...The sky must be the sky. There was no way a sky like Xanxus could care about a worthless rain drop like him...

...all of us You will not see the value of what you have. Until we lose it...

Squalo

Kano (Dino's cousin)

xansas

Sawada Tsunayoshi

Bariel Jesso

Kano's boyfriend The younger twin of Byakuran.

Özar Lebadimedor

Threatened by Tsuna to trick Squalo into coming to his mansion.

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"Squalo Lussuria asked me to call you." Bell's voice sounded from the front of Squalo's room, causing a thin figure to come out of the bathroom. Pause for a moment. before replying even though he had it in his hand Still trying to dry my hair.

"Alright, I'll follow you." Not long after, Squalo's thin figure I came to live in a dark colored private suit like my own mind right now. which suits him very well

"Xansus, please eat this. You worked late last night." Oz's voice begged. 'Sawada Tsunayoshi', the tenth boss of the Vongola Family. It sounded before Squalo's legs crossed the threshold.

"Boss," Squalo called in a low voice. Before Sans turned to look at the thin figure in front of the door.

"I'm not accepting missions today. I'm going on business," Squalo said before quickly turning around. Until the long, smooth hair shakes

"Who else are you going to be a slut with?" Xanxus's voice said disdainfully. Until Squalo suddenly stopped. Beautiful colored eyes flashed with pain. before replying without turning around to look at the person who spoke

"Right around here."

St. Peter's Hospital

"Hello, Miss Squalo," the chubby nurse greeted. Squalo answered shortly before walking into the room he was very familiar with.

“Hi, Squalo,” Kano's small figure looked up from the book and greeted before putting the thick book in the right drawer.

"Hi, Kano." Squalo sat down, tired.

"I'm going to die from this headache," he murmured softly, as if thinking to himself.

“Wait today. I'm going to check for tumors and pregnancy for you," Kano said before excusing himself to go get the documents. Squalo just sat and thought. How should you decide?

Squalo had developed a tumor since Tsuna entered Castle Varia. As for the story of Squalo getting pregnant on that crazy boss's birthday. That day Xanxus was very drunk. Until he didn't realize it and raped Squalo. When Squalo woke up He hurried out of Xanxus's room immediately, but in the afternoon Instead, Xanxus announced, Tsuna.

She will come to stay at Varia Castle as Xansus's 'wife' along with her little body sobbing in Xansus's arms as if her virginity had been taken away, as well as the matter of his pregnancy. And Xanxus is the father of the unborn child, even telling him would be of no use. Because that damn boss only listens to the tenth generation youngster.

“How are you, Kano?”

“The kid is very strong, but that's your tumor.” Kano's expression was clearly tense.

“If the lump were even a little bigger, it would press on your vital nerves. And you will be in more pain than this.”

"Um," Squalo continued to nod like he had done so many times in the past.

“What is so good about that thing that you wouldn't go to London for surgery?” Kano asked.

Having a brain tumor requires only surgery. The fact that Squalo took the medicine in order to slow down tumor growth only It doesn't make it completely cured. And that reason probably doesn't go beyond going to London for surgery. and far from Xanxus The person he loves with all his heart

"How about we go for a walk?" Squalo invited while carrying the handbag he had been carrying since the inspection.

"No, Bariel will take me out to eat," Kano said, referring to the man who was Byakuran's twin and was also his boyfriend.

“Well, I'll go first.” Squalo walked out of the hospital and went straight to Chinatown in the city.

Some of them looked at the merchandise, while holding a large glass of strawberry in their hand. The taste was sour for many, but sweet and gentle for Squalo. according to the nature of a pregnant woman

“Eh?” Squalo stopped his long legs in front of a shop selling expensive clothes. His long legs walked into the store. Straight to a beautiful shirt The pattern on the shirt caught his eye. It was similar to the one that Xanxus liked.

Some people waited for nothing more than to carry that shirt to the employee. Then he hurried back to the mansion with a dazzling smile on his face.

“I'm back,” the delicate figure said in a cheerful voice. Before walking into the living room, curiosity arose as soon as the Varia members were together.

