My HeartMy MindMy SoulMy Jaejoong

You guys, did you ever believe in what Yoon Jae said? Do you treat each other well?

Have you ever thought about whether the pictures you saw were real or not?

Do you believe that Yunho and Jaejoong are a couple?

Theme Song

I love you with all my heart -

JAME -

James

My Heart…My Mind…My Soul…My Jaejoong

You guys, did you ever believe in what Yoon Jae said? Do you treat each other well?

Have you ever thought about whether the pictures you saw were real or not?

Do you believe that Yunho and Jaejoong are a couple?

It's not wrong for you to believe. But that's only half the truth. Because in reality There was only Jung Yunho who loved Kim Jaejoong with all his heart. Every expression in front of the camera and behind the camera This is what this Jung Yunho did with all his heart. There is no pretense at all. But with the other party It was the greatest forced reluctance.

But for the fans, Jaejoong can do it. Even if it's fake. Because when there are no cameras, no fans, Jaejoong will be indifferent and there will be hardly any conversation with Jung Yunho at all. But when he uttered them, there were words that cut deep into the hearts of the listeners until they hurt. In the past we still talked.

Still playing naturally But after that day The day this Jung Yunho confessed his feelings. Everything began to change, change until it was no longer the same...

“Yunho, why don't we go to Thailand for a press conference?” Junsu asked as everyone packed their bags and prepared to travel from Japan back to Korea.

"Well, I have to go home for my birthday. I'm sorry I caused you all trouble."

“Heh heh, personal matter. But at the expense of the band's work? The leader of Asia's best boy band.” The sweet voice of the lead singer of the Kon Khot band. along with sending a condescending smile

“Hey Jae, you talk too much. Every year, Yoon has to go home on his birthday. You know this very well,” Yoochun protested, seeing that someone was about to create an atmosphere.

“So what, Kai? Is the event less important than your birthday? Nevermind, it's your right. You're the leader of the band. You can do whatever you want. I'd better hurry and get my things. I don't want to stay around here for long,” Jaejoong said before walking back into his room.

“Brother Yun, Brother Yun, please continue packing your things. The car will come to pick you up soon," Changmin warned. Seeing that the leader was staring blankly at the door with the sweet face inside,

“Ah, um.”

Junsu, Yoochun, Changmin could only look at Yunho pitifully. But it couldn't help anything. When Jaejoong vehemently denied that he loved Yunho. Everything that is done is just to serve the fans. Even though Yunho confessed and told everyone Including the manager and Mr. Lee Soo Man saying everything he does It's because he loves Jaejoong.

That was the reason why Jaejoong acted so coldly towards Yunho. and moved away from Yunho At first, he was going to move in and sleep with maknae Changmin. But Yunho refused. Because Changmin's room was smaller than his and Jaejoong's room. Yunho then moved out himself. He didn't want Jaejoong to sleep with the maknae.

I want Jaejoong to sleep comfortably. But it's not like Yunho is going to sleep with Changmin. Even though the things were in Changmin's room, late at night Yunho secretly came and slept on the living room sofa instead. Because I don't want to disturb you. And always wakes up before everyone else.

“Oh, where has your band leader gone? The manager has come to pick me up. It hasn't come out yet. It's really your own business,” Jaejoong complained when he saw they were ready to leave. Only the band leader is missing.

“Oh, Yunho went in to collect things a long time ago, Changmin. Do you want to follow along?” Junsu reminded Changmin.

“Ha, I'll go follow you. Please wait a moment.” After saying that, the youngest went to knock on the door and call the band leader.

“Hyung Yoon, Hyung Yoon, the manager has come to pick me up.” Changmin slowly turned the door knob when he didn't hear a response. I found Yunho walking out of the bathroom. The face is moist with sweat. They were also abnormally pale and white.

“Brother Yun, are you sick?”

