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[S.fic Attack on titan ]Levi x Eren       ‘

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“Heijou…”

"....." A 30-year-old man sat reading documents in his office with a straight face. Ignoring the visits of others Sharp eyes stared at the paper in his hand. Like it's really fun.

...but if you notice it, You will know immediately that Something is wrong with these people...

“Our unit came back victorious. But there were approximately 20 soldiers in the unit who died, each person....”

The visitor dutifully continued his chatter. But he didn't know that he hadn't listened to anything the man said at all. The same pair of eyes slowly raised their heads. Before turning his chair and staring at the clear sky outside his office.

The weather is really nice today...

“....Heijou? Hei Zhou ??” The voice of the junior soldier brought Hei Zhou back to his senses. He turned his head to look, his brow furrowing slightly.

“Is it finished?” a calm voice said. causing the soldier to quickly nod.

“Good, then leave.” With that, he bent down and continued to stare at the documents on the table.

“Excuse me!” The soldier hurriedly bowed before putting on his dog gear. He rushed out of the room immediately, frightened by his powerful and arrogant attitude.

Bang!

The sound of the door closing Along with the soft sigh of 'Reville', the owner of the room. He threw the document in his hand on the floor. before picking up a cigarette on the table and smoking it to relieve his stress. The same pair of eyes looked down below the window from the 3rd floor and suddenly saw...

“Eren...” A deep voice muttered to himself when he saw a thin figure in casual clothes. Sitting with Armin, his childhood friend. Such a cheerful and happy attitude. Instead, it made Levi's body feel a hundred times more pain. Pantawee

I want Elaine to smile at herself like this..

But that day probably will never come again.

Even though he once had the opportunity to have some body by his side. But he didn't think of seizing that opportunity. Instead, he let it disappear until he was out of sight.

...He hurt this body so much...

Reilly closed his eyes and suddenly thought back to the previous events...

“Heijou!!” A sweet voice rang out. This caused the person who had been called to stop walking before turning around and looking at the owner of the voice with an indifferent expression.

“What?” a deep voice asked quietly.

"Ah...uh..." Some faces turned a little red. His small hand lightly scratched his cheek before he smiled a small smile to himself.

“I don't have time to listen to you all day, Elaine Yeager.” But that only made Riley even more irritated. Because it wastes a lot of time working These fierce eyes stared at the other as if urging him to quickly finish his business.

“Y-are you free this evening?” Elaine finally gathered the courage to say what she wanted to say. This made Reilly raise his eyebrows a little.

“This evening? What's up"

“That is, I would like to invite Heichou to eat together.” At this sentence Ellen's face turned even redder. It annoyed Reveal a lot.

“I don't have much free time to go with you.” Finishing his sentence, the person known as Hei Zhou walked away quickly. Leaving those who had managed to muster up the courage to come stand behind and be disappointed. Her sweet face looked down at the ground before letting out a soft sigh.

Maybe Heizhou really is busy...

“You don't think you'd be interested in that kid at all? I've seen him like you for a long time, Reveal," Petra asked.

"I don't have any taste in men." But Reilly still wasn't interested. In his hand he was still reading various documents and reports.

“I pity that child. He seems very serious about you.” Petra looked at the faces of her fellow soldiers before making a regretful expression.

“Nonsense.” Reilly continued to be indifferent. In my heart, I absolutely did not think that I would be interested in a child whose mouth still smelled of milk like that.

There will never be a day...

Ringing...

The alarm clock sounds in the morning. The figure under the thick blanket reached out and pressed it shut. before getting up without hesitation according to their own personality pattern Reilly folded the blankets and made the bed neatly. Before walking into the shower..

“....?” After taking a shower and getting dressed Reilly walked out to the front of the house. Before finding that there was a box of some sort sitting on a stone table in the front garden. with doubt Reveal then walked in and opened it to see..

“Boxed lunch..?” Reilly frowned in confusion. When you find what's in the box It is a small lunch box filled with steamed rice. Comes with a few side dishes. and a pair of chopsticks placed side by side

while wondering who had brought it A white note suddenly appeared as if answering the question that Reilly had in his heart. Reilly picked it up and read it, meaning..

