Have you ever felt....... When you like someone He had a distant attitude.

Have you ever felt....... When you get close to him He will be further away.

Have you ever felt....... His simple words made you think a lot.

Have you ever felt....... What have you put in, but he never noticed?

Could you be interested in me for a little bit......Yesung hyung?

“Ryo, today you're hosting a show with Sungmin,” the sweet-eyed leader told the members of the schedule. But the person who was called was more interested in the next person's name.

“Yeh...you're free today, I'm glad.”

“Why? Teukki hyung, I remember yesterday that you accepted a job for me.”

“Canceled already. Today you must rest. Don't think that I don't know that you're sick.” Leeteuk finished speaking and walked towards the other members.

“Brother Ye, are you sick?” The little guy hurried over to ask Yesung even though he was the one who had told the leader himself.

“Um,” Yesung replied nonchalantly and walked back into the room. Ryeowook, who should have gotten used to his senior's aloof attitude, still felt hurt. No matter how hard he tries Yesung also acted estranged even though they were close before, much to the envy of the members.

I don't know how much time has passed. Yesung walked out of the room because he couldn't stand the sound of his stomach growling.

“Is there something to eat?” Yesung muttered to himself. Then I saw a note posted in front of the kitchen.

'I made porridge for you. If you're hungry, eat a lot and get well soon: Ryeowook' When he finished reading, Yesung didn't walk into the kitchen. But instead, he walked out of the house. Ready to pick up that piece of paper and throw it into the trash can.

“I'm back.” Sungmin's cheerful voice sounded from the front of the house.

“Brother Ye, how are you? Are you feeling better?” Followed by the voice of Ryeowook who had gone to open the lid of the rice porridge pot.

“Brother Ye, haven't you eaten at all? Why is there still a whole pot left?”

"....." There was no response from the elder.

“Did you go buy something to eat?” Sungmin asked, seeing food packets in the trash can and some paper.

“Instant porridge is delicious,” Yesung replied calmly.

“You don't eat my porridge. But I went to buy porridge to eat instead. Do you really hate me?”

“Alright, then I'll get out of front of you.” With that, Ryeowook ran and disappeared into the room. The older man came back with no trouble. Because he thought that tomorrow the little one would be gone. and come talk to him as usual

“I'm back, I'm really hungry,” Leeteuk said cheerfully and looked at the pot on the stove.

“Whose is it? Can I eat it?” and turned to the two members who were living in the living room.

“Eat it, I don't know who it's from,” Yesung answered with a straight face. Which is different from another person who has a confused expression on his face. And not far away, there was a door that looked like it had just closed. But it didn't make any sound at all. make no one hear But in the room.....

“Ugh...ugh....why do you have to say that? Just not paying attention isn't enough, right? I won't make you feel annoyed with me again.” Then the little man lay face down on the bed.

~Grrr...Pung~

“So pitiful, Ukki. I don't know how long it's going to be like this.” Sungmin, who came to see the little man sleeping with tears in his eyes.

“Then why did Brother Ye change so much? Try it,” Sungmin said sympathetically and lay down next to his roommate. without saying anything about the paper he saw in the trash can

~next day~

Today was like any other day when the pretty leader gave the members a schedule.

“Today we have

live concert

We'll go together in a moment.” After saying that, he told all the members to get ready.

"Wookiee's expression doesn't look good. Are you sure you can go?" the little rabbit asked with concern.

"Okay, I'm fine." Then the little man got dressed to leave the dormitory. “Let's go, Sungmin. Others will wait a long time.”

When the two of them came out to the living room The remaining members were already together.

“Then let's go, we'll be late.” After Leeteuk finished speaking, The small person immediately dragged Sungmin out of the room without looking or paying the slightest attention to the tall person. Which was very surprising to everyone.

After the show ends All the members gathered in the dressing room.

“Uncle Teukki, do I still have work left?” the little guy asked the band leader.

"Ryo's? Um..... I don't have it anymore. Why?"

“Then I want to go back. I'm tired.” Ryeowook said with a weak expression. Leeteuk then told Kyuhyun to take him to the dorm. Because I'm the only one who doesn't have a job to do as well. Sungmin heard this and took the opportunity to drag Kyuhyun to help carry out the plan to prove something.

“Lucky, can you take care of Oukki like he's his girlfriend?” asked the little rabbit to the sly wolf.

“But my girlfriend is Minnie,” Kyuhyun quickly argued, even though they were secretly dating. But Sungmin shouldn't forget.

“It's not like that. Let's pretend.”

“Then why are you pretending to do it? I only have Minnie.”

“I just want to prove something. Please help me, Auntie Lucky.” The little rabbit gave him a pleading look.

"Proof of what? Tell me."

