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[OS Himchan x you] The first snow
@Darkjelly
2024-06-27
I'd rather be invisible for the rest of my life just to be with you. Please don't leave me, Kim Himchan. bap fic bap x you himchan you os bap yongguk daehyun youngjae jongup zelo

Title : The fist snow (os)

Couple : Himchan x you

Style : Romantic Drama

CR.SHL


The fist snow

“Let's go find Yongguk hyung,” you said, dropping a postcard with a picture of a snowman for Christmas that you had carefully chosen over the past few years, along with a message of nostalgia like a sister with an older brother, into the small slot of the mailbox, hoping it would travel. To your workaholic brother who doesn't seem like he's going to return to Seoul easily.

The little ones walked towards the bus stop which was quite far away, but the cool atmosphere combined with the view of the Han River along the route that you had to walk through made it quite pleasing to you. You breathed in the air and the scent of the river before happily snorting it out.

Your two small hands were tucked into the pockets of your long sweater. His little hand felt the warmth from the hot bag he had just paid for recently because the weather was getting colder and colder. You continued walking without any haste. Before the one thing you've been waiting for starts raining down. A small hand pulled out of the warm bag to welcome the first snow of the year.

You looked up and saw white, weightless snow falling like little fluff. Both small hands raised together at chest level. You closed your eyes and said a silent prayer.

Because they say that if we make a wish on the first snow of the year, our wish will come true.

You stood still and prayed for a while before starting to walk like before. Your sweet face was clearly saddened because for the past five years you had been wishing for the first snow with the same old wish that never seemed to come true. But you're still asking for this for the fifth time, and you're hoping that this will be the last year you'll make this wish.

The story of a man who was like your eyes five years ago. And of course, your wish is only to see that person again. But suddenly many memories that had happened began to surge out, filling up the space in my brain. Memories that don't have any pictures but that you remember and are etched deep in your heart, never to be forgotten.

5 years ago

You sit and enjoy the spring breeze by the window in a sweet-colored bedroom. Before feeling like your throat was dry. His small hand tried to find the glass of water in front of him. You lifted it up and drank it, but not a drop of water fell down your throat. You felt a little annoyed before your small hand reached for the water pitcher again as usual. But the darkness attacks you again.

When a small hand accidentally brushed a pitcher of water until it plummeted to the ground.

So cool!

You were startled by the sound of the mug you expected to shatter. You stood up and acted awkwardly. Can't walk to clean. Because it was completely dark around you if you weren't clumsy and stumbled until you fell and hit your head on the ground that day and lost your sight. Everything wouldn't be like this.

The edges of your eyes started to heat up before clear water flowed out of them. But the soft, soothing voice that came out to soothe you stopped your tears like a spell.

"Don't cry, (Your Name). From now on, I'll be the one taking care of you."

…..and that was the beginning of you and him…..

It had already been a month since he accepted the job as her caretaker. I feel like the clock is turning faster than usual just by being with this girl. Before I accepted the job, I thought it would be a chore to take care of people who couldn't even see sunlight, but now that's not the case. Because of you, I'm watching over this person so that the ants don't crawl or swarm.

Cuter than any woman I've ever met in my entire life.

“Uh, is Himchan hyung around here?” You, who just woke up, asked as soon as you opened your eyes, but whether you forgot or were asleep, it always made you sad because all you could see was darkness like the world. This leaf has no sun.

“I'm sitting next to (your name). If you want anything, just tell me.” Should I tell her that I sat and watched her from the time I took medicine until I fell asleep and woke up again?

“(Your name) doesn't want anything. Just curious,” you said, sitting up and leaning against the head of the bed. Before you felt a cold feeling on your face as the person you just asked about sat down next to you, gently applying a cool cloth to both of your smooth cheeks.

“Is it fresher (your name)?”

“It's much fresher, Himchan,” you stammered as you felt the person next to you move closer, using a cool cloth to smooth your cheeks until you started to tingle a bit. The scent of Himchan's perfume is like a powerful tonic that has the ability to make your heart beat uncontrollably.

