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KIM JONGIN x BYUN BAEKHYUN

You're a talented boyfriend.

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A child with amnesia and a crybaby

G-DRAGON  -  BUTTERFLY

Baekhyun...my boyfriend Got into a car accident...

On the way back to the condo after dropping me off at school for final exams....

Baekhyun....suffered a brain injury causing his memory to be lost for a period of time.

He had turned into a sixteen year old boy with thoughts, memories and behavior. But the most serious....

This sixteen year old Can't remember the person named 'Kim Jongin'

A small body was asleep on the hospital bed. Her beautiful face was pale and the blood vessels could almost be seen. On the little person's head was a white gauze cloth that had blood stains on it, and there was gauze covering almost every part of his body. All these lines and appendages were all around the little person.

A tall man in a school uniform collapsed crying on the bedside when he saw his lover's condition. He held a small hand that barely moved. He looked up at the beautiful face with extreme concern.

Baekhyun was still unconscious.

Do you know....how much I care about you? Get back up, darling.

Both eyes were focused on that face. Do your best to lift yourself up to your feet. Right now...he's so weak. He sent his other trembling hand to caress his smooth cheek gently. Lifting the hands that were held together to the side of the cheek before pressing a soft kiss on the slender hand, hoping only that The person who was fast asleep in front of me would wake up.

The tall man who had cried until he had no strength left closed his eyes because he was now weaker than anything. Not really ready to accept the truth....don't want to listen to anything at all. I don't want to know anything at all.

Without even knowing that a pair of beautiful eyes slowly opened. before adjusting the focus to the light of the light bulb shining into the eye Slender eyes looked around the room before looking at the tall man holding his hand. and cried like a child

“Who are you?” he asked in a soft voice.

Hey!!

I woke up immediately. Sweat covered his face. Breathing heavily, as if running around the field in the hot sun. Here we go again......this dream again.

Actually, it's not a dream at all. But the events of the dream were always in my head. It was the first day Baekhyun recovered. The first day we talked after he had been asleep for many days. The first sentence he said to me It still haunts me and won't stop. A sentence that tells me very well......he doesn't remember me.

Today is another day where I have to wake up early alone. There was no soft body hugged at his side. There was no high-pitched voice yelling and yelling to wake me up like before. That's right...now that person is in the hospital. And I'm not the same person anymore.

Who am I talking about?

The first boyfriend and only boyfriend in my life.... Byun Baekhyun. He is two years older than me. But he doesn't like me calling him brother. Just because He thought his face was much younger than mine. So I was forced to just call him Baekhyun without the word hyung following it.

But right now, I have to call him Baekhyun....why?

Baekhyun lost his memory for a period of time....you could simply call it amnesia. That's all I know. Even though Dr. Kris has told me the reason Baekhyun has become like this many times, But I can't bring myself to listen to it. It hurts and hurts my heart too much.

I just know that he doesn't remember me. He was almost coughing up blood. If I can do it It hurts...it really hurts. But what can I do? I have to help bring his memory back soon anyway. For myself...and himself

I might be the only person right now who can help Baekhyun. His father and mother work abroad. Dr. Kris is a friend of Baekhyun's brother. which is now abroad as well But the doctor was not very close to the little person. Dr. Kris made a long-distance call to inform his brother of Baekhyun's condition. But how?

His parents still don't know. Because he worked very hard. If there is something that demotivates you All work would be ruined. I saw the doctor tell me this.

I myself can only pray that Baekhyun's memories will come back quickly. Because there were quite a few people waiting for his return. One of which is me.

Long legs stepped out of the bedroom. Go straight to what used to be a forbidden place. Normally, I would never walk into the kitchen alone for even a second. There's only my little guy who occupies the kitchen. Baekhyun likes to cook. He always likes to make new menus for me to try. I feel so happy when I think about it...ah.

Remember me quickly, Baekhyun.

Many kinds of fruit were piled up on a large plate, including apples, cantaloupe, watermelon, grapes, oranges, and more that had been carefully washed and peeled by me. The patient's favorite fruits were placed in a cute little box that Baekhyun had chosen. I'll tell you...Baekhyun is a person who takes good care of his skin. He likes to eat fruit.

