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His name is Dewey. Today I'm trying to write a short story. Come and let your friends try reading it. It's the first thing. Anyway, please leave feedback. And please follow along. Um..this short story It's a sweet love story, secretly liking, waiting, with a little bit of drama ^^ I apologize for any mistakes.

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Short story “Short story “Daisukidayo”

I'm a loner, a very cool political science student. I've been single for more than 20 years. It's not because I look like a thief or anything. My appearance is..fair enough. (In my heart, I want to argue that he's handsome too. But I'm considerate of you readers) that I don't have a boyfriend yet. Because of me

He's a very anxious person, and he's also irritating and bored, so he doesn't want to seriously think about having anything to do with anyone. Just talking all day I've also tried talking to women. (I'll find out he's gay) But..in the end, I couldn't stand my own anxiety. (I'm not insane.) People say I'm the kind of person who can make people fall in love and repulse at the same time.

I'm an idiot, I admit it. Because I'm very annoying. But here's the thing about people falling in love. I haven't seen one appear yet. Hey, one person..

“That's enough for today.. In two weeks we will have exams. There's still time to prepare. However, don't get so carried away that you forget to review your lessons. All lovely students Especially you..Idea.." The teacher's voice called my name.

“Don't be too lazy to give it too much. If I resist, you won't pass my exam. This summer we will definitely meet.” Is that a threat to me?

“Oh..Teacher, you see I'm lazy and quiet, but I turned in all my work, right? Even though I sent it late, I sent it." I retorted slightly at the teacher.

“Yah .. last exam was in Japanese. Who is the only one who failed the exam?”

“Well, I'm weak in Japanese. Try being a teacher's subject. There was no drop of one or two points.”

“The score dropped by ten points, hehe.”

"Yes... Yes, that's bad, Master."

I argue with the professor in this subject regularly. It is the source of amusement among friends. But the teacher was kind to me. Whenever there was any work, he would always trust me to do it. Call it good or bad? Sigh..Two more weeks until the exam. It's better to take things home. (Go read a book? – Writer) No, turn on the computer, play games, watch movies -..-

“Hey..idea. Do you want to go to karaoke with me today?” the voice of my close friend Winnie invited me.

“Is anyone going?” I asked.

"There's me, Natty (Winnie's girlfriend), Beer (friend in the group), Fah (beer fan)" Wow, you're going together like this, I'm going with the dog -..-

"Uh.. Let's go as a couple. I'll go home and read a book."

“Hey, what are you going to do as a student now? I've been stressed all day. Let go, friends. I'll find some girls around here for you."

“Isn't that better? Didn't you hear what teacher threatened me just now?"

“Oh, what are you afraid of? I normally never fail this subject. Plus I'll get a top score."

"Anyway, I'll pass. Today I want to go home quickly."

“Oh, yes, then do as you please. Do I have to take you to the car myself?”

“You don't have to. Soon the girls will go further together. That you and I are a gay couple. That's enough.”

Winnie and I are best friends. We usually go home together. Where do we go together? Whatever we do, we do it together until the girls in the university go far away. 0' But when Winnie has a girlfriend He began to separate himself more and more to live with his girlfriend. During this time, I often went home alone.

I walked out of the faculty building. Passing by many people walking back and forth, it was time for school to end. So there were a lot of people especially. Which I don't really like traveling with a lot of people walking. But it can't be chosen. There's only one way out. Some people walk in pairs. Some people walk in groups. There are very few people who walk alone at this time like me.

But I've gotten used to seeing these pictures.

I walked slowly and arrived in front of the university. Prepare to take the bus back as usual like every day. Many couples were also waiting at this bus stop. Even though I say I'm used to it. But why today? The weather is cool and cloudy like this. It makes me feel lonely. Or will I be lonely? But I'm never lonely. Sigh..what the fuck

Today the bus came later than usual. Or will I miss the bus? I looked at my watch and it said 3:30 p.m. Normally the bus would arrive at this time. I suspect there will be traffic jams today. Definitely not where the car breaks down again. This kind of incident is not the first time this has happened. So I wasn't in any hurry. Go find something to eat first. You can return to travel later.

Otherwise, just take a taxi back. It's easy. (I took the bus because I wanted to save money. I'll get money to save up to travel, haha) I walked into the alley next to the university. It's an alley like a walking street, with many shophouses, shops, restaurants, and merchandise stores. I walked into 7-11 and bought sausages, ham, bread, and Pepsi water.

I plan to take it to eat at the cartoon rental shop at the end of this alley..

When I walked in a little deeper The shops and people began to thin out. Enter the residential zone I'm surprised too. That's why the bookstore To have come in so deep But there are many people who know this shop.

.. jingle jingle..

The sound of the bell opening the store door I walked over and picked up a few books from the shelf. Before going to the cashier, then sitting and reading. My usual place Where I used to sit regularly He slowly picked up a snack and put it in his mouth. Turn on music from your phone and put on headphones, preparing to dive into my private world. I noticed that a group of women at the next table were looking at me with expressions of interest, but I didn't care.

My head is full of music and cartoons right now.

"It's..Senpai." A woman's voice sounded.

"um.."

“I have something to confess to my senior.” The girl lowered her head and blushed.

“Um..” The young man could only give a short answer. He held a comic book in his hand and wore headphones, but the girl was not interested in the young man's indifferent expression.

“I have secretly liked a senior for a long time. Please take this.” She held out the gift box in front of the young man. But the young man didn't see him and ignored him.

“Um..” The young man nodded slightly. The woman then put the things on the table.

“It shows that seniors accept my feelings, right?”

"um.."

"My name is Party. First year, seniors, can you date me?"

“Um..huh? Are you talking to me just now? ”The young man made a face.... as if he had just woken up from a trance. The younger generation looked shocked.

I really can't hear this. What's going on?

“Well, I asked: Will seniors be able to date me? ”The girl blushed. As for the young man, he only made a confused expression.

"Uh...why are you dating me?"

“Well, I like seniors. Then the senior nodded. And answer yes too."

"Uh..it's me?" Huh? When am I going to speak? “I think there must be some misunderstanding. I'm not your type. Please excuse me." I walked out of the store. leaving the little girl standing confused

“Senpai, wait..” a young girl's voice called out. But I don't care. Hurry and get out of the store as quickly as possible. Actually, I'm glad that people like it. But as said I'm not ready to date anyone right now.

I walked out in front of the store, sighed, looked at the clock, it said 4:00 p.m., there was still half an hour left. Until the car arrives, where should I go? Or is it better to pay for a taxi? I'm starting to want to go home. Encountered an incident like that just now. Come on, you're not acting right.

I walked lazily down the street, going to a place I don't often walk. The people were few and there were only old, scary shophouses. The air was overcast, making me feel lonely for the first time in many years. I keep walking Found an old public park In the past, there were usually many children running around, including me.

But now it has become an abandoned garden. If my eyes weren't blinded by themselves I will see a woman Sitting on the swing, right?

I walked into the garden To come and make sure, it seemed like something was nudging me to come in. She's really a woman, probably a person -..- probably not a ghost. Because her face is very cute. Her face is sweet, white, chubby, and her hair is tied on both sides. Aegyo like a Japanese kid Having said that, her face looks very Japanese.

But she's probably around my age. Uh..I noticed from the student uniforms at a private university near here.

I don't know if I stared at her too much or what. She turned and looked at me. And smile brightly Eh..she smiled at me too. So I walked closer to her.

“Why are you here alone?” I asked her. Well, I asked like we were acquaintances. I should start by saying hello first.

