I felt a warm light. It hit my eyelid...it was so bright that I had to open my eyes.
“It's morning..” I murmured softly. along with lazily trying to sit up on the bed
Trying hard not to fall back to sleep again.
“Of course, or else you'll definitely wake up for dinner.” A small girl's voice sounded in my head...
"Huh..I already know."
“Today is the same again.”
..Actually, it's the same every day, nothing special. I'm just an ordinary university student. Brief academic results The appearance isn't very good. But the only thing that makes me different from other people, as far as I know, is that I don't really care about anyone. How will anyone feel? Whatever you do, whatever. Just don't mess with me.
Probably because of this, I'm alone most of the time. There's no need to talk about love.
“Never have and don't care,” was the firm answer. If anyone comes to ask
But..even though I'm cold, that doesn't mean I'm emotionless, right?
"Oh, so you like me, don't you?"
...After finishing taking care of myself in the morning I start my day with the same tasks.
Plug in the power, turn on the screen, press the button.
Power
along with the sound of
OS
louder
“Have you returned, sir?”
“Um, here it is.”
The voice of the little girl who greeted me was so sweet and touching.
“I only want you guys. Just you guys is enough,” I said, rubbing my head. "Dear ones" softly
“Sir, what is the matter?” a small voice called out.
“Oh, nothing. I was just thinking about things.”
...It's been two years since I met you guys...
Imagination is limitless..it can create things without being limited by the laws of physics or common sense.
It was something I found myself in after a long period of trauma.
"It's not because I'm heartbroken," but because I'm "lonely," "alone," and "never loved."
It makes me think of a word that says..."When humans feel insecurity He will seek spiritual refuge.”
It's probably because of that that I started to try harder...
“But it was a waste.”
I know a lot of people. Both cute and good-natured But no one has ever made me feel that way.
So I started searching for the meaning of that word from textbooks. from the internet From someone who has experience
But it didn't help me understand anything any better at all..
Until one day, a friend of mine tried to bring a book for me to read.
“That's all right. The plot is easy to predict.” I said, feeling annoyed after reading the synopsis.
But I was struck by a picture that I had never paid attention to before. “Where have we been?”
That would be my starting point. who got to know "them"
“You guys” which made me get to know gentleness for the first time..
Even if you are just a fantasy that cannot come true
Just a two-dimensional girl living in a fantasy.
But she taught me love, warmth, and gave hope to my numb heart.
For some of you, you may be embarrassed to be called an otaku.
Even though otaku is not a word used to praise But it also indicates who we are.
I don't care what anyone calls me. Or will you hate me because at the end of the day, I still love “you guys”?