Title : Close(d)

Pairing : EXO - Luhan x Minseok

Catagory : Drama

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Close(d)

I don't know since when...when all the noise around me disappeared. When making eye contact with that person in close proximity, just a breath passes like this.

Actually, we have played like this many times. Himself and others The band agreed to play like this to get screams from the fans. Of course...it can make the hall scream loudly every time it's done. Whether it's Seoul, Changsha, Qingdao, or Taiwan, when we get to this part of the song and we both start to freeze like statues.

On cue, Kim Junmyeon and Do Kyungsoo would come in and put the two of us facing each other. He also made his face move closer. Tilt at the right angle.

At first, I had to hold back my laughter. While the other party laughed until they were almost silent. Can't handle it as it should be. Sometimes he laughed until those deer's eyes shimmered. Crow's feet appeared at the corners of my eyes, making me look ten years older than my actual age. But after doing it four or five times, I started to get used to it. No need to hold back your laughter until you're tired anymore.

But those bright, beautiful eyes were still dazzling as if there were a hundred stars packed into them. You can't even turn away and look at something else.

I wanted to tell him to stop looking me in the eye. When you have to play according to the cue in this song No matter how close they are to each other, they don't have to look into each other's eyes.

But if you say it He will know the 'not normal' in my heart.

We've been close since we were trainees. The more we are in the unit that promotes in China, the closer we become. I often have to depend on him. But in fact, my 'reliance' did not come from my request at all. He was the one who offered help first. Offering to help with everything is considered too much even for a private person like me.

At first, we didn't show our friendship much to the public. And I'm not someone who likes to do that. I don't see the need to let anyone know that we're close. And of course...my private world is the important thing that prevents anyone from harassing me. It is said that people with blood type B don't like being touched by others.

But instead, he was the one who touched the villagers themselves. I agree with this statement...but I might object a little because I personally don't like touching people's bodies. It's called always having space for yourself and others.

But with him...later Come here, I let him touch me without feeling anything. I don't know why either.

This may be because what was originally prescribed is no longer as strict as before. Lately, he has become more intimate with me in the media. Touch me more often The more I don't mind, the more I get it. It can almost be said to be possessive of one another.

We went shopping together. Let's go have coffee together. Even though fans met and secretly took some photos, he wasn't angry. Instead, they'll laugh and enjoy themselves. Me too

Even though normally I really hate having my private world invaded.

Many times he looked at my eyes strangely. Why can't I capture that feeling? I know...know that he looks at me with eyes that are different from his old best friend. Sometimes he says he's happy to be with me. I um...told him that I felt that way. Sometimes he said he was jealous. I don't want me to be with other people for a long time. I replied that it was funny...

I have to be with other people sometimes. But don't worry. After all, you are my dear friend.

There was one time when he said... “I like you.”

I replied, “Oh, I like it.”

“You know what I mean.”

I was silent, I knew what he meant. But maybe my eyes told him many things, so those deer eyes looked back with pain, regret, and sometimes there was a hint of despondency in them as well.

“You know, Minseok...that I really like you....”

I backed away as he approached. I really hate those serious looks. I don't like that tone of voice without any hint of teasing. And there will also be a stressful atmosphere that arises here. I don't like stress of any kind. No matter what time

I didn't even feel my heart responding to the feelings of the man in front of me. I just want to get away from this crazy pressure.

"Hahaha, I know. But it's good if we're friends like this, isn't it? Come on, I'm happy to have you as my friend, Luhan."

Smiling, he reached out and patted the strong shoulder of the person in front of him. Not too lightly like I like to do. I don't know what his expression was after that. Because I asked to walk out of there and go find the other members first. But the next day I saw him laughing and playing with me like normal. Me too

I believe that the way I look at him has not changed. Nothing has changed at all.

We still play together Act close to each other He still touches me on stage. Being in a variety show He also teased me and laughed happily. And still can't deny When I tell him to do or not do something

I think everything is the same. His eyes didn't make me uncomfortable anymore. I don't know what he thinks, whether he still likes me 'like that' or not. But if you still like it..you can say that he is a very good actor. Because I no longer felt pressure from his eyes or his voice.

We are still close friends as usual. And still playing the same song in every concert.

But... I began to feel like I could vaguely see pressure chasing after me.

The moment we turned to face each other following the holding and positioning of the two band members. I stared into those beautiful eyes like those of a deer and felt myself trembling a little. Those eyes still had hundreds and thousands of stars packed together until they were dazzling. I told myself that he hadn't done anything out of the ordinary, so why did I suddenly feel the sounds around me fading away?

I can't hear the music from the headphones.

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plugged in, unable to hear the screams of fans below and barely aware of the bright spotlight on us.

I'm thinking...if he stops acting like a puppet. Then I moved that face a little closer...until those lips rested on mine. What will it be like?

But at the same time These thoughts were pulled away by my subconscious and thrown away as if I were deeply disgusted. If we do that, can we continue to be friends? No matter how much I wanted him to do that. But I don't want to change anything between us just one bit.

The only way for me to not be crushed by that pressure is to fall to my knees. That is, continue to be friends with him.

I looked into his eyes while trying to let my eyes convey as little as possible. To tell myself that...

...We are best friends like this.