"Oh, I'm waiting for some people. And you, why did you come here?" she asked me in a cute, bright voice.

“Uh..that..just kept walking. Saw you alone Normally this is an abandoned garden.”

“Who said it was an abandoned garden?” she asked me.

“So it's not like that? Well, no one is here anymore.”

“Well, I still come here every day. And how can it be deserted?” She smiled at her answer. Her smile is bright. It's like making someone's world only dull. There was light and brightness.

"So who are you waiting for? Waiting alone. It's dangerous. There aren't many people around here either." I said and sat down on the swing next to her.

“Why do I have to tell you? ^_^ No, I've been here for a year now. And today I met him too, so I'm very happy.”

"Really? That's good," I smiled.

“Why are you looking sad?” she asked me. Oh, I'm smiling.

“What's so sad? This is a different smiley face.”

“It's just sad here.”

"Where's the sadness?" You crazy person. People who smile think they're sad. Strange people.

“The look in your eyes..is sad. Is there something on your mind?” She brought her face closer to mine. Try to use your big eyes Stare into my eyes It's like it's penetrating my skull. Staring like this, even if I were a man, I'd be embarrassed.

"This...." I used my finger to push her head away. “I am nothing.

“A liar.. a liar.” She made a face of deceiving me. Put on the glasses I really want to ask her: Is this the way they act when meeting strangers? -..-

I watched her play with my glasses and give me strange looks that made me laugh. We took turns making funny faces competing with each other. Take turns telling this story. It's like we've been close since every lifetime, but this girl, I feel like she's not like other women. It's not because you're crazy or crazy.

But she is the person I talk to and feel the most comfortable with, happy, and my heart beats strangely. Like I've never felt before.

“You are so funny,” she laughed at me.

“She's really crazy, too,” I laughed.

“I have to go,” she told me, handing me back my glasses.

"Um, bye." When I left, why did I feel so sad?

“See you later ^___^” She smiled and walked out from here cheerfully. I could only look after her. Before she leaves the garden She turned and smiled at me again. before walking away I lowered my head and breathed a sigh of relief!! How could I have forgotten to ask her name? Damn it!!

But there is something more unlucky for me than that. When I looked at the clock, I saw that The clock said 4:25 p.m., and I immediately squinted. The bus will be here in 5 minutes!!! No need to think. Put the dog in gear and run out of the alley immediately..

The next day

In the end, I didn't miss the bus and had to pay a taxi fare to ride home anyway. Oh, that day I forgot to ask the woman's name. Should I try going to see her again today?

“Hi friend,” Winnie walked up to greet me. While I was packing all my belongings into my bag, if I were to guess, he would definitely come and invite me to go somewhere else.

“Hey Winnie.”

“Let's go to this place today..”

"Where are you going ?"

"watch a film"

"Let's go in pairs again. I'm not going. I have business today."

"Hey, what business is this? I've never seen it myself."

"Alright, let's go myself. I'm going."

"Oh hey, where is your idea going..."

I don't care about my best friend's calls. Hurry and leave the building immediately. Let it be known. You said you were disappointed? All of my friends have boyfriends. There's me who has to be single and alone (not really, that's a different story). Anyway, I want to go see her. I want to know her name anyway. Today I have to ask.

I walked out of university Enter the same alley. Turn into the alley again. Oh, will the way be complicated? Having said that, it is far from My university is the same. But why would I spend my energy asking someone's name? In order to come talk to someone as well. If it happens and I don't see you It's a waste of travel. I'm tired for free. Will you be waiting for me?

No, you should wait for that person. If that person comes, she'll probably go back. Eh, what should I do now? Sigh..my anxiety disorder has made me lose my mind again...calm down the idea... calm down

Now I have walked to the park. Seeing her sitting in the same place, I was very relieved. I smiled and walked in immediately. She smiled as she greeted me with a bright smile. I sat on the swing next to her. Then he asked her,

“Are you waiting for that person again?”

“Yes,” she replied with a smile.

“So have you met him yet?”

“Found it ^^”

“Then why haven't you returned yet?”

“I just found it just now.” Eh? So just now? ?Why do I feel like I want it to be me so much? But it's impossible. We met yesterday for the first time.

“Oh...sigh.”

"What's wrong? Why are you sighing?" She made her eyes wide and brought her questioning face close to me again.

"I'm tired of the world." I made a face.

“Oh, you're such a boring man.”

“Well, I'm both bored and worried.”

“Come on ^^ Ah..take this,” she said and handed me a small cloth package. I looked confused but took it and opened it to look at. There's a keychain inside. Japanese amulets I've seen have Japanese characters written on them. Can't read? What is this?

“What is this?” I asked her.

“An amulet to reduce anxiety ^_^”

“Is there something like this?”

“Yes, I did it myself.”

"So, what does this letter mean?"

"If you want to know, go find the translation yourself."

“Oh -0-'”

In conclusion, today I got an amulet to take home. And then I didn't catch the bus as usual. Because I was just talking and having fun. Hey!!!! I forgot to ask her name again. Damn it. I looked at the amulet she gave me and unconsciously smiled.

After that, I stopped by to see her every day. We talk and have fun. Taking turns exchanging stories you make me happy And I felt extremely comfortable in a way that I had never felt comfortable before. But I still don't know her name. That's okay. Maybe someday. I'll have to ask.

Every time I'm careless There will be your face floating in It's like a holographic image, repeated over and over, like you're stuck in a trance. You make a heart that was once dry come back to life. and moisturize again Today is a full week. And then I talked to her (Because I went to see her myself) Why are you being late? It's better to pack up your things and hurry.

"Idea!" came Winnie's voice again.

“Hi friend.”

“Confess,” Winnie hissed.

“What confession?” I looked confused. Winnie came in and locked my neck to prevent me from escaping. Please let me go. Are you crazy friends going to kill each other? I'm so uncomfortable.

“Where are you secretly going with a girl, right?”

“What crazy girl? No, just let me go!!”

“Then why did you come home so early these days? Immediately after class I hurriedly walked out of the building without paying attention to anyone. Please tell me.”

“I hurriedly went home. Go back and review the textbook. There will be an exam next week."

"Tui, you and me, yesterday I went to my own house in the evening. Mother told me that she hasn't come back yet."

"I went to read comics yesterday, so I came back late, so let me go, I'm uncomfortable."

Winnie kindly released me. I pulled up the collar of my shirt and tidied it up a bit. Wow, that's a lot of force.

“So, where are you going today?” Winnie asked me, crossing my arms. I'm not your own son. I'm threatening you. Oh no.

“Why would you ask me to go anywhere else?”

"Just a little bit. How about tutoring for exams?"

“Ma...mai?”

“Don't say no!” Iwin interrupted my word no.

“I'm going to tutor with my girlfriend myself. Why are you dragging me along? I have business to do.”

“What kind of business is it? Every day business. Today my girlfriend is working on a project. As for our room, we made an appointment to tutor for the exam today. And I have to go and be

Duo

Me too, I'm not close to anyone in the room."

"I'm beer, just go with him. Why are you dragging me away? You're too lazy."

"No, I'll go with myself. Let's go." Winnie finished speaking and dragged me away by the neck. I was going crazy.

"Hey, I said what's wrong with you? Let me go!!!" I cried out loudly, but Winnie didn't care -...-

In the end, I had to agree to tutoring even though I didn't want to. My heart has drifted to that girl. During tutoring, I just sat there and was speechless. What will you be like? Will you still be waiting? Will you go home yet? And will anyone come and do anything to her? The more I think about it, the more I worry. My brain is all worried. I could only look at the amulet she gave me.

