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Confession...
@Water Lily
2024-07-01
Have you ever secretly loved a close friend?? If it were you, what would you do? I secretly love my best friend. So now I don't know what to do... Confessing secretly loving a friend graceful ink

Hello

J

All good, lovely children's friends.

This novel is a short story. It's also the first story that Ink wrote!!

Using a male protagonist as well is very difficult~

It's like using a female protagonist is a lot easier -*-

This novel was written in one day (but printed over several days).

T^T

Pei said that Ink typed more slowly than a little snail.

T.T)

First time getting married, getting married on one day.

therefore!!!

Please forgive me. If it's not as good as it should be

But besides forgiving him

Please give him encouragement>

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“Baibua~ What are you doing?” I asked Bai Bua as soon as I stepped into her room.

“Tomorrow is Mai's birthday. So I'm going to make a birthday present for Mai." Bai Bua answered me with a smiling face. She didn't turn to look at me. She looked proudly at the gift she was making for her boyfriend and smiled -*-

“Hey, Phaendin, why did you come to my room?” she asked me, but even if she did, She's still busy making gifts. It doesn't interest me at all.

“Me?~ I came to take the report I gave you to print. And then I came to help you check for typos in your report, Bai Bua.” Huh! Actually, I didn't come for this reason at all.

“Ah~ Thank you, land. that helps check for mistakes As for you? I've printed it out. It's on the bookshelf.”

The reason I came to see Bai Lotus today In fact, I came to see her every day. Sometimes she stays in the room. Sometimes she goes outside with a stick. some of her boyfriend But I still come to see lotus leaves every day. Why? It's because I... I don't love her...

...like friends...

But I love you very much. More than the word friend. But every time I come to see you I always have an excuse. Come read some books. Come bring things - borrow things, all sorts of things.

"land!! You go get the report. What are you doing standing here? Oh, I'm thinking of the river, hehe>!"

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“Mmm.”

Bai Bua called me. I was shocked. I was thinking about Bai Bua for fun. Just like I said above. What do I think about lotus leaves? That is the whole reason why I come to Bai Lotus every day. Whether she stays or not Where will you go with anyone? I still come to see her all the time.

On the days when she went with me, I stayed and waited until she returned to the condo and entered the room before I felt comfortable. A! Did I forget to tell you that she lives at the condo?

As for the thing that Bai Bua likes to tease me about, Bai Bua thinks that Sai Nam and I are secretly having an affair. Actually Sai Nam and I don't like each other. Plus, Sainam also likes the handsome senior who is half-breed. It's just that Sai Nam and I have been close since we were children. They are very close too. I like the lotus leaves.

I walked over to Bai Bua's bookshelf. From time immemorial, Bai Bua was a person who liked to read books. Since I've known her since high school. She read all types of books and every day. She is a very fast reader and loves books very much as well. I looked at her bookshelf, which was crammed with all kinds of books. It's like a small library.

A book I've never touched. Well, I'm the kind of person who doesn't really like to read books. Every time I read, I always fall asleep. I've been coming here every day for 5 years. Everything remains the same. Like 5 years ago Including my feelings.

Now I'm sitting in front of the computer screen. Sitting here checking mistakes. Actually, I don't really like anything that has a lot of letters. But what belongs to the lotus leaf? I can do it all. I've been checking for mistakes for Bai Bua for a while now. Bai Bua is a person who is very good at organizing words.

In addition, he also has great language skills. Normally, she is someone who never misspells a word. But she has more problems with typos. Which is because I know this. I volunteered to check for typos. Even though I really hate the book -*-

"land!"

“Huh?”

“Do you think I made this picture frame beautiful? I'll give it to you. Do you think it would be suitable for men? Or will it be too sweet??”

“Beautiful, Bai Lotus. I'm sure you'll really like it. It's not as sweet as you think~” I told her, but I wasn't taking her side. She really does it beautifully. But it would be much better. If you make me

"Thank you^^ dear friend>!"<

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She wrapped her arms around my neck.

The words your best friend are stuck in my throat. It's because you only see me as a friend. Why would you give me a present? Even though tomorrow is my birthday too. I don't know whether she remembers or not.

“Oh, Bai Bua, I've finished checking for typos. It's already 10 p.m., and it's getting late. I'll be back first. Don't sleep late, Bai Bua~”

"Umm^^ Land, come home safely^___^"

I kept walking until I reached my house, which was not too far from Bai Bua's condo. Right now, my head is full of lotus leaves. I had thought about telling Bai Bua I love you, but I didn't dare and just thought, If you don't tell me, it might be better. It would be better to leave things as they are. But when I saw you doing good with the stick, Please bring me a present.

