People in this world...different people...have different responsibilities.
I am one of those people who have responsibilities as well...so it makes me uncomfortable.
I don't know if I just thought about it or not...that someone was "missing me".
Actually, I don't dare think differently...
Why?....Because I don't know what is certain for me...
During the day..I have to go study...while that person is free.
Evening until late at night...I have to hurry up and finish work in order to have time to talk with him...but it seems
He will think in another way...
While I was rushing to finish work, a message came in.
(Donghae little fish
say :
Forget it, I've been meaning to work.)
(Swollen cheeks
Say :
kiss! kiss)
I answered as I was thinking...I don't even know if they'll read it or not.
(Donghae little fish
say :
Shi!)
He answered...I'm happy, you know?
(Swollen cheeks
say :
No.)
I replied...let's try it like this.
(Donghae little fish
say :
Jeez)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
I don't care.)
(Donghae little fish
say :
Chee chae chaeeeee~!!!)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
Carrying it)
I myself became emotional...
(Donghae little fish
say : T^T
Shi! )
(Donghae little fish
say :
You don't have to)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
You don't need anything...)
I'm calm now....
(Donghae little fish
say :
I don't know, I won't point out)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
I don't know what to point out.)
(Donghae little fish
say :
will remember)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
What do you remember?)
(Swollen cheeks
say : "**
(Is that a perverted child?)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
Answer: It's not wrong...but don't do it often....)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
Because: Sometimes I don't have time for..I don't know what to do either...hmm...)
(Donghae little fish
say :
I don't have all day.
(Swollen cheeks
say :...
I don't want to make excuses for this.....just accept it nicely...(it's not every day)
(Donghae little fish
say :
Isn't it work?)
(Donghae little fish
say :
Go do it.)
(Donghae little fish
say :
No one is interested anymore~ That's right! I'm lazy and like to mess around too. Just go to work!)
(Swollen cheeks
say :
When did you say it was chaotic?)
(Donghae little fish
say :
Right now)
(Donghae little fish
say :
aware)
It seems like they think that I only do work..work..work.
I can't argue with him on this one.....because I really am like that...
But I'm just annoyed..even though I rushed to finish it...so that we could talk sometime.....
I was very happy when they greeted me...but in the end it was like this.
When I say this...it's not that I'm angry at him....I can't be angry at him...
If you're going to blame me, you have to blame yourself....
I thought that he might not be available because of his status.
msn
It's what he likes.
Busy
I thought to myself that he was busy...I didn't want to bother him...I wanted to hurry and get to work too..
My fault is that I've never been anyone's special person, so I don't know....
How do we act? I used to be a single person...I've seen people around me before...
But it's not the same here....
I just hope that he understands me.......but if not, it's okay......
I'm not angry....I understand that he's like that...the reason is me..I understand....
Just one sentence...that he said to me...it makes me happy........
I'm not angry that he suddenly disappeared..he probably has his reasons..........
Even if I greet him..and he doesn't reply...that's okay....
I'll leave a message...let him sleep well.....
That's all I can do....People who are always busy...don't have time for me like me....
You can do this.
last....
I just want to tell you....I can't always have time for him....Our times don't match.........
There are many things that we are not alike...so many...that it is hard to imagine how we are alike.....
But I'm glad that coincidence brought us together........
I don't know what will happen tomorrow....but I can say with certainty that right now......
This person is a special person....who has an influence on me....he makes me feel better.....
He just greeted me.
It makes me irritated just because he disappears.............
Makes me want to focus on doing something so that we can meet each other sometimes.......
Makes me want to change my habit....not having my own time........
I don't want to ask for much.........
Just to let him know that right now my special person is just him........
In whatever capacity.........
From..me..........the person who doesn't have time...Kim Kibum
It may sound like an excuse....but if you try looking at it from the other side...you'll know and understand.
Try doing it..look at things so they have two sides...don't just look at the good side..or just one bad side....
And I guarantee that your life will be happier.
End of another story...I guess we'll be good at stories about feelings....
Anyway, thank you...for reading....
Hope to meet again next time.......