Perfect!!!

Iwinnie's finger snapping sound Made me come out of my trance.

“What are you thinking about yourself? The exam tutor called three or four times himself. Didn't you hear it yourself?"

"Oh.." I stood up. When does the teacher call you? I don't know anything about it.

"What's wrong with you, Idea? Didn't you hear the teacher calling you?"

"Sorry, I was just thinking about something."

“Follow the teacher here. The teacher has something to discuss with you.”

Karma! The work has come in. Why do I feel like work is coming in? Anyway, I don't know. I followed the teacher to the teacher's room.

“Sit, Idea.” The teacher called for me to come sit. To be honest, every time I entered the teacher's room, I feel so cold and hot that I can't tell you.

“Teacher, what did you call me here for?”

"Teacher has something for you to do."

"yes ?"

That's why I told my mom the numbers to go buy the lottery. Isn't this right? -..- The teacher gave me a mischievous look. That kind of look Makes my face instantly turn pale. I've got work to do, hehe.

Until the teacher released me He then recited about the presentation of the group's work. They said that they would let me be the one to coordinate everything because I am a trustworthy person. Doing work more neatly than the chairman or the faculty month -..- I tried to deny it with all kinds of excuses. Because I don't like working like this at all. But the teacher refused.

Threatening to deduct points from me for one move, which has nothing to do with this matter. Sigh, the elephant work has come again. It's already five, almost six. Will you still be here? At least I'd better hurry and take a look.

Right now there's nothing in my head. My feet moved as fast as I could. The sky became dark, the sun began to disappear, and the crowd disappeared and everyone walked home. I ran out of the university as quickly as possible. In my heart I hoped that she would still be sitting and waiting. Even though I knew that she wasn't waiting for me But I want to meet you

Because one week from now I probably won't meet her.

I quickly ran into the park. The park was quiet. I looked around and saw no one, didn't hear anything. Aside from my frightened, gasping sound, I sat down on the sand. Lie down and lie down from exhaustion. sweaty Have I gone crazy or what? It's already late now. If you're waiting, then you're crazy.

Even if she doesn't wait for me!! It hurts. What is this feeling? I close my eyes. Hoping to forget this crazy feeling..

“Hey!! lying on the sand Isn't it a little dirty?" A familiar voice made me open my eyes. See this girl's face She stands on my head. Then she sat down. Use those eyes to look into my eyes. At this time, I really couldn't say anything, I was tired and confused.

“Hey, are you okay? Why are you covered in sweat like this?” She picked up a handkerchief and wiped the sweat on my face for me. I hold her hand

“Why haven't you gone back yet? Is it dark yet?” I asked her.

“Oh, I'm waiting for that person. ^_^ I thought you wouldn't come again. See, it's already dark.” She smiled like this again. My heart trembles confused and hurt I know that that person is not me.

"It's because I was worried about you that I came."

"So? ^^ I'm so happy."

"You don't have to put on a smile," I stood up. Look at her face carefully, “Next time, you don't have to wait until this late, you know? It's dangerous.”

“It's okay.”

“Look, I'm worried about you.”

"It's okay ^^"

“Sigh..you really are. ....Where is your house? I'll walk you there." In the end, I always have to lose sight of that smiling face.

"I'll take the bus back soon^^"

“Then let's go. It's getting dark. I'll be worried at home.” I pulled her hand to get up and follow me. Her hands were soft and warm. We walked hand in hand. which made my feelings Clearer than before I think I might like her already. But I still don't know anything about her. I don't know her name, I don't know her address. She's waiting for someone, I don't know. I don't know anything. Sigh..

“Thank you for coming. Please come home,” she told me. Before getting on the bus I waved goodbye to her. before walking to catch a taxi home

---- When you get home

“Oh, idea, why are you back so late today?” my mother asked when she saw her newborn child who had just arrived home.

“The teacher called me to discuss work, Mom. This Saturday-Sunday I have to go to university.”

"So? It's almost time for the exam. Take care of yourself. Idea."

“Yes, mother.”

“So, did your child roll around in the sand? Or did he stumble and fall and his head was full of sand? Look.” My mother reached out her hand and wiped away the sand.

“Uh..a little bit, Mom. It's okay." I smiled at Mom.

“This kid, be careful, he's already grown up.”

---- The next day

Today I came to university because I had to do work as the teacher ordered. Along with bringing books to read in your free time. Because I don't want to study in the summer again. In my head right now, I can't think of anything else besides work and exams next week. Heck, yesterday I was just angry. Hurry and take her home.

So I didn't tell her that I probably wouldn't see her for a few days. I was bored. And how would she feel? I'll definitely come out and wait alone again. Oh, I can stop thinking about you now...no matter how hard I try. My heart doesn't listen well. I picked up the amulet and looked at it. I smile and my worries are relieved every time I see it.

But what does it mean in Japanese? If you want to know, try asking the teacher.

“Teacher, what does this word mean?” I walked up and asked the Japanese language teacher.

“Look,” the teacher took the amulet from me and read it. “Oh, it says to open the inside.”

"Eh.. Oh, thank you."

Open inside? Do you mean inside the amulet? I turned the amulet around. I found that it had a small hole just enough for a piece of paper to fit in. So I tricked myself inside. Found a piece of paper As I was taking it out...

“Idea..come take a look at the work file. Why can't it print?" The teacher's voice called out to me again. Sigh... Let's put it aside for now.

------ 4 days later

Damn it, I don't even have time to go see her. I miss you so much. For the past three days, I've had work and exams and almost no time to rest. I want to go see you, my heart is breaking, but I can't. It was now during lunch break on the second exam day of this week. I picked up the amulet and looked at it. Then I realized

that there is paper inside the amulet I immediately took it out and looked at it. That piece of paper also had a message written on it for me. I read it immediately.

To Idea

I don't know if you remember me. But I remember you We've met in high school. You saved me from the baggage thief that day, right here, in this park. It's where we first met. At that time, I was just passing by to visit this area. I want to get to know you. But you were in too much of a hurry. After that day

I have always thought about you, dreamed and hoped to see you again. What would you like to do in return? I can only think and come and wait for you here every day with the hope of meeting you Now I've found it. I'm really happy ^^ Thank you very much. Now my feelings are just to thank you.

Now do you know that it has become the word "I like you with all my heart"? After that day when I talked about predictions, I don't know why. Love is funny, haha. This is my first time like this too. I hope you think the same and I'll wait.. ^^ Don't be surprised that I know your name. (I can see it from the legs of your glasses.

What kind of crazy person writes his name on his glasses? Stupid eyes.)

“...You...” My voice was almost speechless after reading this letter. I'm really bad at this. Why can't I remember her? You'd better hurry and find her. I hope you're still waiting. I have to run out now..

“Hey! Idea: Where are you going? There's an exam in 15 minutes," Winnie's voice shouted. along with a hand that held me back from leaving the building

“I have some business to do, hurry up and let go!” I shouted.

"Are you crazy? Going out right now will disqualify you from taking the exam. The teacher also threatened you in the subject you're in."

"Oh, you don't understand me."

“Please explain yourself. What is it about? What is more important? About the final exam If you don't pass yourself I also have to go to summer. Please tell me, what is important?"

“Sigh.” Since when have I been unable to control myself? Winnie's words made me think and calm down.

"Calm down, friend. Hurry up and take the exam, then leave."

“Oh, thank you.”

