I looked fascinated at his sleeping face.

I miss you so much..for how long? who is not this close to you

I ran my fingers along the beautiful outline of her face. His warm skin drives me crazy.

/That's enough, stop being crazy./ A voice stopped me. I chuckled at my stupidity.

I'm Alright

GACKTxHYDE

I have decorated it for a long time. Some expressions may be stuck (maybe some are not). There should be a lot.)

For those who are lost and come across Please read it.

A sad but warm smile had spread across the young man's face since he received the phone call yesterday evening.

For him now Yesterday's story seemed like a dream…

“Gackuto

Yes, there is a project proposed from

Haido san

I mean, they invited you over there..”

“Yes…do it,” the young man answered without even fully listening to what he was going to do. His brain hadn't even started yet when he heard the name of that person...the person he thought was... There probably won't be another chance to stand next to you. Never had a chance to see that beautiful smile up close again…

“Eh!!.....Yes. I'll take care of it for you.” The other party replied confusedly. ..What would it take to make a decision so quickly?

"Oh, no problem. I'll talk to you over there."

Gackt

He spoke, trying to keep his voice from shaking any more.

“Thank you, Tatchan. And I will handle it myself.”

….How many years has it been?

The tall figure closed his eyes. Pictures gradually appeared like a photo album being opened. An album that the owner had tried his best to keep in a place where he couldn't find it. He tried to seal it away deep in his memory, but now, just knowing that person still missed him. Even if it's not the way he feels.

It was as if the tight seal had been torn away.

…..I was so happy that I was shaking all over…..

One heart and one body were extremely afraid that he was going to make the mistake again. And this time it might not just be about hurting himself.

…but he didn't care about it because he wanted to ignore every matter….every sound. …to look directly at that person

…only one person…

Even though I know it's impossible Even though I try to give up Many years have passed He thought that all the feelings that were once so strong would gradually subside.

But now he found that His watch must have stopped ticking long since the day he last touched those warm hands. …No memories or feelings were ever erased. And yesterday, the second he put down the phone His clock started ticking again.

The tall man held his hands tightly.

…He could still feel that warmth…

…Want to feel it again…like a tree longing for sunlight on a midwinter night…

“Have we gone crazy?” the tall man said as he looked out the window. The young man shook his head, fed up with his own stupidity.

“What's wrong with you? Once you smile, you'll be sad. Now make a face like you're about to cry. Is it food poisoning?” The voice from Junji, the annoying drummer, caused the young man to immediately turn around. A few seconds later, the plastic cup in Slender's hand (still containing water) flew towards the smart-mouthed person.

“You really are annoying... you're going to compose a song. Please be quiet.” The tall man said as he walked back to sit at the table to brainstorm and compose a song. But then…

...Jingle...

The sound of the phone on the table ringing made the young man who was already annoyed feel upset.

/Who!!!/

“Yes.” The voice answered the phone with a stern tone, making the other end of the line feel a little nervous. Because of fear of disturbing the other party's work time

“Gach Chan

Are you busy? I'll call you later."

But now the voice of the caller had transformed the upset person into a stone doll.

“Wait…wait a minute.

H..Haido San

I'm free. That means I'm free. You can talk. Right now I'm just sitting around.”

(What? This guy was still busy just now - a complaint from someone whose head was still wet.)

“Uh…” But the conversation still hadn't started even though several minutes had passed. The tall figure stood still, feeling that his hands were so moist from sweat that it almost caused the phone to fall out of his hands.

“About work…” A sweet voice took the initiative. Making the person answering the phone secretly sigh.

“Yes?” the person on the other end of the line answered enthusiastically because he felt like he already had a topic to discuss.

“If

Gach chan

It's okay if you're busy. You don't have to answer because you're considerate."

The smaller man's words made him even quieter than before. The young man's brain was working hard. Because everyone knows that now he is releasing a new album. And for him to suddenly agree to take on a foreign job even though his own work was not finished well like this doesn't seem very reasonable.

“Uh….why do you think I'm busy?” /Why are you asking stupidly?/

The young man almost shook his head for speaking in such a hurry. Right now, whatever he did, it seemed like he was confused.

“Oh, do you think my house doesn't have a TV? Everyone knows that you will release a new album.”

"Oh...it's finished." /What the hell are you answering?...where is it finished?/

“Huh?” The little man's voice expressed complete surprise.

Not only the little person was surprised, the drummer, bassist, and two guitarists sitting in the room also looked at him as if he were a stranger. …And what about the other two songs that you are composing???...

"Oh, that means it's almost finished...just a few more details left and we're done."

“So…

Gach chan

It works really fast.”

“Um…maybe.” The tall man scratched his head, praying that the conversation would survive.

“Uh…” The tall man continued to scratch his head because he wasn't sure what to say.

“Huh??..”

“To say that you don't have to accept the job...

Haido

Well...I don't want to work with you....."

“No!” The voice on the other end immediately responded.

“Gach chan

I like to think of crazy things all the time. Who wouldn't want to work with

Gach chan

Well, I'm just afraid that

KAZ

What will he do without looking at the horse's eyes? Go invite those who are busy to work far away.”

“KAZ ????....

Remote work????..What does that mean?

