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The man couldn't accept the invitation to leave peacefully.

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'This is my girlfriend'

When you meet your friend's boyfriend for the first time, how do you feel? For me..it's like the world is collapsing in front of me. Because my friend's boyfriend who is being introduced to me right now is the same person I loved with all my heart two years ago..

'Look Junnie Yoseob. My best friend'

Hyunseung extended his hand towards me who still didn't know what to do.. completely numb...

'Hello, nice to meet you'

A thick hand reached out in front of me. Nice to meet you? Then three years of being friends With another year of being lovers In the past..didn't we know each other?

'Yoseob...is something wrong?'

'Oh, no, just thinking that your boyfriend looks really good. It suits you very well.'

I gave Hyunseung a big smile for his comfort. Before reaching out to shake the hand that had disappeared from contact for two years.

'pleased to meet'

The other party didn't say anything other than nodding.. Jun looked a lot different compared to when we were lovers. He looks calmer now. Looks more mature.. Of course, when we started dating it was in fifth grade. Now it's the third year and we have to change to normal.

'I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier that Dujun will be watching a movie today.'

'Hey, it's okay. Lots of people having fun'

Today is the day that Hyunseung and I met to watch a movie after finishing the report we did together. But Hyunseung's girlfriend suddenly appears. Plus, he's the person who makes my breathing rhythm stop.. I never forget watching Jun.. Until now, my heart still loves him..

'Are you hungry?'

We walked into the movie ticket counter to buy tickets. Doojoon asked Hyunseung.

'I want to eat dessert.'

'I'll go buy it for you'

'very cute'

'Well, my boyfriend wants to eat this.'

I looked at the tall man who raised his hand to caress his close friend's hair and felt a hollow feeling in my chest...

'Look at Jun.'

'What?'

'I want to eat dessert. Let's go buy some snacks.'

'No, I'm lazy. You go buy it for me too.'

'Oh~ Are you my boyfriend?'

'It's my boyfriend. Now my boyfriend wants to eat snacks. Please go buy some for me~ I'm going to play a game.'

I looked at my lover who was keeping his head down and tapping his fingers on the phone screen in a drunken mood and I could only sigh.. Even though this was actually our first time watching a movie together. Doojoon just kept playing games. Let me go buy a ticket alone. And they still let me go buy snacks alone. Sigh..

'Then wait here, I'll be back.'

'Oh, please buy some water.'

'Yoseob'

'Huh?'

'What's the matter? So absent'

'Ah.. uh.. I was thinking that you and your girlfriend really love each other. I guess I need to find a boyfriend hahaha'

'Hahaha, you finally have one. I can forget the person who told me this. You can start again'

How can I forget that person right now?

'Uh'

'It's here.'

Doojoon walked back with a hand full of snacks. A tall figure handed a glass of water and a snack to his girlfriend. and handed me another glass.

'This is yours'

'thank you very much'

But I don't drink coffee.. I've told you this before when we were dating.. It's okay if you can't remember, it was a long time ago.

I took the coffee cup and held it up, not wanting the buyers to feel upset.

'Why don't you have coffee?'

'No, it's bitter, it doesn't taste good at all'

'Delicious to die'

'Look Jun-ah, you're only seventeen. Made me sit and sip coffee like an old man.'

'You're seventeen and you're just drinking milk.'

'It's delicious'

'But I haven't seen any growth. Just this one~'

'Easy to carry, take me with you wherever you go'

'Hahaha, that's easy. I'll take you everywhere, little one.'

'Good, bro. And don't accidentally buy me coffee.'

'Yes, yes, I will remember that this child only drinks milk, hahaha'

'Yoseob, you're lost again.'

Hyunseung's cold hand touched my arm, calling me to my senses.

'Ah..Sorry. I'm just thinking about whether I turned off the air conditioner this morning when I came out.'

'Sir, let's go, it's time to watch a movie.'

'Go.'

Hyunseung and Doojoon walked out first with me following at a distance.. The big hand that I used to want to hold while walking outside was now holding another person's thin hand as they walked together.