“If (name) is fresh, I'll be fresh too.” Her cheeks were the color of red rose petals, making me unable to stop myself from leaning forward to plant a kiss on her soft cheeks. As for (Name), she rolled her body in embarrassment before sitting down and smacking my chest.

“(Name), I'm hurt, I can't take it anymore!! I think we'd better go take a walk outside.”

“(Your name) won't go, Himchan!! I know (Name) is afraid.” She makes a face like she's about to cry every time I tell her to take her outside to get some fresh air, and that's the big problem that her real brother Yongguk and I are worried about.

“(Your name), don't be afraid. Because I will be (your name)'s eyes.” In the end, clear water finally flowed from her eyes. His hand lifted up and gently rubbed away the clear water before leaning his face to kiss her smooth forehead once.

“(Your name), you can go outside. But Himchan, please don't leave (your name) alone.”

“Who would leave the person they love alone?” You felt your heart sink into your eyes after hearing the indirect declaration of love from the person next to you. Now you feel confident in this man that he will take care of you and brighten up your dark world.

“Hey!! Himchan, what kind of magic did you conjure up to get (your name) outside?” Yongguk walked over and asked me immediately after seeing me walking with his arm around his sister's waist from the upstairs bedroom.

“Himchan hyung, he didn't cast any spell, Yongguk hyung.” You hurriedly spoke up for the person next to you because you were afraid he would say something that would suggest that the two of you secretly love each other. Because if Yongguk hyung found out, he would definitely fire Himchan hyung.

“Then that's good. Then I'm going to work first, (Name). I love you, my little sister.” Yongguk said with a smile that revealed his beautiful colored gums. Before leaning forward, he kissed your small lips like he had done often since childhood, even though you had grown into a beautiful woman.

“Himchan, why are you so quiet? Why don't you take (Name) out for a walk?” You asked, surprised because the person next to you just stood and wrapped his arms around your thin waist, not moving.

“Let's go.” I replied after my consciousness just rushed back into my head. After looking after Yongguk, the good older brother who dared to kiss her on the mouth in front of me. Even though that wide-gum guy was your older brother of the same bloodline, I still couldn't help but feel the blood rushing to my face.

Because everything on (your name)'s body belongs to only Kim Himchan.

“I don't want it anymore, Himchan. (Name), I don't want to go out.” A gentle breeze caressed your body, causing the fear of the outside world to come rushing back again. You stood stiffly, refusing to follow Himchan who was trying to support you as you walked out of the front of the house.

“(Your name), don't be afraid. Did you know that the lawn in front of the house has a very good atmosphere? Flowers were in full bloom. There is nothing scary at all.”

“(Your name) is afraid. I'm really scared, Himchan-hyung.” Your voice started to tremble.

“But what if you were around (your name) all the time like this? Are you still afraid?” Himchan's gentle words were like warm water that soothed your trembling heart. But the weight around your waist caused your heart to beat irregularly again. When strong arms embraced you from behind before you could feel his warm breath rhythmically blowing against your white neck.

“(Name), step on my foot. Because I will take (your name) to walk. This time, I assure you, there is nothing more scary.” You raised your small feet and stepped on both of Himchan's feet. Before your small hand gripped Himchan's hand, which held your waist tightly. Himchan started walking while you were still on his feet.

You and Himchan walked together. You felt as fragile as a sheet of paper as he held you.

“We're here, (Name). Sit slowly.” Himchan carefully guided you into the chair. Before he sat down in the clean white chair next to you.

“Himchan, are you tired of having to take care of a blind person like (Name)?” You sat and thought for a while before deciding to ask Himchan directly because you wanted to increase your trust with this man a little more. A little bit

“I haven't understood the word boredom since I met (Your Name). Every day has become more colorful since someone named (Your Name) came into my life,” I told the girl in front of me from the depths of my heart. The first purpose of entering this house was no matter how bad it was.