That day was also my birthday. I can only feel sad and disappointed. I can only think about why I haven't told her I love her yet. It's been 5 years since I kept it like this.

Now it's like I'm experiencing loneliness again. I want the chance to protect her. But it seems like that opportunity won't exist. I can't protect her all the time. Just because the word friend is a barrier between us. This kind of relationship It's like drawing a line that shouldn't be crossed any further.

You have only this right.

Before, I had thought about telling her I loved her. But I was too afraid to tell. Afraid that words you don't want to hear will come out of your mouth. So I decided to swallow my confession.

But now I've decided Tomorrow is my birthday I must tell her I love her. I can't stand seeing the person I love live with someone else. But no matter what she remembers I won't be angry. and will accept what she wants in good faith I just want to confess to you that I love you. That's all.

Tomorrow will be my birthday. But...I think maybe she doesn't remember this friend's birthday. But anyway I'm not angry at her. Because what I want most is a birthday present. It's not anything at all. But it's her happiness. Because you are the most valuable thing in my life.

Crackling~

The sound of my cell phone vibrating in my pocket. I hurriedly picked it up and looked at it. Bai Bua called me ^^

"What's up? Lotus leaf~"

“Earn, are you home yet?”

“Arrived a long time ago. Your house and my house are just a little bit apart.”

“Uh^^”

“Hurry up and go to bed. It's already very late. Don't you get a headache every time you don't get enough sleep? Ugh!"

"Um, in just a moment I'll go to sleep. That's all. Goodbye."

I'm worried too. It's already been a while past midnight. Go to bed first, diva:

p

Two hours have passed...

I tossed and turned like a person who couldn't sleep. Oh! I still can't sleep. I've been sleeping for a long time -

o-

I suspect I'll be excited. Because I thought that tomorrow I would go tell Bai Bua I love her >///<

How should I tell you?~ How should I begin? And what will Bai Lotus' face look like? Blah, blah, blah~ Finally, I lay down and thought. Until falling asleep...

New morning 06:30

am

Wow~ Last night I was too busy thinking about this and that. Waking up early like this makes me sleepy. Ah, today I'm going to tell Bai Bua I love her. You'll be able to say you love Bai Lotus. I'm so excited ^^

I hurriedly calmed down. Take a shower and get dressed immediately. Oh~ Well, my house isn't near the university. It will take some time. Besides, I don't want to be late. Because every morning I have to meet with Bai Bua in front of the building. If you go late, Bai Bua will go first.

Now I have arrived at the secret place. But it's a little late, haha ​​>.,< But A! When I came to the front of the building I turned left and right and still couldn't find the lotus leaf. I don't know where she has gone. When I called her, she didn't answer. What the hell happened!? I looked for her all over the university but couldn't find her. Ask anyone and no one will see.

Crackling~

Ah!! My mobile phone vibrated. Bai Bua called me back^^

“Hello Bai Bua, where are you?” I hurriedly answered the call.

[land...

T^T

This is me, Sai Nam. Bai Bua is at the hospital right now.

T.T]

"Hey! What happened??”

[Baibua...was hit by a car. You hurry and come to the hospital...blah blah blah...]

Now it's like my brain suddenly stopped working. It's like it's completely numb. Bai Lotus was hit by a car? That's not true. It's impossible.

I walked like a dead person into the hospital. Keep walking. until stopping in front of the emergency room

“The land,” the river calls to me.

"How could a lotus leaf get hit by a car? River?"

“Bai Lotus walked and talked with Mai, I don't know what. Then they all walked away in different directions. And now, while Bai Bua was about to cross the road, she became dizzy and then...

T^T

Haha.”

I think Bai Lotus must not be getting enough sleep. I think she must make a present for Mai Tee Tor. Until I could hardly sleep at all. Even though she already knew what would happen if she didn't sleep.

“This is the land. Last night Bai Bua called to talk to me. It looks like Bai Bua didn't sleep at all last night. Me too,” Sainam said to me.

"Do you know anything about what Bai Bua said to me..." I turned my head and looked at her questioningly. “...Baibua said Today I will bring a birthday present to the person I love.”

"I already know that, Sai Nam." You already know, Sai Nam. that I love lotus leaves So why would you say something that hurts?

T.T

“But today... It's not Mai's birthday!! Today is the birthday of the person that Bai Bua has loved for the past 5 years,” Sai Nam said to me.

“What do you mean by water?”