After finishing dealing with various kinds of fruits I hurriedly took a shower. Dress casually the way I like. And don't forget to take the little guy's plush friends and the Minnie headband that I chose for him to put in his backpack. In his hand he carried a bag with two small fruit boxes in it. Before giving himself an encouraging smile and walking out of the room.

to head to the hospital

To find my love Baekhyun is a naughty and irritating child.

At the hospital

“Huh.......I don't want it. Baek will eat chocolate, doctor. Chocolate, chocolate! If you don't eat vegetables, you'll die of bitterness.” I stood in front of the door of a hospital room that had a little person's name on it. His eyes peered through the glass into a room where a little child in a sick uniform was sitting on the bed, mouth pouting.

To ask for what he wanted and then earnestly reject what he once liked. I saw it and couldn't help but smile and laugh.

I decided to open the door and go inside. Look at Dr. Chris who calmly tries to convince a stubborn child to stop crying and agree to eat the food the hospital provides. Switching to looking at the person in question who now has his arms crossed over his chest. Puff out his cheeks until I force him to respond. That's all I know. That he must have been extremely offended.

“Baekhyun, Baekhyun must eat a lot of vegetables. Otherwise, you won't grow up, you know? Are you willing to be a child like this forever, hmm?” I put the plastic bag and backpack on the sofa before walking over and gently patting the small man's head to comfort him. His other hand rose up and pinched his swollen cheek, forcing it down. while speaking in a soft voice hoping that At least the argumentative little boy would listen.

"But Jongin, did you see that the doctor gave Baek something to eat again? I don't know. It's just vegetables, vegetables, and vegetables. Baek's body is now as green as a vegetable!" The little man turned and pouted at the doctor. Sat, who folded his arms, looked on. Before turning around and suing me, I lost a lot of money. When my memory was still good, I was already considered a child. Now I'm an advanced student.

“Vegetables are good for health. In the past, I used to eat it every day. I don't remember....let's eat. I'll be sorry, doctor. He took care to bring it to me, didn't he? Hmm?” I turned to Dr. Chris to ask for support and he nodded and pursed his lips a little, saying, 'If you don't eat it, I'm really upset.'

Then he turned to look and gave a small smile to the little man who had calmed down. The pink lips protruded a little before finally accepting the words....but were they there? That stubborn children will not negotiate.

“Fine, Baek can eat it, but I don't care. Tonight Baek must eat chocolate. If I don't eat it, I'll be upset. And then both Jongin and Jongin are upset. Both the doctor and I are waiting.” After saying that, the little man shoveled a big bite of fried rice into his mouth. Chew until your cheeks puff out. Dr. Chris gave a small smile before excusing himself to go back to his work.

Dr. Kris is the doctor in charge of Baekhyun's case. He comes in to check on Baekhyun every morning and evening. He was also kind enough to bring both meals for the little ones himself. But it took a long time before Baekhyun agreed to eat. He likes to complain that the doctor likes to eat only vegetables. I won't let him eat any snacks.

This is it, little one....

“Jonggin, did you bring anything for Baek to play with today?” A clear, good-natured voice asked with a cheerful tone. No, he just ate rice, followed by a box of fruit that I had prepared for him. Your child's body is probably fit and wants to exercise to the fullest. I turned to look at the little person who was looking at me, who was carrying food containers to put in the closet.

His mouth opened and he smiled, showing his teeth in a good mood. Made me smile easily.

"Oh....I brought my friends with me today." I picked up a small towel to wipe my hands before going to pick up the backpack and placing it on the little person's bed. Raise yourself up to sit next to the sick person and slowly unzip the bag. He took out the stuffed doll friends that were stuffed into his bag and placed them on the small person's lap, one by one, until they were all complete.

“Eh? Is this your friend Baek?” The little man picked up each doll and looked at it suspiciously. My brows furrowed together until I couldn't help but press down with my thumb to loosen them.