“Wait to be sure before I tell you,” Sungmin replied dryly. But he still hasn't stopped giving him pleading glances. Make your lover unable to resist

"Alright, I'm doing it for Minnie."

“Lucky is really cute.” With that, Sungmin pushed Kyuhyun towards Ryeowook and smiled happily.

“Then let's go!” the maknae shouted to the members of the group and took Ryeowook's hand and walked out. Even though the tall figure looked at the whole situation with an unchanged expression, Sungmin still caught Yesung's wavering gaze.

“Kyu, you don't have to send me off. I can go back myself.” Ryeowook told the maknae because he thought Kyuhyun wanted to go watch Sungmin work. He knew that the two were secret lovers and didn't tell anyone. So he kept quiet so as not to make his close friends uncomfortable.

“It's okay, it's the same way. And I don't have a job anymore,” Kyuhyun replied. Even though he wanted to be with his lover more, he couldn't help but be worried about his little sunbae who seemed to faint all the time.

“Oh, thank you, Kyu.” Ryeowook thanked the maknae and walked out of the car. He doesn't even have the strength to reject anyone.

-dormitory-

"I'm back." The members who finished their work gradually returned to their accommodations.

“You guys are back already? Oh, Kang In hyung came back so early today.” The little guy who came back before everyone greeted him in a clear voice. Without forgetting to greet the seniors who usually come home late.

“Today you have a little matter to take care of.” After saying that, Kangin secretly turned to look at his best friend, not forgetting to express his concern for him.

“You seem more cheerful now,” he said and patted Ryeowook's head affectionately.

“What about Kyu, Ryo?” Leeteuk asked, turning left and right to find the maknae.

“Went back just now.”

“What have you been doing here for so long today?” Sungmin sounded deliberately suspicious.

“”Today I am teaching Chao Kyu how to cook. But the elders knew that it would be difficult. So we stopped and changed to Kyu teaching me how to play games instead. It's fun, and it hurts my eyes too,” Ryeowook replied in a bright voice. His expression was happier than in the past few days.

“Oh, no wonder you're in a good mood,” Sungmin said in a high-pitched voice, and before anyone else could say anything else, there was the sound of a door slamming shut. Ryeowook looked at him with a different expression. 'I can be happy without you. Can you accept this, Yesung hyung?' The little man turned to say goodbye to all his seniors and then excused himself to go back to his room.

'Please let your thoughts come true.' Sungmin looked at his younger friend's sad back.

Why......just because he is happy with other people, we must feel uncomfortable.

Why......if they act like they don't care, we must be lonely.

Why......just doesn't he smile for us? We must feel pain.....pain in the heart.

All we do is for him, right?

So that he doesn't feel uncomfortable when paired with us.

You don't have to put yourself next to this brother.

Give yourself the opportunity to see other people as good.

Everything you've done is good, right? But why do you feel this much pain?

Yesung let tears flow down his face without bothering to wipe them, causing the newcomers to see his friends crying.

“Why are you sitting here suffering like this, Yesung?” The voice of a dear friend rang out, laced with concern. Because he was the only one who knew the reason for the change in the friend sitting in front of him.

“Kangin, you know that I love Ryo very much.” He didn't turn around. He knew who the new person was.

“Yes, I know, but I don't understand why you would hurt yourself like this.”

“I don't want him to feel uncomfortable around me. When you're paired up."

"How do you know that Ryo is uncomfortable?"

"You know that Ryo is good at keeping his feelings at bay."

“But I don't feel that Ryo is uncomfortable. Please try opening your mind.”

“Probably not. Ryo probably hates me now. Today, my face is slender and I didn't even think to look at it,” Yesung said in a sad voice.

“I think you'd better open your mind to the feeling of being slender a little at a time. You probably know what you should do next.”

"floor......."

“No need to quote this and that. Is it not just you who is in pain today?”

“What do you mean?”

“Think for yourself. I'll go and I'll have to make excuses to Leeteuk hyung about the way you've changed. Everyone is worried about you. Hurry and be happy.” After saying that, Kangin walked to the door and opened it.

“Hey!!!!!!!!” The door was closed and returned to its original position almost as soon as it was opened. This made Yesung look suspiciously.

"Oh, I just realized that.....uh.....there's another matter that I haven't told you yet."

“Oh, say it.”

“Uh.....Don't forget to shower. You smell really bad. Otherwise, I won't sleep with you tonight. Go and.” After saying that, Kangin walked away. Let Yesung sit and smile in his friend's playful attitude.

“What are you doing standing secretly in front of other people's rooms?!!!! Is that good? Ai Ye was blind and didn't see.” The thick figure asked the chubby figure.

“Well, I was walking past and heard my friend's name. So listen a little bit,” Sungmin replied to his senior.

“What do you know?” Kangin asked casually.