“Let's think about it for yourself. And, sir, take this and read it. Then you will understand,” she said to me and turned to take something out of Bai Bua's shoulder bag. It's a book. She threw the book to me. and put the bag on my lap

"I'll go first. I have to hurry to study. Bye~ Phaendin."

This is it.

O.o!?

What's going on!!! Is it a diary book? When I opened the first page, I knew it was Bai Bua's diary. The first page says:

My Life, My Diary

Bai Bua Story

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The lotus leaf handwriting is very cute ^^

I immediately opened it to read.

15 Dec 20x7

Today I went to an amusement park with friends. Most importantly, the land goes too. The land always takes care of me. I want to say that I I'm so embarrassed>///< And what I want to say the most is Today, Bai Lotus can have fun like this because the land comes with it. Where is the land? Lotus leaves are happy^^

I'm happy too, Bai Bua. That day, because of you, I was happy.

26 Dec 20x7

Don't know why? Bai Bua never knew that Why does the land have to be so good to lotus leaves? Because the lotus leaf is a friend of the land. Is that so?? And will the land know that this friend I don't want to be just friends anymore. The better you are to me I'm even more shaken. The closer to you The more I love you, I can't tell you.

If you don't mind me, please don't do this. Don't be any better than me.

I don't want to be just your friend either, Bai Bua~

31 Dec 20x7

New year eve~

So, I pray that you will tell me you love me. Sainam told me that Nayya has secretly liked me for 5 years now. But you probably don't know that I've liked you for 5 years now too. I don't know if what Sainam said is true or not, but I really want it to be true.

You're asking... asking me to tell you I love you? Asking like that, how am I supposed to know? -_- Sigh~

1 Jan 20x8

Today is New Year's Day. I also went to make merit with the country. I've heard people say that if we make merit together, we will be born together in the next life>///< But can we change it to this life?

Today I spent all day with him, but he still hasn't told me he loves me. I've prayed. But why isn't it true? Both prayed at midnight on New Year's Eve. Both prayed while worshiping together. It's still not true.

TT.TT

Someone once told me Whenever I pray Think and have faith in God. Then everything we prayed for will come true. I did it, but... Sigh~

Well, she prayed but I didn't know -3-

3 Jan 20x8

I don't know if I made the right decision doing this or not. Now I agree to go out with Mai. Mai Tee is a very good person. And I'm sure it won't be difficult to love him. If I do this Will I ever forget you? Even though I'm already dating Mai But every day I still miss the land. Why...why can't I just forget him? I choose the person who loves me. It's already good.

Since Mai Tee has liked me for a long time And I really want to forget you. In A, he is a good person and he likes me. I think I did the right thing. At least I wouldn't have regrets, right?

It's ok that she's dating Mai. Is it because of this? Lotus leaf??

5 Feb 20x8

I've been dating Mai Tee for a while now. He is a very good person. Everything is really good. He was the person I was sure would be easy to love. But until now, I still have feelings for him just as a friend. But the person I have more feelings for than him doesn't care about me at all~

I'm always interested in you, Bua. It's just that I didn't have the courage to express anything more. That's all. I'm sorry.

13 Feb 20x8

Tomorrow will be the birthday of the person I love. I made him a present too. I hardly slept at all. Moreover, I don't really like embellished work. The more we go. Doing it yourself like this takes a bit of time. But I hope he likes it.

I want to tell them both the truth. I'm dating Mai. Because I'm hopeless I didn't expect that the country would love me. And I want to forget the land for once. And another thing is that Mai Tee is a very good person. With a good person like this, I probably won't be able to love easily. But...it's not true at all. How did you ever feel?

It still feels that way. Do you feel about the stick like a friend yet? I still feel like friends. How do you feel about the land? I still love you like that.

I feel like I'm being so selfish.

birthday gift tomorrow It belongs to you, the land. It's not wood. I have decided that tomorrow I will tell everyone the truth. And will also say that How much do I...love...you?

"I love you too, Bai Bua." I agreed that she loved me. But she went out with Mai because of this -_- But, well, she never knew that I loved her. It's because I never told you. Never even said a word. But today I planned to tell you, only that you...

Got hit by a car first.

T^T

The doctor has walked out. I hurriedly walked over and asked.

“Doctor, how is the lotus leaf?”

“The doctor still can't tell me anything. But right now the patient needs emergency surgery.” The doctor finished speaking and ran back into the emergency room where Bai Bua was.

I collapsed on the hospital floor. So you had surgery? If you have surgery, it will hurt. Lotus leaf...I'm sorry. I used to help her in every way. But I can't help you with this. Sorry I couldn't help you. I'm sorry...sorry...

