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LAB JOURNAL 

A collection of 3 types of articles, 3 styles with pen names.

"One three one"

Miracle"

and "male quail"

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1, launched in July "Dream" edition

How do we live with dreams? (One Three One)

Dream actually is all around (Miracle)

Because I don't want to dream anymore (Mai Kratha)

August 2, "Fear" edition

fear theory (

Miracle)

Brave.....even though afraid (male action)

September 3, "Panda" edition

Little panda (

Miracle)

Panda Marketing (Chai)

October 4, "Love" edition

Hypothesis of heart and love (one three one)

True Love Chapter 1 (Male Man)

November 5, "Freestyle" edition

Breath of Love (One Three One)

Thank you...you are an inspiration(

Miracle)

December 6th edition "Love 2"

Birthday present named "First Love" (One Three One)

So...can you accept it?

Miracle)

The day it was "cool" (Male)

7 January edition "Happiness

happiness in suffering (one three one)

365 days of happiness (

Miracle)

Temporary things called happiness

February 8th edition "Love 3

Love changes the world (one three one)

Beautiful pair of shoes (

Hermioney)

Love...is fine (

Miracle)

We love him. He loves us. We love each other. (Male)

Collection of free style articles

Thank you "Love" (One Three One)

Aftershocks of Haiti (male quail)

Beautiful pair of shoes

Then I returned to my seat. A place I've been familiar with for many years. Where there are white sandy beaches and calm seas. There are no people walking around like other tourist attractions. There are only horses that take turns running to show off their beauty to everyone.

Hua Hin never changes every time I come. I still feel its warmth and tranquility. Even though nowadays many people flock to travel, I feel that Hua Hin has never lost its charm.

I spent a long time thinking about love. I wonder why a person with so much love like me can't figure it out. Until I sat here, it made me think a bit. This place was once a part of my love. And it will be a love that I will remember for the rest of my life.

I once made a promise to someone that I would come to Hua Hin with him every year. But it's been five years since I've ever been with him again. If I go back three or four years ago, I would have barely stepped foot here. Probably because my heart is still full of tears and many memories.

That love was perfect love for me. And I think there are probably many other women who would want this kind of love. It is perfect because He is a man that many people want. Go back in time I have secretly liked him for many years. I like it without him even realizing it. I had to spend several baht in exchange for being able to see his face for just 2-3 minutes.

But that's it, I'm happy. This love is amazing. We can smile all day just by making eye contact with someone we've never met before. I followed him for a while. Many times I have tried to get to know each other but every time I have never been successful. We always miss each other. Until he disappeared

At that time, I didn't have many regrets. I just think it's a pity. Along with secretly praying to someone, I don't know, that if the two of us have good fortune, I'll see him one more time. I won't let him go.

1 year has passed. I have forgotten that prayer along with his face. But the sky is a joke. One day I went to a department store by chance because I must say I had never stepped foot there before. I ran quickly to get the things I needed. and rushed to pay Because friends are standing and waiting.

without hardly looking at the face of the person collecting the money All I knew in front of me was a man standing with his back to me wearing a clean white outfit. Until a split second while I was bending my head to pick up the money. A voice rang out. A voice full of warmth

“Take this cream and try it. It's a free gift from the store.”

So I raised my head to prepare to continue the conversation. But what shocked me was the man standing in front of me. This is the person my eyes used to be familiar with from secret glances. That's him. I was stunned for a moment. and slowly stretched out his hand to pick up the tester The cream they gave My heart is pounding. There was only a voice inside shouting, "What should I do?"

And I decided to speak up.

"Are you moving here?"

He looked at me with a happy smile, "Yes, do you remember me?"

But that day's conversation must have ended because my friend followed me. I came home with my heart still beating. I couldn't sleep all night. And then that prayer rose up in my heart again. The next day I decided to go as I had planned. No matter what it is

I went to the store with another friend. But I must be sad because I don't have his shadow. I asked my friend to wait a little longer. In case heaven will be on my side for once. But until then, he didn't come. So I decided to walk back and turned around to look into the distance. But then a voice came from behind me.

“Are you going back yet?” I turned around in shock. The same smile I saw yesterday It made me stunned and unable to do anything, and especially, he must have secretly seen me sneaking around to look at him. Plus, my good friend was probably bored so he pushed me to stand next to him. At that time I couldn't think of anything.

So I slipped out and told him that I had secretly liked you for a long time. Thinking back now, I really can't accept myself. What can I do?