“No, I just went to the bathroom. It took a while. Has the manager already arrived?” Changmin nodded. The tall man turned to pick up his bag with his left hand. while his right hand held his left breast. Then walked Changmin out.

“You can come, what are you doing?” Every word that came out of Jaejoong's mouth hurt Yunho even more. It hurts so much that I don't want to breathe. His right hand squeezed tightly on his left chest.

“Then Yoon will ask to carry the bag for Jae. It's an act of redemption." After saying that, he pulled out his hand and held the bag for the beautiful woman. No matter how much it hurts to cut each other But Jung Yunho was never angry and was ready to take care of Kim Jaejoong forever.

“Your face looks pale, Yunho. Are you sick?” Yoochun asked when he got into the car and saw Yunho's face clearly.

“No,” he denied before glancing at the person sitting next to him. So he saw that the other party could only casually stare.

“I'm so sleepy, Jaejoong. Yun, please lend me your shoulder.” He said and immediately leaned his head on his shoulder. Without Jaejoong himself being able to deny it.

“Yunho, we'll follow you in the evening. It just happened that Jaejoong and I were going to a hair salon. I want to cut my hair,” Junsu told Yunho when everyone arrived at his condo in Korea. and Yunho prepared to return to the house.

“Um, okay, let's prepare something delicious to celebrate. And will Jae change her hair color? Want to buy something? Take Yun's gold card. In case you want anything,” he thrust the gold card into Jaejoong's hand. before turning to leave

"wait a minute!!!"

“Take it back, we are nothing. Why would you give it to me?” Jaejoong said curtly. A thin hand handed the gold card back to the tall figure.

“It's okay. Yoon loves Jae. Yoon is happy to give it to Jae. Please keep it. Yun himself rarely used it. Please use it. Even though for Jae we are nothing. But for Yoon Jae, he is both the person Yoon loves. and Yoon's best friend.” He gathered both his hands and that golden card together. Before giving another sincere smile before turning and walking away.

...Jaejoong, this Jung Yunho's life gives everything to Jaejoong. Everything I do is for you. I told you I love you because I don't know how much longer I can say these words to you. You might get annoyed or hate me. But it won't be long. That I will be like this soon, not long...

“Sister, uh, Jaejoong hyung, have you colored your hair?” Jihye, Yunho's younger sister, who came out to welcome her brother's friends who came to have dinner at the house, greeted Jaejoong with surprise. As for the others, they could only nod slightly.

“So where did Brother Jihye go? Why did you let your sister come out to welcome you? Aren't you afraid Changmin will flirt again? Haha?” Yoochun asked before secretly teasing the girl at the end.

“Uncle Yoochun!!! Saying this makes me hurt. I didn't flirt at all. This girl came to flirt with me first,” Changmin argued.

“Oh, why do you say I'm like this? You are…” Jihye was about to argue back. But Junsu stopped the army first.

“Enough is enough. Whoever flirts first is fine. After all, the two of us are dating now, aren't we? So why argue? Jihye, where did Yunho go?”

“Uh, brother is sleeping in the room. I haven't woken up yet. Jihye will go wake him up.”

“Don't be, Yunho is probably tired. It would be good to give it a rest,” Yoochun interrupted. Seeing that Jihye was about to disturb Yunho's little rest time.

“During this time, Brother Yoon Take a long nap. I don't know when I went without sleep. At night he slept soundly. But what's strange is that it's easier to feel tired. The day before I had practiced a few rounds. Brother Yoon told him to rest. Even though we weren't that tired yet. But Yoonie is sweating a lot,” Changmin said about the leader's strange behavior lately.

“Actually, I think it's strange. Sometimes it disappears in the bathroom for a long time. Normally I take a long shower. But some days are unusually long,” Yoochun added.

“I think it's a good idea to take Nanho to get a checkup?” Junsu offered his opinion.

“I don't think Brother Yoon will go. During this time, the work schedule is tight. People like Brother Yoon Worried about work more than anything? There's definitely no way to go,” Changmin declared.