'Doojoon.. can't we hold hands?'

I held my hand in front of my lover's face as we walked around killing time, waiting for a movie to show.

'Hey, no, I don't like holding hands with anyone.'

'Just a little bit isn't it?'

'Why do we have to hold hands?'

'Well, we're lovers. I want to walk holding hands with my boyfriend like everyone else does.'

'Aren't you afraid people will look at you strangely? Men walking hand in hand, I don't think that's good.'

'I don't see the need to care about other people at all. We love each other, don't we?'

'I love you, but holding hands is a different matter. Don't be so spoiled, Yo Seob-ah.'

The tall figure of the lover walked out as soon as he finished speaking.

I raised my hand to look and sighed softly.. It's okay, one day we will definitely be able to hold hands like other lovers do.. Just now I have to wait.

We walked in and sat in the position for which we had purchased tickets. Dujun and Hyunseung sat next to each other and I sat next to Hyunseung. The movie we chose to watch today is a ghost movie.

'Are you afraid?'

After watching for a while, I heard a deep voice whispering and asking.. Even though I told myself not to glance at it, I couldn't help myself.

A flicker of light from the movie screen faintly illuminated two figures sitting next to me. Watch as Joon and Hyunseung tilt their bodies towards each other, almost as close as one silhouette.

'Well, this is scary.'

'It's okay.'

'um'

'cold?'

'Just a little bit'

'Give me your hand here..'

'Huh?'

I saw Hyunseung extend the hand that was holding Doojoon.

'Do this...'

A big hand goes hand in hand with a thin hand.

'And like this...'

Doojoon pulled the hand he was holding and put it in his jacket pocket.

'Is it cured?'

'Ah..um'

Hyunseung looked embarrassed in response..The movie theater should be a little darker..I wouldn't have to see things so clearly.

I moved both of my hands to hold them tightly in my lap..holding my own hands was warm too..

'Doo Jun..'

I leaned over and whispered to my lover who was intently watching the movie in front of me.

'Huh?'

'No one sees here. Can you hold hands?

'Why do you want to get caught so badly?'

'Well...it's cold. My hands are all cold. Please hold my hand'

'Put it in your jacket pocket or it will go away.'

I looked at the face in the dim light of my lover with the feeling of wanting to cry.. Dujun never understood me.. I just want to hold hands with my girlfriend.. Can't you?

'It's a fun movie.'

Hyunseung turned and smiled at me after we finished watching the movie and walked out.

'um'

'When I watched it, I was so scared. I'm so scared that my stomach growls kekeke'

'Huh? If you're hungry, just say so, you troublemaker.'

Doojoon used his free hand to ruffle Hyunseung's hair diligently.. The two of them continued to walk hand in hand without paying attention to anyone's eyes.. It's so good, look at Jun Hyunseung..

'Please take care of me~'

'Yes, I will raise you to be round.'

'Kekekeke, so good, I love you to death like this'

'Whatever you say, take responsibility.'

'Of course... Joseph, we've got the dealer. What do you want to eat? I'll watch Jun raise you, no limits!'

At the end of the sentence, my pretty-faced friend turned and smiled at me.

'I can eat anything. You choose what you want to eat.'

'Um, what should I eat? Let's go eat ice cream'

'Where do you say you're hungry? Will I be full if I eat ice cream?'

'I want it.'

'Oh, okay.'

'yay!! Let's go, Yoseob~'

Hyunseung hugged my arm and led me straight to the ice cream shop that we both used to eat at often. This ice cream shop is very delicious. But today..I think the taste won't be the same.

We ordered the ice cream we liked until the waiter brought it over and then we started to work on it.

'Dujoon, do you think Yoseob is cute?'

Hyunseung suddenly asked his girlfriend. I glanced at Jun sitting across from me and saw the other person looking at me as well.

'Hmm, cute'

'Is that right? But when I see something like this, I refuse to have a boyfriend.'

'Hyunseung'

I made a soft noise.

'Even though there are people stopping by to sell dumplings every day. But this lovely person kept refusing. Never opened up'

I scooped ice cream into my mouth quietly.