'Eat a lot. Consider it compensation for not coming to eat with me yesterday.

Ellen Yeager'

When he finished reading, he looked back and forth at the packed lunch and notepad. before placing it in its original place Then walked out to work without thinking about it. As if it wasn't made for him.

Nonsense..why would you make me eat it..

“Reilly, today that boy came to clear the table for you again,” Petra said with a smile on her face.

“My table, I can keep it myself. And it wasn't that bad.”

“Well, you go home quickly. I stay up late every day and even borrow your desk. You know, I'm not neat like you. I messed up your table sometimes (?) but...that kid comes and cleans it for me every day. I've never once been scolded by you.” Petra laughed dryly before confessing her sin to Reveal.

“And how did you know that someone was coming to clear the table for me?”

“It's easy to die, just sneak a peek. I also wonder why the table is always clean. Even though there were times I intentionally messed it up(??), but in the end it returned to its original condition every time... I saw that this was Elaine's child. who came to take care of it,” Petra said while praising Elaine Yeager's efforts to get close to Reveal.

"good..."

“Miss Petra! Did Heizhou say anything?” A sweet voice could be heard not far away. This caused Reveal who was about to walk to lunch to stop. before starting to act like a stalker by walking closer to the source of the sound He listened carefully to the conversation.

He wouldn't want to know at all...if there wasn't his name in that sentence..

“What are you saying?” Petra asked, smiling slightly.

“Yes, after Heizhou found out that I helped set the table for him every day!” He looked like a happy puppy. Making a cold man like Reveal feel his heart twitch like never before... before quickly shaking his head to get rid of this thought.

“He said, 'Good.'”

“Good...really?!” It was as if there was a sparkle in Elaine Yeager's eyes...some of her expressions were extremely happy. The face became fainter. A wide smile appeared on that face.

“Haha, I'm so happy that I killed a titan, Elaine.” Petra laughed as she acted like a puppy receiving praise from its owner. before reaching out and gently rubbing the figure's head.

“I'm really happy...At least Heizhou is feeling a bit better...” Elaine smiled a little to herself. The eyes were truly overflowing with happiness.

And everything was within the knowledge of the owner of the name 'Hei Zhou'..

That kid...does he like me this much?

Reilly thought to himself. before quickly walking away from the scene of the incident This prevents both parties from knowing about their eavesdropping.

Right now, in his brain, there was only Elaine's happy voice and face. Only Jaeger...

Heh... nonsense...

The person is the leader. There's no time to focus on feelings of love like that.

"I'm back." After working all day. Reilly kept the table neat and clean. As he walked out of the room to return to his home. Of course, along the way, when passing someone He bowed to me or walked out of the way. He had encountered this kind of thing so often that he had gotten used to it.

And then I glanced and saw..

Elaine Yeager ... along with Armin Friends from childhood sitting in the park Elaine's expression looked like she had cried a lot. And I just stopped crying not too long ago. Armin was not far away to comfort him. When you look carefully Reveal noticed something in the figure's hand.

It was the lunch box he had left in the same place since morning...

When you think like that A feeling of guilt began to enter his heart..

I made that child cry.... The ferocious look in his eyes wavered slightly. before returning to normal as before

...Oh, that kid probably only cried because he was disappointed..

Because pride is more than guilt causing Reveal to choose to walk past without paying attention..

“I'm back,” Levi said as he did every day until it became a habit. Even though there is no one in the house. He took off his shoes and put them on the shelf. Before going to open the refrigerator to find something to eat before going to bed. But inside his head right now, there was only Elaine's face. Yeager just now

Why..feels strange...

The next morning...

Reilly woke up at the same time. and do the same old routine ...and the thing is the same.

“...Again?” There was still a box of lunch on the stone table in front of his house. When I walked in, I was greeted with more food than before. along with a small piece of note paper Reilly picked it up and read it.

'I will make Heijhou every day. Don't bother me.

Ellen Yeager'

Reilly frowned in confusion. Part of me wanted to take that lunch box to work with me. But another heart told me to put it in the same place. With pride that...

And then Reveal decided to put it in the same place as yesterday..

“Good morning, Reveal!” Petra greeted as usual. And what I got was a fierce stare looking back. As if to say good morning as well.