“Sigh!!!” Junsu, Yoochun, Changmin sighed together.

...Yunho, are you sick? I think it's strange. Since the time you fell asleep in the van Since I've known you You're not someone who sleeps this easily. And when Changmin, Junsu, and Yoochun talked, Jihye's expression didn't look good at all. It's like there's something hiding. So why would I miss you? Why should I worry about you? You're disgusting. You like other men.

Most importantly, you love me, who has been your best friend for more than 8 years. I will not be interested, will not bother you, will not think about you again...

“Stand here. You won't feel well soon,” a deep voice called out to Jaejoong from behind.

“The weather is cold, so let's wear it. I won't be able to go to the concert tomorrow because I'm going to be sick.” His hands covered his thick coat to make him thin.

“Do you remember this garden? You said you really liked it. So I chose to decorate it as you wish. There's a white lily bush over there. I planted it because you liked it. What time do you come back home? It will be like I have you coming with me. You haven't been here in a long time. Since..." The tall figure stopped there. Because I couldn't say anything further.

Clear water lingers in my sharp eyes. But Yunho held it back and didn't let it flow out.

“A lot has changed. But she's still as beautiful as ever,” a sweet voice said after a long silence.

“Let's go inside. The weather is already very cold. Dinner is also finished. In fact, I was going to follow you to eat. But it took a long time to talk.” The tall figure pulled the thin figure's hand along. But the thin hand immediately jerked away. before walking into the house Not caring that Yunho was only wearing a thin t-shirt despite the freezing cold weather. Because he gave up his bold coat to Jaejoong.

After having dinner with Yunho's family Once completed, the five prepared to travel to the airport to travel to Thailand. The Chong family followed them to the van that was waiting to pick them up in front of the house. They also urged Yunho to take good care of himself. Because the eldest son of the family had shrunk a lot and didn't look very strong.

“Jaejoong hyung, did you dye your hair again? The color is so beautiful. You have become more handsome too.” Tiffany greeted Jaejoong before boarding the plane.

“Uh, little Tiffany greeted me like this. I'm really embarrassed."

“Oh, Jaejoong hyung is really handsome. But this behavior is like If the fans knew how weird you were, would you be able to accept it?” Jessica, who followed Tiffany to join the members of SNSD, teased Jaejoong. So some hands rubbed the girl's hair, making it slippery and messy.

“Ah, Jaejoong hyung, he's completely lost.”

“Haha,” the three of them laughed and teased each other happily.

Yunho looked at the picture painfully. Jaejoong is always like this. Kind and friendly to everyone. Especially the kids in the camp. But to him, the images of him and Jaejoong's teasing could only be in the past. There probably won't be that day again. But it will probably be a good memory that Yunho will remember until the day he dies.

“Uncle Yun/Yunho,” Changmin, Junsu, and Yoochun called out together. When it's time to leave

“Jae, let's go now.” The tall man hurriedly walked over to call Jaejoong when his friends called him. Then he grabbed Jaejoong's luggage and carried it himself. But Jaejoong took it back and held some of it himself. It seemed as if he was afraid that his tall figure would carry something too heavy. A small smile spread across that sweet, pretty face. It's just a pretense. Just to please the fans who sent it. In fact, some of them wanted to walk away from the tall figure walking beside them, heartbroken.

“Hey, can you hurry up and walk? I bet you're in trouble. So, have you exchanged tickets with Changmin yet?” Jaejoong whispered to Yunho as he walked in the door.

“..." Yunho didn't answer. But he slowly slowed down to walk with the manager behind him. Meanwhile, Jaejoong sped up his pace when he saw that there were no more fans in the area.

...Jaejoong, you must really hate this man. Just this time only Only then will I be close to you. Please allow me this time to take care of you. Just this time only...

“Thump!!!”