“There is 1 Minnie, 1 Mickey, 1 Tigger, 1 Eeyore, and the Smurf family, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5,” a clear voice said as he counted the number of dolls. On your lap, one by one, until they're all complete. He held the nine dolls in his hands and swayed them back and forth as if lulling them to sleep. I looked at the picture in front of me with amusement.

Children, children, everything they play with is cute. Don't make my heart beat like this, Baekhyun takes Boya~

“How many are there in total, smart one?” The little person who had been playing with his friends turned to look at me and smiled before placing the dolls on his lap as usual. Little fingers spread out one by one. Some people also count numbers. Maybe I'll count the dolls again.

“Nine! Baek has nine dolls!” The little man answered loudly and clearly as he held up all nine fingers to show me. Before he could smile, he picked up his chin. Little hands joyfully picked up the dolls and floated them into the air. That pure laugh made my cheeks almost burst into smiles.

Maybe....Baekhyun's memory loss Maybe it wasn't as bad as I had imagined.

At least...I saw that when I was a kid. How bright and cute is he?

I slowly opened my eyes to the sound of my cell phone alarm clock ringing next to the bed. Before moving a little He raised one hand to rub his eyes and shook his head vigorously to chase away the drowsiness.

A slight movement in my chest caught my attention. Baekhyun is sleeping. Bury your face in my chest....The moaning sound in your throat sounded as if you were offended, waking me up completely.

It's not wrong to read. He is snuggling into my chest. Well, last night he was fussing about chocolate. Shouting throughout the room Saying the word sulking over and over as if he was convincing my brain and that of Dr. Chris to remember that he really was sulking. I didn't know how to reconcile, so I had to use a hard stick to force the stubborn child to lie down and hug him so he wouldn't move like this.

Until finally, he was exhausted and fell asleep on my chest.

My eyes were fixed on her beautiful face that now had a lot of moisture from the first day of recovery. The gauze covering the wound and all the wires were gone. Only the IV line that was drilled near the crook of his right arm was left. I looked at the eyelashes that were curled up without any curling.

Eyelids that conceal beautiful eyes The high nose bridge fits the cute face shape. The tip of the nose that I like to use is the same part that I often rub back and forth. The seam between the nose and mouth is beautiful and slightly sunken. Then he fixed his eyes on the luscious lips that were now slightly open to facilitate breathing while he was wandering around in the world of dreams.

Ah...a little child must have had a lovely dream.

I smiled a little before leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to his lips before slowly pulling away. Move your face away from your cute face. Before using his hand to smooth out the patient's facial hair, which was now falling over his forehead, he was almost able to close his eyes. A soft kiss fell on that smooth forehead.

How long has it been? That we're not close like this, Baekhyunna

"Oh~ It's morning already." A sweet voice that now seemed sleepy spoke loudly, even though he hadn't even opened his eyes. The eyelids slowly opened, revealing a pair of beautiful eyes that were now completely closed. His small left hand lifted up and ruffled his long hair until it was disheveled. I looked at the sick person in my arms and had to hold back a laugh.

“I'm going to be a lion. That's enough. Let's go wash your face and brush your teeth. I'll tie your hair for you, okay?" I adjusted the little man's hair with my own hands. Grabbing the bangs that were covering his face, he lifted them up onto his head and gently tucked the remaining strands behind his ears.

Lifting his arms from the little man's head, he stepped onto the ground. He reached out to hold the small man's hand and carefully helped him to stand on the ground. I took on the responsibility of pushing the IV pole. Because the cable is quite long The sick person then walked Liew to the bathroom already.

I stepped into the bathroom and stood behind the little person. Move your hand in front of you to wash your hands along with the little person who was already washing them. Baekhyun flinched a little. Those bright cheeks were clearly reddened, so much so that I couldn't resist planting a big kiss on them. The little man was even more shocked. Those slender eyes widened.

His cheeks turned redder than before before he looked down at the sink. I refuse to look in the mirror again.

I chuckled before setting the patient free. Walk around and squeeze toothpaste onto both toothbrushes. Hand a yellow giraffe toothbrush to the person who keeps his head down and smiles.

Baekhyun likes yellow second to white. As for the giraffe pattern, that's it. He says that one day he will be as tall as a giraffe's legs.

