HERE I AM ; FIC XS

Short fic NoNC. I don't know what type it is. It starts off confusing and ends confusingly. : )

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FanFic ; XS (Xanxus x Squalo ) KHR

Title ; Here I am

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Poka.

            If you need a place where you can run

If you need a shoulder to cry on

I'll always be your friend

If you need a place to escape

If you need someone's shoulder to cry on

I will always be there as your friend....

“Happy New Year~” The cheerful morning voice of the castle ladyboy rang out in the dining room. As a result, all eyes were focused on the plump body (?) carrying a hand full of gift boxes. But it was definitely for Varia. that no one will reach out to help Just keep your eyes on it before turning your attention to the food on the table.

“Ah, these gifts are all yours. Don't you care at all?” Lussuria almost threw the gift box to the ground. But he held back his hand because he was disappointed with what was inside. Mamon, who was sitting there, was secretly relieved because he thought that after breakfast he would go and inspect the many gifts. Lussuria walked over and sat down at the dining table, glancing at the empty chair.

“It's New Year and Squalo is still going to work! “

“That person is a hard worker~” Belphegor chuckled. while scooping soup into his mouth “Unlike some people. Lately I've been drinking and getting drunk all day. I'm not going anywhere, Shishishi.” As he said that, his eyes glanced towards the tall figure sitting at the head of the table. His eyes were more irritated than ever.

"Boss is like this. Every New Year, he just drinks alcohol...what about work?"

"Let that bastard do it," Xanxus replied without thinking. Even though in his heart he was very anxious to let the young shark of Varia go out to work alone. This work is very dangerous! (News from Lussuria)

“But the job is very dangerous, Boss~” Bell continued to laugh with a secret amusement towards Lussuria. Leaving Xanxus pondering over the glass of wine in his hand. Levi stood nearby. Hurry and present your face.

“Boss, would you like me to help you with work?”

“No, let it go.” Xanxus shook his head and fell asleep on the dining table.

On the other hand, the young shark of Varia was breaking through a small mafia gang. who came to find out about Vongola Even though it's a small gang But it's not very easy. Due to the placement of good manpower, Squalo took a long time. Sometimes he was nearly defeated by their gunfire!

“Damn it...why are there so many of them coming out!! ” Some figures ran and swooped left and right. Don't waste even a second of your time with amateurs!

It's a new year and instead of staying in the castle, you have to work. Everyone else is lazy. If you do that, Varia will lose her reputation...which means that the boss will lose her reputation as well.

Thinking of this, the young shark swiftly swung his sword without paying attention to any wounds. All received

“I'm back.” Some people walked limply into Varia Castle. from leaving in the morning But coming back in the middle of the night, which was almost the morning of another day, showed how worthy of walking in!

"Are you all asleep?...Hungry?" Squalo carried his own bloodied body into the dining room. Which made him nearly fall to his feet with the boss's tall figure slumped on the dining table with a breakfast plate and countless bottles of liquor!!

"Hey Boss, don't you want to die?" Squalo walked up to Xanxus who was woken up by the shouting sound of the person in front of him.

“Ummm, I'm back late.”

“Who would know that there was someone secretly shooting in the back…”

“You got shot? ” The tall figure asked with a slight concern in his voice. Of course, Squalo had no way of knowing.

"Oh, it's sneaky..."

“You bastard, don't act like you just learned how to walk. How many years have you been doing this? Go back into your room and it's an eyesore."

"...... Oh," Squalo was speechless. After hearing the boss's angry words, Even though it's normal But he wasn't used to it yet, just as he wasn't used to working alone when suddenly he was alone. Xanxus stopped working with him.

Some figures walked out of the dining room. Forget all about food. Right now, Squalo's brain was full of irritation. and pain from wounds on the body Until I couldn't hear the soft voice spoken. from people in the dining room

“And don't forget to dress your wound! “

The morning of the second day of the new year Squalo also brought his own slim figure to the dining room. The Varia members looked at the young shark. The condition was full of frayed bandages that had been wrapped by the owner himself. A face full of wounds Even Xanxus, who he just talked to last night, was shocked. Because I was drunk last night, I didn't pay much attention to anything.

“Dead!! Are you working too hard, Squalo?” Lussuria approached. Some people didn't even have the strength to dodge, but shrugged their shoulders and walked over to sit on a chair.

"I'm going to go to work today...last job."

“You bastard, it's a holiday,” Xanxus muttered breathlessly, pouring liquor into the same glass as the one from last night.

"If I don't work And what will the name Varia be like? Didn't you think about it at all?"

“It was lost when we fought those kids,” Xanxus said calmly. Although it is not mentioned who it is But the people in the room all knew that Boss was talking about the future of the 10th generation, which was not his as they had hoped.