'Look, Yoseob, would you like to introduce a friend to Doojoon who has a good personality?'

'I don't want it, hahaha, I'm comfortable being alone'

'That's not true. Are you lonely? So today, have you been quiet or are you angry that I invited my girlfriend? Don't be angry at me~'

A white hand reached out and took my hand, shaking it gently. Until I had to smile a little to make Hyunseung feel comfortable.

'I'm not angry at all. Don't think too much'

'Really?'

'True'

'Yoseob is the cutest~ This is why everyone likes you, Auntie~ Yoseop-ah, your high school love. Forget about it for once. Open your heart and be with someone now.'

I almost choked on Hyunseung saying this in front of Doojoon.

'It's been two years now. Now I have a boyfriend. And I'm really worried about you. I'm afraid you'll be lonely.'

'I'm not lonely'

'That's not true. Doo Jun, look at Yo Seop. Huh! I really want to know how good that person is and why Joseph is so impressed with him.'

I secretly watched the reaction of my former lover. But I didn't see that Doojun had any reaction.. Dujun really forgot all about it.

'Doo Joon-ah~ Please talk Yoseob into changing his mind.'

My pretty friend grabbed her boyfriend's arm and shook him sweetly.

'High school love?'

Finally, a deep voice spoke to me.. We haven't talked in two years.. I miss you so much..

'Ah..um'

'Did he take good care of you?'

'Well...not at all'

'Does he love you very much?'

'I don't know, I'm not sure myself.'

'Then why do you still remember?'

'People like that.. aren't memorable at all.'

What right do you have to tell me who I should forget?

'Let's leave the past and start over. Don't sit and regret things that happened a long time ago.'

I gave Dujun a smile that I thought was the most normal before speaking as if I didn't feel anything even though my little heart was breaking to the utmost.. It really hurts.

'First love, so it's hard to forget, but I'll forget it soon. Thank you two for your concern.'

'Yoseob-ah.. We really care about you. I know that you love that person very much. But there's nothing you can do, right? Or has he done something so good that you've never forgotten him?'

'nothing...'

'That's it... assuming you don't forget him. You won't be able to move forward.'

'Nah, look at Jun.'

'Um.. Hyunseung is really worried about you.'

'I know... Thank you guys. But now I forget It was just high school love. You guys don't have to worry.'

I smiled widely at the two people across from me.. What do you want to do? But it can't do anything.

'Look Jun-ah~ I want to eat that cherry.'

'Ah'

'Very cute kekeke'

'Well, my boyfriend wants this.'

I didn't have to look up to know that Dujun was giving his lover the candied cherries in his ice cream cup. Because I myself have requested this. Only the results are different.

'Doo Joon-ah~ I want to eat cherries.'

'No, you've already eaten your food. This is mine.'

'I want to eat some more, please.'

I tried to make a face and send it to him.

'No, I like this best in ice cream. I won't give it to you.'

'How cruel'

'I'm not mean-spirited, but it's someone's fault.'

I pouted, but I wasn't really angry. Hmm..next time I eat ice cream again, I'll give the candied cherries to Dujun.. Jun seemed to really like it.

'Yoseob'

'Huh?'

We arranged the ice cream and Doojun took care of the expenses. So Hyunseung and I sat and waited at the table.

'How do you think Doojun is doing?'

'That's good, he takes good care of you.'

It's so good that I really can't help but envy it.

'Hey... I see you as a close friend. I'll tell you a secret.'

My pretty friend moved closer and whispered to me.

'Me and Doojoon...like...have something going on.'

My eyes widened and I turned to look at Hyunseung's face, which was now red with embarrassment.

'I'm telling you because you'll be relieved of your worries. So that he doesn't think that Doojoon is doing good because he wants me. He's consistently good.'

'Oh...that's good.'

'He was very gentle when he did it and afterward he was very caring. I'm sure this person is definitely the one.'

'You better hurry up and find yourself a girlfriend. There will be someone to take care of you.'

'um'

'Oh! Dujun came back just in time. Let's go home.'

'um'

'Wa..Doojoon, are you really going to do it?'