“Uncle Yun!!!/Yunho!!!”

Both Thai and Korean teams Including Changmin Junsu and Yoochun ran in to see Yunho's condition, who suddenly collapsed while practicing a fast dance song that they had to perform alternating with Super Junior. The tall figure was breathing heavily. Sweat covered the whole body.

“I think we should take a break first, okay? We've been practicing since morning,” Changmin told the staff when they saw the leader's ill condition.

“Alright, then you all rest for half an hour. I need to speed up my training. In the afternoon we will gradually bring fans into the stadium,” the team said.

“Yunho, how are you? Here, drink some cold water, it will make you feel better.” Yoochun sat down on the sofa next to Yunho. Inside the artist's room along with sending a bottle of cold water to the tall figure

“Thank you, Yoochun. I'm sorry to you guys. I really don't care at all. Just practicing is already tiring.”

“It's good to know that, huh, aren't you really good at dancing? Just this makes me tired. A bad dancer like me can do better than you.” Each word was like salt water pouring on Yunho's repeatedly cut heart. Before the speaker turned to practicing his own song that he had to sing along with a female singer from the label.

“But Jae, we've been practicing since morning. Moreover, Yoon doesn't seem very strong lately. You also have some sympathy for Yoon,” Junsu said in warning.

“Damn it, Junsu, I actually don't take good care of myself. So I get tired easily. Make it difficult for you guys. I'm sorry, Jaejoong. But I'll help you repeat the moves for you. In case you still don't remember,” the tall man said, interrupting Junsu from scolding Jaejoong any more. He didn't want Jaejoong to hate him any more than this.

concert

SMTOWN Live’08 in Bangkok 

Had an explosion of fun in the hot weather of Thailand. Even though it's already evening But the heat still hasn't subsided. But the smiles of every artist still adorned their faces. Every show selected They performed their best. Make this concert fun and impressive for both the audience and the performers.

Before the concert came to a close, there was a little birthday surprise for the artist born this month. including Yunho And that person himself had his handsome face covered in cake all over his friends. Bringing smiles and laughter from everyone in the stadium. Except for some figures that could only be seen by a man in the corner of his eye. Before concluding the show by taking photos and thanking all the fans of the artists.

...Thank you. For the encouragement you have always given us, I, Chung Yunho, will keep these pictures in my heart forever. I will never forget our Cassiopeia. Thank you for waiting. Thank you for not forgetting me. Thank you for always being by my side. Thank you for being a shining star today in this field. I will keep every memory, every smile.

Please take care of everyone's welcome. Even though that day I will never stand on stage again, I love you, my Cassiopeia...

After the concert ended, all the artists had to rush to the airport immediately. to return to Korea, except

SHINee 

who still have to continue their activities in Thailand the next day

“Jaejoong, are you sick? Why are your arms so hot?” Yunho whispered. As they walked beside each other

“My story Don't worry!!!" A sweet voice whispered. But it's not very strong. Because the person who spoke was not in the mood to have any conversation. Throbbing headache and symptoms of hot and cold Afraid of the bodies that were plaguing him. It made Jaejoong want to get on the plane almost as soon as he arrived at the airport. He wanted to rest and let these symptoms go away.

“Look, Yunho, why don't you exchange tickets with Changmin? You're not going. I can go myself. Just a little.” Jaejoong made to get up and change seats with the maknae. When he saw that Yunho was sitting in the seat next to him,

“Don't worry, Jae, the plane will take off soon. Besides, Changmin was about to fall asleep. You must be tired. Don't disturb me." A deep voice trailed off. There was an announcement warning people to wear their seat belts. Because the plane was about to leave the runway. Soaring into the sky And Changmin was really about to fall asleep like he said.

Make your body so thin for a reason Moreover, the body was tired and wanted to rest completely, so he had to continue sitting next to the tall figure.

