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Daehyun

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Mihahaa38

Title: Im...possible?

Pairing: DaeLo

Rate: PG

Author: Mihahaa38

Our hands clasped together behind our backs

About to fall apart...

"Come on, why don't we sit next to each other and talk?"

I looked up at the sound. My aunt is looking at me.. with the person sitting next to

"We were close before, weren't we? When we meet, we have to hurry and take each other for a run. Now everyone is quiet. Daehyun, please invite him to talk."

Daehyun hyung smiled slightly. Nod in agreement Then turned to me

Finally... We exchanged three sentences. And everyone just sat there like before.

It wouldn't be true to call us close friends...

It's true that before, when Daehyun hyung and I were young, we were close. We run around together, we talk, but right now it's hard to think of things to talk about.

I'm extremely confused.

Daehyun and me We are relatives.

And must accept it.. That I secretly really like my own relative.

Half a year ago... That's the day I found out.

It was a day when relatives gathered together to go on a trip. Then I met him after we hadn't seen each other for many years. That day I was stunned. And I'm not sure if I acted strangely or not. Because he looks very good.. So much so that I can't imagine Daehyun hyung when he was young.

Which.. it's like Sky is deliberately trying to tease me or something, I don't know. When the two of us are extras from the seating arrangements causing them to sit together on the tour bus It made me act even more incorrectly.

We were still able to talk that day. When there was nothing to talk about, everyone fell asleep. When we reached our destination, we separated to live with our parents. But then I hit the jackpot again when I entered the accommodation and arranged the bedroom...

Damn it, I really can't do anything.

"Jun Hong, which bed will you sleep in?"

I turned at the sound of my voice after dragging my bag into the room. Daehyun hyung is looking at me. Not knowing what to do, I quickly looked away before answering.

"Let me choose first. I can do it anyway."

"Hey, choose. Let me choose first."

"I can do it anyway."

Probably won't get a satisfactory answer.. He pushed the single beds together like that...

"Hey, why are you pushing us together?"

I think my face must have gone awry at that time. Because I saw the person in front of me chuckle and throw the bag onto the bed.

“Why are you so shocked? Well, you didn't choose. Just sleep like this."

How can I not be shocked? I want to be crazy

"Oh... so don't struggle at night or I'll kick you off the bed for sure."

And I had to sleep like that for five nights...

At that time, I wasn't sure what this symptom was called. Just admiring how good he looks.. Or was it because he had changed so much that he was surprised?

And I'm not sure why I glanced at him at every possible opportunity. Plus he always likes to sit next to me. Does this mean I like him?

And... I'm not sure if he's doing the same thing as me... Because I don't think I thought of it myself. With every time I turned to look at Daehyun hyung, he was looking at me. Plus, he likes to sit next to me before I can even move myself to sit next to him.

But just sit next to me.. Quiet.. that's all

I don't think I don't know. Just don't want to accept it yet.

Because besides what has been said The way my heart races when I see him is a great confirmation.

That day.. was the last night we stayed together.

I'm sleeping.. He's sleeping. But I'm not asleep yet. And the way Daehyun hyung tossed and turned indicated that he wasn't asleep either.

"Jun Hong.."

Almost startled.. Daehyun hyung called my name...

“Jun Hong-ah, are you asleep?”

Should I pretend to be asleep or open my eyes?

I felt that he was moving closer. Before pulling away and lying down on the bed with a sigh... What's wrong with Daehyun hyung?

"Already asleep, um, that's good.."

“Junhong, why are you so cute? Damn it.”

I heard him mumbling softly.. But I could clearly hear the sound of my heart beating loudly.

"I want to tell you but I can't.."

Why not?

"I like you, Junhong. I really like you.. I don't know what happened, but I like it."

What... am I deaf? I want to open my eyes right now. But I'm not sure if I should. So I just lay there and held on to the blanket.

I heard his brother sigh again. Before he felt something warm touch his forehead.

"sweet dreams.."

I still close my eyes... So I don't know what Daehyun hyung's face was like after I replied,

"Good night..."

That day... when I got home It appears that Kakao Talk's older brother Daehyun was the one who last greeted him about forty minutes ago.

My heart beats quickly when I touch the screen to look at it.

dh_jung:

Have you gone home yet?

Zelo96:

Just arrived.

I smiled like a crazy person into the phone. Soon he replied.

 dh_jung:

Hey, why are you so late?

Zelo96:

Visited many places.

I don't know if I answered too quickly or not. Damn it, I'm going crazy.