After washing your face, brush your teeth. Baekhyun has to eat the breakfast that Kris brought for him. It's the same old time. The complaining child still complains about vegetables exactly the same as before. And today Chris was kind again. Bought it for me too. As for the older brother, he brought it himself from home. So the three of us sat and ate breakfast together in Baekhyun's room.

After that, Kris did a little check on Baekhyun's condition. And as before, I didn't want to listen to Baekhyun's condition. Brother Kris stopped performing his duties as a doctor by default. Before asking to go back to work as usual. All that's left is the sick person and me. At present, it seems that sick people are not willing to stop being upset. Sitting with arms crossed, cheeks puffed out

He also turned his head away and said 'chee' when I walked closer.

“Oh, Jongin's talented person is not upset. I'd rather tie my hair. A fluffy head turning into a little lion like this wouldn't be cute." I picked up the hair band I got from the nurse and walked over to the petulant person. Using both hands, he picked up the hair that was almost shoulder length, along with the strands from the front and tucked them back into a small tuft of hair.

Before using a rubber band to tie it neatly He laughed softly as his ears picked up on the soft-haired owner's grumbling voice.

I turned to open my backpack and took out Minnie's headband and held it in my hand. Before carefully placing it on the sick person's lumpy head, he smiled with satisfaction. The little person who had turned his head away turned to me standing next to the bed with a questioning expression on his face. A small hand reached up and grabbed a foreign object on his head.

“What is it? Please come in.”

“What about Minnie's headband? Two weeks before Baek arrived in the hospital, we went shopping together. Back chose this backpack for me. As for me, I chose this headband for Baek. Baek's doll party. Back chose everything himself.” I told the little person who was listening intently in a soft voice. I'm doing my duty.

Helps restore the memory of a sick person named Byun Baekhyun.

A duty that I am always ready to do. No matter what time or where All the things we used to do together I tried to give it to the little person to touch. Tell a story about it. Or even the origin of it, listen to it without thinking that you will never get bored.

If Baekhyun's condition improves and he can be released from the hospital. Everywhere we've been together I will take you there without stopping. For my lover To get my former lover back In order to get Byun Baekhyun, who I love the most, is back.

No matter what happens I promise Kim This Jongin will never leave Byun. Where is Baekhyun going?

“So...has Baek ever worn it before?” the little man asked. Look at me straight in the eye. I didn't answer but picked up my phone. Slide the phone screen to unlock and hand it to the sick person to see the wallpaper that I never thought about changing.

Picture of Byun Baekhyun wearing a thin shirt. On her head is the same Minnie headband that she is wearing right now. Slender eyes narrowed. A bright tongue stuck out a little and he playfully bit it with his teeth.

“This is the real Baek, not really. In the picture he's too cute. It doesn't look like Back at all.” The little man pursed his lips a little and protested after looking at the picture of himself on my phone. If you tell me you're cute, Baekhyun is a naughty kid.

“Yes, I took this picture with my hand. We took photos at the shop. The children looked at each other. There was a child who ran and brought a lollipop for Baek. Plus, I called Baek a noona,” I said, smiling as I thought about the events of that day.

One of the boys who chose Lego was in a different zone from both of us. He ran up and poked the shirt of a little person who was looking for the Smurf family in the doll zone and handed him a multi-colored lollipop. and said pleadingly, 'Noona is so cute. Here's a lollipop. I'm giving it to you. Keep it well, there's only one in the world!'

before the little child ran away and disappeared. Didn't even turn to look at the person being called by the pronoun of the opposite gender, their eyes widening from shock.

Same symptoms as now. The sick man sitting on the bed gasped. When I heard what I told you You must be shocked that you used to be called Noona. His disgusting behavior in front of him made me laugh nonstop.

And you, have you ever accidentally called Baekhyun a noona?

May 6, 2014

Everyone knows, right? What day is it today?

Oh, I can give you the answer.

It's my naughty child's birthday!

Ah.....The reason I didn't let him eat chocolate was because of today. The 2-pound chocolate cake that Doctor Chris prepared last night is still in the refrigerator on the nurse's counter. And it seems like the plan has finally come together. It's Baekhyun. He hasn't talked to me since morning. I guess he thought I forgot his birthday.