Squalo was silent. Just scoop a few bites of food into your mouth. before getting up and leaving the dining room

Angry at talking about defeat at that time? .... No, not even Squalo knew what this feeling was. It's a feeling of regret. and ashamed of the boss If he doesn't lose...if he can keep his promise before. Varia will not lose her name. That's why Squalo is trying to work now.

Somebody took himself to work again... now his only hope was not to cause Varia's name to be even more disgraceful. And strong enough to stand beside the boss...

Bang!!!

“Is this the Shark of Varia? It's easier to store than you think, hehe."

A strange man's hoarse voice came from behind, warm blood gushing down from his upper arm. There wasn't much for Squalo to think about. He only knew that he had made another mistake before he lost consciousness.

Varia Castle, Italy

“Why hasn't that bastard returned yet?” Xanxus said irritably in his office chair. Hand holding a glass full of vodka His mouth grumbled angrily.

"What's wrong Boss~ Squalo was gone a long time ago yesterday."

“But today is strange... Or because I talked about that time?”

"I don't know. Why doesn't Boss just ask himself, Shishishishi?" Belphegor walked out of the office. Leaving Xanxus to think to himself before dropping the vodka glass in his hand. and walked out of the office.

Squalo's thin, bloodied body was still lying in the same place. No one even walked past. Maybe it's because it's too lonely here to be noticed. The dense trees concealed it so that no one could see it. Until now, there was no sign that the owner of the body would wake up and the blood would stop flowing.

'I've decided! I won't cut your hair until you become the 10th generation.'

'From now on, I will definitely not lose to anyone.'

'And one day you'll be happy to have me as your subordinate.'

Xanxus was anxiously searching for Squalo with all his might. I don't know what makes him feel bad. But what I know now is that I have to find that trash. That's enough...

The tall figure stopped when he saw long silver hair stained with blood emerging from inside the old mansion. If he looked closely, he could see his thin body covered in thick blood. Seeing this made the sky very shocked. He almost jumped through the barbed wire and approached the figure. He fell down and looked at his face stained with blood.

“You bastard, wake up. What are you doing here?”

There was no response at all. Xanxus held the pale, bloodless face. before gently shaking

"Wake up, I'm right here."

"If you don't wake up, what am I going to do..." The tall figure made an embarrassed expression. full of guilt

“I should come out and work with you. If I wasn't afraid that you would be attacked too. If you're with me

If I'm next to you When you work every time, it must be good...

If I didn't just stay in my stupid castle.

If I... were beside you

Now I'm here, open your eyes..."

If you have broken dreams

Just lay them all on me

I'll be the one who understands

So take my hand

If your dreams are shattered

Leave it with me...

I will be the only one who understands you.

So...take my hand.

The tall figure held the figure's hand and looked down sadly. If he can do anything...

“Boss!! What happened?” The Varia members rushed in and when they saw that their leader was missing, they rushed out to search for him.

“How do you guys...know I'm here?”

“Ask people around here and this is Squalo!! “

“I don't know what to do...to get this trash to recover. If only…”

“Boss, just take Spasqualo to the hospital! Hurry, you seem to have lost a lot of blood.” Lussuria hurriedly made room for the leader to carry the young shark of Varia. Now Boss is no different from children. having to wait to hear orders He looked as nervous as a child.

“Open your eyes...you bastard.”

Some people slowly opened their eyes, causing the people around them to breathe a sigh of relief. It was a miracle that Squalo survived despite losing so much blood. Even though the surgery took a considerable amount of time

“It hurts...”

“Of course, I got shot and didn't get bitten by ants. Old wounds don't count, shishishi."

“The skill of bandaging wounds is poor. It's a waste of bandages."

Squalo chuckled at the Varia member. His eyes were fixed on Xanxus. Since he woke up, Xanxus hadn't said a single word. In addition to sending annoyed glances at the other members that makes a loud noise and sat quietly watching Strangely, Xanxus wasn't holding a glass of wine in his hand right now. Not even a bottle of vodka was in sight.

"When are you all going to leave? There's so many people," Xanxus said angrily. His hands and chin rested on the table next to him. The others saw that the situation was not good and immediately left. Leaving Squalo alone to face his irritated boss...

“And Boss...isn't he going?”

“Are you chasing me, you bastard?”

“No...just. Sick people need to rest. You act like you want to use me.”

“Well, if you're gone, I'll use it. Now that I'm not dead...that's good."

“Oh, if it weren't for the fact that I don't have the energy. I'll scold you in return,” the thin figure on the bed said, closing his eyes.

You know I'll do my best

To fill you up with all the love

That I can show someone

I promise you you'll never walk alone

You know I'll do my best.

To fill your heart with love

That's something I can show for someone.

I promise you'll never walk alone.

"Xansus"

"what"

“Can you sit here until I fall asleep?”

“Are you stupid or something?”

“I don't want to be alone.”

"um..."

When you need someone to love you

Here I am, hmmm

When you need someone to love you

I'm right here...