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SMILE :)

Have you ever fallen in love with someone because of their smile? Haven't you? What a shame. I think it's something very happy.

Yes, even though there are times it hurts. I just found out that the doctor's smile was so cute.

Even though we meet every day, I just know it myself. What a pity. I think I'd better tell you.

My bright Monday morning when I woke up and was ready to go to school. The life of a 3rd year high school student probably had nothing more than keeping memories with friends as much as possible. I was one of those students who chose to go to school early in the morning. I just want to go play basketball with my friends.

“Jongdae, come here, child.”

"Yes ma'am."

“I made some brownies to give to my friends to try.”

Then I received a box of brownies from Mom and rode my trusty motorcycle to school as usual.

I parked my car in front of the school when I was skipping class so I could jump easily. I was walking down the school hallway before I realized that I had a box of brownies in my hand that if I took them to the basketball court with me, it would definitely be a mess.

What should I do? After looking left and right for a long time, I found this steamed bun, a student in my class.

To push him, I said I'd rather give him some brownies to eat. You can think like that.

“Hey Minseok!!!”

“Uh, you called me?”

"Yes, my mother gave it to me...take it and share with your friends to eat."

“Thank you.

J”

… If my eyes aren't blurry, why are they? That smile just now

It's so cute.

I must be crazy about how cute that fat guy is. Short, fat, white, round, like a steamed bun, it can walk. As cute as it is (just a little), I must have gotten too little sleep. Stop being crazy and go to sleep.

-- Mom, I probably just started learning how to make desserts. I can do it every day, really. I used the same method and gave my short buns to eat like every day. But I don't know why I feel embarrassed when that doctor smiles.

"Fuck, I don't understand."

“What's the matter, friend Jongdae?”

The voice of that bastard Park Chanyeol, my friend. He's so tall. I don't know what his mother gave him to eat to get so tall. He's irritated.

"I don't know, I'm annoyed."

"If you don't know, will I enlighten you, friend?"

“Hello, Jongdae hyung, Chanyeol hyung… uh, Jongdae hyung, is something wrong with you?”

This is Baekhyun's voice, a junior who plays basketball together. He secretly likes Chanyeol.

If you ask Aiyaol about this kind of thing, you probably won't get an answer. It's better to ask Little Baek.

“Bucky, what do you want to ask?”

"yes"

“What if we feel embarrassed when other people smile at us? Is it nerves?”

Suddenly!

It's not a sound, it's the sound of an old man spraying water. My face is full. It's sticky.

"Shit, you're even asking about things like this."

“Yol in the neighborhood calls me So-Eua-Kor.”

“If you were like this with everyone, you would be nervous. But if it's just one person...I think you might like him."

Suddenly!

This time it's not Aiyaol's, it's mine. Choking on each other. It's not like that.

five five five plus

It must be the fate of a good-looking person. Having to sit and cut grass to grow morning glory in the agricultural garden.

I'm in a group with Yeol and class leader Suho. But why do I have to do it alone?

The room leader understands that he went to a meeting, but where did Yeol go?

“Jongdae, are you doing this alone?”

Who the fuck is asking and not seeing me standing with 4-5 people? Cha-ui Min-seok.

“Ah, um.”

“We will help you.”

"Uh, is your stuff finished?"

"Um, let's help each other out and we're done."

I couldn't do anything but nod. I don't even know how red my face is.

All I knew was that my left breast would fall out. Don't come any closer, Minseok.

I really don't want him to hear my heartbeat.

The morning glory plot that I cleared out the grass myself. I still have to water in the morning, another karmic act. Damn it, where's the hose?

I was about to bend down to pick up the hose at the same time that someone else walked over and picked it up as well. When I looked up, it was...Minseok.

"Ah, I'm sorry enough..."

Our faces were less than 2 inches apart. I gulped. My heart was beating fast again. What should I do?

“Oh Jongdae...are you on watering duty?”

“Um....you too?”

“Yes, every day.”

I didn't do much except let the silence be covered by the sound of water flowing on the morning glory plants.

Building, building, building, building

Dancing too loudly....heart

It's raining. I like it. It's nice to sleep in and not hot. If it rains at night, right now, at 6 p.m., I'm standing in the rain at the guardhouse in front of the school. Will I be able to go home? I really shouldn't have enjoyed playing basketball. I rushed back from the beginning and it was over. That's Minseok.

"how"

It's better to pretend first. Haha, I'm so embarrassed ><

“Ah, Jongdae hasn't returned yet?”

“Yes, you are in special education.”