“Is there something wrong?”

“Come and see for yourself!” Levi The Lightning Guardian made a loud noise, avoiding the other party to look at the monitor screen showing Tsuna's image. Tsuna's body was covered in scars and his body was ragged. Clear tears pooled in his large eyes. His arms, legs, and mouth were tied tightly, and his fluffy hair was pinched hard by someone Squalo couldn't see.

“Oh, you're here, Squaw-chan,” the person greeted in a good mood, moving his face down to face the camera. And Squalo immediately remembered who this person was.

“Ezar?” Squalo said confusedly.

“We might remember each other too.”

“What are you doing?” someone said incomprehensibly.

“I really want to meet you. Soon we will meet each other. I'll be waiting at Celon de Baumanc (it's a secret code) (It means memory tree.) Don't forget, tomorrow at 1:30 p.m.” With that, the signal cut off, leaving only Squalo confused.

Plenty!

“You're so slutty!” Some people were quite shocked by this event.

"Go pack your things. Tomorrow you will be able to go live with your 'husband', as you wish." With that, the tall figure walked away.

"It's okay." Bell came to support Squalo as soon as Xanxus walked out of the room.

“What happened, Belle?”

"Ezar captured Tsuna in exchange for…you."

“Me?”

"..." Belle didn't answer. Just supporting the small body in the room. Without forgetting to pick up the things that the thin figure had bought.

“What are you going to do next?”

"Pack up your things..." someone answered shortly. Then he went to pick up his suitcase and put it in the closet before slowly packing it up one item at a time. As if wanting to absorb as many memories as possible with it.

"Squalo..." Belle said softly. Before going to hug Squalo from behind, he slightly felt the sobbing of the person in front of him.

"Belle..." No words came out of their mouths, only Squalo and Belle's sobs.

“Don't be stubborn with the Lussurians. You have to listen to them, you know.” Squalo finally said in a trembling voice.

"..." Belle didn't answer. Just hugging the thin body in front of you as tightly as possible.

"Go to bed." Squalo pushed Bell up and pushed him out of the room with a back that was as wide as his own.

"..." Belle turned to look again. didn't say anything Until Squalo had to close the door himself.

Squalo turned around again and his eyes fell on the bag of shirts he had bought for Xanxus. Bringing tears to my eyes, some stubbornly went straight to pick up the paper bag. Walking out of the room and heading towards the room he would probably enter...for the last time.

The figure didn't knock at all and just opened the door. Looking at Xanxus' fierce face, he stood still. Before he could use the ridge of his hand to strike the other man's neck hard, Xanxus' body collapsed on the chair before he could say anything. (Don't ask why Xanxus is so rubbish. It's blind love causing Xanxus to avoid Squalo in time)

"I'm sorry, Xanxus." The figure lightly kissed the tall figure's forehead before moving it down to his thick lips. Then quickly pulled away

He wasn't worthy of Xanxus's kiss...

Squalo took out a post-it from the drawer of an expensive oak desk and scribbled something on it. Attached to the shirt bag before pretending to walk away

"I love you, Xanxus," someone said softly. Kissing his broad forehead once more, his two hands wrapped around Xanxus's handsome face like a sculpture, sweeping his eyes over his handsome face. Remember it as much as possible...

Remember...the face of someone who will never love him...never...

dawn

Squalo, who hadn't slept all night, immediately left the mansion before the chickens had yet booed him. Some figures walked out of the mansion. After a while, heavy rain began to fall.

As the mansion was quite far from the community. So there was no place for Squalo to hide from the rain, not even a single place. Surrounding the mansion was still a forest. Therefore, there are some large trees scattered around. Squalo doesn't wait. Some walked towards the nearest large tree.

When you look carefully, that big tree It had many sword marks on it. So Squalo was sure. That this is a memory tree...

...Memories of him and Xanxus

Someone took out a pocket knife from his trouser pocket and scribbled some words that he wanted to tell Xanxus with all his heart onto the base of a large tree.

‘Ti Amo XanXas’

Phew!

Suddenly, a figure of a black man dressed like a ninja jumped down behind Squalo.