Winnie patted my shoulder. It's like he understands and knows everything. Then I was dragged by my neck into the exam room. I hurried to take the exam as quickly as possible. You could call it the first person in the room to finish. Then I quickly ran out of the university. There's nothing in my head right now. I must hurry and tell her my feelings.

While I was running on the way to the park I saw a flower shop. I didn't hesitate to go in and choose a white rose. And the card is attached to a rose. Inside is written the message “大好き” in blue pen that means I like you. I thought I'd ask her first if she wanted to know what I thought of her.

Now I know what you think. She must want to know. I will give you this rose. I'm sure she can read it, I don't know, but my feelings tell me so.

I ran to the park, panting, my eyes searching for her. Then I saw her sitting in the same place. Her face was sad..I slowly walked towards her. When you see me She smiled and walked towards me immediately.

“Hey, idea.”

"It's..you. I have something to tell you."

“I also have something to tell you. Uh..can I speak first? I don't have much time.”

"Oh, okay. You said it."

“I have to go. From today, we probably won't meet again.”

"Hah, why? Where are you going?" What the hell? When I know the truth today, I'll answer. I'll tell you I love you. Why do you do this to me? All this time she was waiting for me. So where will you go today?

“Going to a faraway place”

“That's not true. It's not true, is it? You know, today I planned to tell you that I like you. And where will she run to again? Why did you say you'd wait?" My eyes started to water. Just like her eyes

“I'm sorry, but it's too late. You're too late. I... can't stay here any longer...”

“What does that mean?”

“Close your eyes, idea..” She told me to close my eyes. which I closed my eyes Her little hands held my face. The hand was cold. Before her lips touched me, she kissed me, and the first kiss was the first kiss. It's both warm and gentle. I saw a clear picture of the whole incident. The picture I saw was of her being attacked.

From the methamphetamine gang that comes here to deliver drugs. Then she happened to see it, so she was stabbed, killed, and muffled. Her screams echoed in my head. She slowly parted her lips. When I opened my eyes Her body had disappeared. Tears were flowing out of my eyes, my legs were weak, I was collapsing. I didn't even know her name. I let her wait all this time. But what did I do until today, the day you left? I just couldn't do anything.

I still can't protect her. I picked up the white rose that I had planned to give her. On that card, aside from the blue letters that I wrote myself, 大好き。 There was also newly written pink ink saying “わたしも大好きわよ” which made my tears flow without stopping. I heard footsteps running from behind. And your firm hands hold me

“You are at peace now, Idea. You are at peace now,” a familiar voice sounded. Iwin's stuff made me gasp. Right now, I'm too sad to ask how this Iwin came here.

“I am very naive. She said she came to wait every day. The day I came to see her, she said she had found it. I've just seen it so many times now. Why am I not bothered at all? I'm really stupid.”

“Yes, it is the most dishonest person in the three worlds. Plus he's the man who cries the ugliest in the world hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha After it was quiet for a while It laughed hysterically.

"Oh." Now I'm too sad. I'll turn around and take issue with it.

“Hey, dear friend, do you really believe this? That woman is really dead.”

“What do you mean? How do you know this? How did you get here?” I questioned.

“We will answer all your questions. Let's introduce all the defendants and witnesses...please come.” Winnie called out to someone, maybe 5-6 people, each person. All my friends Including that woman. What is this? I'm completely dizzy. I haven't regained consciousness yet.

“First we will introduce the defendant..” Winnie pushed the woman I liked in front of me. "Introduce you..this girl's name is Ren Ai...my cousin."

“Huh? What do you say?” I was stunned. Does anyone have an ear pick? I feel like my ears are ringing.

“Well, Ren coughed. It's my cousin. three or four days ago I wonder why I had to rush out after class and ran out. Said he was always busy. It was a mistake, so I secretly followed. Then I met you and Ren Ai. I'm waiting myself to go back. So I talked with Ren Ai. All that I saw just now was staged. Because I'm engaged

You don't tell me if you have something yourself."

“Is this all together? And why did I hear the male thief's voice? My own voice screamed. Why? Is my brain crazy?"

"It's not crazy." Beer held out a voice recorder. Turn up the volume and let Ren cough. Stuffed in a shirt pocket

“Because of me. Time to enter your thoughts, your private world, or when you yourself are thinking about something. I myself will not have much consciousness. Ren coughed and kissed himself. Before turning on this sound Made me think that Ren wanted to tell me this,” Beer said.

“Huh, how did you get the pink ink pen?” I was starting to get angry.

“In the middle of kissing Ren Ai. I came out from behind. And slowly write it down,” Winnie said.

“So what are the remaining people doing?” I asked with a straight face.

"How about filming a movie and submitting a project at the end of the semester? *-* Kills two birds with one stone. I guarantee that this work will get full marks."

“Oh...okay, we had a lot of fun. Please make yourself comfortable." I wiped away my tears before walking out. I don't care about anyone's calls. Hey Ren Ai, if you do this you will have fun and be very satisfied.

I walked out to the bus stop and was about to get on the bus to leave.

“Wait a minute, Brother Idea.” A familiar voice came, causing me to flinch, but I tried not to pay attention. But she ran up and grabbed my wrist. The bus I was about to board closed the door and drove off.

“What the fuck are you doing to her? I'm going home.”

"Can you listen to Ren's cough first?"

“I don't listen to anything.”

“Consider it Ren Ai's request. Ren Ai didn't intend to do this, but..”

“But what?”

“Because Brother Win asked me to. Because I have to finish the project. Ren coughed, so he had to remember. I'm sorry, Ren. But Ren Ai's feelings are real. It's not a show. Ren I really like you. Ren actually comes to sit and wait for me every day. Set it up for a year. Aren't you going to have some sympathy for Ren Ai?" Her voice trembled. It's like I'm about to cry. Damn it.

I don't like it when you do this. It makes me want to cry. How much will I feel lost? But my feelings I still like her the same way. I don't hate you at all.

“So, let me ask you something.”

"yes"

“Was that kiss real or a performance?”

“Uh..” She was stunned, her face red, and her face bowed. “It's..really. I don't know what to do. Ren Ai didn't mean to kiss, but it was necessary. Ren Ai tried to think of it as an act. Because Ren Ai had never kissed anyone before. P'Win said just putting your lips on it would be enough. But..it doesn't work.

After applying it to the lips Ren Ai felt like his feelings were all drawn to him. And Ren Ai knew his feelings as well. Please don't be angry at Ren-ai."

"...." I was quiet.

"P'Idea"

"I'll think about it." I walked away, turning my back on her. After that, I smiled a lot like a crazy person.

“Phi Idea ..” She shouted to me again. I frowned and turned around to ask.

“Where are you going? Won't you go home? That's the opposite way." I was taken aback for a bit.

“You changed your mind.” I walked back to Ren Ai. She looked confused. I extended my hand in front of her. “I'm going to go get something to eat. Shall we go together?” I smiled and Ren coughed. That smile of hers. No matter how many times you smile, it makes my world bright every time. Ren coughed and held my hand. "You have to be the one who takes care of Ren Ai too ^^"

"Who said..eat it yourself and pay for it yourself?"

"Then Ren Ai won't go."

“Then why are you following me?”

“Well, I won't let go of Ren Ai's hand. If you stop walking, you'll fall."

“Then why do you have to let me go?”

"Oh, I don't know."

"I won't let Miss Bong go anywhere again ^^" I rubbed her head passionately.

“Nah, my hair is messy.. but it's warm.” Ren coughed, blushing. That made me very satisfied.

I don't care anymore. When will my anxiety disorder flare up again? I just know that now Next to me right now there is someone who can accept it. And he's ready to wait. and walk together with me At least when I'm depressed. There will still be Ren coughing next to him. There are people I'm comfortable with. Now that's enough.