“(Your Name) said that besides Himchan being gentle. If you're kind, you must also be very handsome, right?"

“(Your name), are you sure? Maybe you're black, with squinted eyes, floppy hair, protruding ears, crooked teeth, and a broken bridge like a goby hitting a dam.” I told her, my eyes unable to move from the person in front of me even though she was looking right past me.

“Hahaha, even if Himchan hyung is really like that, (your name) doesn't care. But things like this have to be proven,” you said before raising your hand to touch the other person's face. Before a soft hand touches and rubs along the V-shaped face A prominent nose Small, slender, soft mouth Facial skin is soft and smooth, like it's been nourished with good products. Damn it!!

You felt that the skin on his face was better than a girl like you. You shyly pulled your hand back because if you hadn't guessed correctly, Himchan must be as handsome as an angel >///<

“Aren't you going to prove it anymore, (Name)? You're falling asleep.” I asked her, whose cheeks were now as red as a tomato.

“Not anymore. Now (Name) knows that Himchan is good in everything, both mentally and in appearance.” After saying that, you were immediately pulled into another person's strong embrace.

“The more (Your Name) thinks like that, the more scared I become. (Your Name), can you promise me that no matter what happens, (Your Name) won't change?” Himchan tightened his embrace until you could hardly breathe. His voice was hoarse and soft, until you started to feel bad. But even then, you still thought that you were thinking too much about Himchan's strange behavior.

“Himchan is so nice to (your name). No matter what you are like, (Your Name)'s thoughts will never change.”

“I pray that it will be like that. Because I definitely won't be able to stand it if (Your Name) changes to love someone else more than you.”

In the end, you leave your doubts there without knowing that one day it will come back to hurt you.

At Yongguk's office at 8:16 p.m.

Himchan parth

[What's wrong? Youngjae]

[That's too bad, President Him. I think Yongguk already knows about you.]

[How is this possible!! Are you sure about this, Youngjae?]

[The report came like that. I think you'd better find a way out of that house as quickly as possible.]

[ …………..okay ]

I hung up the phone before throwing my iPhone 5 on the floor in anger. He picked up a black flat disk containing all the information about the company's new online game project.

BANG GROUP

It's Yongguk's, and that's why I persevered here. Came to steal the job of his father's number one competitor and soon his position.

CEO

It had to fall on me soon because Father wanted to let go.

I held the thin Flat Dice tightly. (Your Name)'s words that I was good both mentally and physically were clashing with the thief demon in my brain. The sight of the smile plastered on her face was causing pressure to surge in her. Just thinking that one day your smile that was brighter than the morning sun would disappear due to your own thief-like actions.

It can cause quite a bit of pain to your heart. Before someone decides to throw it out the window because now I know I shouldn't have done it.

I won't hurt her because that means I'll hurt myself. Because my heart is with you

I entered the room and saw some figures sleeping with their eyes closed under a large blanket. Before the fresh lips slowly pressed a kiss to the familiar sweet-scented cheek. Just the thought of touching her beautiful skin for the last time caused a pain like a hot iron to be stabbed deep into the heart.

“Himchan hyung? Where have you been all this time?” She woke up immediately after feeling the softness of her cheek.

“I went to run an errand. (Your Name), would you like to listen to the piano? You can play the piano.” I had to force myself to make my voice sound normal. Hold back the tears that are ready to flow at any time.

“I want to listen. Then let's go to the piano room. (Your Name) is so excited.” Khun Kadi cheered that her lover would play the piano for her. Your face was stained with a different smile even though you tried to hold it back just to see your happy expression. The tears that had been suppressed poured down like a dam breaking.

I walked with my arm around her waist and held her other small hand to the piano room. She smiled all the way and thought of the name of the sweet love song she wanted to hear from me. I helped her sit down in the piano player's chair before sitting down next to her.

“What song is Himchan going to play?” she asked with a bright smile like always. I want to keep this smile forever, but soon I will have to leave it.