"Mr. Squalo, Mr. Ursar has come to pick you up," one ninja said. Squalo stopped as he was about to pull out his beloved sword.

"..." The figure didn't say anything, just quietly followed the ninjas.

Fuckingschenk Mansion Asdibel (Eusar's mansion)

The ninjas walked Squalo into the living room of the mansion. There was the figure of Ursar who looked nervous. And Tsuna, who smiled happily, this image caused Squalo to be very puzzled.

“Squaw-chan,” Ursar said in a trembling voice.

"So you've arrived, Mr. Squalo?" Tsuna smiled, a smile that Squalo thought was unconvincing...

He was deceived!

“You...!!!” Squalo could only clenched his teeth.

"Do you know why I want you to come out of Varia's mansion?" Tsuna changed his pronouns, his sweet face showing a mischievous smile and a sneer.

"Because someone like you dares to demand the attention of my people!" Tsuna scolded and smacked Squalo's face.

"Stop it, Tsuna." Ursar tried to stop Tsuna who was hurting Squalo, but Squalo didn't respond. besides standing still In my brain I'm thinking about something.

It was appropriate to secretly love the high sky. Even though you yourself are just a drop of rain To be punished like this by heaven, it was well deserved...

Bell's side after Squalo left the mansion came to stay in Squalo's room all day, his fingers gliding across Squalo's fine wooden table. He noticed that a colorful notebook had been left on the table. Bell opened it and looked at it without hesitation, slowly reading the journal page by page.

It was a message from the time Squalo entered Varia until….the pregnancy matter.

'Today is our anniversary of being one month old, little one.

Mom is thinking of a name for us. I don't know what to use. I want a name that comes from my mother's name. and the name of the child's father Ah...even though Xanxus doesn't know that she's pregnant.

But I love you because I was born from the person you love.

Kano said there was a tumor in his mother's brain. It's grown again. It probably won't be long before it hits the nerve. But it probably isn't anything.

But what should I name my child? I think I've thought of many names.

Father and son like guns and alcohol. Or should I get vodka?

Do you want to be a Sasso? The word "gan" comes from the word "kan" mixed with "sans".

Ah, I can't think of anything.'

“Pregnant…” Belle said absentmindedly in shock. before deciding to hurry and take this book and give it to Xanxus But in a hurry His foot then hit the trash can. Bale almost fainted when it wasn't trash but a bill for treatment for Squalo's brain tumor.

Ugh!

There was a loud noise from the bathroom early in the morning. Recently, Squalo often had morning sickness.

After the events of that day, Squalo came to an understanding with Ursar that Tsuna threatened to bring about the destruction of his family and possibly even... ordered to keep his brother Squalo listened with understanding. Before the two sent Tsuna back to Varia in a battered state from makeup.

Then, within a few hours, Ursar learned that he was pregnant. But she didn't know who she was pregnant with and also promised to take good care of Squalo.

"Um, can I help you with something, Squat-chan?"

"You don't have to.. puke."

After the morning battle, Squalo sat on a table full of sour green fruits. Because of that Squalo wants to eat.

“Squaw-chan, do you want to travel?”

“Hmm, where is it?”

"How's Hawaii? My brother works there."

“Sure, go tomorrow.”

"Squalo, can I ask you something?"

“Who are you pregnant with?”

"...Xansus, but he doesn't know."

"Why"

“Maybe it's time for me to give up.”

That night, Squalo could only sleep sadly. It was another night where he suffered alone from his illness. There is also periodic headaches and anxiety. It was as if he had a fever, but Squalo still refused to take a shower instead of drying himself off.

It doesn't take long to get from Milan to Hawaii. As soon as you arrive Squalo continued to cough and pound. Until Ursar had to use his bodyguard to buy cough medicine and fever medicine for Squalo to take first. In order to check-in at a hotel affiliated with Fmiliursar.

"Nice to meet you, Mr. Ursar." The hotel manager smiled warmly at Ursar. He also generously gave it to Squalo in a friendly manner.