This is the happiest time of my life. ^_^

I'm a loner, a very cool political science student. I've been single for more than 20 years. It's not because I look like a thief or anything. My appearance is..fair enough. (In my heart, I want to argue that he's handsome too. But I'm considerate of you readers) that I don't have a boyfriend yet. Because of me

He's a very anxious person, and he's also irritating and bored, so he doesn't want to seriously think about having anything to do with anyone. Just talking all day I've also tried talking to women. (I'll find out he's gay) But..in the end, I couldn't stand my own anxiety. (I'm not insane.) People say I'm the kind of person who can make people fall in love and repulse at the same time.

I'm an idiot, I admit it. Because I'm very annoying. But here's the thing about people falling in love. I haven't seen one appear yet. Hey, one person..

“That's enough for today.. In two weeks we will have exams. There's still time to prepare. However, don't get so carried away that you forget to review your lessons. All lovely students Especially you..Idea.." The teacher's voice called my name.

“Don't be too lazy to give it too much. If I resist, you won't pass my exam. This summer we will definitely meet.” Is that a threat to me?

“Oh..Teacher, you see I'm lazy and quiet, but I turned in all my work, right? Even though I sent it late, I sent it." I retorted slightly at the teacher.

“Yah .. last exam was in Japanese. Who is the only one who failed the exam?”

“Well, I'm weak in Japanese. Try being a teacher's subject. There was no drop of one or two points.”

“The score dropped by ten points, hehe.”

"Yes... Yes, that's bad, Master."

I argue with the teacher of this subject regularly. It is the source of amusement among friends. But the teacher was kind to me. Whenever there was any work, he would always trust me to do it. Call it good or bad? Sigh..Two more weeks until the exam. It's better to take things home. (Go read a book? – Writer) No, turn on the computer, play games, watch movies -..-

“Hey..idea. Do you want to go to karaoke with me today?” the voice of my close friend Winnie invited me.

“Is anyone going?” I asked.

"There's me, Nutty (Winnie's girlfriend), Beer (friend in the group), Fah (beer fan)" Wow, you're going together like this, I'm going with the dog -..-

"Uh.. Let's go as a couple. I'll go home and read a book."

“Hey, what are you going to do as a student now? I've been stressed all day. Let go, friends. I'll find some girls around here for you to invite."

“Isn't that better? Didn't you hear what teacher threatened me just now?"

“Oh, what are you afraid of? I normally never fail this subject. Plus I'll get a top score."

"Anyway, I'll pass. Today I want to go home quickly."

“Oh, yes, then do as you please. Do I have to take you to the car myself?”

“You don't have to. Soon the girls will go further together. That you and I are a gay couple. That's enough.”

Winnie and I are best friends. We usually go home together. Where do we go together? Whatever we do, we do it together until the girls in the university go far away. 0' But when Winnie has a girlfriend He began to separate himself more and more to live with his girlfriend. During this time, I often went home alone.

I walked out of the faculty building. Passing by many people walking back and forth, it was time for school to end. So there were a lot of people especially. Which I don't really like traveling with a lot of people walking. But it can't be chosen. There's only one way out. Some people walk in pairs. Some people walk in groups. There are very few people who walk alone at this time like me.

But I've gotten used to seeing these pictures.

I walked slowly and arrived in front of the university. Prepare to take the bus back as usual like every day. Many couples were also waiting at this bus stop. Even though I say I'm used to it. But why today? The weather is cool and cloudy like this. It makes me feel lonely. Or will I be lonely? But I'm never lonely. Sigh..what the fuck

Today the bus came later than usual. Or will I miss the bus? I looked at my watch and it said 3:30 p.m. Normally the bus would arrive at this time. I suspect there will be traffic jams today. Definitely not where the car breaks down again. This kind of incident is not the first time this has happened. So I wasn't in any hurry. Go find something to eat first. You can return to travel later.

Otherwise, just take a taxi back. It's easy. (I took the bus because I wanted to save money. I'll get money to save up to travel, haha) I walked into the alley next to the university. It's an alley like a walking street, with many shophouses, shops, restaurants, and merchandise stores. I walked into 7-11 and bought sausages, ham, bread, and Pepsi water.

I plan to take it to eat at the cartoon rental shop at the end of this alley..

When I walked in a little deeper The shops and people began to thin out. Enter the residential zone I'm surprised too. That's why the bookstore To have come in so deep But there are many people who know this shop.

.. jingle jingle..

The sound of the bell opening the store door I walked over and picked up a few books from the shelf. Before going to the cashier, then sitting and reading. My usual place Where I used to sit regularly He slowly picked up a snack and put it in his mouth. Turn on music from your phone and put on headphones, preparing to dive into my private world. I noticed that a group of women at the next table were looking at me with expressions of interest, but I didn't care.

My head is full of music and cartoons right now.

"It's..Senpai." A woman's voice sounded.

"um.."

“I have something to confess to my senior.” The girl lowered her head and blushed.

“Um..” The young man could only give a short answer. He held a comic book in his hand and wore headphones, but the girl was not interested in the young man's indifferent expression.

“I have secretly liked a senior for a long time. Please take this.” She held out the gift box in front of the young man. But the young man didn't see him and ignored him.

“Um..” The young man nodded slightly. The woman then put the things on the table.

“It shows that seniors accept my feelings, right?”

"um.."

"My name is Party. First year, seniors, can you date me?"

“Um..huh? Are you talking to me just now? ”The young man made a face.... as if he had just woken up from a trance. The younger generation looked shocked.

I really can't hear this. What's going on?

“Well, I asked: Will seniors be able to date me? ”The girl blushed. As for the young man, he only made a confused expression.

"Uh...why are you dating me?"

“Well, I like seniors. Then the senior nodded. And answer yes too."

"Uh..it's me?" Huh? When am I going to speak? “I think there must be some misunderstanding. I'm not your type. Please excuse me." I walked out of the store. leaving the little girl standing confused

“Senpai, wait..” a young girl's voice called out. But I don't care. Hurry and get out of the store as quickly as possible. Actually, I'm glad that people like it. But as said I'm not ready to date anyone right now.

I walked out in front of the store, sighed, looked at the clock, it said 4:00 p.m., there was still half an hour left. Until the car arrives, where should I go? Or is it better to pay for a taxi? I'm starting to want to go home. Encountered an incident like that just now. Come on, you're not acting right.

I walked lazily down the street, going to a place I don't often walk. The people were few and there were only old, scary shophouses. The air was overcast, making me feel lonely for the first time in many years. I keep walking Found an old public park In the past, there were usually many children running around, including me.

But now it has become an abandoned garden. If my eyes weren't blinded by themselves I will see a woman Sitting on the swing, right?

I walked into the garden To come and make sure, it seemed like something was nudging me to come in. She's really a woman too. It's probably a person -..- probably not a ghost. Because her face is very cute. Her face is sweet, white, chubby, and her hair is tied on both sides. Aegyo like a Japanese kid Having said that, her face looks very Japanese.

But she's probably around my age. Uh..I noticed from the student uniforms at a private university near here.

I don't know if I stared at her too much or what. She turned and looked at me. And smile brightly Eh..she smiled at me too. So I walked closer to her.

“Why are you here alone?” I asked her. Well, I asked like we were acquaintances. I should start by saying hello first.

"Oh, I'm waiting for some people. And you, why did you come here?" she asked me in a cute, bright voice.

“Uh..that..just kept walking. Saw you alone Normally this is an abandoned garden.”