“I know that what I thought was true.” After saying that, Sungmin smiled sweetly.

"About what"

“It's about Brother Ye loving Ryo. I thought there was nothing wrong, so I let Kyu pretend to be Ryo's boyfriend."

“Is that your plan? I think Ryo will change his mind about turning his friend into a wolf.” Kangin honestly commented.

“Oh, so you already know that....Ryo......” Sungmin gulped.

"Say it, I know what Ryo thinks about his friends."

“Then the two of them like each other,” Sungmin concluded.

“Probably yes, but they like to think about it themselves. We must have a plan to reform our friends.”

“I think so,” Sungmin smiled at the strange sight. Normally, both Sungmin and Kangin don't have much to talk about. But now the two of them have the same opinion because they want to help their friend.

“So, do you think we should take this?”

“.......I think it's good, but take this as well. I think it will work.” And the plans for the couple began the next day.

“Hello everyone, Kyu Mae Mae,” the little man greeted his senior.

“Oh, Ryo, there are many people sitting here. But I asked about my younger sister instead. Are you addicted to your younger sibling now?” Leeteuk teased.

“That's it. Someone rang the doorbell. It must have been Kyu. Go open it, Ryeowook,” Kangin told Ryeowook. Because he already knew that Kyu was pretending to be Ryo's boyfriend. So he supported Kyuhyun instead of being his close friend. This made Yesung a little confused.

“Come in, Kyu,” Ryeowook said in a bright voice. Ready to take the little brother's hand in.

“Hi, seniors.” All the seniors nodded in response to the maknae's greeting. Except for Yesung who sat still. Make the bear and rabbit smile at each other.

“Lucky came to play games with Ryo, right? I see that Ryo has been preparing the game since morning,” Sungmin said loudly and turned to wink at his lover. As for Kangin, who was sitting next to Yesung, he noticed that a dissatisfied expression appeared on his best friend's face for a split second before he returned to his normal expression and looked after the two younger siblings.

They walked into the room with their arms around each other in an intimate manner.

“Hyungs, Ryo and I will go eat together. Do you want to go together?” Kyuhyun asked everyone. Hoping that Sungmin would go too. causing Sungmin and Kangin to turn to each other with their plans in sight

“It's okay. I'm not hungry yet. Let's go,” Sungmin replied, causing the maknae's face to fall down almost immediately.

“Oh, you guys, let's go. Good luck,” Kangin hurriedly added.

“Then I'll go.” Then the pair walked away without looking at the (seemingly) faceless senior.

“Yeh, yeh, Iye, Yesung!!!! What's wrong?” Kangin shook his friend to regain consciousness.

“Wha....no.”

“Then let's go on a trip,” Kangin invited his best friend so Sungmin could prepare.

“Oh,” Yesung replied to his best friend emotionlessly.

“I'm back!” The little brothers' voices chorused in front of the door.

“Ah, Kangin hyung and Ye hyung aren't here?” Kyuhyun asked Leeteuk who was watching TV instead of the little guy who looked like he wanted to ask.

“Let's go out together. I will probably return soon.”

“Ah,” Kyu responded to his senior. But Ryeowook felt regretful that he had hurriedly eaten in order to see Yesung's face when he returned.

“I'm back.” Kangin deliberately closed the door loudly, causing the little man to turn and look. But Yesung avoided Ryeowook's eyes. He felt hurt seeing Ryeowook, whom he loved, and the youngest brother of the group close together. So he avoided everyone and entered the room. Kangin receives a look from Sungmin that everything is ready.

Kangin followed Yesung to the room while Sungmin invited Ryeowook.

“Wookie, I have something to talk to you about,” Sungmin said inviting his best friend.

“Oh.... Kyu, thank you for coming. Come home safely.” Ryeowook turned to say goodbye to Kyuhyun.

Kangin and Yesung's room

“Yeh, are you free?” Kangin immediately started his plan.

“Um, what's the matter?”

“Sungmin said the clock in front of the room was broken. Please go look at it,” Kangin said pleadingly.

“Did you know that Sungmin and Ryo are in the same room? I don't want to go, you can go yourself.” Yesung hurriedly refused.

“I'm busy and have to help Leeteuk with his work. If you go slowly, there is the hope that the angel will definitely turn into a devil. Please give me some.”

“Oh, okay,” Yesung couldn't help but reply. Then he walked out without looking back at his friend who had already secretly sent a message to Sungmin.

In front of Ryeowook and Sungmin's room

While Yesung was walking to look at the watch,

“Huh.....huh....I don't know what to do.” Ryeowook's voice came out from the door that (Sungmin purposely) left ajar.

“Why didn't you tell him directly? He might think the same as you,” Sungmin reassured his friend.

“There is no way Yesung hyung will like me. They haven't even looked at my face yet.” There was a hint of disappointment in Ryeowook's voice.