Haido”

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhor How do you say we've already talked?" The smaller man started to feel annoyed that he had to explain it all over again from the beginning. Because the details of the work are quite a lot.

“Oh… I feel like telling you now. I'll go look again."

“So…then that's good. I agree that I'm free...you miss me?" The end of the line laughed brightly.

“Um…yes, I miss you very much…” But the low voice that replied caused the laughter to stop.

“Gach chan…”

The little man's voice sounded so worried that the other party could feel it.

“I know.

Haido

Don't think too much,” the tall man replied, trying to brighten his tone.

“Um…then when are you free? Let's make an appointment to talk about work. ...I have to go. Ken-chan is going to kill me already. Let's go. Bye.

Gach chan”

"yes"

The young man hung up the phone. But he still sat there looking at his phone. Until he was woken up by the sound of Juken, the cool bassist of

GacktJOB

“Hey sir, you're sitting there staring at your phone like that. Are you going to hypnotize it to get up and dance and help you compose a song?”

And then the other glass of water had to sit quietly on the floor. Along with the water in the glass transforming my woodpecker-style hair into a puppy falling into the water.

“I'm going to compose a song!!!!” the owner of the glass said as he walked out to find a place to compose a new song.

Must hurry and finish it.

The tall figure thought as he walked into the empty room and locked himself in there for almost three days. to finish writing the song

USA

…I looked fascinated at his sleeping face…

I miss you so much…..for how long? who is not this close to you

I ran my fingers along the beautiful outline of her face. His warm skin drives me crazy.

/That's enough, stop being crazy./ A voice stopped me. I chuckled at my stupidity.

I withdrew my hand from his small face and tried to wake him up.

“Haido

Please wake up. I'm just lying here and I'm going to catch a cold…” I shook him gently. But there was no reply.

/ Damn it, it's hard to wake up like usual. /

“Haido san “

I applied a little more pressure to his shoulder, and it succeeded.

“Gach chan

So…um…I want to..sleep here.” After saying that, he fell asleep again.

“No, you just got over your cold. It'll be another round soon."

What kind of crazy person acts like this to a child? So I accidentally smiled at his cuteness. Really cute..

“Nooooo...then let me carry you.” His sleepy voice made me quiet for a while.

/Are you going to kill me?

Haido /

But you won't be stunned for long. Out of concern for the person in front of me plus fear that the work would not be completed on time. So I slowly picked up the small body.

...Light as usual...I don't know where all the stuff I ate during the day was stored.

A soft scent wafted into my nose. I inhaled it, filling my lungs with nostalgia. Familiar sweet scent

Throughout the years It doesn't help at all. Just because you're here...the feelings are overflowing. It's like I've never been far away from you...

I gently placed my small body on the bed. He moved a little displeasedly and then fell asleep again.

“Be diligent in your work.

Gach chan

Then let's go eat,” the sleepy person said as I was walking out of the room. It makes me confused as to who exactly is slacking off at work.

“Yes,” I answered softly to that beautiful face that was sleeping soundly.

When I came back in the afternoon The sleepy person has already woken up.

“Here~~~~ let's go get something to eat. I'm hungry.”

I smiled at him.

Everything remains the same. His wry personality always makes me smile.

/Take advantage of it...before you don't have a chance....just this smile This sound...is enough/

“Go...I called to make a reservation at the Chinese restaurant.

Haido

I like it already.”

“Gach chan

I really understand this,” said the little man, jumping around like a child. Then he jumped up and hugged my neck. The difference in height made me lose my balance and hug him.

“Gach chan

Don't touch me." A clear voice passed through my ears. But the brain didn't recognize those words at all. The only thing I do is to tighten the embrace even more tightly

My eyes burned when I felt the warmth of this small body again.

“Gach chan...”

He called my name softly.

Hyde

He didn't hug back, but he didn't resist from my embrace.

“Let me stay like this...for a while...” I begged him, using one hand to reach up and press his head against my chest...my heart. Because if he raised his head now, if I saw those big eyes now I probably couldn't hold back my tears.

"Just for now...then I will definitely keep my promise."

He nodded slightly against my chest.

....Promise....friends forever.....

Because they know that each person has their own duties. There are dreams that must be endlessly pursued. The little man in my arms created his beautiful dreams with the woman he loved. The woman who is the mother of his child A warm family...

....And what about my dream....

We both filed like that. No one said anything. in the midst of silence I slowly adjusted my mood until it became normal. Normal enough that I can smile at the person in front of me like before. Then I slowly pulled away from him.

I smiled at him and he smiled back as well.

Strangely enough, my heart doesn't pound like it used to anymore.

It's strange that my heart right now....

....It's so numb that I can't feel anything anymore....

But it made me realize

From now on

I won't hurt anymore.

I'm Alright

END

The truth is, I'm secretly disappointed at myself for having it end in such a way that hurts my beloved. But after coming back and reading again I think this is good.

Gackt

It happened like this.

And now I'm crazy.

Kamijo

Ha ha ha ha.

Long project of

GACKT x Kamijo

I'm thinking about it. If anyone is interested, please request the soundtrack.

(Anyway

GACKT

I'm here.

XD)

P.S. I didn't know that there would be people who read in good children.

J rock

Ah, right?...take a risk.