I boldly asked the person who was straddling my body.

'Can't you?'

'But I'm afraid'

'Do you trust me?'

I met the intense gaze of my lover.. Even if you feel that what you are about to do is not appropriate and frightening. But if it's Doojoon, it doesn't matter. Look, Jun is the person I love..

'Trust me'

'Then leave it to me. I will cherish you.'

'Ah...um'

I nod. Both embarrassed and excited all mixed together until it felt like my heart was about to burst out.

'I love you, Yoseob.'

'I love you too'

I let my body and mind go to Doojoon's needs. Put your heart on him I believe with all my heart that we love each other enough..

That night we both became the same person. Even though my body hurts But my heart is filled with happiness... Doojoon and I..we're the same person now.

'Please send Yoseob too, Doojoon.'

'yes'

Because Dujoon drove. On the way back, he drove us. Even though I tried to separate, Hyunseung wouldn't let me leave. Until I couldn't stand being persuaded and agreed to come back. And because on the way home, Dujoon arrived at Hyunseung's house before mine. Doojoon stopped by to drop off Hyunseung first.

'Yoseob...'

It's been more than two years since I heard Doojun call my name.

'Don't remember anything about us again?'

'Um... I'll forget it.'

'excuse me'

'Why are you sorry? Hahaha, it's been a long time.'

I didn't change seats and sat next to Doojoon. But still sitting in the back seat as usual Dujun looked at me through the rearview mirror with an expression of uneasiness.

'I'm sorry I didn't take good care of you back then.'

'Sorry for being a bad boyfriend'

'excuse me.....'

'Stop apologizing. You're not wrong...'

I smiled at Dujun in the rearview mirror.

'The wrong thing is time.. We were too young then... At that time, we still didn't understand what love really was.'

'Is that right? Look now, you're such a great boyfriend. They take care of Hyunseung very well. Because we have grown up We understand love now... No one is at fault in our case. We just loved each other at the wrong time.'

Doojoon's car pulled into the front of my house.

'You don't have to worry about me. Just taking good care of Hyunseung is enough. Thank you very much for coming.'

I opened the door and got out of the car.

'Yoseob...'

A deep voice called out to me.

'Good luck'

'Good luck too'

I said without turning to look. I heard the sound of Doojoon's car moving away until it was completely silent..

I sat down on the road in front of my house and cried as loudly as I could with the agony of my heart... My heart really hurts. It hurt so much that I thought I wouldn't want to dance again.

If now.. we loved each other, it would be good.. Doojoon would probably take care of me like he did Hyunseung.. If we were this age then Doojoon and I will probably still be together.. Dujun isn't wrong.. We really just loved each other at the wrong time.

'Yoseob.. Shall we go back to being friends?'

'Wh.. why?'

My heart sank to the point of my eyes when I heard those words from the mouth of the person I loved with all my heart.

'I don't know, it's just that sometimes I feel unsure that we really love each other.'

'But I love you'

'Actually, the two of us might love each other as friends. Maybe we're just lonely. So I let the matter go too far.'

The more I listened, the more my heart squeezed more violently.. Be confident.. I'm sure that I love Doojoon. I love you very much.. I love you the most in my life if I don't count my father and mother.

'When I'm near you My heart isn't beating fast. I've never been so excited when we're together.'

But my heart beats very fast.. It's so fast and strong that sometimes I'm afraid you'll hear me.

'Also.. I don't think I'm ready to take care of anyone right now. I'm sorry, let's go back to the way things were.'

Doojun turned his back on me without waiting for any answer from my mouth. Didn't even listen to my words... Didn't even look at my face one last time..

At that time... We weren't cute to each other at all...

If we didn't love each other then Maybe now.. We might love each other...

But whether it was then or now, I love you, Doojoon... I love you

END.

I wrote this fic with the mood of a crazy person. Dress up and cry. I don't know if readers will feel connected to this story. But we got married and got heartache.. I'm already in trouble. _____ I wrote it myself and cried myself haha. I hope everyone understands the word "wrong time" that we want to convey.

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