Thin shoulders hunched together, pale face, dry lips. And a slight trembling caused the tall figure who was about to fall asleep and turned around to see that he had to get up and pull up the blanket that had moved down to the waist of the thin figure and cover it up to his neck. and could feel the heat from Jaejoong's body A strong hand held a brush on his smooth forehead.

before turning to ask for fever-reducing medicine and fever-reducing gel sheets from the stewardess Before long, all of the items fell into the hands of the tall figure.

“Jae, Jaejoong, Jae, wake up and take fever-reducing medicine first. You have a fever, you're really hot.” ​​The tall figure shook his arm. gently awaken the body Jaejoong woke up and took the medicine from his higher up to eat without any resistance. Before falling back to sleep, some hands pulled up the blanket to cover himself completely and closed his eyes and fell into a deep slumber.

“You probably have insolation. Get some rest, you'll feel better when you wake up,” the tall man said softly in Jaejoong's ear before placing the fever-reducing gel on his forehead.

The entire time on the plane, Yunho didn't sleep even for a minute. Because they were watching over Jaejoong's condition, who was sleeping soundly because of the fever and the effects of the medicine. They also keep changing the gel pads to reduce fever. Until the plane came to a complete stop at Incheon International Airport. Yunho then woke up Jaejoong.

“How are you? Are you feeling better? Jae, I'll hold the things for you. Can you walk?” the tall figure asked the thin figure who was adjusting his body.

"Hmm," was the slight response. Before getting up and walking out Leaving Yunho both preoccupied with his luggage, he got up and was about to follow the figure. But a sharp pain in the left side of his chest caused the tall figure to sit back down in the chair and take 2-3 deep breaths before he was able to get out.

“Junsu, how is Jaejoong? Are you feeling better?” Yunho, who had returned from the convenience store, asked.

“Already asleep. But the fever still hasn't gone down very well. What did you just buy?”

“Instant porridge. Jae hasn't eaten anything yet. On the plane, I just took medicine and slept. I'll warm it up first. Oh, what about Yoochun and Changmin?" Answering the question, he didn't forget to ask about the other two.

“Yochun is asleep. Sprayed the medicine and fell asleep. That one was the same, on the plane he sprayed medicine and then slept. The weather was hot and he couldn't rest while dancing. So I started panting. I guess Jaejoong had a fever because of this. Changmin reads a book in his room. If you say there's anything I can help with, you can call."

“Yes, then you should go and rest. Someone else will be sick soon. I'll take care of the rest myself." The tall one said before gently pushing the small one back into his own bedroom.

“What about you? You haven't rested yet. Do you want me to help you first?” Junsu asked because Yunho was quite worried.

“I'm fine. The bear is about to die. Don't you know? You go. Let's just say if there's anything. I'll go call you later." My heart was stubborn. When the tall figure insisted like that Junsu had to walk into his own room.

“Uh huh,” moaned the voice of the person lying on the white bed. He called for the tall figure who was about to doze off in the chair in the corner of the room to get up and take a look.

“Jae, are you awake? Are you feeling better? Has the fever gone down yet?” A question tinged with concern. with a thick hand raised to take his temperature But he was brushed away nonchalantly by some hands.

“I'm getting better. You can leave now. I'm going to take a shower.” It'll actually feel better. Because the cold Jaejoong has returned.

“Then I'll go prepare breakfast.”

“No need!!!” A loud voice shouted. causing the body to be so tall that it stopped in place

"..." There was no more talking. Because Yunho was the one who walked away quietly.

Not long after, Jaejoong walked out of the room wearing casual clothes. Because someone in the band was sick, today's event had to be cancelled. So everyone can rest.

“Jaejoong hyung, are you feeling better now?” Changmin greeted the eldest at the dining table.

“Um, what did you eat today? And who did it?” Some people nodded in answer. Then he looked down at the breakfast food that was laid out on the table.