“Jonggin-ah, what day is it today?” A sweet voice asked brightly after not uttering a single word all day. Then he moved to sit closer and pressed his cheek against my upper arm. I'm begging here. Because I was sitting on the sick bed of a little person, I was easily swayed like this. Heh heh, it totally went into my plan~ Wait and see my surprise, little one.

“I don't know,” I replied quietly. Pick up your mobile phone and play. Pretending to ignore the sick person's pleas that were now in his little mouth.

“I really don't know, today is May 6th, 2014.” The pleading voice near my ear made me secretly smile mischievously. It's full all day, month and year, naughty kid.

“It's Tuesday,” I said, still as calm as before. Eyes still fixed on the mobile screen But I secretly glanced at the little man who was now looking down at the bedsheets and slowly backed away.

“Uh....Tuesday. That's right!” The little man tried to smile as wide as possible and sat with his back to him. I put my cell phone in my pocket before looking at the little man's actions and smiling. The patient's slender hand reached out and picked up the doll, hugging it tightly and burying its face in it until the cute face could hardly be seen.

“Do you want to eat something, smart person? You've gotten a lot thinner,” I teased the patient, who was now starting to tremble. I'm definitely going to cry, but not yet! Still can't console me. You'll lose all plans. But it's true that Baekhyun has slimmed down a lot. Her already small waist now looked much narrower. The hips are spread out quite a bit.

No wonder why that child was called Noona.

"So skinny?...So skinny, why don't you let me eat chocolate?" I really believed him. Still coming back to the subject of chocolate. I shook my head and looked at the person sitting with my back smiling. Shamefully, it hasn't really changed at all. The more irritated or hurt like this is, the more annoying it is.

The mobile phone in his pocket rang. I suspect it will be Dr. Chris. I stood up on the floor and looked at the person who called and smiled. That's right, that doctor. I looked at the time displayed on the mobile screen. It's past seven o'clock. Baekhyun probably won't be as fat if he eats cake now, right?

“Yes, Doctor....Oh, yes, I'll go get it for you. Yes....I'll go now." I hung up on Dr. Chris when the short conversation ended. It's just a plan. Chris is a thinker. I won't be able to scrub it either. He said he had to trick Baekhyun into being alone. That is, I pretended to go out and get food for dinner. But in fact, Chris is sitting at the nurse's counter laying candles.

“Baekhyunna, I'll be right back. Today Chris has an emergency case so he couldn't bring dinner. Wait here, smart one. I'll be right back." He bent down and gently kissed that soft lock of hair before walking to open the door and go outside. Turned around and secretly looked at the little person through the small mirror who was now crying and crying until he threw up.

One part of me wants to be surprised. But every time I saw Baekhyun's tears It doesn't always take me anywhere.

But I can't!

Because from now on Baekhyun will definitely smile until his cheeks burst. If you knew that I hadn't forgotten his birthday. And most importantly, bring the things that he wants to eat the most to eat to his heart's content. This time, you will stop being annoyed with me and the doctor. My long legs walked straight to the nurse's counter not too far from Baekhyun's room. Opening the door, I bowed to all the kind nurses and smiled before walking to see Dr. Chris who had now finished placing candles with the number 21.

Yes....must pin the number 21 Can't be pinned to 17

The doctor also agreed that Baekhyun's real age should be revealed to him.

Maybe the lost memories will slowly return. Because anything can happen to patients with memory loss. Some people's memory returns 100%, sometimes only half. And some people may not remember anything at all.

I took the small lighter from the nurse who handed it to me with a smile. They also wished Baekhyun a happy birthday.

And do you guys want to send your blessings to Baekhyun?

I nodded knowingly to Dr. Chris before walking out of the nurse's counter carrying a large cake and walking straight to a familiar room. I took a deep breath to regain my courage and blew out another round of air from my mouth. Light the lighter and point it at the numbered candle wick on the cake. The two candles were not very bright in the light of the bulbs.

But if it's in the dark It would be the brightest and would make the person you love the most happy as well.