After my silly words He still smiled back. At that time I didn't think much of it, I just thought that just telling him was enough. At least I did what I promised myself. Because I feel like he is a man who is probably beyond my reach. Even my friend told me

But maybe it's because of fate or merit that we've created together? Or maybe heaven sympathized with my efforts, I don't know. It was like a dream. He invited me to eat ice cream and sent me a message that night. along with saying that he likes me too And after talking for a while, we agreed to be lovers.

When I got together with him The more I realize how perfect he is. He was like the man in my dreams. of many women His appearance may not be very handsome but he is popular with Thai women, good looks, education, family, and especially personality. He is a very romantic person. Almost every day I get to eat at a nice restaurant. There are always surprises. And it's warmth.

that can be found in this man all the time He is thorough with every matter in my life. I still remember one time my feet hurt because my shoes bit them. He bent down and sat down and held my feet to look at. While the shop was full of people looking Or many times he would go and choose clothes. This and that item is given to you.

To the point where I always smile from ear to ear because people often ask me where I found such a cute man. And if he knows what I like and where I want to go, even if it has to be difficult to get it. He will always find it for me.

I was very happy at that time. So happy that I hardly know what suffering is like at all. Everything for us seems perfect. It's like fate has decreed it all. Even the others thought that the two of us would definitely get married, and so did I. I didn't know that I was close to waking up from this dream.

Because at that time I only had love that filled my heart. Which I learned from it that actually there must be many other elements to prevent love from falling apart. But by the time we know, it will be too late.

And then that day has arrived. When the heavens are about to help us, everything is perfect. The same is true when he is about to test and punish us. Everything is just as perfect. It was so fast that I couldn't keep up. It was the day we had a serious argument. Just a little story

In fact, it's like many times we've had problems. But it's probably different. I didn't realize that the man standing in front of me at that time had completely lost his love for me. And then we broke up.

I was devastated. I remember that time as if my whole world had collapsed. I never thought about what it would be like to not have him. This is the disadvantage of being too attached to one person. When we don't have someone to trust, we have to fail. It's normal. I feel like I'm dead. In my heart, I only thought about blaming myself. I wasn't good like that, so he left me.

My friend brought a book about love care love treatment All sorts of things for you to read. It made me aggravate myself even more. Two years have passed, but in my heart I am still the same. I still haven't forgotten him from my heart. Plus I blame myself day after day. Until you forget the value of love

I began to view love as a game. And I hate and fear love. I hate men who come to me. These things probably come from me blaming myself for loving him too much. (From reading the book too) and not being the perfect girl for him. With the feeling that no one will be as perfect as him.

Then one day, I felt uncomfortable like usual. So I took a leave of absence from work and just kept riding. And then I finally came to the place where I first talked to him. But this place looks different from 2 years ago, with many people walking around, where there were hardly any. Everything has been redecorated to the point where nothing remains of the original for me.

As usual, I cry every time I come. But this time I felt a change. Instead, I felt like I was just watching people walking around. Tears that used to be almost impossible to hold back Now, no matter how I push it, it won't come out. Why did I feel alright today? I walked back with many thoughts. then i understand

The reason I don't feel sorry is probably because I rarely see old pictures, the same old pictures that I can imagine. I miss him. Because everything has changed as if it were a different place. Everything in my heart at that time began to unravel. These past 2 years, everything came from my heart. It is my heart that gives me orders to hurt. Or can it hurt?

Everything comes from the attachment of my heart.

After that day It's like someone flicked a switch for me to change. I started to be bright and happy with many things around me. In a way I had never felt in 2 years, I began to learn about the people I wanted to give love to. Even though I'm still afraid of love, I still have the courage to try learning about love as before. And it's probably because of society, environment, time.

Especially my last love lesson? It made me begin to understand the love and need for me more. I stopped blaming myself for my breakup with him. I began to let go of the image of a perfect man from my mind. Let go of the fate that once happened to him. Because of this thing that is stuck in the image in my mind that has caused me suffering for a long time.

And then something new gradually came to replace it. I began to realize that I really was. I don't need a very perfect person. The person that every woman must love. Don't want a love like a fairy tale But I just want someone who fits me. The person who is there for me whenever I need it and always.

Love is like shoes. We may like to wear a pair that is beautiful and eye-catching. No matter how much it bites us, we try our best to make it stop biting. Endure wearing it no matter how much it hurts. But just let us leave that couple. We may find a new pair that isn't very pretty but fits our feet. and walk comfortably beside us for a long time

- Hermioney-