“But you're hurting yourself by doing this,” Sungmin said with concern.

“I already told you that I will do everything to make Brother Ye comfortable. He couldn't see my face and if he felt comfortable, I had to do it.”

“But you....” Before Sungmin could finish speaking, Ryeowook's voice interrupted him.

“I love him so much that I don't know what to do.” Ryeowook's voice trailed off. A loud noise rang out, revealing a tall figure.

“Is that what you think, Ryeowook?” Yesung said in an emotionless voice.

“.....” There was no answer from Ryeowook, only the tears didn't stop flowing.

“Believe me, just tell him whatever you think,” Sungmin said softly to his best friend, grabbed his shoulder to comfort him, and then excused himself from the room.

“I asked you, do you really think so?” Even though Ryeowook was glad that Yesung was finally willing to talk to him. But not now. This matter, the whole truth must be revealed here. Even if the person you love doesn't love you.

“If I say yes......what will you do?” Ryeowook replied in a trembling voice.

“......” Yesung didn't answer, he remained silent. I can only think about what he has done to the little one in the past. The little person he loved was hurt by his cold attitude. He made the people he loved cry until they were sick. What did he do it all for? He himself was hurt but not as much as Ryeowook had to endure his estranged attitude.

"I thought that if you knew......it would be like this.....I guarantee that tomorrow....I will........" The tall figure didn't wait for the thin body. Finished speaking, gathering the thin body into his arms.

“Please stay like this for a while,” the tall figure said and the entire room was shrouded in silence.

“What do you think Ye will do next?” Sungmin, who was standing (peeking) in front of the room, asked his senior curiously.

“Probably continue to stand there clumsily. It's even more so." Kangin answered his junior sincerely.

“Brother, this is very useless.”

“Hey Sungmin, I'm your hyung!” Kangin shouted in a whisper (Eh!! how)

“Shhhhhhh..... Ryo has already spoken,” the rabbit reminded the bear.

“Uh……Brother Ye. Why are you doing this?” Ryeowook gathered his courage to ask.

“I'm sorry, Ryo. I'm sorry,” Yesung said sadly.

“Why are you apologizing to me? I have to apologize to you in order to be right.”

“You have to apologize to Ryo. Even if it's right, you made Ryo sad. You made Ryo cry. You hurt the people you love.”

“Brother...brother..that means.....” Some people made faces as if they understood something.

"I think Ryo is right. I love Ryo."

"That's not true. You're annoyed with me."

“It's not like that. I did this because I was afraid that Ryo would feel uncomfortable when paired with me. Ryo still has the opportunity to meet many people. There's no need to be with you all the time, like Kyu. It's nice to make Ryeowook smile." Yesung replied, giving Ryeowook a sad smile.

“Kyu? Kyu has a girlfriend. Kyu's girlfriend sent Kyu to stay with me,” Ryeowook said and turned to look at the door.

“Ah, you're not a Kyu fan?”

“I told you I love you.”

"Aren't you uncomfortable when you're with me?"

“I never thought of that.”

“Aren't you uncomfortable when you're paired with me?”

“I never thought of that.”

"You're happy when you're with me, right?"

“Of course it is.”

“Ryeowook, we're lovers.”

“The answer is, of course^^” Then the two hugged each other happily and understood each other well.

“You forgive me for being so bad to you.”

“Then please don't do that again in exchange.” A warm atmosphere enveloped the two of them and the room was filled with happiness. Finally, the two of them understood each other.

“Do you think I have to sleep with you tonight?” Sungmin asked, hoping the answer was no.

“I think it is,” Kangin answered without looking at the expectant look in his younger brother's eyes.

“Nah, I'd rather go sleep with Kyu. My brother will return tomorrow.”

“Oh wait.......Sung Min Kyu has a girlfriend.”

"Oh, so what?"

“Is that you?”

"How do you know?"

“Ryo said that Kyu's girlfriend sent Kyu and you said that you sent Kyu to live with Ryo. This guy.....has a girlfriend and doesn't tell him."

"Ah.....don't tell anyone, Brother Kangin."

“Will there be anything left? There's always someone to tease. The people in the group will have someone to tease.” After saying that, Kangin ran away.

“Please don't, I'm going to sleep with you tonight. I'll hug you too, Kangin hyung,” Sungmin shouted after Kangin.

“It's too late, little rabbit.”

Have you ever felt...... When the person we love is interested in us It's very happy.

Have you ever felt...... As long as we open our minds, we will get something valuable in return.

Have you ever felt...... If you are happy, you are ready to forgive the 2 people who eavesdropped on you at the door.

Don't think that I don't know, Kangin hyung, Sungmin hyung.

 SF

The first issue is to solve the problem.

LF

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