time, I didn't even know who she was? What is the name? ..............

When I left the field, I picked up my phone and took another picture of her as usual.....

In the afternoon, I couldn't concentrate on studying. My brain is full of her stories. I don't know what made her cry. A picture of a woman with eyes full of smiles and determination. Now it's full of tears I want to accept that suffering for you. I want to go in and comfort her. Wipe away your tears...but what should I do?

Since I am not in a position to do these things. And I didn't have enough courage to ask for that position from her either... I have always been a person who believed in myself. I dared to go in and talk to all the people. But just in front of you I turned into a coward No confidence at all

I didn't dare to go talk to her. I didn't even dare to look at her directly. I can only secretly look at you like this every day. The reason I came to play basketball at this court During the time when the weather is the hottest Because it was the best time and opportunity for me to be able to see her through the thin library glass.

Because she will sit and read a book in that corner, at that time, every day...................................... ...........

11/2/XX

Snow>>>>>>>

Jing, jing, jing, the alarm clock beside the bed rang at the time I had set. I reached out and pressed it closed as usual without opening my eyes. Then lie down for another 5 minutes like always before sitting up. ' Eh!! Why can't I open my eyes?' I felt my eyes swollen to the point that I could hardly open them. It must have been the result of crying a lot last night.

I'm such an idiot, sitting here crying because I secretly like him but don't dare tell him. .....I shook my head gently to chase away my thoughts before standing up. But just my feet touched the ground My body lost balance. Falling onto the bed, "Oh....." I softly cried out. Then I felt a dull pain in my head. With a body that had no strength, no strength to even put a hand on the head that was hurting more and more.

'What's wrong with me?...Are you sick?......' Then my eyes slowly closed and I couldn't control them any longer...... ............

Qian>>>>>>>>

I came to sit and wait for the car as usual. But my heart is unusually restless.

'It was almost past the time when she normally came to wait for the bus. It's been 10 minutes already...

What's wrong with you?...

Why hasn't it come out yet?

Or will it be the story that you cried about yesterday....

Or will she be sick...'

'Ouch!!!!!!!!! I'm going crazy already....

Who can I ask?...

What should I do?...

Please come out, snow.....

She had never been like this before....

She's never been more than 5 minutes late (and she's never missed class either...'

>>>>>Finally the car arrived....

' Today I have to go to class without you? I really won't be able to see her face.....'

Snow>>>>>>>>

Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock Why are you so late today? Every time I see my child hurrying out and waiting for the car for almost half an hour."

Mother stood and knocked on the door for a while. Seeing that Snow still hadn't responded, he opened the door.

"Ah!! Snow, why aren't you awake yet?" Mother was surprised to see Snow still lying down. Because normally she is a child who always wakes up on time.

"Snow...baby," Mom walked over and called out, shaking her gently.

"Snow...you can wake up now, child. It's already late."

I slowly opened my eyes as I heard my mother's voice. But for just a moment I closed my eyes. Because my head felt heavy and I couldn't open my eyes.

"Mom....my head hurts..." I said with my eyes closed.

"Aren't you sick? Is something wrong? Since when? Did you have a fever?" Mother took her warm hand and touched it on her body and then on her forehead.

"It's good that you don't have a fever," Mom said after finishing her survey.

"Mom, I'll take you to the doctor." Mom motioned for him to help him up.

“Mom, I don't want to go anywhere. Mommy, please give me some medicine and go to sleep." I begged mom because right now I don't have the energy and don't want to move anywhere.

"Not at all, child. If something happens to me, what will Mom do? Go to the doctor for treatment. How can I get better quickly?"

“I just want to lie down and rest quietly for a day, Mom. Just take a break and you'll be better, Mom. .....Mother...." I still confirm my original words. Mother gently caressed my head.

"You can take it that way. But if it doesn't get better, I have to go to the hospital with mom. Without any conditions."

"Yes, mother..."

"Then Mommy will go get food and medicine for you to eat."

I just nodded lightly. Mother bent down and kissed my forehead once before walking away.

After mother left the room I reached for my cell phone on the bedside table. before pressing call

..................................................Call waiting music I cried for a long time. before someone answers the phone

( "Ha...Lo...You're so stupid.") He's definitely not awake yet.