“It's a tough bear,” Junsu's clear voice came from the kitchen with a plate of rice in his hand. Following behind was Yoochun who also had two more rice plates in hand.

“Tough bear?”

“Well... Brother Yunho, Mee Tuek, watched over you all night and even came to prepare breakfast. How can you not be called tough?” the maknae replied before quickly snatching his plate from Junsu's hand. The onyx eyes softened and flickered, but only for a moment.

“Yuchun, go call Yunho. Why don't you just come out? Changmin will eat it all, what will there be left for that guy to eat?” Jaejoong told Yoochun. Even though it looks cold But sometimes the actions are the opposite.

"Ah, okay, but before you go, dear dolphin, kisses." Even though he looked confused, with the orders of some But he complied and then secretly stole a kiss on Nim's cheek.

"Crazy chickens like to take chances" even though they say that But the color on his face couldn't be stopped.

Jaejoong secretly looked at the actions of the two of them. The eyes looked dull but only for a moment before they returned to being calm as before. But everything is in Changmin's eyes. Brother Jaejoong, I hate Brother Yunho. Or do you not dare to accept the truth?

Knock knock knock

“Yunho, Yunho, come out to eat now.” Yoochun knocked on Yunho's door.

"..." There was no response.

“Yoon…” Before Yoochun could call again. The sound of falling and Yunho's pained cry sounded from within.

“Pleng!!! Ouch!!!"

"Hoy!!! Ai Yun, open the door now. what happened? Open it!!!” Yoochun tried to twist the doorknob. But it was locked from the inside.

“Yuchun, spare key.” Junsu heard the voice and hurriedly picked up the spare key and handed it to his lover. Yoochun quickly unlocked the door and went inside.

“Yunho!!!/Uncle Yoon!!!”

The image that appeared after the door opened It was Yunho's tall figure lying bent on the floor next to the bed. Nearby, shards of a vase were scattered on the floor.

“Medicine, internal medicine, and...tongue...convulsions. Oh!!!” Yunho said in a hoarse voice. distorted face When the pain in the left chest intensifies His front hand crumpled the shirt on the left side of his chest until it was rumpled.

“Yunho medicine, what medicine? I'll pick it up for you." I don't know when the thin figure ran up to the tall figure. Trying to find the medicine bottle that the tall figure told me about.

“Is this this?” A hand that trembled slightly picked up a bottle of tea-colored medicine. There was only one bottle in it. The tall man nodded slightly.

“Get up slowly, Yoon. I'll take the medicine now." Jaejoong slowly lifted his body up and sat down. But not before the medicine reached his mouth. The tall figure bent over as pain welled up in his chest. before falling unconscious

“Yunho!!! What's wrong with you? You woke up first. Please don't use this method. Don't make fun of me, Yunho!” Jaejoong screamed. Many tears flowed without realizing it. I don't know why it hurts when I feel that my tall figure is really disappearing.

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A thin hand rests on the clear glass. In the background was Yunho's body sleeping on a white hospital bed. All the various wires connecting the limbs are full. Including many life-saving equipment The heart rate graph showed that the heart was beating gently.

“Jaejoong,” Junsu's small hand rested on his shoulder. Squeeze gently to comfort

“Junsu, do you think I'm stupid?” someone suddenly said. His eyes were still fixed on the glass room.

“Hmm?”

“To know what the most valuable thing in life is I'm about to lose it. The love that I have always rejected The person I always rejected and ran away from. I am really losing it.”

“Jaejoong, you said it like that. Do you love Yunho like that?” Junsu asked even though he already knew the answer.

“Is that funny? When he told me he loved me, I was disgusted and ran away. But do you know? I've never been happy. Life seems like something is missing. It's like I'm only living half my life.”

“All the time when Yoon was around. It's like life has everything complete. He is everything to me. But I pretended not to see Instead, he acted like he was disgusted. I don't want to go back to the way it was before. I'm afraid that if we love each other We will be hurt Because this kind of love is wrong.” The clear water slowly dropped down to wash over your cheeks, little by little.