"As well, Dante. Oh, this is Squalo, my friend. I'm coming to stay with... Squalo!!" Squalo only realized. Before falling down immediately...

Bale's side brought evidence to Xanxus that Squalo was pregnant and Xansus was the father of the child. Including having a brain tumor. and is experiencing a serious crisis At first, Xanxus acted disbelieving. But when considering carefully There was a high possibility that Tsuna was lying. Because Lussuria had secretly seen Tsuna remove his makeup after returning from Ursar's mansion. and tell him

But Xanxus was dumbfounded and refused to believe it. However, now Xanxus was no longer deaf and blind. He must come and punish the wrongdoer!!

"Call a meeting," Xanxus said calmly to Bell, who smiled with satisfaction.

"Yes," Bell managed to inform Lussuria of the good news. and had Levi go call Tsuna for him, claiming it was the boss' order. Which Levi did willingly.

"Is there something wrong?" Tsuna facepalmed. Even though he was annoyed to death at Levi for interrupting the moment when Tsuna was going to be a paramour with a subordinate in the Varia.

"Yes," Xanxus said quietly.

"What else is going on? If it weren't for the lies you gave the boss!" Bell grinned mischievously, looking at Tsuna's pale face.

"...Do you have anything to make up for?" Xanxus asked sternly.

“W-why do you say that, Sans? What evidence do you have for me?”

Phew!

'Ah, ah, ah, Boss, no.'

'Oh, ummm'

“This is a clip from the CCTV of Boss's birthday. And it was the day that you said you had something to do with the boss. But you look at that clip. That's Squalo! Not you!!"

“M..That's not true, it's an edited video! Xansas!! Bell framed me." Tsuna said in a pitiful voice. But Xanxus said nothing but remained silent. and ordered Levi to take Tsuna away.

“Take it to the scum outside. If you want to have a husband, let him have it..."

"no! You can't do this to me, Xanxus!!"

Xanxus didn't listen to that. In addition to ordering Levi to take Tsuna away. Amidst Tsuna's screams Belle gave a smug smile. before saying the final word and storming out of the hall.

“Have fun with your husbands. Stupid tuna."

"Hey Dante, I want to ride a roller coaster." Squalo adorably waved the executive's strong arms back and forth. along with putting on full skills

"Oh, Mr. Squalo, don't be a prank. The baby's going to fall out!" Dante said in a tired voice.

"It won't fall off. What are you thinking about?" Squalo frowned. But it's cute anyway.

After Squalo fainted Özar's relatives who were driving to visit suddenly had an accident. Until Ursar had to go and see the condition of his own relatives. Instruct him to take good care of Squalo. Without forgetting to mention that Squalo is also pregnant. Therefore, he was not surprised as soon as Squalo woke up. He immediately ran into the bathroom and screamed loudly. Squalo

Knowing that Dante can be trusted, he doesn't stay still. Ask Dante to take you here and there from the first day of your recovery. Until today, the third day, he didn't appear to be tired at all. Plus, playing on the amusement park rides without fear of the ball falling off in the air made him worried again.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

wad

"Ah, sorry...." Squalo's eyes were the color of garnet.

"...." The owner of the blood red eyes also stared back.

"....Boss"

Continue here.

“Is something wrong, Mr. Squalo?” Dante asked Squalo, but his eyes looked at Xanxus without fear.

"No. I'm sorry." Squalo hurriedly brought Dante from there. Relieved that Xansus didn't follow, but secretly disappointed that Xansus didn't follow because he had to take care of Tsuna.

They probably came to visit. Will Belle come?

"Is something wrong, Mr. Squalo?"

“Nothing. Let's go back, Dante." Squalo shook his head and smiled before leading them back.

today's evening There's a new guest staying at the hotel: a Varia member. Bell came to greet Squalo brightly. And secretly whispered that the boss already knew about it, including Tsuna's story. Squalo's smile faltered. Pray hopes that Xanxus won't take his child away. He loves his child and will not lose Gansasso to anyone.

Squalo happily welcomes all the Varia members. Except Squalo was the only one who tried to avoid him and not make eye contact.

Phew!

Squalo's slender arm was held back.