"Yarin...I'm not going to class today. I am not very well Please help me leave."

(Um..........) Are you awake yet, my friend?

"Thank you."

( Umm.......) I'm about to hang up.

(" Hey!!!!!!! Just one more!!!! What are you saying? You're sick.) Make a shocked sound.

"Come on, you didn't listen to me at all, did you?" Having said that, he still hadn't woken up.

(I'm sorry, but you called so early in the morning that I must have been a bit sleepy. But what's wrong with you? Yesterday was still good. It probably isn't because I think too much about Qian that I feel sick.")

“Not at all,” I replied softly.

("So have you gone to the doctor yet?")

“I just feel a headache. And then there's just no strength. Just take the medicine and lie down to rest and you'll be fine."

(" I said that you refused to go to the doctor. You're always like this. If something happens, what will I do?)

"I'm really okay. I just want to rest. Just give me one day to rest. Maybe....it might get better."

("Uh, you guys, take a rest. Don't think too much....I have to go run some errands I thought about." I guarantee that you will be healed both physically and mentally." ) Yairin is strange again.

"What are you doing and what does it have to do with me?" I didn't understand what he was saying at all.

("Don't ask me now, just get some rest and get well soon." Leave this matter to me. (I hope it's good news too.)

"Um..." I was too lazy to ask. They started talking and didn't understand anything.

("Let's just do this first. Today I have to rush to school, or I won't be in time.")

Yarin is strange. What is he going to do in such a hurry? It's only six o'clock. Normally, Yarin comes to school late or she will die. It was almost eight o'clock when I left the house. So why did you say today that you have to rush to school.....but never mind him? Now I should stop thinking about everything and rest comfortably......

Qian>>>>>>>

1 day without you...................................

It's been 1 day, 1 day, 24 hours like every day. But why does today feel like it's been so long? It's been so long that I feel like every second of today is moving very slowly. My life today without you It was like everything around me that was normal seemed completely abnormal.

The pavilion where I sat and waited excitedly all morning. Today it seems quiet.

The van in which I sat happily Today it looks sad again.......

Sports that I play regularly Today is not interesting.......

The music I like to play every day Today it looks lifeless......

My heart that used to beat so fast But today it's very calm. So still that I thought it had stopped dancing......

My heart calls out to only you. It kept shouting out, I can't live without you...since when did I let you be a part of my life? Why do you have such an impact on my heart and my life?

1 day without you waiting for the car together

1 day that I didn't see her reading in the car.

One day without secretly watching you eat breakfast at the cafeteria.

1 day that I didn't see you studying next to the window

1 day that I haven't seen you sitting and reading in the library.

1 day that I haven't seen you walk into the house.......

1 day for me today It all looks so sad. My heart doesn't smile like it does every day. My heart that used to beat so fast seemed to burst out when I saw you. Today it is completely still. I can only hear the sound of your name being called.....snow...snow......snow......

1 day of me without you Made me know for sure that I really can't live without her. You are more than the person I secretly love.....you are my whole life....you are my heart. How can I live? If my heart disappears......so Even though it might seem a bit selfish. But I won't let you disappear from my life again. ........Yes!!!!!!I must have courage.

No matter what, I won't let you walk away from my life.....I love you...Snow.

12/2/XX

Snow>>>>>>>

"Mom, I'm going to wait for the bus first." Today I woke up early to wait for the bus at the pavilion as usual. After yesterday I had a full day of rest.

“Snow, I'm sure it's really gone. You can rest another day. I'll go say goodbye to the teacher." Mom asked me worriedly.

"I'm getting better, Mom. After a full day of rest," I smiled widely at my mother. Today I feel strangely refreshed. There must be something good waiting.

"Then it's up to you. But if you feel sick again, call your mother. Mom will go get it herself."

"Yes, Mom......then I'll go first. Hello, Mom." I raised my hand to greet Mom before turning and walking out.

After I stepped through the front door I looked straight at my destination not too far away. But what caught my eye the most was probably not that beautiful pavilion. But it was that young man sitting in the pavilion.......' Qian '.......I could only call him in my heart..........right now my heart Mine was pounding so hard it was frightening. No matter how many days, months, or years have passed.

