memory

that was kept

When I look back and think about It makes us happy again.

Every event that is about to happen

It will soon become a memory.

Let's make good memories together again.

I love you, Kim Junsu.

.....Park Yoochun.....

How long has it been since we were together? It's been so long I almost can't remember. Since when have I loved you this much? I feel like I can't live without you anymore..........

I'm Park Yoochun, an ordinary guy who dreams of becoming a great composer. I am a very private person. I never knew the word "responsibility" or anything. I do whatever I want to do. I was happy to indulge myself........................but that was a long time ago.

Since that day that person came into my life, I changed until I became a different person. I pay more attention to myself. I'm happy to be able to make other people happy along with me. I'm not a very good person. But in front of him I don't want to look bad myself.

Because today is my day off work. Old appliances that had been put away for a long time were taken out again because I wanted to clean the room so that other people living together wouldn't have to sneeze because of dust allergies anymore.

Unpacking things is like reliving life's memories. Thick dust that clings to things When it was brushed off, it was like someone had replayed the video in their head.

I couldn't help but smile happily to myself. When the things were taken away, they were almost finished. Only the last hand-sized cream-colored box was left waiting for me to pick it up again. After being abandoned in the corner of the room for so long, the dust that clinged to it couldn't help but turn the cream-colored box into a light brown.

I sneezed a little. Both hands were used to wave in the air to shield his breath from the cloud of dust that rose up after opening the box just a little.

Inside the box were a few knick-knacks. I used my eyes under the frame to look at each item in wonder. Have I ever had something like this with me......?

I picked up the smallest item at the top first. The pink box was enough to fit four or five candies. There was a picture of a round-faced panda smiling at you in a good mood.

I looked at it carefully. The inside of the box was filled with scraps of candy. I smile a little when I think back to when I got this little box.

“Hey Yoochun, I have a souvenir from Thailand.” I looked up from my favorite book and looked at my lover who was smiling at me and hiding something behind his back.

His expression was even more excited than I was at the receiver. I rubbed the round head viciously. I would also like to know what he will buy during the school break when he escapes to travel to Thailand with his family.

“What?” I held out one hand in front of me. Open your hand to ask for a souvenir from your loved one. who now smiles widely like a person in a good mood The look in his eyes that was a little bit cheeky made me not be afraid of the gift.

“Here,” and with that he thrust a small, bright pink box into my open, waiting hand. I felt a little relieved when I saw that what my lover had bought for me wasn't as scary as I thought. It's even too kicky for me. But I couldn't help but be surprised. I raised one eyebrow and considered the small box in my hand. Open the box cover and take a look.

I don't see anything special at all.

“Is that a box? ” I asked again for reassurance. After looking around, they still couldn't find anything except the little panda's face stuck to the lid of the box.

“Not a bit. This isn't an ordinary box.” I looked up from my seat and looked at the little person without any doubt. How unusual? Korea also sells them everywhere. Or because buying from Thailand is so special?

"This is bear poop." Ha! What's with bear poop? Bear poop in Thailand is pink and in a box? Oh, that's really unusual.

“Panda poop too. They used bear poop to make this and many other things. It was really cute, so I bought it for you.” The little man stared at me with wide eyes. Smiling widely, he described the many medicinal properties of the souvenir to me.

“Look, you ran away from me and went to Thailand for almost a month. And bought some panda poop for you.” I looked at his face incredulously. Went to Thailand but bought panda poop. Would it be better to go to China?

"Why? You don't like it?" His lips began to prick up a little in disbelief. Panda poop in Thailand is cute. Why doesn't Yoochun like it?

“Uh, no, I just think it's a bit strange. Are there pandas in Thailand? I never knew.” And then I had to pretend to be impressed by the sweet pink poop box to make the little one smile. But until then, I don't know what else I can use this box for. So I could only put in candy scraps (garbage).

That we secretly ate together during class.........................

I secretly laughed to myself. When I think of the time I got this sweet-colored poop box, I put it down next to me and took out the next item.

dark red notebook The cover is lined with good leather. Just seeing it made me smile. I flipped it open and read through each page until the book was finished. The doodles that alternated between pages and pages reminded me of when we were in high school.

Because today is Valentine's Day. So many couples come out to hang out together. Including myself. We started by going for a walk early in the morning. Sing karaoke, watch movies, go shopping. But none of this would have happened if we hadn't gone shopping at a famous luxury department store for a long time, each of us having only a small amount of money with us.

Both of us could only walk away in horror at the prices of each item on sale. But even so, we still walked on.