Zelo96:

I'm very sleepy.

dh_jung:

Why are you sleepy? There's a lot of sleep in the tour bus.

Zelo96:

I'm still sleepy and full.

dh_jung:

Eat a lot.

Zelo96: *

Exercise Onion Sticker*

dh_jung:

Good, exercise, fat.

Zelo96:

So where does it say you're not fat?

dh_jung:

Hahaha just kidding.

I'm laughing alone I'd like us to be able to talk like this in person rather than sitting and poking at the phone. But come on... Now that I've gotten it, I'm happy.

We talked like this for many days.. We talk like we're close. I'm happy.. but in my heart I feel like that's not the case.

Since that last night when he said he liked me Daehyun hyung must have known that I heard. But we never talked about this.

At that time... I didn't know if I should let it go. Or talk about it first.

Zelo96:

Exam finished!

Zelo96: *

Rainbow Duck Stickers*

dh_jung:

How are you

Zelo96:

I've changed my score..

dh_jung:

Whatever happened, don't make a joke.

Zelo96: *

Sleeping dog sticker*

Put down the phone and lay down on the bed. I didn't hear Kakao Talk popping up to alert me to an incoming message, so I let myself fall asleep.

I realized it again and woke up in the middle of the night. I opened my phone and saw that Daehyun's last message was an hour ago. I must have fallen asleep.

dh_jung:

Jun Hong

dh_jung:

Why are you quiet? Are you asleep?

dh_jung:

Jun Hong Ji

dh_jung:

You probably didn't pretend to sleep like that day, right?

dh_jung: *

Rabbit sticker with a question mark*

dh_jung:

sweet dreams

Heart twitches... He didn't forget. Just don't talk about it.

Move your finger to type a reply, press the lock screen, and lay down as before.

Zelo96:

Sweet dreams.

At that time... We didn't talk for three days. I myself didn't greet him. I don't want myself to go deeper than this.

I asked myself, is this possible? We are one family.. Do we deserve to feel this way about each other? But I never got an answer.

I decided that I must not reminisce..

But then on the evening of the third day... Daehyun hyung also video called me.

"yes"

Click to accept as soon as you see who the caller is. Daehyun's face looked weary... Eyes dark as if sleep-deprived But even so, every time I look at it.. I still feel that he is very handsome.

[Are you free to talk?]

"I'm free. Is there something wrong? I don't normally make video calls."

Set the phone on the table. Take both hands and feet. Actually, I'm playing the game.. But it's considered free.

[What I'm going to say today must be seen in person.]

"What's the matter?"

The other party was shocked and silent for a moment. I saw him biting his lip and frowning.

[That day.. The last night we traveled together...]

"... yes?"

Is this the matter?... Finally, I finally spoke up.

[You probably heard everything I said... I really like you.]

"So.. how do you want me to answer?"

I'm not unhappy... But I already told myself to stop here.

[You like me too, right..]

"hair...."

[Can I date you?]

I kept telling myself to stop everything.

"Is it possible?... It's our story."

[Okay... Just say yes, Junhong..]

But it seems like what I'm trying to do has turned to zero... I just saw the face and heard the other person's voice.

[Jun Hong...]

"Yes... OK."

"Come on, why don't we sit next to each other and talk?"

I looked up at the sound. My aunt is looking at me.. with the person sitting next to

"We were close before, weren't we? When we meet, we have to hurry and take each other for a run. Now everyone is quiet. Daehyun, please invite him to talk."

Daehyun hyung smiled slightly. Nod in agreement Then turned to me

Finally... We exchanged three sentences. And everyone just sat there like before.

But our hands clasped together behind our backs... Holding each other tightly

That's enough... No need to rely on words.

I looked around.. Today is another day where relatives gather to eat together.

The eldest brother, the eldest sister, the second sister are all married...

Turn around and look at yourself and the person next to you.. And I found that no matter what, I couldn't escape the truth.

that one day.. Our hands must fall apart.

One day in the future... If Daehyun hyung were to marry someone Or will I have to marry someone? Our hands that were held together must be replaced by another's.

Sooner or later.. Our hands must fall apart.

I put down the pen and closed the notebook.

I don't know how long it will continue like this.. I don't know if the pain in the future will be that severe. Will I be able to accept it?

Is it possible for our hands not to fall apart?

I look into the mirror And my shadow looked back. I nodded. My shadow nodded in return.

When I shook my head My shadow shook his head as well.

Go back to your seat, open your notebook, and pick up a pen.

Is it possible...or is it impossible?

Even if its ending must be painful

It's me... I'll write it with my own hands.

FIN.