My heart must have been cursed to beat only for him.....Is it possible for my heart to stay calm when meeting Qian...Is it possible for my heart to... As quiet as my expression... Thinking about it, I can hardly believe it. that his heart was pounding so hard it almost fell out

But my body was able to remain calm, very calm, as if nothing were there, like everything was normal......How could I?..........

I don't know how long I stood looking at Qian and letting my thoughts go. I came to my senses again when Qian lifted his head and looked into my eyes...........and I saw something in his eyes.....yes!!!!!I really saw it. Even though it was only for a split second, I think I really saw it.....OW!!!!! My heart beats faster than before.

My face suddenly felt hot......I hurriedly put my hand over my heart.......What was the sight I saw just now? Qian's eyes widened at the impact. match my eyes It seems to be hidden with many feelings......both shock....happy.....and another feeling. How do I explain it....like?????...ra..ra...love it.....' Hey!!!!'

I hurriedly slapped my face lightly to regain consciousness. 'Crazy!!!!' What was I thinking? Thinking too far, how is it possible? He just turned around and looked involuntarily. I didn't think anything of it. 'Stop fooling yourself and stop being beside yourself' (I said it myself but it hurt so bad) I told myself that before slowly stepping towards the pavilion.'

Just a few more steps and you'll be there. Keep your head straight, stay calm, walk steadily, and keep still.'

'Ouch!!!! At some point, I was completely frozen. By the time I got there, my heart almost stopped.' I sat down as soon as I reached my usual spot. before immediately turning to face the road Count from 1-10 in your mind to adjust your mental state. Take it easy after your mind returns to normal. I turned to pick up my bag to take out the back of the book and read it.

While picking up my bag, I saw something stuck on the pole next to my seat. A palm-sized piece of light blue paper with some messages was attached to the post. So I stuck my head in to see what it was. But I don't dare pull it out and read it because it might belong to someone else...but eh!!!! Snow...that's my name.......

This piece of paper is written about me? I reached out and pulled it down. To see the message on the paper clearly.....................

'Snow..........How should I begin............

Why didn't you come to class yesterday? Is something wrong? And that day at the library...why were you crying? Is there something wrong? Can you tell me? I'm sorry...but I'm really worried about you...please don't disappear like this again. Because I definitely can't stand it.....'

'Who????'

After finishing reading, I secretly cast my eyes towards the only person sitting in the same pavilion as me...secretly with a little hope.......but what I saw..was him who was still sitting still. and focused on his cell phone...just like every day.......I could only turn around disappointed again. And I could only curse myself in my heart.

Who likes to create hope for himself ' Yay ma!!! Are you crazy? How is that possible? Stop, stop, stop creating crazy hopes for yourself like this.' While I was hurting myself mentally. My cell phone rang.........

"Yarin, what's wrong? You called so early in the morning." I said softly, almost whispering. Just because Qian was nearby, I couldn't do anything properly.....Actually, even if I spoke loudly or shouted, he wouldn't be able to hear him. ...Because he doesn't care about me.

(I'm just asking if you'll come to study today.)

"I told you last night that I would come to study."

(Oh, it's for confidence.)

"Then I'll tell you to reassure you.... that I will go to study today Because I'm fine now. Okay, I understand, my friend."

(Yah..so where are you now?)

"I'm waiting for the car. It'll be here in less than 10 minutes."

(Good. You hurry up. I have good news for you. You must not have thought of that...oh! I still can't believe it when I say it.) What's so strange about Yairin? Since yesterday

“Good news, what good news? I won't be gone for one day. You seem to have a lot of secrets."

(I haven't told you yet. I'm waiting for you. You'll know what I've learned....see you later...) all the time. There's something that needs to be done before you can say it. That's it!!! Yairin, my true friend>>>>Sarcasm.

"Um, see you later."

I understand this friend of mine less and less every day. I don't know what it is. Start talking nonsense Since yesterday............but....whose piece of paper belongs to this? I didn't see the author's name anywhere....I held the paper and turned it over. Look around in case you find the sender.........'Eh, this is it'

I caught my eye on a small drawing in the bottom right corner of the back of the paper. A small picture of a guitar with a melody on it.......but no sender's name.

But I'm so familiar with this picture. Where have I seen a picture like this?...Yes, I've seen it...but where.... As I was thinking, a car suddenly arrived. So I stopped all thoughts. Then get in the car........