“Today you have to go out and supervise the soldiers in the survey team, right? Then let me borrow your desk to sleep on!” Petra smiled sweetly. Don't wait for the other party to agree. She quickly ran away and disappeared into the office... causing Reveal to let out a soft sigh of boredom.

Since when did they become like this?

“Hey hey, today the person who will be supervising the training is Reveal Heijhou!!”

“Damn it, why did you want to come and control it yourself today?”

“Do I have to tell my mother first? Maybe I wouldn't be alive today.”

Many descriptions describe Reveal's qualities very well, but still, Elaine Yeager is still the only soldier in the unit who can still smile...

I want Heizhou to see us...

I'd like Heizhou to talk to us..

“Love really is blind…” Armin stood beside Elaine. When I saw the happy expression on my friend's face, I couldn't help but feel worried and pitied.

There are a lot of good people. Why does Elaine have to like someone like that?

“Show me your potential.” When training began… Every soldier is under extreme pressure and stress. I'm afraid I'll offend Heijou and he'll slash the back of my neck.

But not with Elaine Yeager.. Of course Elaine is. Showing determination and determination in this training session more than any other time.

“Who will be the first to try it out...? Step forward.” Reilly stood and looked at the soldiers, whose legs were trembling. Before I glanced at it and saw...

“I would like to be trained by Heichou!!”

Elaine Yeager...hurriedly walked forward with a smile on her face, as if she had been waiting for this moment for a long time. Reilly raised his eyebrows in confusion.

I know that this doctor likes me...

But I didn't think I'd dare to do it to this extent...

"good...."

And then the brutal training began...

“Heck.....Heck.....” Some bodies collapsed on the ground. Panting, breathing heavily from exhaustion Because of the harsh training that Reveal gave him. Big eyes filled with tears from extreme exhaustion. But even so Reveal still stood in the same place as if he hadn't exerted any effort at all a moment ago.

“Is this all good...?” His tone of voice and demeanor were contemptuous. This made Elaine unable to hold back her feelings. Clear water flowed from his round eyes. Immediately, Armin rushed out and helped Elaine, who was covered in bruises, out of the training field. Amid the shock of Reveal's skill and the pity for Elaine in the hearts of every soldier.

Reilly looked up from the corner of his eye. Before turning his attention away from the body that he had harmed and paying attention to other things..

I don't see any need to pay attention..

Well, that guy wanted to receive training from himself.. It was appropriate to be treated like that..

Once again, Reveal chose pride over guilt.

“Eren, is something wrong?” Armin was sitting next to the patient's bed. When he saw that his friend was awake, he hurriedly asked with concern.

“What's wrong now? Heijou?” But the first thing Elaine thought about was Reveal..

...Aren't you worried about yourself at all? Armin could only think with pity.

“He continues to train other soldiers.. What are you thinking? Going to fight one on one with him, knowing that there's no way to win, I'll still do it.” Armin sighed softly.

“I didn't want to win from the beginning..”

“But I just want Heizhou to be aware of my existence..”

“I want him to know that I really like him a lot...Even if I die, I'm not afraid.”

“Eren…” Armin could only pat Elaine on the shoulder. In his heart he knew that There was no way that Reveal would be interested in Elaine. And of course Elaine probably knew this better than anyone. But Elaine would still be stubborn. Try to show that you care about Reveal.

Why must heaven cause you pain with unrequited love? I don't understand at all.

“That's enough for today's training, let's disperse.” His voice ended and Reil walked out of the training field with the same expression as when he walked in. Does not show signs of fatigue But he only shows off the air of an arrogant leader. Immediately, Reveal raised his head and looked at the sky. that has now changed into darkness It indicates a long day of brutal training.

Reilly continued walking. In my mind I thought of going home immediately. But then a loud conversation was heard coming from another training field..

Who... is it this late and is still practicing...?

“Elaine, enough! Come home!!” Armin, who was sitting on the sidelines of the training field, shouted out in concern. But he didn't dare to go down and stop him.

“You better go back, Armin,” Ellen shouted back. The hand gripped the sword tightly. while practicing fencing with a fake training robot with an unflinching attitude.

...Why is that kid still alive...?