" song

Baby baby

of 4

MEN

Please listen to it because this is the only thing I can do for (Your Name).” She looked thoughtful before nodding in response. I inhaled into my lungs and blew it out to gain strength even though my body and heart were in deadly pain. A strong hand began to play a song from a white piano and sing the lyrics, while his eyes secretly looked at her who was sitting silently listening from time to time.

Iuriul molradseo venega byeonheadneunji hanjamsaenggakkedseo nova na mannan ihuro

I don't know the reason. Why have I changed? Think of a moment After you and I met

Na byeonnan gotgadda aju manni mariya inori dulrini

oh

It's like I've changed more and more. Have you heard this song? Oh

Neekanamu komabjana oh baby neekanamu yebujana nunnultel sukaobseo.

I thank you so much, darling. You are so beautiful. I can't take my eyes off you.

Nenunnen noman pyoyo noman gyesok para poka shipjananan o jeongmal.

My eyes only see you I want to see only you forever, oh really

Harukājīnago totācimannāgo is rodo heorgīgo totācimannāke twēko.

When the time has passed If we meet again After we broke up and met again

Nomu choeun goya manyang udgimanne ironega poini ubebi.

It must be something very good. I can smile heartily. Can you see my smile? Oh, darling.

Neharuharuka Nomuhengbokeso Obebi Eronari Geudnaji Ankeel.

in my every day So happy. Oh, darling, I don't want this day to end.

Modunke ta byonnaji ankeel u nikanomu komabjana oh baby.

I don't want everything to change. I really want to thank you, darling.

Neekanomu yebujana o nunul telsuka obsaw neunen nnomanpoyo.

You are so beautiful I can't take my eyes off you. In my eyes, I see only you.

Neoman Kyesok parapoka sibjana nan ochemmal

And I really want to see only you forever

The clear sound of the piano and my soft voice stopped. But the water in my eyes wouldn't stop flowing. I turned to look at her with tears welling up in my eyes. My heart and body won't stop shaking at the thought of leaving you. Don't take care of this woman anymore. Just then, my heart ached as if it would explode and explode into dust.

“Very beautiful, Himchan. But the meaning of the song is a bit sad. It's like a goodbye song.” You try to sit back and listen and think positively that it's a love song from your special someone. But the meaning of the song combined with Himchan's trembling voice like someone crying creates fear by default.

“Even though it's a sad love, it's beautiful for you.” I leaned over the face that was stained with clear water before gently kissing her soft, supple lips without trespassing, but it was full of love. The pure love of a man who can love a woman. I love (your name) so much. Even though I have to leave you

But I will still love the woman named (your name) forever.

The night of the piano is over. A new morning has begun again. But you don't want to Because everything you have to face the next day is like a nightmare in the real world. There was no longer a caretaker named Himchan. You were both shocked and saddened when you woke up without Himchan's sweet words.

There was no gentle touch from him anymore. But then your dark world seemed even darker when you realized that Himchan came into your life for business purposes. The Himchan you once knew doesn't exist in this world, only Kim Himchan.

CEO

of a large Korean online game production company,

KK GROUP

But not before the tears on your face evaporate into dry air. Yongguk will send you directly to America to have your eyes treated by a skilled doctor. You undergo surgery and your eyes are able to see the world again. You were treated in a distant land for half a year before asking your older brother to return to his native Korea for treatment.

Even though Himchan deceived you that much, the word "angry" doesn't seem to have any meaning to you. Because you are always waiting for Himchan's return. If being able to see him again would mean you would never see him again.

You'd rather be blind for the rest of your life but be with Himchan forever.

Thump!!!

“Oh!” You shrieked, raising your small hand to your forehead. Before looking at the big tree in front of you, that's right!! You walk through sweet, painful memories until you bump into a tree on the walkway to the bus stop. You moaned softly in pain. Before that, the laughter from the nearby people could not stop being heard.

You were so embarrassed that you had to move your body far away.