We walked around exploring the store. But I still couldn't bring out a single item until the employees in the store started looking at me wide-eyed.

I softly whispered to Junsu to pick one thing so we could hurry and get out of here. The shop staff's cruel aura almost engulfed us.

The little one didn't mind. His slender hand picked up a notebook on a nearby shelf without looking at the price. Until the time I went to pay. So we were almost shocked at the price.

Until finally, we didn't go anywhere else as planned. Because that book is truly the only one. I'm secretly annoyed at this little guy who didn't take a good look at the price first. We all sat quietly in a park near our house.

He also seemed to realize that he was making me a little upset. I saw him sitting and scribbling on a new notebook he just bought. After a while he handed it to me to read.

The story of the day was briefly written on the page. I carefully read the letters one by one. The note about how happy he was made me think. What is the most important thing?

I felt a strong embrace from the side. Junsu hugged me tightly. The muffled sound that came from his mouth made me feel guilty. I'm making him cry………..

“It was my fault. I'm sorry. I meant to take you to an ice cream shop. But because of this book, we couldn't go. I'm such a fool. How can you be upset about something so crazy like this?” I pulled Junsu into an embrace and rubbed his head to comfort him. The little man looked up at me after I had been quiet for a while.

“Even though I should know that you are the most important thing.” My hand that was on the little one's head was replaced with a sweet expression that held his face still. Our faces moved closer and closer to each other. Before our lips touched...................our first kiss

In the end, that book was used as our diary. Notebooks that were taken in turns every day made us understand each other even more. closer together Even though it's a bit expensive, it's worth it.

I put the notebook on the other side. Tonight, I want to read and review the past of the two of us a bit. There aren't enough blank pages left to write a story. Maybe I'll have to go on a date later and buy a new notebook.

But before that, I have to finish clearing up these things first. So we can go plan our next date. I picked up a third item from the same cream-colored box.

A small, clean, white plastic bag was neatly folded. At first glance, it looked no different from an empty, folded bag. But if you open it up, you'll know what's inside. There are underwear ( [] !?)

A pair of racy red lace panties were lifted out of the bag. I felt my face heat up as I thought of the importance of these racy panties.

“Happy Birthday Junsu” It was the millionth time today that someone walked out and brought gifts for the little one and wished him a happy birthday. Yoochun looked at the little man and let out a small sigh. The gift that came in that basket Some are handmade. Some of them are expensive and luxurious items. Some of them are simple snacks that Junsu likes.

It's not like I didn't prepare a gift for you. But I prepared too much and I don't know what to give. Throughout the past month When he goes somewhere without Junsu and sees something cute or something that he thinks Junsu will like, he immediately buys it. When the birthday boy actually arrived, it turned out that the gifts he had prepared were more than twenty pieces.

So I couldn't choose what to give.

The whole day passed quickly. Yoochun still couldn't decide what to give Junsu. What will impress Junsu the most? And the little guy will like his gift the most.

Their path back home today was a bit chaotic. Because the gift Junsu received was not a small one. But Yoochun himself wouldn't let Junsu carry heavy things. In the end, the two school bags were captured by Junsu and were able to carry them for himself. Yoochun was burdened with three large bags filled with gifts.

Junsu held both bags with one hand. The other hand is wrapped around the lover, pleadingly. Even though there are some bags that keep getting in the way But it's not a problem at all for perverse people.

The small head rests on broad shoulders all the way. There was no sound of talking. Until the pair arrived at the little man's house, which was located not too far from the other man's house.

Yoochun helped Junsu carry all of his things into his bedroom before laying down on the other person's bed in a familiar manner. Because we had been friends since childhood, it was not unusual for him to often sleep over here.

Junsu carried the tray of water and snacks his mother had prepared for him and called for Yoochun to get up and eat together. But instead, an older man pulled him down to lie down together. Yoo Choi hugged Junsu tightly. Junsu also froze with embarrassment.

“I don't know what to give you as a present,” Yoochun confessed directly to Junsu. He sat up and looked at the face of the little man who was looking at him as well.

“Whatever Yoochun gives me, I like it,” the little man replied, smiling widely and giving. Yoochun then picked up his backpack. Pour everything onto the bed.

“Huh?” Junsu could only stare in shock. More than twenty items were scattered on his sea blue bed. Including knick-knacks, dolls, and all sorts of other things.