“Who said it was an abandoned garden?” she asked me.

“So it's not like that? Well, no one is here anymore.”

“Well, I still come here every day. And how can it be deserted?” She smiled at her answer. Her smile is bright. It's like making someone's world only dull. There was light and brightness.

"So who are you waiting for? Waiting alone. It's dangerous. There aren't many people around here either." I said and sat down on the swing next to her.

“Why do I have to tell you? ^_^ No, I've been here for a year now. And today I met him too, so I'm very happy.”

"Really? That's good," I smiled.

“Why are you looking sad?” she asked me. Oh, I'm smiling.

“What's so sad? This is a different smiley face.”

“It's just sad here.”

"Where's the sadness?" You crazy person. People who smile think they're sad. Strange people.

“The look in your eyes..is sad. Is there something on your mind?” She brought her face closer to mine. Try to use your big eyes Stare into my eyes It's like it's penetrating my skull. Staring like this, even if I were a man, I'd be embarrassed.

"This...." I used my finger to push her head away. “I am nothing.

“A liar.. a liar.” She made a face of deceiving me. Put on the glasses I really want to ask her: Is this the way they act when meeting strangers? -..-

I watched her play with my glasses and give me strange looks that made me laugh. We took turns making funny faces competing with each other. Take turns telling this story. It's like we've been close since every lifetime, but this girl, I feel like she's not like other women. It's not because you're crazy or crazy.

But she is the person I talk to and feel the most comfortable with, happy, and my heart beats strangely. Like I've never felt before.

“You are so funny,” she laughed at me.

“She's really crazy, too,” I laughed.

“I have to go,” she told me, handing me back my glasses.

"Um, bye." When I left, why did I feel so sad?

"See you again ^___^" She smiled and walked out from here cheerfully. I could only look after her. Before she leaves the garden She turned and smiled at me again. before walking away I lowered my head and breathed a sigh of relief!! How could I have forgotten to ask her name? Damn it!!

But there is something more unlucky for me than that. When I looked at the clock, I saw that The clock said 4:25 p.m., and I immediately squinted. The bus will be here in 5 minutes!!! No need to think. Put the dog in gear and run out of the alley immediately..

The next day

In the end, I didn't miss the bus and had to pay a taxi fare to ride home anyway. Oh, that day I forgot to ask the woman's name. Should I try going to see her again today?

“Hi friend,” Winnie walked up to greet me. While I was packing all my belongings into my bag, if I had to guess, he would definitely come and invite me to go somewhere else.

“Hey Winnie.”

“Let's go to this place today..”

"Where are you going ?"

"watch a film"

"Let's go in pairs again. I'm not going. I have business today."

"Hey, what business is this? I've never seen it myself."

"Alright, let's go myself. I'm going."

"Oh hey, where is your idea going..."

I don't care about my best friend's calls. Hurry and leave the building immediately. Let it be known. You said you were disappointed? All of my friends have boyfriends. There's me who has to be single and alone (not really, that's a different story). Anyway, I want to go see her. I want to know her name anyway. Today I have to ask.

I walked out of university Enter the same alley. Turn into the alley again. Oh, will the way be complicated? Having said that, it is far from My university is the same. But why would I spend my energy asking someone's name? In order to come talk to someone as well. If I don't get to see you then It's a waste of travel. I'm tired for free. Will you be waiting for me?

No, you should wait for that person. If that person comes, she'll probably go back. Eh, what should I do now? Sigh..my anxiety disorder has made me lose my mind again...calm down the idea... calm down

Now I have walked to the park. Seeing her sitting in the same place, I was very relieved. I smiled and walked in immediately. She smiled as she greeted me with a bright smile. I sat on the swing next to her. Then he asked her,

“Are you waiting for that person again?”

“Yes,” she replied with a smile.

“So have you met him yet?”

“Found it ^^”

“Then why haven't you returned yet?”

“I just found it just now.” Eh? So just now? ?Why do I feel like I want it to be me so much? But it's impossible. We met yesterday for the first time.

“Oh...sigh.”

"What's wrong? Why are you sighing?" She made her eyes wide and brought her questioning face close to me again.

"I'm tired of the world." I made a face.

“Oh, you're such a boring man.”

“Well, I'm both bored and worried.”

“Come on ^^ Ah..take this,” she said and handed me a small cloth package. I looked confused but accepted it and opened it. There's a keychain inside. Japanese amulets I've seen have Japanese characters written on them. Can't read? What is this?

“What is this?” I asked her.

“An amulet to reduce anxiety ^_^”

“Is there something like this?”

“Yes, I did it myself.”

"So, what does this letter mean?"

"If you want to know, go find the translation yourself."

“Oh -0-'”

In conclusion, today I got an amulet to take home. And then I didn't catch the bus as usual. Because I was just talking and having fun. Hey!!!! I forgot to ask her name again. Damn it. I looked at the amulet she gave me and unconsciously smiled.

After that, I stopped by to see her every day. We talk and have fun. Taking turns exchanging stories you make me happy And I felt extremely comfortable in a way that I had never felt comfortable before. But I still don't know her name. That's okay. Maybe someday. I'll have to ask.

Every time I'm careless There will be your face floating in It's like a holographic image, repeated over and over, like you're stuck in a trance. You make a heart that was once dry come back to life. and moisturize again Today is a full week. And then I talked to her (Because I went to see her myself) Why are you being late? It's better to pack up your things and hurry.

"Idea!" came Winnie's voice again.

“Hi friend.”

“Confess,” Winnie hissed.

“What confession?” I looked confused. Winnie came in and locked my neck to prevent me from escaping. Please let me go. Are you crazy friends trying to kill each other? I'm so uncomfortable.

“Where are you secretly going with a girl, right?”

“What crazy girl? No, just let me go!!”

“Then why did you come home so early these days? Immediately after class I hurriedly walked out of the building without paying attention to anyone. Please tell me.”

“I hurriedly went home. Go back and review the textbook. There will be an exam next week."

"Tui, you and me, yesterday I went to my own house in the evening. Mother told me that she hasn't come back yet."

"I went to read comics yesterday, so I came back late, so let me go, I'm uncomfortable."

Winnie kindly released me. I pulled up the collar of my shirt and tidied it up a bit. Wow, that's a lot of force.

“So, where are you going today?” Winnie asked me, crossing my arms. I'm not your own son. I'm threatening you. Oh no.

“Why would you ask me to go anywhere else?”

"Just a little bit. How about tutoring for exams?"

“Ma...mai?”

“Don't say no!” Iwin interrupted my word no.

“I'm going to tutor with my girlfriend myself. Why are you dragging me along? I have business to do.”

“What kind of business is it? Every day business. Today my girlfriend is working on a project. As for our room, we made an appointment to tutor for the exam today. And I have to go and be

Duo

Me too, I'm not close to anyone in the room."

"I'm beer, just go with him. Why are you dragging me away? You're too lazy."

"No, I'll go with myself. Let's go." Winnie finished speaking and dragged me away by the neck. I was going crazy.

"Hey, I said what's wrong with you? Let me go!!!" I cried out loudly, but Winnie didn't care -...-

In the end, I had to agree to tutoring even though I didn't want to. My heart has drifted to that girl. During tutoring, I just sat there and was speechless. What will you be like? Will you still be waiting? Will you go home yet? And will anyone come and do anything to her? The more I think about it, the more I worry. My brain is all worried. I could only look at the amulet she gave me.

Perfect!!!

Iwinnie's finger snapping sound Made me come out of my trance.