“So, how do you see me and Yoochun? Are you disgusted?” Junsu asked after listening for a long time.

“You guys are cute. Looks like a good fit. I don't mind any of you at all,” Jaejoong replied, his eyes still focused on the same place.

“Then Why do you hate Yunho?” A very direct question.

“I admit that at the time I was confused, I didn't know, I didn't understand anything. I don't know if what Yoon said was true or fake. But as time passed, I realized that Yoon wasn't joking. Everything that Yoon did came from the heart. But I don't dare admit it. Huh Huh. Now I want to hold on for as long as possible. I, I, I will be nice to Yoon.

I will love Yoon more than he loves me, Junsu. What should I do? god please Listen to your child's requests too. Don't take Yunho away from your child yet. I know that you love him. You can't be without Yunho, hehe." Jaejoong immediately collapsed to the ground. before throwing himself into Junsu's embrace, trying to comfort him even though he was crying himself. Yoochun and Changmin had to help them sit in hospital chairs.

...Mr. Chung Yunho Suffering from abnormal heart muscle disease Must be treated by heart transplant surgery The hospital and Mr. Yunho's relatives have been requesting a heart donation for more than 2 years, but have still not been able to find a suitable heart. The medical team also tries to remind patients to take good care of their bodies. Don't overdo it, don't think too much, don't stress.

Otherwise, the patient's heart will not be able to endure it for long. And now the doctor can only say one word: We probably won't be able to operate. Because the patient's heart and body are too damaged to endure major surgery again...

...Yunho hyung has been sick for how long, we don't know. But it was only discovered two years ago. We are trying to give Yoon hyung some rest. But P'Yoon loves his work more than himself. He's worried about P'Jae, afraid his friends will suffer because of P'Yoon. Brother Yoon kept everything a secret. Yoon once said to Jihye that

I want to spend the remaining time with Jaejoong. Even though Jaejoong hyung pushed him away But Brother Yoon will not give up. I will take care of Brother Jaejoong as much as my heart can bear it...

“What are you thinking? Hmm.” The tall figure hugged the thin figure who was standing distraught on the condo balcony from behind.

“Not at all. I was just thinking about something for fun.” Jaejoong rested his head on Yunho's broad chest. A thin hand rested on top of a thick hand that was loosely wrapped around a thin waist.

“Where do you have fun? Your eyebrows are all pressed together." With that, he grabbed the beautiful woman and turned her around to face him. before the thumb gently presses and releases the knot between the eyebrows

“Yunho, can't you just leave Jae? Can I stay with Jae forever?” A look of pleading mixed with sadness looked at the face of my lover. who just recently fell in love

“Yoon will be with Jae for the rest of his life. Jae is the only person that Yoon will love.” Sharp eyes that were always determined and serious about the word love pressed deep into the black eyes.

“In the past, Jae may not have known his own heart. But right now, Jae loves Yoon, I love you so much, I love you so much that I don't want to lose you.” Clear water drops rolled down from her beautiful eyes.

“Come on, don't cry. There's a fourth album concert today. Crying like this, do you want to show off your swollen eyes to your fans? Hmmm.” Gently kissing and drying away the tears. And ended with a sweet kiss under the dawn sun.

Asian boy band TVXQ's third concert started off beautifully. But what was abnormal was Yunho's physical abnormality. He suddenly felt chest pains during the concert on the third day. But Yunho still performed his duties excellently.

TVXQ's three-day performance It ended perfectly amidst the happiness of both the artists and fans. No matter how tired But the five gods still had bright smiles. and always sincere to the fans

“Yun, are you okay? Just now on stage, your chest hurt. Have you taken your medicine yet?” Jaejoong asked the person sitting on the sofa resting tiredly.

“It's okay, Jae. Thank you for still caring about Yoon.” A slow but warm smile was sent to Jaejoong.