“Why did you come here?” the owner of the garnet-colored eyes asked calmly.

“...I don't need to answer.”

“Do you have anything to say?”

“Tell me something..”

“...such as children.”

"What's the matter with the child? I don't have any." Squalo's face turned pale. He had to get out of here as quickly as possible. Otherwise, the matter of the child will definitely be leaked. He is worried about his child's safety.

“You go back. That kid must have been waiting for you.” The pair of beautiful eyes darkened when they spoke of the person who held Xansus's heart. before running towards Dante who was standing far away worriedly Because I already knew from him who Xanxus was.

that he hid from Xanxus Basil Xanxus wouldn't believe him. Xansus thought he was a rhinoceros. He's always been slutty. If you know that you are pregnant Besides that Xanxus doesn't love his child. He may view Gansasso as another adulterous son. He didn't want his child to be deprived of warmth. And he didn't want his child to be shunned by his father.

-Late night-

"Sigh, what should I do?"

Squalo went to stand and enjoy the breeze by the hotel pool. He can't sleep. It would be nice to come out and enjoy the breeze for a while. Moreover, he is starting to recover. Coming out wide-eyed like this probably doesn't matter.

"What are you thinking?"

"heavily! Hibari!! Mukuro!!"

Squalo was shocked to the point of madness. Suddenly, the person he thought would be comfortable with his lover in Japan suddenly appeared in front of him. Plus he even snatched Mukuro!!

“How did you guys get here? I didn't see it before telling you."

“And you, how did you get pregnant? I didn't see it before telling you about it.” When I was told this way. Squalo was silent.

“Come on, if I told you before coming, it wouldn't be a surprise. We're here to welcome our grandchild." Mukuro mediated.

"So what were you doing just now? What were you thinking?"

"There's nothing."

"Don't lie. You'll get it." Hibari made a stern face.

"Come on, calm down, Hi-chan." Mukuro wrapped his arms around Hibari to calm him down.

"...Sorry, you two, but I'm really not ready." Squalo's face fell sad. that makes friends worried

That night, the three of them slept together. with Squalo lying against the wall. To prevent being affected.

The next morning, Squalo woke up before Mukuro and Hibari. So we went out for a walk to enjoy the breeze and view at the hotel's beach. The posture is amidst distracted thoughts. It caught Squalo off guard. Until I didn't know that there was someone secretly following me.

Very cool!

"Who?" Squalo turned around in confusion. Just now, it must have been the sound of stepping on a branch.

"Hi-chan?.. Uh!! "

Continue.

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Squalo was completely wet from the cold water that was splashing so effortlessly, Squalo tried to open his eyes to look at his captor.

….Ah, the eyelids are so heavy.

"Heh, you're awake." Tsuna, who turned to put the water bucket on the opposite side, looked on and smiled with satisfaction. The once beautiful and lovely face looked ugly because there were only bruises and swelling.

It took everything from him!

Squalo looked around. He is now in a cave. On the edge of the cliff, the sun was now setting. It shows that he's been unconscious for a long time.

“What are you doing?” Squaloken's voice came out with difficulty from his dry throat. It's like he's sick.

"That's stupid, I'll take you." Tsuna walked over and pinched Squalo's hair. Squalo's face twisted in pain. I don't like it at all. I don't like that I'm weak like this. And how will he protect his child?

“You ruined everything in my life if I were to perish. You must go with me too!!!” Tsuna laughed hysterically.

Squalo was afraid he couldn't do anything. This rope is tight. Until breathing is still difficult

...No, I won't. Gansasso must survive.

Confess? I'm dead. Haha.

I'm sorry I've been gone for a long time. I was busy with exams and was spinning views for my husband. ....The truth is, I'm addicted to games, I'm addicted to men, and I have new fantasies. Where are so many members going? Searching for subtitles, watching the series until your eyes are wet. Who has any fan suggestions? Please share. It's Akami L Blink Monbebekrat haha.

I'm so free.

I mean brain and wallet haha.

As soon as I have free time, I'll update the story.

It's been updated.

My brain is clogged hahahahahahahaha