“Um, it's almost time for further studies exams, so I have to work hard. Don't forget to read the book."

“Mmm.”

I'm not a quiet person, but whenever I'm with this steamed bun, I can't speak.

Hey, it's raining. And this steamed bun doesn't know whether it's hot or not. He can read a book. It's better to walk and cover it ^^

Don't look at me like that. If that fat steamed bun gets sick, no one will definitely eat my mother's snacks.

I don't know since when I was stuck with this steamed bun. Every morning I had to walk with Minseok to water the morning glory.

The love tree (morning glory) is blooming. I'm so embarrassed ><

“In a few months it will be semester 2, Minseok.”

It's not my voice. Not Minseok either. The sound of an uninvited guest.

It's never come in a hundred days, a thousand years, but why did it come today?

“Um.”

It's a shame that Minseok doesn't talk to me. Brae:

P

“Jongdae, Jongdae's morning glory has grown a lot. It's really good.”

“The farmer is cute. So it went up well.”

Do you remember who planted it? All of you.

I have a strange feeling lately that the class leader is hovering around Minseok too much. It's annoying me.

Let me tell you, it's okay to be jealous. I admit it. I'm annoyed.

“Look at your face, you don't feel good, friend.”

It's Park's friend's voice. Asked if I have any other friends, I don't have any, but Yol is the closest to me and he knows everything about me. Like I know about it. Oh, I forgot to tell you. Aiyol and Nong Baek are lovers now. Since the day I cut grass with Minseok As for Minseok, I know...

"Um, look at this, it's all messed up."

I pointed at the room leader who was playing guitar for Minseok. He was so handsome.

Oh, then why are you smiling at him? Use it, I'm a bass player. Probably not as cool as a guitar.

Heh heh heh

"Laugh at your friend, Yeol."

“You stupid bastard, come on, or else.”

Hmm, go up and see if I'm stupid, I won't give in, but how am I going to attack?

I don't know how other people flirt. No matter how we flirt, I just pretend to be my steamed bun. I'd like it to be just as fat. Why?

Now I have another enemy in my heart, not the class leader. But it's Luhan. That's a school football player. Very handsome He had flirted with Minseok since Year 1 and then disappeared.

So I had one doubt.

Why is it that when I like someone, there must be someone who likes me as well?

WHY~!!!

But Minseok and I stuck together all the time. Now Minseok goes to play basketball with me.

I guess I want to relax. Go relax at my house, Mai Minseok. Haha.

The rainy season has passed and winter has come. I don't want to get out of bed. It's so cold.

My thick sweater didn't help at all. Riding a round-eyed motorcycle like this makes my hands go numb.

TT

I walked and rubbed my hands all the way to class. It's very cold. Let me tell you. Then I saw a harrowing picture. When walking into the room Luhan is comparing his hand to Minseok. It hurts.

Minseok turned and smiled at me. I didn't care about anything and walked to my usual seat.

Normally, I just kicked Jongin's table who was sleeping next to him. As for Jongin, he went down to measure the floor and he still wouldn't wake up. Really lethargic. Damn it. The cold is cold and it's pushing my mood even more.

“Jongdae”

I looked up at the sound of my voice calling. before seeing Minseok standing next to my table Cheeks are pink because of this cold weather. It's so hot. Hey, don't be lustful.

"What's up"

Just answer like that, I'm upset.

“Isn't it cold?”

"um"

Hey, Minseok just grabbed my hand and held it. There's also a hint ><

“Hands are so cold...they'll make you sick.”

That blows my hand too. How do you know that? Just holding your hand warms your whole heart.

Look at Luhan's face. Hehe, I'm envious. Haha. You deserve it.

I think Minseok touches me too often these days. I don't want to speculate, but I think Minseok might like me too.

"Imagination"

Oh, the brakes are loud and creaking, my friend Park. But it might be true like Yeol said because I wasn't the only one that Minseok did this to. Heh.

The season of camping has arrived. I'm in a group with Minseok too. Also sleep in the same tent.

Don't be jealous. The two of us aren't sleeping together. Jongin is there. A real throat breaker.

“Minseok, how many people can sleep in your tent?”

It's Luhan's voice. Why do you ask? I didn't walk anywhere, I just stood next to the tent and listened to him talk.

“Four people, why?”

“My group's tent is full. Can I sleep with you?”

Minseok turned to look at me, pretending to be setting up a tent. It was a question, I didn't answer much, just shrugged and walked away. I'm not a mean person. It's up to you, Minseok.

"Um, come on."

Fuck!!!! Why do you do this to handsome Jongdae? It looked like he was smiling at me. Minseok, I'm upset with you.