“If you do this, Heizhou won't pay any attention to you. Come home!!”

suddenly...

Reveal froze, if his ears weren't sore. Just now, the title 'Heijou' came out of Armin's mouth, right? Reveal's eyes widened. Looking straight at the figure who was practicing his sword. It was found that the other party's body still had only wounds from the morning's training. The blood stains still followed the other party, mixed with the mud stains.

Doing this...why did you do it...

“I don't want him to pay attention to me,” Elaine replied, her hand continuing to fencing inexorably.

“But I want to be his support, at least if I'm better. Heizhou will have peace of mind that there are people he can trust in the army!” That thought only reinforced the strange feeling in Reilly's chest even more. He lowered his head slightly, thinking about all the actions Elaine had done to him.

Why...don't you understand..

Did you do this much just for love..?

Why does love make people do such stupid things...??

Reilly walked home with this thought the whole way..

1 month has passed

Everything that happened with Reveal It seems like things have changed since that day. The packed lunch he never thought of taking to work with him in the morning. and disappears every time he returns home in the evening.. Elaine's training efforts And he felt that he often secretly looked at Elaine while working. causing himself to become unable to concentrate on his work

Many people protested against him. Nowadays I often feel dizzy. But he couldn't find the answer for himself. Why do you have to be distracted while working? Even though since I started working He was never unable to concentrate on his work at all.

“Revival...Revival...hey!!”

“...?!” Petra's sweet voice suddenly sounded. Wake him out of his trance. Reveal blinked a few times before looking at the source of the voice who was standing with his arms crossed and looking at him.

“What is the matter with you? Why do you seem so absent-minded every day like this?” Petra narrowed her eyes and looked at Reveal accusingly.

"It's just that, don't make a big deal out of it, okay?" Reilly lowered his head and continued to work.

“It won't be a big deal at all. If you hadn't been so distracted for five minutes like this!!” Petra continued to rant. Seeing that the other party didn't reply, he could only sigh softly. before walking to sit on the sofa

“Let's go home.”

“Wait, are you going crazy, Reveal!! It's only eleven o'clock. You've only been working for four hours!!” The woman's eyelids twitched slightly before she shouted loudly throughout the room.

“....So?” But Reilly still acted like he was blank all the time. His hand kept putting things in his pocket.

“Missing a child named Elaine?”

That question made Levi pause.

That's...that's how it is. Is it because you miss that child....?

But then...

"no"

And then it was the millionth time. That Reveal chooses to deny that he has good feelings for Ellen.

“Huh..be careful. Very arrogant.. One day you will regret it.” Petra sat and swayed her legs back and forth. His eyes were still reading the book in his hand.

“There will probably never be that day...”

“Then I'll watch.”

Reveal glanced at Petra slightly. before walking out of the office

“Heijou!!” A sweet voice with a little fear rang out behind him. causing Reveal to stop in his tracks before turning to the person who was the source of the sound His sharp eyes flickered slightly when he found that familiar voice. Elaine Yeager's voice

“What is it?” I chose not to think about anything. He replied coldly as usual.

“Yes...that is...” Elaine bowed her head, her hands clenching tightly, her face clearly becoming sweeter. But Reveal still stood and watched without showing any emotion.

“What is it, Elaine Yeager?” Called the full name. This made Elaine speak in a hurry.

“Heijou...what do you think of me?”

"...." For the first time, Reilly was silent because he didn't know what to answer. Inside I felt completely confused. I don't know whether I should be happy or annoyed. Fierce eyes stared at the person in front of him.

“In the past...I've always liked Heijhou...”

“Heijou....?” A sweet voice urged. It made Reveal feel the most pressure.

.....no...

I will never love anyone..

The feelings you have with this child It's just an annoyance.. that for the past several months this guy has liked to hang around. It annoys me all the same..

I don't love this kid...

And this was the last time... that Reveal would be able to use her pride to reject Elaine...

“I hate you...and stop fucking with me. It's annoying. Remember that, Elaine Yeager.”

Ringing!

The alarm clock told the morning time to the figure lying on the bed.

Reilly woke up earlier than usual. Because last night he felt unable to sleep. It's because in my head there are only things that happened yesterday floating around..

The story of him denying feelings from Ellen. The story that Elaine cried was because he had caused it.