“What are you thinking about yourself? The exam tutor called three or four times himself. Didn't you hear it yourself?"

"Oh.." I stood up. When does the teacher call you? I don't know anything about it.

"What's wrong with you, Idea? Didn't you hear the teacher calling you?"

"Sorry, I was just thinking about something."

“Follow the teacher here. The teacher has something to discuss with you.”

Karma! The work has come in. Why do I feel like work is coming in? Anyway, I don't know. I followed the teacher to the teacher's room.

“Sit, Idea.” The teacher called for me to come sit. To be honest, every time I entered the teacher's room, I feel so cold and hot that I can't tell you.

“Teacher, what did you call me here for?”

"Teacher has something for you to do."

"yes ?"

That's why I told my mom the numbers to go buy the lottery. Isn't this right? -..- The teacher gave me a mischievous look. That kind of look Makes my face instantly turn pale. I've got work to do, hehe.

Until the teacher released me He then recited about the presentation of the group's work. That they would let me be the one to coordinate everything because I am a trustworthy person. Doing work more neatly than the president or faculty month -..- I tried to deny it with all sorts of excuses. Because I don't like working like this at all. But the teacher refused.

Threatening to deduct points from me for one move, which has nothing to do with this matter. Sigh, the elephant work has come again. It's already five, almost six. Will you still be here? At least I'd better hurry and take a look.

Right now there's nothing in my head. My feet moved as fast as I could. The sky became dark, the sun began to disappear, and the crowd disappeared and everyone walked home. I ran out of the university as quickly as possible. In my heart I hoped that she would still be sitting and waiting. Even though I knew that she wasn't waiting for me But I want to meet you

Because one week from now I probably won't meet her.

I quickly ran into the park. The park was quiet. I looked around and saw no one, didn't hear anything. Aside from my frightened, gasping sound, I sat down on the sand. Lie down and lie down from exhaustion. sweaty Have I gone crazy or what? It's already late now. If you're waiting, then you're crazy.

Even if she doesn't wait for me!! It hurts. What is this feeling? I close my eyes. Hoping to forget this crazy feeling..

“Hey!! lying on the sand Isn't it a little dirty?" A familiar voice made me open my eyes. See this girl's face She stands on my head. Then she sat down. Use those eyes to look into my eyes. At this time, I really couldn't say anything, I was tired and confused.

“Hey, are you okay? Why are you covered in sweat like this?” She picked up a handkerchief and wiped the sweat on my face for me. I hold her hand

“Why haven't you gone back yet? Is it dark yet?” I asked her.

“Oh, I'm waiting for that person. ^_^ I thought you wouldn't come again. See, it's already dark.” She smiled like this again. My heart trembles confused and hurt I know that that person is not me.

"It's because I was worried about you that I came."

"So? ^^ I'm so happy."

"You don't have to put on a smile," I stood up. Look at her face carefully, “Next time, you don't have to wait until this late, you know? It's dangerous.”

“It's okay.”

“Look, I'm worried about you.”

"It's okay ^^"

“Sigh..you really are. ....Where is your house? I'll walk you there." In the end, I always have to lose sight of that smiling face.

"I'll take the bus back soon^^"

“Then let's go. It's getting dark. I'll be worried at home.” I pulled her hand to get up and follow me. Her hands were soft and warm. We walked hand in hand. which made my feelings Clearer than before I think I might like her already. But I still don't know anything about her. I don't know her name, I don't know her address. She's waiting for someone, I don't know. I don't know anything. Sigh..

“Thank you for coming. Please come home,” she told me. Before getting on the bus I waved goodbye to her. before walking to catch a taxi home

---- When you get home

“Oh, idea, why are you back so late today?” my mother asked when she saw her newborn child who had just arrived home.

“The teacher called me to discuss work, Mom. This Saturday-Sunday I have to go to university.”

"So? It's almost time for the exam. Take care of yourself. Idea."

“Yes, mother.”

“So, did your child roll around in the sand? Or did he stumble and fall and his head was full of sand? Look.” My mother reached out her hand and wiped away the sand.

“Uh..a little bit, Mom. It's okay." I smiled at Mom.

“This kid, be careful, he's already grown up.”

---- The next day

Today I came to university because I had to do work as the teacher ordered. Along with bringing books to read in your free time. Because I don't want to study in the summer again. In my head right now, I can't think of anything else besides work and exams next week. Heck, yesterday I was just angry. Hurry and take her home.

So I didn't tell her that I probably wouldn't see her for a few days. I was bored. And how would she feel? I'll definitely come out and wait alone again. Oh, I can stop thinking about you now...no matter how hard I try. My heart doesn't listen well. I picked up the amulet and looked at it. I smile and my worries are relieved every time I see it.

But what does it mean in Japanese? If you want to know, try asking the teacher.

“Teacher, what does this word mean?” I walked up and asked the Japanese language teacher.

“Look,” the teacher took the amulet from me and read it. “Oh, it says to open the inside.”

"Eh.. Oh, thank you."

Open inside? Do you mean inside the amulet? I turned the amulet around. I found that it had a small hole just enough for a piece of paper to fit in. So I tricked myself inside. Found a piece of paper As I was taking it out...

“Idea..come take a look at the work file. Why can't it print?" The teacher's voice called out to me again. Sigh... Let's put it aside for now.

------ 4 days later

Damn it, I don't even have time to go see her. I miss you so much. For the past three days, I've had work and exams and almost no time to rest. I want to go see you, my heart is breaking, but I can't. It was now during lunch break on the second exam day of this week. I picked up the amulet and looked at it. Then I realized

that there is paper inside the amulet I immediately took it out and looked at it. That piece of paper also had a message written on it for me. I read it immediately.

To Idea

I don't know if you remember me. But I remember you We've met in high school. You saved me from the baggage thief that day, right here, in this park. It's where we first met. At that time, I was just passing by to visit this area. I want to get to know you. But you were in too much of a hurry. After that day

I have always thought about you, dreamed and hoped to see you again. What would you like to do in return? I can only think and come and wait for you here every day with the hope of meeting you Now I've found it. I'm really happy ^^ Thank you very much. Now my feelings are just to thank you.

Now do you know that it has become the word "I like you with all my heart"? After that day when I talked about predictions, I don't know why. Love is funny, haha. This is my first time like this too. I hope you think the same and I'll wait.. ^^ Don't be surprised that I know your name. (I can see it from the legs of your glasses.

What kind of crazy person writes his name on his glasses? Stupid eyes.)

“...You...” My voice was almost speechless after reading this letter. I'm really bad at this. Why can't I remember her? You'd better hurry and find her. I hope you're still waiting. I have to run out now..

“Hey! Idea: Where are you going? There's an exam in 15 minutes," Winnie's voice shouted. along with a hand that held me back from leaving the building

“I have some business to do, hurry up and let go!” I shouted.

"Are you crazy? Going out right now will disqualify you from taking the exam. The teacher also threatened you in the subject you're in."

"Oh, you don't understand me."

“Please explain yourself. What is it about? What is more important? About the final exam If you don't pass yourself I also have to go to summer. Please tell me, what is important?"

“Sigh.” Since when have I been unable to control myself? Winnie's words made me think and calm down.

"Calm down, friend. Hurry up and take the exam, then leave."

“Oh, thank you.”

Winnie patted my shoulder. It's like he understands and knows everything. Then I was dragged by my neck into the exam room. I hurried to take the exam as quickly as possible. You could call it the first person in the room to finish. Then I quickly ran out of the university. There's nothing in my head right now. I must hurry and tell her my feelings.