You continued walking, looking at the unfamiliar side of the road. I suspect your memories of the past will be so great that you'll accidentally walk far past the bus stop. You exhaled white smoke through your mouth once in exhaustion before sitting down on a pristine white bench by the Han River.

If you were the heroine in a novel, it would be great because if that were the case, meeting the hero wouldn't be this difficult. You sit and look at the vast river, but it's empty. Let your thoughts float freely like the wind. before humming

Baby baby

As we have done for the past five years.

“Neharuharuka nomuhengbokeso obebi ironnari geudnaji ankeel.”

in my every day So happy. Oh, darling, I don't want this day to end.

“ Modunke ta byonnaji ankeel u nikanomu komabjana o baby .”

I don't want everything to change. I really want to thank you, oh darling.

“Nikanomu yebujana o nunul telsuka obsaw neunen nnomanpoyo heuk.”

You are so beautiful I can't take my eyes off you. In my eyes, I can only see you.

You can't sing this sad song until the end. You sobbed as you remembered Himchan's soft voice that night. You kept your head still, letting the clear water drop fall silently. The meaning of this song is too relevant to your life even though you don't want everything to be like that. But a familiar voice suddenly rang out, causing you to turn towards the sweet voice.

“Noman kyesok parapoka sibjana nan ochongmal.”

And I really want to see only you forever

And what you saw through the curtain of overflowing clear water was a lean man in a dignified black suit. White skin that was almost pale stood looking at you with an unpredictable expression. You were so curious that you had to stand up from your bench to face the man before he asked curiously.

“Who are you?”

“If you want to know, you have to prove it.” Your heart fluttered when you heard the familiar voice and answer. Before a strong hand reached out and took your hand, it touched his face, causing your eyes to widen into goose eggs from shock. A strong hand takes your hand and caresses it along the curve of your face. You closed your eyes before memories of the past in the front yard surfaced, causing you to startle and gasp before you opened your eyes and stared at the man in front of you, unable to believe your eyes.

“I'm sorry for the past incident. From now on, can I take care of (your name) for the rest of my life?” I said to the girl who had been on the verge of losing me for the past five years because Yongguk had always tried to keep the two of us away, but today I met her.

My five wishes for every first snowfall have come true.

So many sentences popped up in your mind that you didn't know what to say first. You wanted to tell the man in front of you that you love him. I want to blame him for abandoning you. Instead, you just nodded at him instead of answering everything. Tears of joy flowed down your cheeks, but even so, the familiar touch of a thick hand gently wiping away the clear water brought a smile to your face again. Hold on, Kim Himchan is still the same man.

The person who absorbs all your tears and disappears The person who is every reason for your daily smile and finally the man of prayer who today appears in front of you...

“From now on (your name), you will see Himchan hyung forever, right?”

“Of course, I won't leave (your name) anywhere again. I promise to take care of (your name) forever. Every year when the first snow falls, how about the two of us pray together?” Himchan wraps his arms around your waist, pulling your shoulder-tall body closer to his, the soft scent of flowers creating color. The blush on your cheeks and the joy in his eyes sparkling easily created a warm temperature in your heart.

“Good……(Name), I love Himchan.”

“I also love (your name)……my bride.”

Before you could even ask the ambiguous words Himchan had just uttered in such a good mood, the tall figure leaned his handsome face to be at your eye level before pressing a soft kiss to your lips, a kiss that was as gentle as the skin of yours. The snow suddenly became as hot as fire, making you almost unable to keep your guard up until the cool air surrounding you couldn't affect the taste of Kim Himchan's kiss..

White snowflakes continued to fall from the wide sky and it looked like it was about to turn into a small blizzard in no time, and that made you and Himchan have to leave the place beside the Han River. You still haven't forgotten to capture the white memories of the snowflakes in your heart and say thank you silently in your thoughts of thanking the snow. And you may not know that the man next to you does exactly what you do as well.

….Thank you snow….

Thank For Reading ^3^

** Thank you for the song translation.

Baby baby

from you

Vayumpiree

too ^^**

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