“No, but I said, let's hurry back. Yoon will be able to rest. Even though Yunho said it was okay. But some people still don't trust him. So I tried to force him to return home.

“Jae, before going back, can you go somewhere?”

“Where?”

“A place of memories”

At the park along the Han River Two people sat side by side under a big tree. with the tall figure loosely embracing the thin body

“Jae, do you remember? In the past, Jae liked to come sit here often,” a deep voice asked the person in his arms.

"I remember. Even now I still secretly come to sit and lounge often."

“When Jae is uncomfortable,” a deep voice interrupted.

“Yoon knows?” Jaejoong asked curiously.

“The matter regarding Jae There is nothing that Yun doesn't know, except matters of the heart."

“Sorry for always blocking you. I'm sorry that Jae caused Yoon this pain. I'm sorry, I'm sorry." A small sob sounded out. Causing the tall figure to loosen his embrace and lift his chin to look up and meet his eyes.

“Crying again. Why do you cry so often these days? Hmm.” Your fingertips gently spread the tears from your sweet face.

“Look, there's the moon in the water. Is it beautiful?” The tall figure invited the thin figure to look at the shadow of the moon reflected on the water in front of him.

“As beautiful as that day. The first day we both came here. The day Jae was fired from his job by the store owner because he went to an amusement park with Yoon. Jae was stressed about finding a part-time job in a new place, so he skipped dance lessons and came to sit here,” Jaejoong told a story yesterday.

“Then Yoon went out to look for Jae. Until I met Jae here But by the time we met, it was already evening. The two of us sat together until the shadow of the moon in the water stood out like this. Jaeyam's face was very beautiful in the moonlight. More beautiful than women That day was the day that Yunho knew that he had fallen in love with the little princess named Kim Jaejoong,” Yunho continued. along with telling his feelings on that day

“Is this it? Yunho said that this is a place of memories.” Yunho nodded slightly.

“You are as beautiful today as you were that day. No, it's more beautiful.”

“Damn, what are you sweet about now?” Jaejoong lowered his head until his chin was almost touching his chest. Because words and eyes convey the meaning that a noble figure gives.

“Sigh!!! I'm so sleepy. Jae, Yoon, let me sleep for a while." With that, he sat down. Put your head on the lap of your body. A sharp face resting on a smooth stomach.

“Do you want to go home and rest?”

“Can I stay like this for a while? Yoon wants to be with Jae like this. Yoon loves Jae. Yoon's heart, Yoon's feelings, Yoon's soul, are Jaejoong. I love you.” Yunho tightened his thin hands on his chest. before closing the heavy shell The existing consciousness gradually disappeared. along with breathing that gradually became lighter

“”Jae also loves Yoon, the most, and he is the only person that Jae will love forever. Dear Yunho,” his hand slowly ran down his face as he uttered sweet words of love. Drop after drop of tears flowed from her beautiful eyes. There's no sign of it stopping. When you sense that the heart of your loved one has stopped working

...This must be a punishment. For a fool like Kim Jaejoong Before knowing what's important It's already too late. Until you know what love is like, how beautiful it is, you can only experience it for a short time. Before it ends in pain Until I knew how much I loved Yunho How valuable is Yunho's love?

must lose Yunho forever The rest of Jaejoong's life I'll keep it for thinking of Yunho only. Jaejoong will never give his love to anyone again. Jaejoong's soul, heart, feelings belong to Yunho, and it has died with Yunho. Sleep well. Dear Yunho...

 --------------------------The End--------------------------

“Love is like a disease. Make your eyes dark

Do not hear or ignore any obstacles.

Love is like a bull I'm furiously imprisoned.

He jumped out of the fold and agreed to stay in the prison.

Even if it's tied He pulled with force.

The more you stop it, the crazier it gets. You think about your physical pain.”

...from the royal writings on Madthanapatha...

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