While I was running on the way to the park I saw a flower shop. I didn't hesitate to go in and choose a white rose. And the card is attached to a rose. Inside is written the message “大好き” in blue pen that means I like you. I thought I'd ask her first if she wanted to know what I thought of her.

Now I know what you think. She must want to know. I will give you this rose. I'm sure she can read it, I don't know, but my feelings tell me so.

I ran to the park, panting, my eyes searching for her. Then I saw her sitting in the same place. Her face was sad..I slowly walked towards her. When you see me She smiled and walked towards me immediately.

“Hey, idea.”

"It's..you. I have something to tell you."

“I also have something to tell you. Uh..can I speak first? I don't have much time.”

"Oh, okay. You said it."

“I have to go. From today, we probably won't meet again.”

"Hah, why? Where are you going?" What the hell? When I know the truth today, I'll answer. I'll tell you I love you. Why do you do this to me? All this time she was waiting for me. So where will you go today?

“Going to a faraway place”

“That's not true. It's not true, is it? You know, today I planned to tell you that I like you. And where will she run to again? Why did you say you'd wait?" My eyes started to water. Just like her eyes

“I'm sorry, but it's too late. You're too late. I... can't stay here any longer...”

“What does that mean?”

“Close your eyes, idea..” She told me to close my eyes. which I closed my eyes Her little hands held my face. The hand was cold. Before her lips touched me, she kissed me, and the first kiss was the first kiss. It's both warm and gentle. I saw a clear picture of the whole incident. The picture I saw was of her being attacked.

From the methamphetamine gang that comes here to deliver drugs. Then she happened to see it, so she was stabbed, killed, and muffled. Her screams echoed in my head. She slowly parted her lips. When I opened my eyes Her body had disappeared. Tears were flowing out of my eyes, my legs were weak, I was collapsing. I didn't even know her name. I let her wait all this time. But what did I do until today, the day you left? I just couldn't do anything.

I still can't protect her. I picked up the white rose that I had planned to give her. On that card, aside from the blue letters that I wrote myself, 大好き。 There was also newly written pink ink saying “わたしも大好きわよ” which made my tears flow without stopping. I heard footsteps running from behind. And your firm hands hold me

“You are at peace now, Idea. You are at peace now,” a familiar voice sounded. Iwin's stuff made me gasp. Right now, I'm too sad to ask how this Iwin came here.

“I am very naive. She said she came to wait every day. The day I came to see her, she said she had found it. I've just seen it so many times now. Why am I not bothered at all? I'm really stupid.”

“Yes, it is the most dishonest person in the three worlds. Plus he's the man who cries the ugliest in the world hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha After it was quiet for a while It laughed hysterically.

"Oh." Now I'm too sad. I'll turn around and take issue with it.

“Hey, dear friend, do you really believe this? That woman is really dead.”

“What do you mean? How do you know this? How did you get here?” I questioned.

“We will answer all your questions. Let's introduce all the defendants and witnesses...please come.” Winnie called out to someone, maybe 5-6 people, each person. All my friends Including that woman. What is this? I'm completely dizzy. I haven't regained consciousness yet.

“First we will introduce the defendant..” Winnie pushed the woman I liked in front of me. "Introduce you..this girl's name is Ren Ai...my cousin."

“Huh? What do you say?” I was stunned. Does anyone have an ear pick? I feel like my ears are ringing.

“Well, Ren coughed. It's my cousin. three or four days ago I wonder why I had to rush out after class and ran out. Said he was always busy. It was a mistake, so I secretly followed. Then I met you and Ren Ai. I'm waiting myself to go back. So I talked with Ren Ai. All that I saw just now was staged. Because I'm engaged

You don't tell me if you have something yourself."

“Is this all together? So why did I hear the male thief's voice? My own voice screamed. Why? Is my brain crazy?"

“It's not crazy,” Beer held out a voice recorder. Turn up the volume and let Ren cough. Stuffed in a shirt pocket

“Because of me. Time to enter your thoughts, your private world, or when you yourself are thinking about something. I myself will not have much consciousness. Ren coughed and kissed himself. Before turning on this sound Made me think that Ren wanted to tell me this,” Beer said.

“Huh, how did you get the pink ink pen?” I was starting to get angry.

“In the middle of kissing Ren Ai. I came out from behind. And slowly write it down,” Winnie said.

“So what are the remaining people doing?” I asked with a straight face.

"How about filming a movie and submitting a project at the end of the semester? *-* Kills two birds with one stone. I guarantee that this work will get full marks."

“Oh...okay, we had a lot of fun. Please make yourself comfortable." I wiped away my tears before walking out. I don't care about anyone's calls. Hey Ren Ai, if you do this you will have fun and be very satisfied.

I walked out to the bus stop and was about to get on the bus to leave.

“Wait a minute, Brother Idea.” A familiar voice came, causing me to flinch, but I tried not to pay attention. But she ran up and grabbed my wrist. The bus I was about to board closed the door and drove off.

“What the fuck are you doing to her? I'm going home.”

"Can you listen to Ren's cough first?"

“I don't listen to anything.”

“Consider it Ren Ai's request. Ren Ai didn't intend to do this, but..”

“But what?”

“Because Brother Win asked me to. Because I have to finish the project. Ren coughed, so he had to remember. I'm sorry, Ren. But Ren Ai's feelings are real. It's not a show. Ren I really like you. Ren actually comes to sit and wait for me every day. Set it up for a year. Aren't you going to have some sympathy for Ren Ai?" Her voice trembled. It's like I'm about to cry. Damn it.

I don't like it when you do this. It makes me want to cry. How much will I feel lost? But my feelings I still like her the same way. I don't hate you at all.

“So, let me ask you something.”

"yes"

“Was that kiss real or a performance?”

“Uh..” She was stunned, her face red, and her face bowed. “It's..really. I don't know what to do. Ren Ai didn't mean to kiss, but it was necessary. Ren Ai tried to think of it as an act. Because Ren Ai had never kissed anyone before. P'Win said just putting your lips on it would be enough. But..it doesn't work.

After applying it to the lips Ren Ai felt like his feelings were all drawn to him. And Ren Ai knew his feelings as well. Please don't be angry at Ren-ai."

"...." I was quiet.

"P'Idea"

"I'll think about it." I walked away, turning my back on her. After that, I smiled a lot like a crazy person.

“Phi Idea ..” She shouted to me again. I frowned and turned around to ask.

“Where are you going? Won't you go home? That's the opposite way." I was taken aback for a bit.

“You changed your mind.” I walked back to Ren Ai. She looked confused. I extended my hand in front of her. “I'm going to go get something to eat. Shall we go together?” I smiled and Ren coughed. That smile of hers. No matter how many times you smile, it makes my world bright every time. Ren coughed and held my hand. "You have to be the one who takes care of Ren Ai too ^^"

“Who said..eat it yourself and pay for it yourself?”

"Then Ren Ai won't go."

“Then why are you following me?”

“Well, I won't let go of Ren Ai's hand. If you stop walking, you'll fall."

“Then why do you have to let me go?”

"Oh, I don't know."

"I won't let Miss Bong go anywhere again ^^" I rubbed her head passionately.

“Nah, my hair is messy.. but it's warm.” Ren coughed, blushing. That made me very satisfied.

I don't care anymore. When will my anxiety disorder flare up again? I just know that now Next to me right now there is someone who can accept it. And he's ready to wait. and walk together with me At least when I'm depressed. There will still be Ren coughing next to him. There are people I'm comfortable with. Now that's enough.

This is the happiest time of my life. ^_^