Baekhyun: The person you love can't be me, right?
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First love...
The little one turned on the computer even though he was not feeling well. You can say that you're stubborn. He wasn't sick to the point of sleeping next to the bed. The first thing that was opened was
The home page shows messages from senior photographers who know each other. He posted a status inviting photographers he knew to take photos tomorrow. Scroll to see various comments. I found that there were many responses. If I'm fine, I'll go along. But right now, I don't want to go out at all. I don't want to go out into the hot weather. I scrolled to see other people's status. Turned on the music.
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About half an hour There was a voice message from
It was sent to me. I opened it and it turned out that it was that senior photographer. He asked me if I would go tomorrow. I felt very considerate of him. Because he is a famous photographer. But became interested in a practicing photographer like me. I told him that I wasn't sure. I'd like to say no. But I feel embarrassed and disappointed. Because I want to go take photos with talented people like him.
The next day, my illness improved. So I decided to go. I called him at 1 p.m. Because he took pictures both in the morning and in the afternoon. Each session will change locations. When I found out the place, I hurried over. I met him, a model (I was invited) no salary) and other photographers There are people I know and people I don't know. But most tend to be towards the latter.
"What's up, Baekhyun? Why didn't you come this morning?" the senior greeted me.
"Baek isn't feeling well. Chris," I answered truthfully.
"Oh, is something wrong?" Chris asked worriedly.
I gave Chris a small smile and shook my head to say it was no big deal. Kris is my idol. He is like the person who made me want to be a photographer. His pictures are beautiful and unique. It's an angle that others can't imagine. When I decided to buy a camera I can't choose. Because they're similar. I went to consult with him through
He advised me on everything. The response was on paper. I searched for all the information. I was stunned and somewhat considerate. I'm just a normal high school student and want to be a photographer. Who dared to ask a professional photographer like him who is an alumnus of the same school. famous famous Because of the appearance and various works There are many confirmed awards.
So I was quite considerate that he invited me directly. Even if it's just in chat. With other people, just post an invitation status. Whoever goes, please comment.
I stopped thinking about Chris. Then looked around at the photographer who came with him. Then I caught the eye of one person. He is smiling at me He was a person I had never seen before. I smiled shyly in response. My heart beats strangely. I don't know what is wrong with me. Maybe I just felt good when he smiled at me. Even when others keep a straight face
Or maybe I like him...
"Go, we can go take pictures. Luhan, please give me your camera bag." When Kris's voice stopped, Everyone stood up. That man is the same. along with sending a camera bag to Chris Made me know that person's name is Luhan...
We put our camera bags away. Then we went out to take pictures together. Each photographer took turns ordering the models to pose. The lenses I use It's not a good close-up photo. So Chris lent it to me. Your lens costs half a hundred thousand. I received it with shaking hands. Luhan turned around and looked at him like he was envious. I'm embarrassed to be stared at. So I walked to find another angle.
When we changed places to take photos, we went back to get our camera bags. On the way, I crossed paths with Luhan hyung who had gone to get his bag earlier.
“Did you come get your camera bag?” he asked, giving you a small smile.
I just nodded and gave him a small smile. Shyness made me speechless. I went to pick up my bag. Before changing locations, we took photos all together. Including photographers and models I walked to get in Chris' car. to go to the next place About half an hour There was a phone call. It belongs to Luhan. He talked on the phone for a while, then excused himself to leave shortly after.
Everyone dispersed. Brother Chris came to send me home. I was very considerate, but Brother Chris said it was okay and I'd passed.
When I come home I lay down in bed exhausted. The sun that I encountered made my fever rise again. I got up, took a shower, took sleeping pills. The next morning I woke up very late. Good thing it's the school break. So there's no problem. After taking a shower and eating, I turned on the computer and started editing pictures and uploading them.
I opened it and saw that other photographers were gradually posting pictures. I'm the only one left. I finished it all off and started looking at other photographers' pictures. There was a notification that someone had tagged me in one of their pictures. Opening it, I saw pictures taken together. I moved to Luhan's face. I saw that his Facebook name was tagged. I hurried to take a look. I'm friends with his brother. But when scrolling down I feel like I've been electrocuted.
He's dating someone. along with posting pictures of going to see a movie together It must have been yesterday that he took me back first. Because I'm going to watch a movie with my "girlfriend"
I sat stunned for a moment. I hurriedly left Luhan's Facebook page. Then try to think of something else. But I couldn't do it. His boyfriend is very cute. Everything is appropriate. I congratulate him. Because he looked very happy, but I felt tears flowing out. I was hurting from my first love. I used to curse people who cried because they were heartbroken. But now I understand them. I typed the status into
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The person you love can't be me, right?" Many people commented. But it's more like a joke or a parody. Because I'm often delirious on Facebook.
My friend chatted and asked what was the matter. Acting like I was heartbroken, I didn't answer. The tears were blinding me to the point where I couldn't see the keyboard. My friend called and I answered because I needed advice. I'm like an innocent little child. I don't understand my own feelings. I'm confused. I've only met him for one day. Why does this hurt me so much?
I told my friend the whole story and he said that because it was my first love it hurt this much. As time passes, it will hurt less.
3 months have passed. I have been reconsidering with myself whether I really like him or not. Because sometimes I think about whether he is the person I thought I would like or not. I like people who are kind, have a cute smile, and people who are a few years older than me. And he's not much taller than me. When I met him Luhan hyung is everything I like. So I like him.
I used to ask myself what to do next. If you want to flirt with someone who already has a girlfriend, I definitely won't do it. As long as he's happy, I feel happy too. I always think, "Love is like a photograph. If it's not our picture I don't have the right to give credit." I never thought of stealing anything from anyone.
Sometimes I try to ask myself for fun: If he doesn't have a girlfriend, will he go talk to him? My answer is "no." I think I just really like him. I don't want to be your boyfriend. The reason I cried was probably because I've never liked anyone before. When I got to know disappointment, it hurt. I think many people have been like, "I don't want to be his girlfriend.
But I don't want him to have a girlfriend." Thank you Brother Lu Han for teaching me the word "like". It was pure first love for me...
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