Brother Chris nodded before stealthily looking at the small sick person in the room for a while before opening the door as gently as possible. The light switch is the tall doctor's destination. And he was successful. Dr. Kris turned off the lights in Baekhyun's room until it was completely dark. Before he could wander off to find a place to hide that Baekhyun couldn't find. Only the lights from outside were enough to provide illumination.

“Huh... Who turned off the lights... where is Jongin? Don't leave Baek alone..huh...Baek is scared." I gave a small smile, tears welling up in my eye sockets. Look at the little man who turns around and looks around. Even though I can't see clearly But I know how scared Baekhyun is. Wait a minute, good man. I'll go hug and comfort him. Holding a large piece of cake with both hands, he slowly and happily stepped into the room of the person he loved with all his heart.

At least when he's afraid I will be the first person he thinks of.

“Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday Happy birthday, Happy birthday to you”

I slowly walked into the room. The tears that had been held back flowed and refused to stop when they saw the little man's tear-stained face. A hand came up to cover his mouth to stifle a sob. He bowed his head and cried until he was shaking.

“Happy birthday, my naughty boy.” The lights in the room were already on. Birthday surprise plans complete. Chris walked in and stood next to me. The tall doctor's long hands dragged the table that was used to hold various food plates for me to place the cake on and moved it closer to the little man who couldn't stop crying.

“Today is my birthday. Please don't cry,” I said in a voice that wasn't very stable because of the lump in my throat. He let out a small smile and moved his hand to gently wipe the tears from that cute face. Moving forward, he placed a soft kiss on the forehead like he liked to do when he wanted to soothe little Baekhyun to stop crying.

“Make a wish, Baek. How can I blow the cake? This is chocolate cake. Don't you want to eat?” The doctor said with a smile and reached out to caress the ruffled hair of the patient in his care. I myself could only nod to the little person to reinforce Dr. Chris's words.

The little man held both hands together. Eyelids closed A small smile curled his lips as he made a wish for his 21st birthday. before slowly opening his eyes Cheeks are bright and puffy because of the air injection. Blow out the air that has accumulated in your cheeks and blow out the candles that are still lit.

A beautiful face with tear stains scattered on it. hair that was gathered Plus the sweet face now smiles happily. It makes my naughty children even more adorable. Even being in a sick person's outfit doesn't make it any less cute.

A small plastic spoon was held tightly by the sick person as if it were a trusted weapon. A playful smile appeared on his cute face. The smile that I really like is bright, cute, and makes the person in front of me incredibly beautiful. Baekhyun is always cute when he smiles.

“Hee hee, get ready to come into our womb, chocolate cake!~” Baekhyun said, causing laughter from both Dr. Kris and me. The once empty spoon was now filled with large bites of chocolate cake that the naughty child scooped up.

I think it was a mistake to let Baekhyun eat the cake right now.

I walked in and snatched the spoon from the sick person and held it. Then tell the birthday person that he will give it to you. Scoop up the cake in small bites and place it on one side. The reason it can be held is because it has been soaked for a long time, so it is quite hard. The little man looked at me confused before Dr. Chris gently pushed his back to come and take the rest of the cake.

I wasted no time, immediately moving my mouth in to attack the soft lips. No offense at all. I know Baekhyun isn't ready right now. He doesn't remember what a kiss tastes like. If it happens, dear, I'm afraid of kissing. Who am I going to kiss? Really? Kiss repeatedly and lick back and forth on the lips I've thought about for a long time, then slowly pull away.

“Happy birthday once again, Jongin's talented person. Hurry and remember it quickly, you know? Father, mother, Baek's older brother, Dr. Chris, and me, we're waiting for Baek to come back. Keep fighting, talented person. I believe Baek can do it. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. I'll stay until Baek drives me away. Do you understand?” Two arms grabbed the little man and hugged him gently.

Press a kiss on that soft hair to encourage me. I can't be weak. Baekhyun wasn't very strong right now. Only encouragement from everyone will help him get better.

But there is one more thing that can help Baekhyun.

The only thing that I am always ready to give to him and have given him until this moment.

What is love?

“I love you, Minnie, Jongin.”

THE END