Soon the stick and the stream of water rushed to the front of the operating room. I guess Sai Nam was the one who went to tell Mai. The river cried heavily.

“How is the lotus leaf, Earth?” Mai Tee walked up and asked me. I cried, shaking my head.

"I don't know. The doctor hasn't come out yet."

“Don't let anything happen to you, Bai Lotus.” Sai Nam pondered this sentence for a long time. “I love you, Bai Bua. Don't be anything.”

I lowered my head after hearing those words from the river's mouth. No...the lotus leaf must be fine. Believe me, the lotus leaf must be fine.

abundantly!!

I immediately turned to look at the front of the operating room. The doctor walked out of the operating room with his head bowed. It made me very worried.

I hurriedly ran to see the doctor. asked without delay

“How is the lotus leaf, doctor?”

"..." The doctor was silent before looking up and answering.

“The patient is out of danger. But because the brain has been severely damaged She might sleep...forever.”

Sleep forever? Sleeping Beauty?

The river cries loudly. Mai Tee himself seemed astonished as well.

I closed my eyes

No... I shouldn't have had to see Bai Lotus suffer. Really...if I open my eyes The picture in front of me is probably a picture of Bai Lotus standing and smiling at me.

It wasn't like this picture of her sleeping unconsciously.

But... when I opened my eyes, I encountered the truth. She's already a sleeping beauty.

Tears flowed from my eyes. I didn't dare run into the operating room when the water and the tee were all gone. I don't want to see her lying in bed unconscious. and didn't know that I came to see her But on the other hand, I want to meet her, I want to tell her how much I love her.

If I just stand here I don't dare go in and live like this. I had no way to meet her. So I slowly walked in. Everyone is crying...for Bai Lotus.

I slowly walked towards the lotus leaf. The head of the lotus leaf was wrapped in gauze. Lotus leaf right now... How pitiful If possible...I want to hug you...

"Lotus leaf..." I gently held her hand. before burying his face in the bed and crying

“Lotus leaf... No... Why does she have to be like this... No!” I moaned like that.

I want to let you know that whether you're asleep or awake I want you to know that I will never leave you. I will love you unchanged. I will remember her in my memories forever. I will be honest with only you, no matter what she is...

I love you...

“I love you, Bai Bua. I've loved you for 5 years. You must be confused as to why I just came to tell you now. Don't be confused -_- because even I am confused and I don't understand why I didn't tell you from the beginning. I believe... I believe you heard me, Bai Bua. You must definitely know, right?...right...right?...~

T^T”

“I wonder to myself why... That's why I love you...so much...this much."

I hope you realize it. I've had so much time to tell you I love you. But I don't know why I don't dare say it, just the word love, this one short word. But it's hard to say much. There are many opportunities. But I don't use it.

Until now... I don't know if the opportunity is still mine or not.

She's still asleep. I lowered my head to the bed. I don't want her to see me cry. I believe she knows. No matter what anyone thinks, it's up to you.

O_o

That's not true, I must be crazy. Why? Because...

I felt someone holding my hand.

"land..."

I raised my head as soon as I heard this sound. The sound of lotus leaves

“Lotus leaf! Has she recovered? Did you hear what I said? Bai Bua? Do you recognize it??”

“I want to tell you that. I love you very much, Bai Bua.”

"Lotus leaf... I love the land."

"Baibua~ >///<" I'm so happy. She loves me. She loves me>///<

“Happy birthday, country. This year's special birthday present is... The lotus leaf itself>!<

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Is it special enough? Haha^^” Bai Bua pretended to wait for me to play. But she's embarrassed herself.

It must be special enough. Since I've been waiting for her for 5 years, I finally told Bai Bua I love her. And then I realized that Bai Bua actually loved me too.

I was happy for a short while and then started to feel annoyed -_-

But... Bai Bueno was in a car accident just now. The doctor told me that her brain had suffered severe damage. You'll become the Sleeping Beauty. Why did she revive so quickly? It was as if nothing had happened before.

It wasn't anything like this before...so?

'Hahaha' A loud laugh from the front of the room hit my ears. Sai Nam and Mai just now asked to walk outside. So that Bai Bua and I can be together.

I immediately opened the door. I don't know what the river and the trees are laughing about. When those two people turned around and saw me, they looked very shocked. Fully prepared -_-

Eh!...or...

"this! Where are those two going? Let's talk together first."

“ *O* ”

“Okay, what is this? Why did the lotus leaf recover so quickly?”