And instead of comforting.. Instead, he pushed away like Elaine was a pig and a dog...

“What....?” When Reveal left the house today He found that..

The lunch box that used to be placed every day And he never takes it every day..

Today it no longer exists...

A numb feeling rushed throughout his heart. It felt like my chest was being squeezed hard. When I began to realize that The other party will likely withdraw from him.

Why...we should be happy...

I'm glad that my life won't have chaos anymore.

I thought so. So Reveal walked to work normally...even though his mind was starting to feel abnormal..

“...Why is my desk so messy today...?”

Reveal's eyes widened and he looked straight at his desk. A place where Petra would make a mess every night and there would always be a 'mess' to keep it clean every morning.

Today there is no more...

Realizing it again..Reilly collapsed onto the floor. It felt like my arms and legs were getting weaker and weaker. My mind was all agitated and agitated.

It's as if the most important thing in life is disappearing before your eyes..

Why...why is it like this...

"I told you, didn't I, Levi?...One day you'll regret it."

Petra's voice came from the door. But still, Reveal didn't turn to look at the visitor. Because right now my whole body is hot. It feels like it's gone.

“What is valuable Always beside you But you pushed him away…”

“You hurt him a lot...He told me everything...”

“Do you know how sorry he is....?” As if to reinforce Reveal's guilt. Petra continued to speak, reminding her of the mistake that Reveal had made.

"Here..." Seeing that the other party didn't answer, Petra then handed the brown envelope to the man who was still slumped on the ground.

Reilly looked up. before reaching out to receive the brown envelope When you open it, look. It almost made Reilly stop breathing..

“This is Elaine Yeager's resignation letter from the survey team.”

Reveal was shocked...so shocked that he accidentally let the piece of paper fall to the floor.

Tears of a man..tears that he never thought of shedding for nonsense...

Instead, it slowly poured out from his dark eyes. of those who are called Heizhou of the exploration team..

The limbs are weak. I don't know what to do.

“How much harm have you done to one person? Do you know anything, Reveal...?”

“He couldn't bear to stay.. It wasn't because he was sad. But because you said it yourself that he annoys you Disturb your ears.. So he chose not to be a nuisance to you.."

“I don't want you to love him back. But I don't want you to do this to him..”

“He loves you very much... otherwise. Throughout the past several months He wouldn't have done all that..."

“Where is the lunch box..that he fought so hard to wake up and do in the early morning every day? to bring it to you And even if you don't accept it He still insisted on doing it. Because he always hopes..hopes that one day you will accept it.”

“And who will help clean up your room, including sweeping, mopping, dusting and vacuuming ... just because I want you to feel in a good mood every time you work. I don't feel like your surroundings are dirty.”

“And many other things...can you really not see it..the love he has for you...??”

“Eren.....” It was the first time that Reveal had set foot in Elaine's residence. He stood in front of the house and stared at the door. in the hope that the owner of the house would open the door

...Can you give me a chance?

Awesome!

“Heijou…” But the person who opened the door was Armin.. This made Levi a little disappointed.

“Is Ellen there?” Reilly asked in a calm voice.

“...You go back,” Armin said in a cold voice. Big round eyes looked at his face.

“If you thought you were going to apologize, I would like to say that it is not necessary... Elaine isn't ready to meet anyone right now, especially you. Please go back. It's best not to come again...please set Elaine free once and for all. I can't stand seeing Elaine fall head over heels in love with you. And then my heart was broken by you with words and gestures like this.”

Armin said in a pained tone for his friend. before bowing once then walked back into the house

“Eren...” Reilly collapsed again in front of Ellen's house. Trying to hold back the clear water that was almost flowing out. It was the first time that I felt so weak. His brain couldn't think of anything except the word Ellen...

Did you just realize it...when it was already too late...?

There's no chance again, right...??

“Elaine....I love you....”

"...Can you please give me another chance..."

“And I promise..I won't do this again..”

“I will take good care of you... take care of you for the rest of my life..”

All kinds of promises fell from the mouth of the Heijhou.. but that's all..

Because there's no other way. That those words would reach Elaine Yeager...

no way...

Goodbye

Ellen Yeager...

The End.