Short fic

Short fic

feel good(?)

fee

The cold wind that blows in winter Are you creating loneliness in anyone's heart?

Forsythia …-

Waiting with anticipation

White snow and cold weather

These two things have been together since time immemorial...

When you see someone walking together amidst the falling snow Sometimes I see an image of myself superimposed.

Pictures from the long past of walking alongside someone...

Even though right now there is only emptiness and coldness surrounding me.

Nothing is sustainable. Nothing stays together all the time...

A philosophy that sometimes makes people jealous of even the cold and the snowballs that can always be together.

It must be a lot...

Yes, it is much, much worse. Since the person who always misses me has never contacted me once after going to Germany. There was only a short promise before leaving that I would contact you quickly. But as time has passed, many years have passed and there is still no sign of him returning.

Maybe you have forgotten... With promises that hardly mean anything

Just random words who spoke up in a hurry That's all...

I know that a person like you will never forget a promise I made to anyone, but...

Just contact me for a bit..

Just by hearing the sound I saw your handwriting. Or even just a short message from Mr. ---

Is it really that difficult?

The snow has stopped falling. But the side of the road is still completely white. The slender feet continued to walk aimlessly.

One day passed slowly. Even though I used to think that I was very happy in the winter. But when you're gone, no matter what season it is, they all seem to be the same.

Looks lonely and without warmth. Meaningless...

I'm..confused between feelings of repentance With a feeling of trust-----

The weather on the side of the road seems to be getting colder and colder. When the sun begins to fade Shops began to turn on the lights to make the light seem to be getting less and less bright again. Passersby ducked into ramen shops to warm up. that must be used in the next days

Should he feel cold?

It's just that it doesn't feel like it should....

It might be possible that...inside there Even colder---

Cold.. until I completely forget the coldness from around me.

But two feet still walked into the store. The front lights are decorated enough to show that it's a familiar sushi restaurant. Although the crowd was thinner than usual because of the cold weather, people chose to eat warm food instead. But since he didn't feel cold---there was no need to change to those foods.

and even though there was no appetite at all But life still has to go in its own cycle. How do you wake up early to eat and go to school? In the evening, eat food, go home, go to bed, like that.

Such a simple life, the same every day.

"Irushaimase, hey Fujiko-chan!" The friendly and firm greeting from Kawamura Sushi's owner's son rang out as he entered the shop. Mr. Taka looked so excited that his words were all tongue-tied. "How are you Are you well? We haven't seen each other for a long time. You take it the same way?!”

He nodded in response with a smile on his face as always.

True, even though he felt like it was only a short time. But actually, ever since the high school moved there seems to be a lot less coming here. The last time I came here seemed to be two or three months ago. At that time it was the season of leaves changing color. After finishing eating sushi at Mr. Taka's restaurant

He went out and took pictures of the changing leaves. In the evening it was time to travel home.

Even though his home and school are now a bit far from here, But when I have the opportunity to come to this area, I always stop by to eat sushi at Mr. Taka's restaurant.

“Why did you come back today?” Mr. Taka asked after bringing over his usual wasabi sushi set.

"It's a holiday, so I wanted to come hang out for a bit," he replied as the other man sat down across from him. Fortunately, today there were not many people in the store. He had the opportunity to sit down and talk with the shop owner's son like close friends. Otherwise, Taka-san probably wouldn't have time to sit and talk with him.

“So you didn't make an appointment with anyone? Shall we meet up with the tennis club?"

"Alright, I'm sorry to bother you, Taka. I-- I haven't contacted anyone lately." Everyone seemed busy since entering the new school. Both studies Regarding the tennis club-- he himself isn't a talkative person. What a negotiator. When we weren't together, we didn't have much contact with anyone. As the days went by, the more I became cut off from all my friends.

"Alright. If Tezuka comes back this time, that would be great."

"That's it."

"Fujiko-chan, why don't you try contacting Tezuka? Maybe Tezuka will be waiting.”

"Um.. better not." I didn't want to say that the person waiting was him.

Well, Tezuka promised to contact me. and will come back to visit Japan itself--

Even though he was confident that the other party would come back as promised. But it seems like an idea without any guarantees. Since that side's family had all decided to move to Germany. And Tezuka himself decided to continue his studies there.

To be honest, it's like being cut off from Japan almost completely...

That the other party will come back There are probably only a few reasons.

Recommended club

friends who associate with

With a promise.... that wasn't kept --------

But the promise you made to me.. Will it be worth treating or not?

After tonight's miscellaneous conversation ended He came out of the store to take a walk and enjoy the cold breeze. Two feet moving aimlessly

Even though I knew that if I continued walking, I would only make myself sick. Today he didn't even have an umbrella. or earmuffs But there was no thought at all to force the footsteps to take a step back...

Because it's been a while since I've had the opportunity to admire the beauty of nature.. This lonely place

Or is it because right now my brain is as white as snow? Thinking about only you, the same thing?

I never understood... Is waiting for someone this long..?

Or is it just because the person I'm waiting for is you?

This is Tezuka.

Even though I don't know how you are right now, are you okay?

Even though you haven't contacted me once...

But until now, I'm still waiting for you. --------------

The cool breeze still blows. Little by little, the darkness came closer.

It was a long time....but it passed quickly.

On a quiet street in front of a small house A young man appeared in a long, dull gray sweater.

The dim lightbulb in front of the fence for the night was turned on. Along with the soft, long sound of the doorbell But it was loud enough to make people in the house tremble.

Light brown hair peeked out from the slightly ajar door.

That face smiled.

The figure then pounced towards the visitor as soon as the other's face appeared into clear blue eyes.

"Let me wait for a long time... Tezuka ”

End :

It's been many years, but the feelings of the Tefu couple are still the couple that we like the most. Maybe it's because of a simple relationship. The extraordinary in the ordinary It looks really cute and worth looking at.

My first feeling after coming back and reading this piece was, "Oh, so why didn't you contact him?!" But when I think about it, this piece was first written about 7-8 years ago, right? We were middle school students at that time. It might reach the minds of children more than it does now (haha, Auntie is old).

Plus, technology or values ​​from several years ago may not have been like this at all.

conserve

The story is left like this. It looks lonely and cute ^^

P.S. intends to

rewrite

Value but still not successful The characters seem a little out of character, haha. I apologize to all readers, haha.

-- Forsythia

It's a flower that means Waiting with expectation ^ ^