I haven't talked to Minseok since Luhan moved his luggage to our tent. I'm angry. I'm angry.

A simple dinner around the campfire. I sat next to Minseok, opposite Luhan and the room leader. Sitting and looking at me with murderous eyes

“What is wrong with Jongdae? Are you angry at me about something?”

Minseok asked me, moving towards me as the air turned colder. Let our hands clasp together and Minseok's chubby head rests on my shoulder. It was the same moment that Park, my dear friend, was playing guitar in the song "Secret" by Pos.

~ The closer I am to you, The more I want to reveal my heart~

~The more my eyes met, the more shaken I became~

~It's so hard to hide love~

~And is there any secret in your heart about me?~

~Please tell me your feelings~

I softly sang along with the rhythm of Chanyeol's guitar so that only the two of us could hear.

Minseok turned and smiled at me before closing his eyes and singing along.

'And the secret in your heart is mine, Minseok?'

I whispered softly, more like I was talking to myself. I don't know if Minseok heard it or not.

I don't know.

Minseok has changed. Normally, in free time like this, Minseok comes to play with me.

Saying it's close to the exam is probably not the case. Minseok didn't even meet my eyes, as if he was avoiding me.

I don't know what I did wrong. What should I do?

“Uncle Yeol, what's wrong with Jongdae hyung? The form is not good lately.”

"I don't know, maybe I'm heartbroken."

“The mouth is not creative at all.”

The sounds of Chanyeol and Baekhyun talking didn't enter my ears like the music that gathered on the open line.

~Just opening up that I love you hurts so much it's like there's no one left~

~It ends with the word love that makes you run away from me~

~In the end, there are only lonely nights with broken hearts, sitting with friends drinking~

~To forget the mistake that made me lose you~

~It was a mistake when I spoke my heart~

Today is the last day of the final exam. My life as a high school student is about to end. Today I will tell Minseok everything. After the final exam is over, I will go. Don't let Minseok see your face again.

I'll tell you even though I already know the answer. But I'll tell you.

The buzzer sounded telling them it was time to take the exam. Most of the Year 3 students were still standing together in front of the exam room, some hugging each other, some standing and singing. We bid farewell to each other as if we would never see each other again. I walked quickly before slowing down according to physics principles that I had studied. When I saw that Luhan was standing and talking with Minseok.

“Minseok is dating me.”

I secretly stood on the steps of the building not too far from the two of them so I could hear them clearly enough to know what they were talking about. I could feel the edges of my eyes heating up. I swallowed several times and had to hold my breath while listening to the two of them talk. My fists clenched for an unknown reason. I felt pain all over my heart, like someone had stuck a knife in my chest.

It hurts even though Minseok hasn't responded yet. It hurts so much.

Then I decided to walk away from there. I couldn't stand and wait for Minseok to answer.

Embroidered, embroidered, chrome

The sound of the basketball hitting the basketball board hard. With all his strength, it wasn't anger, it was pain. Clear water flowed from the pair of sharp eyes. With raindrops falling for an unknown reason. Similar to comforting Instead, it's cold and heart-wrenching.

The sound of someone's footsteps stopping at the edge of the field caused me to meet eyes that had been avoiding me for weeks. I didn't know how tired the person in front of me was from running because the rain was blurring my vision. I turned and prepared to walk away. But I was stopped when someone's arms wrapped around me. An embrace that I've wanted to experience for a long time.

"You're running away from me again."

“Who is running away from you?”

I answered, trying my best to keep my voice from breaking into sobs. Try not to let your shoulders shake.

"Huh...What about you? Jongdae, you're running away from me."

The sound of my steamed bun sobbing caused me to turn around and meet Minseok's eyes. I just knew Minseok was this small. I just realized how nurturing Minseok is. I just know that...

He stole my heart again.

“Here I am.”

I was helpless, I couldn't control myself. I couldn't stop myself from leaning down towards Minseok.

I couldn't make myself stop touching Minseok's lips.

I can't order myself to stop loving him.

This was my first kiss, a soft kiss that just touched lips but it almost made my heart jump out of my chest.

“Jongdae...”

I didn't give Minseok a chance to speak. I pressed a kiss to Minseok's lips. Don't invade, just touch.

Building, building, building

“I love you Minseok, please date me.”

I don't know what Minseok's expression was like at that time. I could only feel that the lips I had been kissing for a long time were now taking the initiative to kiss me back, gently but hot and sweet.

No matter how long that kiss has passed, it is still engraved in my heart.....forever.

THE END