"Ah...oh, Bai Bua has recovered? Haha~"

“No need to laugh, haha, haha, over the river, let's talk in the room now. Including you with a stick.” I quickly dragged the stream of water into Bai Bua's recovery room. But the river carried another stick in his hand.

Add!!!!

I opened the door into the room. I saw Bai Bua playing a game on her mobile phone. Um -_- Is this the sick person that the doctor just said would be Sleeping Beauty? -*- When Bai Bua turned around and saw me. She hurriedly put away her mobile phone. I went down and covered myself with a blanket like before. I ran out of the room. Sleep as if nothing happened- -*

Very timely. Lotus leaf-*-

"Hey! What is this!? Do you really agree that Bai Bua is the Sleeping Beauty or not?”

“That's not true~” Bai Bua replied.

“What about the car crash?”

“Haha, this isn't true.” Sainam laughed as he answered me.

“So, is there really anything here?”

“No,” Mai Tee answered me with a languid expression.

"And...Baibua said he loved me -_-"

“This is true!!!” The three of them chorused together^^

“So, you guys tricked me?”

“Um~ Yeah.” The three of them nodded in unison.

“Ah~ Then why did you trick me?”

“Because I already know that you love lotus leaves, is that true? Now Bai Lotus loves you. But different people think differently. I love him myself, but he loves someone else. Different people don't tell. And then come and make a bored, cabbage-studded face at me. I saw this and got annoyed~ -*- so I had to act like Cupid with an arrow, hehe>!”<

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The river answered me

“... Then Sai Nam came to consult with me. Actually, I like lotus leaves. But you are my dear friend. We are all friends. If I do it for myself Think only of yourself By having to make friends sad. Our friends are not happy. So can we be happy?” Mai Tee told me.

“So those two people came and told me. At first I didn't believe that you loved me. Until Sainam secretly brought your diary for me to read>!<

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But I still want to hear it from your mouth^^” Now it was Bai Bua who answered me.

“So they... Are you fooling me??” I asked the three tacticians.

“Yes-

o-”

“Why do you have to trick me>.,<”

"If I don't trick you, will you tell me?"

“Tell me, prepare to tell me today.”

"oh

O_o

Well, we don't know><" Sai Nam answered me.

“Look, if you're serious. Even if you're prepared to tell me. After actually taking it in You wouldn't dare tell me anyway, right?" Mai Tee asked me.

“...Maybe.”

Even if they trick me, I won't be angry. Well, they helped me end up with Bai Bua Nee.

“Today is your birthday, right? So..." Sai Nam said. After that, the fire suddenly went out! 6 It is expected that the tree will probably close.

Happy Birthday to you~ Happy Birthday to u~ Happy Birthday Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday…

To…

You~

“Happy birthday, country. This is a gift.” Bai Bua handed me a small silver gift box.

I immediately opened the gift box and looked at it. It's a picture frame. (The one she tricked me into saying was wood.) Some in the picture frames were pictures of me and lotus leaves. Cartoon version created by Bai Bua himself. Very cute>!<

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In the box there is not only a picture frame, but there is a small box inside as well.

When I opened up...

There's a ring inside. I turned to look at the lotus leaf in question.

“This ring is the ring I'm wearing.” She showed the ring on her finger. “I ordered this just for you.”

Lotus leaf~ I really love Lotus leaf. How cute is she? Please make a couple rings for me^^

"We're lovers, Land."

“Um^^”

Bang, bang, the sound of clapping rang out. I turned to look at the two planners-*- those two were smiling dryly. Laugh for me -_-

"Okay, let's go. Don't bother me anymore. Bye~^^" The two of them said and ran away.

"I love you, Bai Bua."

“I love you too, Land.”

I don't know what it would have been like if my strategic friend hadn't planned it. Maybe today I, who was thinking of telling you I love you, might not dare to tell you again. It's exactly what I've heard before. If we lose something, we still don't know its value. Just when I felt like I was about to lose my lotus leaf...

The words of love that I had never dared to say flowed out continuously. You can say it without being embarrassed and not being afraid of anything. If today's events weren't the plan But it's true. Until now, I would be both sad and disappointed. I'm sorry that the lotus leaf has to be like this. It's a pity that I had the opportunity a long time ago but didn't tell you.

I don't know how the story between me and Bai Bua will end. Because I don't know the future. But no matter what I will preserve this love as best I can. And how is your love now? If anyone secretly loves a friend like me Don't let the opportunity pass you by. Tell that person quickly.

Maybe he thinks the same as you. Tell me quickly before I don't have a chance to tell you. Then you have to regret it later:

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