“All of this?” Junsu looked at the items one by one, smiling a little. The little person slowly picked up the items one by one and was pleased to explore them. Seeing that Yoochun nodded

“When I saw what it was, it was cute. I thought Junsu might like it or be suitable for Junsu so I bought it. When I look at it again, it's already this big.” Yoochun scratched the back of his neck to correct his embarrassment as he explained to his little lover.

“Thank you, Yoochun.” Junsu kissed his cheek and kissed Yoochun's broad chest. Yoochun also blushed a little from embarrassment. It wasn't often that Junsu was the first to attack him.

The two decided to go for a walk together at the vendor yard at night after Junsu and Yoochun's family held a warm birthday celebration for Junsu.

The sales area is full of all kinds of things. I glanced at something and a smile lit up the corner of my mouth as I thought of a plan to tease my lover. Of course, those items were red lace panties.

I walked in and bought it without embarrassment because the urge to annoy me was stronger. I handed another gift to Junsu who looked confused. He opened it and looked before his round face slowly turned a darker shade of red.

“This gift was given back to me on my birthday. But without having to put in a bag. I'm wearing it with you, haha. "But who knows if it's just a joke? My girlfriend really pushed me to do it. And that was our first event, hehe ////

I hurriedly put the underwear into the bag and folded it back up before I could think of anything else and cause me to feel even more lonely.

I picked up one of the last two items from the box. A small beaded bracelet that is now too small to fit on my wrist.

The blue and white colors that were fierce and bright a long time ago. Now it has become a dull color, looking ragged and not looking like it was old. But I still remember the first day I received this bracelet. It was the same day that I had just met love for the first time.

Most elementary school children's holidays are usually days when they spend time with their families. But not with Yoochun's family. It may be because of the work of father and mother who are both busy and have to go to work abroad all the time. Yoochun was often left with a family nearby. But as time passed, Yoochun began to enjoy living alone.

Many CD series have all been played. Yoochun's tears flowed continuously when he was deeply moved by the latest romantic movie he saw. Yoochun wiped the tears from his face until his eyes were bruised.

But then the doorbell sounded, causing the little elementary school student to run and open the door to welcome guests. It was Junsu, the boy next door that he was often left with.

As soon as Junsu saw Yoochun's face covered in tears, he immediately embraced him. A little hand reaches out and rubs the other person's head and back, imitating the way he cries and has Tae there to comfort him.

“Yuchun, what's wrong? Oh, I'm not going to cry.” Yoochun just stood there stunned. His little heart beat loudly when he was embraced by an unfamiliar person. But his childish thoughts reminded him of the love scene in the movie he had just seen. My heart is pounding..............or is this love?

Yoochun pushed himself away from the smaller man's embrace, giving him a surveying look. Look, this pillow is cute. I had never noticed this before.

“Junsu.....” Yoochun could only utter a vague word as he fell into a trance of love. Junsu also misunderstood that Yoochun was still sad because his eyes were wandering and he looked unconscious.

“Yuchun, you don't have to cry anymore. Here it is, Junsu. Junsu's mother made it for her.” Junsu took off the beaded necklace from his wrist. before handing it to another person while giving a sweet smile

And since then their relationship has continued to develop. From being just a kid next door to becoming a close friend. and finally became lovers

Yoochun put down the bead necklace and picked up the last piece from the box. But it wasn't time to open it and see. He felt a small hand reach up to cover his eyes from behind.

“Guess who?” A sweet, unique husky voice said cutely. Yoochun easily removed his small hand from his eyes. before pulling the little man onto his lap

“He's the cutest person in the world,” Yoochun replied with delight, kissing the left and right cheeks of the little man sitting in his lap, laughing. Junsu can only hit people who pretend to be shy.

“Yuchun, what are you doing here? Packing things?” The little man looked left and right. Explore around with interest. Before a small hand picked up the last item that was placed inside the cream-colored box,

The little man sneezed loudly because of the dust mites that were clinging to him. Yoochun then picked up the things and carried them himself. A thick photo album that had not been looked at for a long time was slowly opened, page by page.

Junsu leaned back and rested his head on Yoochun's chest while looking at the photo album that kept being opened. Many memories that had not been thought of for a long time were revived at the same time. Laughter rang out intermittently when he encountered a funny picture.

In the end, two figures worked together to put everything in its proper place. When I regained consciousness, it was already early evening. The sounds of both people's stomachs competing loudly and continuously.

“Let's go out to eat, Yoochun,” the smaller one begged the older one, his eyes narrowing cutely. It very well draws a naughty smile from another person.

Two pairs of legs walked out of the room that was known as their “home”. The dynamic time causes many events to come and go. It becomes a new memory that will be added to the memory drawer.